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simtrospective · 4 years

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SCRAPPED STORY CHALLENGE by @bugsims

01. Post a few screenshots from a scrapped scene / edit / story! 02. Share why you scrapped this specific thing. 03. Tag five friends, and watch the fun play out!

Thank you to @gilded-ghosts for the tag.

Because I wrote so much that you might prefer to skip, let me do 03. outside the cut. I tag...

@ladykendalsims - @jet-plane-sims - @boogey-studios - @pinkmonsimblr - @dynastiasimss

The above pictures (plus the related tray files) are all I have left of an idea that was half-formed to begin with and which never got off the ground at all.

01.

Depending on if you’re a follower of mine + how long you’ve been following me, you may have seen a few of these shots before but I’ll explain them anyway:

Set 1: The characters Charlie, Hick, and Craig, in their original states on the left and their enhanced, final states on the right;

Set 2: A few WIP pictures of the performance space/club/thing I built;

Set 3: A bunch of test shots I took to see how the characters looked interacting, what they did naturally, and how they looked when I ~directed them. I used these pics to try and find my editing style for the story. I didn’t find the style I wanted. Clearly.

02.

I scrapped this idea because it never came together; I didn’t connect with the characters; I didn’t care about the storyline; I’m not done with my new save so I couldn’t ~comfortably start telling this story when the rest of the world was/is disordered; and on and on. The point is, I wasn’t feeling any of this. Oh! And I hate the whole vibe and time period and aesthetic irl; what on earth was I thinking writing about it?!

So. What was this going to be?

[[Under the cut because this is... so, so long. So long.]]

Charlie, Hick, and Craig were

going

to live in Del Sol Valley in my new save, in the Pinnacles neighborhood, which I was

going

to turn into a Laurel Canyon-style neighborhood. An entire community of would-be songwriters/musicians were

going

to live in the two smaller lots and commune with one another and be the New Guard colliding with the Old Guard; the huge mansion lot was

going

to house an aging former film-current soap actor confronting his mortality and also hating the living shit out of these hippies whose existence he took as a personal affront--I digress. Back to the “story.”

Charlie, Hick, and Craig met after each arrived in DSV separately and they vibed and they moved in together, all in a matter of, like, a week’s time. Charlie and Hick vibed especially. So much in common! Such poor little rich [kids]! Both came from pampered environments in which their family money and respective fathers’ connections allowed them to skate through life and to play at being musicians because--despite crying oppression at the hands of upper class WASP-dom--they'll always have safety nets to ensure they’ll always be okay. Charlotte Grant graduated from her all-girls prep school and put on a floppy hat and became Charlie Grant; Richard Hickey (lololol) ripped up his acceptance letter to Britechester and grew his hair out and hitchhiked and told people to call him “Hick.” They’ve lived parallel lives and “recognize” one another as soon as they meet. They have an electric connection, but neither will verbalize that. Above all, they... really want to sleep together.

Craig grew up working class and has no safety net; he just wants a little adventure before he gets a real job/grows up/gets married (his gf back home is off to college; they’re long-distance; it’s... not going to work). He’s a good guitar player and he’s a good songwriter and that’s it but maybe it’ll be more? What do they say about the lottery? Can’t win if you don’t play? Charlie and Hick want to be famous ~rule the world. Hick plays guitar well and tries to write songs but they’re shitty. Charlie is passively learning the keyboard and writes songs that are not... bad...? Some are... good?

Charlie and Hick--can you tell they eclipse Craig, yet?--have weird sexual chemistry and tension: they tease, they flirt, they taunt, they enjoy one another’s attention but they never so much as hug. They both have cruel streaks as only disconnected, spoiled, emotionally stunted bluebloods can: the torture of their relationship/non-relationship gets them off more than anything else could and that thrill drives much of their behaviors: bringing wanton strangers home for one night stands, each hoping the other is watching/overhearing, fighting about little things, acting like inappropriately close siblings, acting like strangers. Craig suffers their whims; Charlie and Hick aren’t just united in their toxicity and their dreams of fame, but in how they make Craig into a third wheel or a--well, punching bag is too strong a term. Charlie and Hick think they’re teasing their bff but you know how it is to be teased allllll the tiiiiiiime and how it can make your head spin when people who can’t get along with one another join forces--without even having to discuss it--to turn on you. Their relationship gets patched up, you’re hurting, they insist it’s not a big deal and even that you even liked it. We’re all friends. We’re all best friends omg.

But sometimes they have fun together. They have a lot of fun together. Sometimes it all is everything each dreamed it would be. DSV is a wonderland and their careers are happening and life is happening and they’re best friends. They’re soulmates for life.

The three work on music, perform at clubs. Craig is starting to come into his own as a man. I hate the term coming-of-age but in the background of the Charlie & Hick Show, Craig is maturing. He has to, because C&H are fuck-ups. They jeopardize scheduled performances. They don’t know how to talk to club owners. They’re not interested in paying their dues. They are unable (or unwilling) to promote themselves without being obnoxious attention whores. They don’t practice or help write songs. They don’t take care of the house. Hick is late with his rent. Charlie thinks she can flirt her way out of everything. Craig is also the only one of them who works; he has a day job at a print shop, gives guitar lessons on the side, and makes sure the three get gigs and don’t get evicted. The only thing C&H put consistent effort toward is making the social scene or finding a party or scoring drugs or getting laid. As the group’s local star(s) rise, their fates start to change course which increases the interpersonal tension. Hick’s fun-loving nature is starting to turn into a legit substance abuse problem and he’s picking fights with the wrong people and socially devolving, his arrogance and issues and general laziness rendering him unable to relate to others; Charlie is getting a lot of attention from older men In the Business, who have the money and connections to make her a solo star, which she is shrewdly considering; and Craig’s resentment toward his “friends” and disillusionment with the superficiality of DSV is making him rethink his motivation for coming west in the first place.

Oh, and Charlie and Hick--again, as their paths change and as their weird tension remains unresolved--continue to take their bullshit out on Craig and now it’s not funny anymore, it’s not cute, it’s not exciting, and neither is it when Hick ruins a show by being too stoned to perform and neither is it when Charlie brings unsavory characters home who trash the three’s equipment and neither is it when C&H steal Craig’s songs and perform without him at a gig they didn’t tell him about.

What I intended was that the story would at first seem to be The Charlie and Hick Show, all about them, as if we’re supposed to root for them, but ideally, through my ~deft hand 🙄 the reader 🙄🙄 was supposed to be like, Um... hold on-- until it eventually was quite obvious that these two--though human; though in situations we could understand and empathize with--were captured at a point in their lives when they were Super Toxic Assholes, and what you were watching all along was Craig as Hero.

So I had ideas, but I didn’t know how to fit them together and I didn’t want a really long story and I couldn’t--I just couldn’t figure it out. I do know that the end was going to be Craig screwing them like they’d been screwing him, a final middle finger with consequences. I know that he and Hick were going to have words and Hick was going to try and fight him (such a loser) and Charlie was going to throw a Hail Mary of like... trying to seduce (lol) Craig into staying omg I always had a thing for you/we’d be such a great team/I always thought we could ~be something ~together uwu bullshit like that. Was this true? Was this true in her own mind? I think I was going to set the story up so that if you reread, yeah, it could be true, but she’s so flirty and manipulative and socially savvy and used to getting what she wants that who knows what her real feelings ever are? Ultimately that would’ve been irrelevant bc Craig never looked at her that way and hates her and Hick now; good going guys. It’s worth noting, I guess, that when I put the group on a test lot, Charlie was super into Craig immediately, went right to him, stood close to him, was eager to make romantic overtures; she went 0 to 60 in an instant and as so far as is possible in this game they had chemistry, but Craig was not feeling the romance. And no one was feeling Hick.

Anyway, Craig was going to move on with his life and Charlie and Hick were going to learn nothing and blame him, ~the end.

And then, as I continued to play my save and maybe tell more stories, there would be Easter eggs, references to Charlie, Hick, and Craig older/in the future and where they went in life in the background of other, unrelated stories: Hick’s substance abuse problems and rehab stints and going by Richard again and his eventual moderate fame and eventual sobriety and attempted comeback and his bad relationships with his exes and children; Charlie’s legit fame + marriage to a producer + eventual fade away + moderate comeback + solid second or third marriage and bff relationship with her children 🙄🙄🙄 and her palatial house on the coast and now she exclusively wears white and ivory and pampers her dogs and eats raw (but drinks wine) because it “cured” her undiagnosed, unnamed “autoimmune disorder,” which she wrote a book about resulting in a semi-comeback but as a Famous Person and not a musician. Craig going to college and becoming a high school English teacher who plays in a local band on the weekends and who has a good marriage (not to the long distance gf) and nice kids, one of whom would eventually have her own story where she pursued musicianship with her dad, which got him back into his first passion but it was a qt father-daughter project and not An Attempt to Be Famous.

So. Idk. That’s what this all would’ve been. But it wasn’t, and it won’t be!

#sims 4 #ts4 #scrapped story challenge

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sonicrainicorn · 4 years

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Patton is Berry Done

Part of the Berry Done AU

Words: 4092 Desc.: Logan gets drunk for the first time in his life, and Patton realizes it’s not as fun to be on the other end. TW: Alcohol, cursing, a lot of throwing up (it’s only ever mentioned tho bc ew)

The idea came to me when I was working on the one-shot that was actually supposed to be published. whoops. Hope you like drunk Logan, anyway.

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One Friday night, Damien invited Patton and Logan over to hang out. Patton, who was very much well aware of what his brother meant by ‘hang out’, asked Thomas if he was willing to babysit. Well -- he asked Logan if he could ask Thomas. Patton was sure that asking Thomas for anything would end in his funeral. Which he understood completely. Though, if you told him last month that Thomas would genuinely threaten to break every bone in his body, he would have thought you were joking. Thomas was the nicest person he knew.

Either way, he agreed and Patton and Logan thanked him again before leaving. When they got there, Damien had already started drinking.

“Rough day at work, then?” Patton asked with a raised brow.

Damien glared at him and let them in the house. Emile and Remy were sitting on the floor, using the coffee table to play a card game. By the looks of it, Emile was winning. And by a lot. A random TV show was on that no one paid attention to. Background noise, then.

“Hi, guys,” Emile chirped. “I win again, by the way.” He flipped the dealer’s -- also known as Damien’s -- card over, nonchalantly taking a sip of wine.

In a great feat of theatrics, Remy fell back and let out a short yell. “How the hell do you win every time?”

“I told you not to play blackjack with him, but you insisted.” Damien rolled his eyes and gathered all the cards. “You should probably stop before he wins everything you own.”

“Damn bastard already has everything I own,” Remy grumbled under their breath.

Emile smiled sweetly at them.

Damien tossed the card pack at Patton, who almost didn’t catch it. “Work did suck if you must know. And I need someone to get drunk with. Remy can’t do it because they work tomorrow and Em doesn’t like to get drunk so...” He looked at Patton like it was obvious. “You definitely weren’t my first option.”

Seems someone was still a little mad. “Why don’t you just go to a bar?” Patton sat next to Emile.

“Because I want to wallow in self-pity in the comfort of my own home.” He crossed his arms. “Will you do it or not?”

“No thanks.” He started shuffling the cards.

Damien groaned dramatically. “You never give me what I want.” A buzzed middle child who was in a Mood didn’t make for good conversation, as it turned out. He turned to Logan. “What about you?”

Patton expected the answer to be the same, he had no reason to doubt otherwise, but then Logan -- Logan who took one shot on his twenty-first birthday and then never drank again, said, “Yeah, I don’t see why not”

“Oh God, yes. Finally.” Damien rushed to the kitchen with a large grin.

Patton stopped shuffling to stare at Logan with what he assumed could be translated as what the actual fuck all over his face.

It seemed to catch Logan’s attention. “Why are you looking at me like that?”

“You don’t drink.”

“Well, out of the two of us, I’m not the one known for doing regrettable things so I think we’re safe.”

Ooh, yikes. Yeah, that was a hundred percent called for. Patton shifted in his spot and diverted his attention back to the cards. Turns out he didn’t have any more to say.

Emile glanced between them, a small thoughtful frown on his face. He erased it with a shake of his head. “So what are we playing?”

“Poker.”

Remy sat up. “Great. I actually have a chance at this.”

“Did you want to join us, Logan?” Emile sent him a small smile.

“With the way D’s going to drink tonight?” A sly grin slid across Remy’s face. “ I think he’ll have his hands full already.”

Right on time, Damien came charging back into the room. In his arms were various supplies such as shot glasses, vodka, tequila, and a few different chasers. He set them all on the table. “Wanna match me shot for shot?” He held up the bottle of vodka with an inviting grin.

“No.” Patton snatched it out of his hand.

He made an offended noise akin to a child getting their toy taken away. “Why not?”

“Because I know how many shots you can take and I don’t want you giving my husband alcohol poisoning.”

“Ugh, fine.” He took the bottle back. “For every shot you take, I’ll take a double.”

Patton’s, “That’s not what I meant.” versus Emile's, “You’re already tipsy.” did nothing in comparison to Remy’s much louder, “Do it bitch, you won’t.”

“Alright, bet.” He sat at the unoccupied side of the table.

Emile hit Remy’s shoulder and gave them an ‘are you kidding me?’ look. They simply shrugged in response.

“C’mon, Logan, let’s see how fast we can regret this tomorrow.” He started pouring out the first shots and chasers, eager to get started. The only time Damien was eager to do something was if it caused damage -- be it to property or livers.

Logan sighed, shrugged to himself, and sat next to Damien. Patton watched wearily as he took his first shot. His face screwed up as it burned its way down. Patton could feel the phantom burns in his own throat. Straight vodka wasn’t his favorite, but it was always common at college parties. He knew the motions well. Take the shot, let it burn -- but don’t act like it burns, then sip a chaser if there happens to be one. (Though, if there was one, it was always alcoholic.) Logan didn’t know the ‘etiquette’ of drinking well enough. He reached for the chaser of cranberry juice almost as soon as it went down.

It didn’t matter though. How you took a shot was just style points. At a party surrounded by onlooking strangers? You’re going to need maximum style points for that. At a bar with some friends? Depending on the friends, style points were still important. At home just trying to get drunk? Style wasn’t the point. Besides, Logan wasn’t a drinker so his reaction to straight shots was bound to be expected.

“Oh, yeah, this is gonna suck.” Damien took a sip of his own chaser. “Ready for another round?”

Sometime after the second shot, Logan started getting a little more touchy. He placed hands on Damien’s shoulders, his arm, Patton was sure there was even a thigh at some point. And Damien was all grins and flirty compliments. Patton knew Damien’s drunken states pretty well. He flirted with anyone that wasn’t a brother of his and generally had his charisma cranked up to ten. On the flip side, he also acted like moody a sixteen-year-old. So, really, drunk Damien was just sober Damien with even less of a filter. Logan’s drunk states, on the other hand, were new territories.

By the third shot, Logan was mostly giggles. He and Damien tried to have their usual debates (also known as a normal conversation for them), but they dissolved into Logan laughing over something vaguely related and Damien testing out a pick-up line based on the topic. On the fourth, Logan kissed Patton and called him “the most beautiful man in the world”. Damien got comically offended and insisted that Logan was breaking his heart. Logan laughed, cradled Damien’s face, and called him beautiful too. As soon as the fifth went down, Logan was completely plastered. He put all his weight against Patton with a loose hand around Damien’s wrist. He started talking about how great everyone was, though he struggled to find more than three adjectives and slurred all his words.

“Nope, that’s enough.” Patton tried to take the bottle out of Damien’s hands when he went to pour another shot, but he couldn’t move with Logan at his side.

Remy took the initiative. “Unfortunately, I have to agree. Logan can’t handle anymore.”

Damien pouted and put his head in his hand. “Boo.”

“That actually took a bit longer than I expected,” Emile admitted softly.

“Yeah -- damn, Logan.” Remy put the cap back on the bottle. “For someone who doesn’t drink you sure held out for a while.”

Logan held up a peace sign.

“Okay, I think we better get going.” Patton lifted Logan to his feet. It was a bit harder than it sounded due to Logan’s apparent lack of bone structure. He refused, or maybe simply couldn’t, move or stand on his own. He kept all his weight on Patton the whole time.

“I think that’s a good idea.” Emile wrangled another bottle out of Damien’s hands. “Stop. Any more and you’ll be asking Logan to marry you.”

Damien snorted. A lazy grin slithered on his face. “I wouldn’t mind that.”

Patton frowned, holding Logan a little closer to his side.

Emile sighed -- an annoyed, almost aggressive sound. “Yeah, okay. Come on. We’re done for tonight.” He dragged Damien into the kitchen, ignoring how he almost face planted.

“Ignore him.” Remy shook their head like a disappointed parent. They gave Patton a small smile. Not a grin or a smirk -- a gentle, genuine smile. “Anyway, want some help? Seems like you could use it.”

“That would be nice, actually.”

Logan clung to Remy like a koala to a tree almost as soon as all his weight was transferred over. Right away he started saying all the great things he thought about them and the good things they did. Remy just nodded and agreed while gently coercing him into a better walking position. Patton silently apologized and opened the front door.

On the short walk to the car, everything Logan said was followed by a soft, “I know, Logan.” or an, “Uh-huh.” much like someone would do when they’re half-listening to a child while focusing on another task. Patton would argue that the comparison was more than apt since most of the stuff Logan said seemed to be the first draft.

Patton opened the passenger side door and Remy helped Logan in. They went to close the door, but stopped when Logan said, “I love you.”

They laughed, borderline composed giggles, and responded, “Love you too, pal.” They shut the door. Logan waved at them through the window, and they gave him a little wave back. “Wow, he is fucking trashed.” They turned to Patton with a wide grin. “I’m surprised he’s still conscious.”

“Guess we’ll see how long that lasts.” He looked at Logan, who gave him a bright beam. “I should go before his body realizes he hasn’t thrown up yet.”

“Oh, yeah. Drive safe.”

“Will do.”

Almost as soon as Patton got in the car, Logan blurted out, “If you could drive straight up at sixty miles an hour, it would take an hour to get to space.”

Patton didn’t even have the door closed yet. “W... what?”

He repeated it a little slower, though that seemed to leave a lot more room for errors and slurring. “If you could drive your car up-ards it would take an hour to getta space.”

He blinked. “That’s, uh, that’s really interesting, bumblebee.” He shut the door. “Could you maybe put on your seat belt before telling me more facts? Unless you need some help.”

“M’not five.” Despite his statement, Logan struggled with the necessary coordination for an absurd amount of time. After failing to get the buckle in the right spot (following an embarrassing number of attempts), he gave up with a small pout. “I can’t do it.”

Patton smiled a bit. He looked like a grumpy toddler. “Let me help, hon.” He buckled him in.

Once they started driving, Logan did not stop talking. He told Patton he loved him five different times, asked nonsense questions followed by silly answers, and pointed out whatever he saw looking out the window. He also insisted on having a hand near Patton at all times despite Patton saying he needed to focus on driving. He was so much more open and bubbly and touchy -- very touchy. A near 180 of sober Logan.

They only had to stop for him to throw up on the side of the road once, which was a lot more impressive than the first time Patton ever got drunk. At least from what friends told him. He didn’t remember anything about that night, but he was told that he threw up several times before ever reaching his apartment. To be fair, he was eighteen at the time and trying to impress someone cute. He didn’t remember if it worked or not.

After his little vomit issue, Logan was a bit less energetic. Understandably so. Throwing up always sucked. But throwing up after a night of drinking was even worse. It didn’t stop him from saying how much he loved Patton, though.

When Patton pulled in the driveway, he cursed under his breath. He forgot about Thomas. With Logan drunk out of his mind and extremely pliable, there was no doubt Thomas’s protective older brother instincts would take over. Patton tried to figure out what to say that wouldn’t result in his head on a pike.

“Come on, hon.” He helped Logan out of the car. Once again, all of his weight was against Patton. “Your brother’s gonna kill me for this, isn’t he?”

There seemed to be a magic word in there that caused Logan’s energy to return tenfold. A large grin split across his face and Patton could have sworn there were stars in his eyes. “Thomas is here.”

Okay, Logan getting excited to see Thomas was actually pretty cute. Patton smiled. “Yeah, baby, Thomas is here. Did you wanna see him?”

Logan nodded, almost cartoonish in nature.

“Let’s get inside, then.” While Patton wasn’t at all prepared to see Thomas, he couldn’t deny Logan what he wanted. That would just be cruel.

He struggled to open the door with Logan hanging off of his arm, but he managed. Thomas was laying on the couch watching Parks and Rec on a low volume. His attention diverted from that rather quickly. Almost right away, he was on his feet to reach Patton and Logan. Patton didn’t know why he was surprised. He had to admit that it was a little obvious Logan wasn’t his top-notch self.

Logan detached himself from Patton and all but collapsed into Thomas’s arms before anyone had a chance to say anything. “Thomas,” he said, a little too loud, “you’re amazing. You’re the best -- best brother I could ever ask for. And I... I love you so much.” He squished Thomas’s face with his hands. “I apre... pre-shate all you ever done. You’re so ‘mazing. I owe you so much. You a’ways make me ‘appy a-and you stick by me no matter what. You’re -- you’re just really great.” He gave him a tight hug.

Thomas stared at Patton, dumbfounded. “What... did you do to him?”

Patton held his hands up in defense faster than he could blink. “This was his own doing. I played no part in it.”

“Damien and I took shots,” Logan answered, partially muffled by Thomas’s shoulder.

“You did what?” Thomas pulled him away to look at his face. “How many did you take?”

“Five,” Patton answered. He knew full well Logan lost track.

“Five?” Thomas struggled to keep his voice down. He cradled Logan’s face. “Logan, you don’t drink. What are you doing taking five shots? Shots of what?”

“Mostly vodka.”

If Thomas’s eyes could get wider, they would have. “Vodka? Straight? Dude, how the hell are you still standing?” He checked over Logan as if the answer would be there somehow. “Why would you do something like that?”

Logan shrugged. “Damien wanted’ta get drunk.”

Princess Leia wandered into the living room, shaking herself out of her sleepiness. Her tail wagged as soon as she saw that her other owners were home.

Logan gasped loudly. “There’s my baby.” He fell to his knees to give her attention. “You’re such a good girl. Yes, you are.” He continued to coo and give her pets and scratches.

“I’m... I’m gonna scream. I’m going to actually scream.” Thomas ran his hands down his face. “There’s no way I’m leaving.”

“Leia, no. Go back to the boys.” Patton pried Logan away from her. “Go. Now.” He pointed out the doorway.

She obeyed after visible hesitation.

Patton worked on lifting Logan to his feet. “Look, I’m going to keep an eye on him. You’re free to stay if you want, but I promise I’m going to make sure he’s okay.” He kept him at his side. “I won’t let anything happen to him. He’ll be fine if you leave.”

Thomas crossed his arms. Patton recognized the face he made almost immediately. It was the same one Logan made when he weighed all possible options. That hard, calculating gaze was something they shared well. “Fine. But I’m calling first thing in the morning.”

Holy shit. He actually agreed? This was the greatest achievement of Patton’s life.

“If I find out anything happened, I’m pushing you down a flight of stairs.”

“If anything happens, I’ll fall down the stairs myself.”

Thomas smirked a little. “I’ll hold you to it.” He patted his pockets to see if he had everything. “Alright. The twins were lovely, as usual, and I look forward to the next time I get to see them. Goodnight -- keep my brother safe,” he pointed at Patton, “I’ll talk to you tomorrow.”

“Wait, you’re leaving?” Logan sounded like a sad little boy who was told he couldn’t get the one toy he wanted for Christmas.

Thomas sent him a small smile. “I’m afraid so, bear. Patton’s going to be looking after you, okay?” He brushed Logan’s bangs to the side and gave him a kiss on the forehead. “I’ll see you later.”

Logan watched him go with the most disappointment Patton had ever seen on his face. He half expected Thomas to change his mind because of it.

“Okay, sweetheart, we’re going to get you some water then you’re going straight to bed.” He led them to the kitchen.

Unfortunately, Logan had to throw up one more time. Or a few times, rather. That seemed to be the end of the fun alcohol adventure. Patton made sure he was finished before giving him more water. On their way to the bedroom, Patton was stopped by a sleepy voice.

“Dad?” Roman called. He sounded half-asleep. “S’everything okay?”

“Yeah,” he whispered. “Your daddy’s just a little sick. Go back to sleep.” He made sure there wouldn’t be any more questions before continuing. He closed the door to the bedroom so Leia wouldn’t get in. As much as Logan loved to have her in here, she wouldn’t be very helpful.

He helped Logan into a clean shirt and guided him to bed. “I’ll be next door if you need something, okay, dear?” He slipped off his glasses. “Get some sleep.”

“Don’t.” Logan caught his wrist before he could leave. “Can’t you stay?” He looked at Patton with such vulnerability it sort of hurt to see.

“Only if you want me to.”

“Please.”

God, Patton couldn’t say no to that face. He slipped into his side of the bed for the first time in way too long. Of course the one night he’s allowed back is the one night Logan isn’t fully cognizant of his actions. In a way, it was almost poetic.

Logan buried his face into Patton’s chest almost immediately. He sighed in contentment, one arm thrown over Patton’s waist for good measure.

Patton hesitated before bringing him closer. The anxious part of his brain insisted that Logan would somehow snap out of this and scream at Patton to get away from him. After all, Logan didn’t invite him back sooner for a reason. But that didn’t happen. Logan seemed more than happy to be so close.

“You know,” he began, already sounding sleepy, “I love you a lot. Maybe too much. You could hurt me all you want and I’d still take you back. If you say sorry. And maybe that’s bad, but I think that’s what I would do. I love you too much to let you go.”

Oh, no. Oh, Logan. Patton kissed the top of his head and tried not to break down into tears. That wasn’t what he wanted to hear at all. He hoped, maybe, it was some sort of drunken nonsense, but he had a sickening feeling it wasn’t. He hated knowing this. He hated knowing that the crap he pulled -- that stupid, idiotic mistake that broke Logan’s heart -- wouldn’t have been the nail in the coffin of their relationship. As angry as Logan was, as upset as he was, he always planned to give Patton a second chance. It wasn’t comforting to know that.

If Patton was a lesser man than he already was, he would have used that to his advantage. He would have screwed Logan over, again and again, knowing he would be able to come back if he acted sorry enough. But someone already did that before, didn’t they?

Patton didn’t want to be anything like that person. He wanted to be as far away from them as he could get because Logan deserved someone so much better than that. Maybe the person he deserved wasn’t even Patton at all, but Patton was the person he chose. The least he could do was be a good husband. Logan deserved that and a million more things. He deserved to think more highly of himself, for one. One problem at a time, though, the most immediate problem would be the hangover tomorrow.

Patton woke up with a start.

For a moment, he didn’t believe he was in his bedroom, but then he recalled the night before. He didn’t remember falling asleep. He still had his clothes and glasses on. Then he noticed he was alone. Before he could come up with a possible scenario, he heard throwing up in the bathroom. Uh oh. It wasn’t even morning yet.

He hurried down the hall. “Are you okay, bumblebee?” He asked from the doorway.

Logan glared at him from his hunched-over position. That answered that, then.

“Is Daddy okay?”

Patton turned to see Virgil, asleep on his feet. “What are you doing up?”

“I lost rock paper scissors.” He yawned.

“Daddy isn’t feeling well tonight. He’ll be fine --” he caught himself before he said ‘tomorrow’. There was no way in hell Logan would be functional tomorrow -- “later. Now go back to sleep. I have it handled.”

Virgil didn’t need to be told twice.

Patton sat with Logan until he finished throwing up. He knew from experience what a miserable time this was, but that also meant he knew how to make it more manageable. He gave Logan things to settle his stomach then practically carried him back to bed. They both fell asleep in no time at all.

When morning came, Patton called out of work. He also called Thomas to take the twins and Princess Leia. There was no way he was leaving Logan’s side today. Judging from the late-night vomiting, and heavy sleeping, this would be a rough first hangover. He decided to sit in bed and scroll through random apps until Logan decided to wake up.

“Oh my God,” Logan groaned. He rolled over so his face would be in his pillow.

Patton couldn’t help the smirk that played at his lips. “Well, good morning, sleeping beauty. How do you feel?”

“I think I’m dying.”

“I can assure you you’re not.” He put away his phone and laid back down. “It’s just a hangover. You’ll be fine by tomorrow.”

Logan groaned again. He moved his head to look at Patton. “How do you never feel like this after drinking?”

“Years of practice.”

“Oh, well, I’m definitely not getting that.” He flipped over and threw an arm over his eyes. “That’s the last time I drink anything ever.”

Patton smiled in amusement. “How much do you remember?”

“Honestly? I blacked out after the second shot.”

“That explains why you kept going.”

Logan shot up, eyes wide. “I kept going?” That clearly wasn’t the right move. He grimaced and curled in on himself, a wounded sound leaving his throat. “Why the hell didn’t you stop me?”

“Do you really think I’m in a position to stop you from doing anything?”

“Fair point.” Logan laid back down as slowly as possible. “God, this is the worst.” He bumped his fingers against Patton’s.

“Well,” Patton took his hand, “I’m here to help you through it.”

~~~

@actitus-hypoleucos

#after 14 stories #its finally patton's turn #sanders sides #patton sanders #logan sanders #thomas sanders #janus sanders #emile picani #ts emile #ts sleep #ts remy sanders #roman sanders #virgil sanders #logicality #alcohol tw #berry done au

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seniichi · 6 years

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Lovely Boy (V)

Prompt: Now that his subject is home, all that’s left is to clean house of the last available toy, and present Green with his prize. He knows Green will love it. For @murdeirin who inspired the series with that amazing drawing and @askgarymfoak bc you like it too.

Note: If you like my work, please consider donating to my Ko-Fi account - Seniichi.

To take care of the house was a big responsibility. Green trusted Gold to not let anyone in, to make sure that his greatest secret, his most hidden, base desires remained in the depths of mystery. Hiding his real home from the persistent noses of the press and the rest of the league only made Gold tired and grouchy, enough so that he was seriously contemplating a rather extreme method of extermination for the reporters who had made his life annoyingly inconvenient.

But no. Gold is a good boy. Green’s good boy. So he doesn’t stir up trouble that Green can’t smooth over. He smiles and he nods and he pretends he doesn’t want to rip their damn throats out.

(oh, how he missed popping spines out of alignment)

He’s saving his recruiter for last. He wants his prey’s Pokemon brainwashed fully, his gift to Green complete before he even thinks of touching him. So instead he’s warding off curious strays, breeding Houndoom to patrol and protect the shady woodland area Green’s home resided in, training them up so no normal news floozy could dare pierce the protective veil of the much sought-after Gym Leader.

(the travel time from near Mt. Silver to Viridian would be less convenient if Green didn’t already have a few Abra)

Green is home early today, his beloved mentor already in a towering temper, and Gold decides that even if his beloved Natu wasn’t done yet, Green needed the stress relief. He sweeps in to kiss slowly, hands buried in rich chocolate strands to draw Green out of his righteous fury.

Green responds with enthusiasm, pulling him close and caressing his body with open affection.

I’m sorry my pretty little good boy, Green whispers, breath hot against his ear. It’s been too long. Gold smiles up at him, kisses his mouth gently again and leads him upstairs.

It’s okay. I’ve got a present for you, Gold says, and he gets the lovely pleasure of seeing Green’s eyes go delightfully hungry. He leads him up the stairs into his recruiter’s room, and Green gives him a curious little look, watching as Archer weakly struggles against the wall where he lays pinned.

Not much of a present if I’m the one who got it, Green jokes playfully, though he knows how much Gold hates giving up prey. Gold pouts at him, before planting a light kiss to Green’s mouth.

Now what kind of lazy present giver do you take me for? Gold is pouting, and Green can’t help but chuckle at how indignant his cute little love seems. Green apologizes with the softest touch of his fingers down his spine, and the boy gives a happy little sigh at the feeling of Green’s hand over his body.

(the hidden strength that he kept on such a touch leash every time he chose to touch Gold)

He leads Green to a seat, kisses him again just because he can, and then pulls Archer front and center before his beloved mentor.

(he couldn’t call Green his lover even inside his own head. it made him blush too much.)

Instead, he focuses on Archer, forcing the man into a prone position before Green. His beloved Mentor’s curiosity will be sated of course, but until then, Gold will give him the best show he could imagine.

Green’s head tilts to a side when he sees Gold pull out his specially gifted knife set, gives a curious hum at him for it. Gold smiles at him, winks playfully in a way that makes Green laugh, relaxing from the tense, almost paranoid state he’d originally been in.

Oh? Do I get a show, lovely boy? Green asks him fondly, and Gold grins.

Of a kind. He takes the time to sharpen his knives, can feel the unger that pervades Green’s entire demeanor as he watches Gold prepare. Archer remains pinned in place - Gold had taught Archer how futile it was to flee quite quickly - the man was too sharp to stay unless proven otherwise.

He’s not planning on it being a long torture, slow and drawn out. Those aroused Green yes, but what he had planned was simple in it’s elegance. He yanks Archer up, so that Green can see the expanse of his flesh, untouched by any knife. He debates for a second, before deciding why not.

(senseless carnage is beautiful no matter the name.)

The first time his knife goes through Archer’s body, it’s somewhere nonfatal. The resulting spray however sprinkles over Green’s clothes, a few light droplets landing on perfectly sculpted features. Green looks surprised at the savagery of it - it’s rare for Gold to be anything less than refined.

But tonight is not about refinement. Tonight was about vengeance. With no Giovanni to harm, he metes out the personal revenge he wished he could give that monster into physical art. Green is enraptured, unblinking gaze settled upon the bloody flesh as the knife plunges in, stab after stab spraying blood all over him.

(the way Green licks his lips is utter sin, sweeping droplets of blood into his talented mouth)

He finishes it off with his trademark, scoring over the taut flesh of his throat in a glorious shower of arterial spray as his carotid is at last exposed, nearly ending the torment of which Gold had put Archer through. He’s not done of course. The knife is set aside, and he lifts Archer’s body up, one hand grasping at the still weakly moving man’s face. He laughs, crazed and delighted, as he smashes Archer’s head into the floor. He does it once, twice, three times, and keeps going until he loses count, until the man’s skull is splintered under his fingers and his face all but unrecognizable.

Only then does he lean back, fingers bloody and hands aching, but utterly satisfied. He hears the faintest little moan come from his beloved mentor, and Gold only manages to see the crazed, feral desire in his beautiful gaze before he’s dragged into a kiss that is almost unspeakably rough, all teeth and tongue and dominance to Green’s core. Green’s fingers dig into his hip,his other free hand tearing viciously at his unexposed body, forcefully ripping the clothing off of him as his beloved insists on displaying what, exactly, Gold had done to his libido.

His mentor is hot and needy against his thigh, but Gold isn’t interested in giving in quite yet. Gold is strong enough to battle with Green, though he’s not quite enough to overpower him. Even so, he fights. It’s a test of wills and willpower before Gold can spread Green’s arms wide, run his tongue over the bloody flesh. Green freezes at that, and goes pliant with pleasure when Gold’s lips worship his every inch, sucking the blood off of him.

(in return Green licks the hand he’d used to smash Archer’s head in clean, which feels so good)

He undresses Green with all the skill his practice has given him, tongue sliding over every crevice and fold of his flesh, tasting the slightly spicy flavor of Green and the coppery tang of his victim. He moans against the skin, and Gold feels Green quiver under his fingertips.

(it’s so hot when he can leash the man down. it’s like capturing a god.)

The wildness of his gaze seems even stronger now, and Gold shivers at it.

Come here my lovely boy. Green whispers the words, and he is helpless to do anything but obey. How lucky I am to have you, his words envelop Gold in warmth, fingers sliding off what’s left of his clothing, their bodies bare against one another, though the blood from his victim is close enough to touch them. Such a good boy. My lovely boy. All mine. His words are a mantra, a strong hand grasping between them to stroke both of their cocks in tandem, pressing Gold against the floor, kissing him until he cannot breathe.

Green pulls back only to allow him a brief respite, before Green does it again, this time until his head is spinning and dizzy from the lack of oxygen. It only takes a few cycles of this for him to come against Green’s talented, wonderful hand, and Green follows him shortly afterwards, though he has much more planned.

Green’s hands are messy with cum and blood, and Gold makes to clean them off. A single sticky red finger presses against his mouth to stop him. He’s glorious, kneeling between his thighs to wrap messy hands around Gold’s throat, thumb circling his Adam’s apple. He is smiling softly at Gold’s sharp intake of breath.

You didn’t think I would miss this little kink of yours? Green chuckles, straddling Gold’s hips and placing his young love’s hands on his hips. Now now, that doesn’t sound like me, does it? Green is chuckling richly, stroking his throat until it’s a mess of white and red against his skin. Three taps if you want me to stop, lovely boy. he murmurs the words sultrily against yielding lips.

(his greatest fantasy was coming true he could barely believe it he was going to die of happiness)

Green’s grasp is light, but the pressure increased slowly and steadily as Green’s hands pressed in all of the right places to rob the very breath from his lungs. He’s dizzy again, euphoria ringing in his veins and the very world fuzzing at the edges in soft pastels and splashes of blood. His heartbeat is very loud against the muted noise of the outside world, only his Green in focus.

The rush of oxygen nearly makes him pass out, but he gulps in deep lungfuls, feeling the weight of Green’s darkly pleased smile.

(there is no need for a bed, not with the way Green so delectably took care of him.)

In the morning, Gold watches the news with Green, uncaring of his naked state - though Green certainly doesn’t let him move from his lap. The report of Archer, found so brutally mauled and pinned against a wall like a sacrificial lamb is more than enough reason for Gold to spoil Green with an enthusiastic thank you.

#Inspirationalshipping #Imperialshipping #Green Oak #Rival Green Oak #Trainer Gold #murdeirin #AskGaryMFOak #GORE TW #BLOOD TW #MURDER TW #CANNIBALISM TW #[this took a few days to write out but omg i'm actually kinda pleased with it]#[now i can finally sleep damn plotbunnies]

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imagine-darksiders · 7 years

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What would the horsemen think of their friend (not s/o) who is not used to having positive attention to her/him bc in the past s/he was abused by their parents and starved of affection and attention so they’re all used to being alone. Bc I understand that feeling 🤷🏻‍♀️

I’m so sorry, but I ran out of steam during War’s and Fury’s. They’re both in the works though, so I’ll try and upload them soon.

In the meantime, here’s Strife and Death. Being all nice????!!

xxxx

Strife: “Hey! You hit all the targets! Good job kid!”

The gunslinging horseman stands behind you as you aim your pistol down a makeshift firing range that he’d set up to test your accuracy. You jolt violently away from him when you spot his clawed hand raise towards your shoulder.

“NO!” you shout, ducking beneath your arms and cowering away from him.

Strife immediately freezes, bewildered by your manic reaction. Staring at his hand for a moment, he raises an eyebrow. “The Hell? I didn’t even touch you, what happened?”

Hesitantly, you lower your arms slightly to peer over them at your friend. “I-I thought you said I did a good job!” you whimper, “Why were you going to hit me?”

Strife’s head jerks back as though you’d just struck him physically. “Hit you? What in the hell would I do that for? I was just gonna do this.” With that, he once more stretches his hand out towards your arm. You tense and slam your eyes shut tightly. A few seconds pass without incident, but then, all of a sudden, you feel a warm palm gently pat your shoulder.

Cracking open one eye, you swivel it around to watch as Strife retracts his hand and rests it on his hip instead.

“See?” he chuckles, “Can’t believe you thought I was gonna hit you.” The horseman shakes his head with a laugh, but it soon fades when he sees you avert your eyes and stare off into the distance. “Hey,” he calls out, ducking his head slightly to try and catch your attention, “What gives, kiddo? What’s with all the reticence?” He notices the way you’re clutching at the sleeves of your jumper and downright refusing to meet his gaze. Sighing, Strife straightens up again and purses his lips at you, scratching the back of his head. “Hey, I get it,” he starts.

You finally flick your eyes back in his direction, regarding him cautiously. The horseman grins when he meets your stare, continuing, “I ain’t exactly the most gentle guy around. So you’re scared I’ll accidentally hurt you, right?” He says this cheerfully enough, but his eyes flash with a sliver of hurt.

“No, that’s not it, Strife,” you sigh. As reluctant as you are to confess your past to the horseman, you can’t bear the thought of your friend thinking that you don’t trust him not to hurt you. Because you do trust him, completely. “I know you’d never hurt me, I just….”

Frustrated, you run your hands into your hair and grip the strands hard, tugging them as you whine desperately, trying to find the right words. Sighing, you let your chin drop onto your chest. “…I’m not….used to this,” you whisper, at last.

Strife squints one eye down at you and dips his head. “Huh?”

With a groan, you jerk your hands out and gesture to the horseman. “This. This! I’m not used to…this!” Your voice catches in your throat, making you cringe at how childish you sound. “You, treating me like a friend. Patting me on the shoulder, saying ‘good job!’ My own mum and dad never did anything like that. It’s all so…..so….” Trailing off, you let your arms fall limply at your sides even as the horseman steps closer to you hesitantly.

Strife studies you for a while, taking the time to absorb the things you’re saying. At last, he exhales softly.

“So….Rough home life, huh kid?”

Surprised, you blink, hard. “H-how’d you know?”

Strife shrugs and sniffs, swiping a hand under his mask’s nose. “S’not that hard to figure out. So. Your parents sucked, huh? Not that I’d know about that. Didn’t have any myself. Well, there was Death, but he’s an asshole. Then again, even he used to say ‘well done’ every now and then, so I guess he wasn’t that bad….” Strife comes to a stop when he realises that he’s just rambling on at you now.

Smiling behind his mask, the horseman slowly lifts his fist up to your face. Though you watch it carefully, you don’t flinch away when he lightly knuckles your chin playfully. “Well, you’d better get used to all this,” he states, gesturing up and down his body, “Because like it or not, you’re stuck with me. No more of this ‘lone wolf’ bullshit for either of us, okay?”

A quiet hum of laughter oozes from your lips. Smiling minutely, you nod up at your friend. “Okay,” you agree.

He puffs out his chest proudly and regards you with an empathetic look. “Guess we’re both just a couple of kids who had to grow up too fast,” he rumbles softly. Strife doesn’t say it out loud, but you know he’s referring to becoming a horseman. One minute, he’s a happy-go-lucky, foul-mouthed Nephilim, the next, participating in mass genocide. A decision like that would age anyone.

“Yeah,” you whisper, “I guess so.”

Neither of you speak for a while, which strikes you as odd. For your friend to be silent for more than five seconds in a row is highly peculiar. But as you watch him carefully, you find that he’s looking at you with a deeply thoughtful expression in his eyes. If you strain your ears, you can faintly hear him humming to himself.

Without warning, Strife easily closes the distance between you both and you tense noticeably before being enveloped in a near-suffocating hug. Shock courses through you yet again and you wonder what on Earth you’d done to deserve an impromptu display of affection.

“St-Strife!?” you squeak, faintly pushing on his chest, unsure of what you ought to be doing with your arms. Instead of letting you pull away from him though, the horseman furls his strong forearms even further around your body and bends his head to rest it on top of yours. He seems reluctant to release you just yet.

“Take it easy kid.” You can feel his chin move against your hair when he speaks. “Way I figure it,” he murmurs softly, “You’ve got a lot of lost affection to make up for. And it looks like I gotta be the one to dish it out because your deadbeat parents sure as Hell ain’t here to do it.” Pulling away from you slightly, though not enough to let you go, Strife gives you a lazy wink. “Can’t have my best bud feeling like crap now, can I? You ever want me to tell you you’re awesome, just give me a shout.” With that, he finally removes his hands from your back and gives you the space to escape his hold.

It’s a strange thing though. You hadn’t realised just how starved for some - any kind of positive connection you’d actually been. With Strife around, you’d suddenly become aware of what you’d been missing out on all these years. On Earth, before the apocalypse, you’d just accepted your solitude because you thought it was what you deserved. Then out of nowhere, this loud, boisterous, hard-headed horseman had come careening into your life and opened your eyes to how things could have - should have been.

As you clench your fists to fight back the wave on oncoming tears, you gently tilt your head forwards, letting it clunk against Strife’s armoured chest. Suddenly home doesn’t feel quite so far away.

Death: With an excited squeal of triumph, you throw your arms up into the air, a crude, wooden staff clenched between your fingers. You’d finally, finally managed to nail the parry that Death had been trying to teach you for the past few days.

The horseman is equally pleased. It’s been a long time since he’s had someone to spar with and you’d vastly improved since he found you. He’s actually, dare he say it, quite…..proud.

“Well,” the horseman sighs, slinging his arm around your shoulder. “It only took you four days to master a very basic tactic, but somehow, you persevered.” To show you that his words held no bite, he allows his free hand to fall on top of your head and starts to mess up your meticulously detangled hair, only because he knew it would probably annoy you. But the large, cadaverous hand that ruffles your hair slows to a halt when Death notices how rigid you’d gone beneath his arm. “Y/n?” he calls.

No response.

You can only stare straight ahead, enraptured by the soothing sensation of having your hair tousled, as simple a gesture as it is. Suddenly, you become aware of Death leaning his head down to peer at your face, curiosity and concern swimming behind his eyes. “Y/n? Are you alright?”

Shaking your head slightly, you relax and blush furiously. “Y-yeah! I’m fine.” Uncertainty roils in your stomach, but it’s swiftly overtaken by the mind-boggling desire to feel that mundane but desperately needed gesture of affection once again. You swallow your pride and take a breath before asking, “Could you, uh…Could you maybe do that again?”

His arm is still slung around your shoulder when he rumbles in confusion. “Do what?”

But inevitably, you lose your nerve at his question, so you just shrug and say, “Nothing. Doesn’t matter.”

The horseman eyes you as you heave a great sigh and start trying to escape from under his arm, but he tightens it significantly when he realises what you’d been referring to. “Ah,” he exclaims, knowingly, “you mean this?”

Without warning, Death drags you backwards into his chest and brings his free hand up to dishevel your hair once more.

“DEATH!” you squawk, wriggling half-heartedly to get out of his grasp. Truthfully, you’re indescribably desperate to feel even a modicum of tenderness. But you have to at least pretend to put up a fight, for the sake of your pride.

The horseman’s secret grin grows beneath his mask when you let out a burst of laughter and too-easily succumb to his gentle pestering.

“War used to hate it if I did this to him,” he sighs wistfully, “he’d get so angry, it was…. amusing…..” The reaper trails off and he stills, giving you a moment to catch your breath. When you twist your head up to peer at Death again, he’s got a faraway look in his eyes.

“Feeling nostalgic?” you probe.

Coming back into himself, he meets your curious face. “Just….remembering the easier times.” The longing in his tone appears to catch him off guard. Death grunts and waves his hand about dismissively. “Bah, reminiscing about the past never changes the present.”

“True,” you nod, pursing your lips and picking at the bandages on his arm that’s got you in a loose headlock, “but it’s good to look back on the happy times. Makes you remember that life hasn’t always been a train wreck. If there can be good moments in the past, who’s to say that good can’t happen again in the future?”

Death’s only response is a quiet hum of acquiescence.

A heavy silence settles over the pair of you, thick and tangible, but not uncomfortable. The horseman busies himself untangling you from his gentle hold. He steps back whilst you turn around to face him.

Eventually, you break the silence in a small, timid voice. “They’re lucky to have had you as a big brother, you know.” Then, more quietly, “I wish I’d had a dad like you, growing up.”

A scoff bursts from Death’s throat, startling you. “I can assure you, Y/n, you do not…. Although I do appreciate the sentiment.”

Emboldened by the unfamiliar warmth settling in your chest, you shake your head and step towards him, frantically gripping his large hand with both of yours and giving it an urgent squeeze.

“No, you don’t understand! You look after me! You don’t ignore me! You never make me feel like I’ve been forgotten and I know you don’t say it, but you actually care when I get hurt!”

“Your own parents didn’t?” he raises a skeptical eyebrow, “I thought it was basic human nature to protect their young?”

Frowning bitterly, you sniff and mumble, “not all humans.…” The ghosts of unshed tears begin to form behind your eyelids, but you make an impressive attempt to keep them at bay.

Understanding immediately dawns in Death’s eyes. He exhales softly, finally giving your small hands a responsive squeeze and letting his eyelids flutter shut. “I see….”

Gently, the horseman coaxes you forward by pulling your arm until you’re standing closer to him. He glances around, checking to see that there are no prying eyes, then crouches down to get a better look at you. “Well,” he rumbles softly, “it’s a good thing you’re sticking with me then.” Death’s hands reach out to rest on your shoulders and he rubs them comfortingly in an attempt to stop your tears from falling. “I know I’m not always the best company,” he sighs, “I’m certainly not ‘parent’ material and quite frankly, I’m terrible at comforting anyone. But I suppose, for you, I could squeeze in a kind word or two.”

Sniffling, you peek up and catch Death’s coltish wink. Swallow a thick lump in your throat, you press your lips together to stop the sob from escaping, then launch yourself forwards, colliding with the horseman and throwing your arms around his neck.

Long, black hair tickles your nose as you bury your face into his shoulder and cowl, feeling a hesitant hand delicately cup the back of your head whist its partner wraps itself around your side and tucks you even further into Death’s body. The horseman’s insides roil at the thought that you’d had to endure your childhood alone and unappreciated during what should have been the best years of your life. It’s a little known fact that Death has a well-concealed soft spot for children.

“Just…don’t go asking for hugs in front of anyone else, alright?” he chuckles drily, “I still have a reputation to uphold.”

You giggle and take a steadying breath to fix the shake in your voice. “I won’t.” Heart feeling lighter than it has in years, you whisper into his ear, “Death?” In response, he shifts his head slightly, humming curiously.

“Thank you,” you breathe.

Death nods almost imperceptibly, allowing his eyes to fall closed for a rare, peaceful moment. Suddenly, they snap open again when a thought crosses his mind.

‘Did I just adopt a human?’

#darksiders #darksiders 2 #death #strife #fluff #hurt/comfort

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loufiiii · 8 years

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The Chaotic Evil in me says TO ASK YOU TO ANSWER -ALL- OF THE QUESTIONS FROM THAT POST?????? YIKES

Hannah ur lucky I love u lol1. What is you middle//full name?Middle name is Brook2. How old are you?163. What is your birthday?Nov. 54. What is your zodiac sign?Scorpio5. What is your favorite color?This is very hard bc i like all the colors but I guess cyan or indigo6. What’s your lucky number?Nine7. Do you have any pets?Yes, many, but not quite as many add I've has in the past.8. Where are you from?Delanowhere9. How tall are you?5'2'(｡･ω･｡)10. What shoe size are you?Six or seven11. How many pairs of shoes do you own?That are wearable? Maybe like two or three.12. What was your last dream about?Rather not say.13. What talents do you have?I can sing, act, and draw fairly well.14. Are you psychic in any way?Not really15. Favorite song?Of all time, Bohemian Raphsody. Though I've been listening to Death of A Bachelor a lot lately.16. Favorite movie?Moana currently17. Who would be your ideal partner?Are u asking for a specific person or characteristics I find appealing in a romantic partner?18. Do you want children?No19. Do you want a church wedding?Not really but I guess I'd have one if my partner wanted one20. Are you religious?A little21. Have you ever been to the hospital?HAHAHAHAHAhahahahaha......... yes22. Have you ever got in trouble with the law?Not on paper23. Have you ever met any celebrities?I've met Tom Brady, Nancy Kerrigan, and Vic Mignogna.24. Baths or showers?Both25. What color socks are you wearing?One of them is white with hearts on it and the other is pink with a blue and magenta diamond pattern26. Have you ever been famous?I've been in the local newspaper like five times and was on the front page for three.27. Would you like to be a big celebrity?I'm not planning on it, but I wouldn't turn it down if given the chance.28. What type of music do you like?Anything but country™29. Have you ever been skinny dippingNo30. How many pillows do you sleep withIt depends on my mood.31. What position do you usually sleep inCurled up on my side or flat on my stomach.32. How big is your house?Not big33. What do you typically have for breakfast?Whatever's already made or in the fridge. It's rare I make something just for breakfast.34. Have you ever fired a gun?Do water guns count?35. Have you ever tried archery?Yes36. Favorite clean word?Magenta37. Favorite swear word?Fuck38. What’s the longest you’ve ever gone without sleep?78 1/2 hours39. Do you have any scars?Yes40. Have you ever had a secret admirerYeah.41. Are you a good liar?I don't like lying, but I am very good at it.42. Are you a good judge of character?Usually43. Can you do any other accents other than your own?Without offending anyone, probably not. Lol the one I'm least likely to get slapped with is English.44. Do you have a strong accent?Not really.45. What is your favorite accent?Russian or Italian46. What is your personality type?INTP or INFP. I get different answers depending on the test.47. What is your most expensive piece of clothing?Either the dress I wore to the home school prom I was invited to, or my choir uniform.48. Can you curl your tongue?Yes49. Are you an innie or an outie?Innie50. Left or right handed?I'm ambidextrous, but I trained myself to use my right hand more because society told me I was supposed to growing up.51. Are you scared of spiders?No, I love spiders! I was the little girl who chased boys around the playground with them and asked for a pet tarantula.52. Favorite food?Blueberry muffins53. Favorite foreign food?Churros54. Are you a clean or messy person?I'm clean but very disorganized.55. Most used phrase?Why are you like this56. Most used word?Same57. How long does it take for you to get ready?15-20 minutes without makeup or anything fancy58. Do you have much of an ego?Not usually59. Do you suck or bite lollipops?Succ60. Do you talk to yourself?Sometimes61. Do you sing to yourself?Yes62. Are you a good singer?I think so, otherwise I wouldn't be going to Mexico in two months.63. Biggest Fear?Being feared by people I love64. Are you a gossip?Not really65. Best dramatic movie you’ve seen?I'm not going to put too much thought into it but I guess Sweeny Todd66. Do you like long or short hair?Why not both67. Can you name all 50 states of America?If I weren't this tired, probably.68. Favorite school subject?If I can't pick art, it's science.69. Extrovert or Introvert?Ambivert70. Have you ever been scuba diving?No, but I'm actually planning to take lessons soon.71. What makes you nervous? Auditioning, talking to new people, trying to ask someone out, and many others.72. Are you scared of the dark?Yes and no73. Do you correct people when they make mistakes?It depends on how big it is.74. Are you ticklish?................. maybe75. Have you ever started a rumor?No76. Have you ever been in a position of authority?Yes77. Have you ever drank underage?I've tasted some things. I'm allowed to have a small glass of wine on major holidays, but usually turn it down.78. Have you ever done drugs?Nope.79. Who was your first real crush?My friend Sean80. How many piercings do you have?Two, one in each ear. they've probably closed by now though.81. Can you roll your Rs?Yes82. How fast can you type?Medium I guess83. How fast can you run?Also medium I guess84. What color is your hair?Blonde with faded blue underneath. The blue kinda looks pastel now.85. What color is your eyes?Blue with a golden ring around the pupil86. What are you allergic to?Grass87. Do you keep a journal?No88. What do your parents do?My step dad is a heavy machinery mechanic89. Do you like your age?.... I guess?90. What makes you angry?Ignorant people, homophobes, being mocked or underestimated, ect.91. Do you like your own name?I guess. If I could change my name it would be Lisandre.92. Have you already thought of baby names, and if so what are they?Nope, not having kids. 93. Do you want a boy a girl for a childNeither.94. What are you strengths?Drawing, singing, acting, I'm emotionally strong, I'm pretty intelligent,a genius on paper actually, ect.95. What are your weaknesses?I'm lazy, unorganized, find it hard to stay focused, bad at socializing with new people unless I already know we have similar interests, awkward unless I'm very comfortable with that person, bad at staying in touch, doubt myself, ect.96. How did you get your name?My biological father just came through the doorway one day and said "We're naming it Hailey" we have no idea why and I don't plan on asking him97. Were your ancestors royalty?There's a chance I'm related to Vlad the Impaler 98. Color of your room?Cyan99. Color of your bedspread?Pink, black, gray, and white.100. Make up your own question: what time is it right now and what should you be doing?It's 1:10am right now and I should very much be sleeping.

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i cry at least once aday cus im only surrounded by whites but like.... there are poc here. theres other adoptees of color and some poc in my DM’s wanting to chat with me and maybe even hang out but fuuuCKKK WHAT IS WRONG WTH ME WHY AM I NOT SOCIAL

i also always cry about how social and happy i used to be but im doing anything about it lmao. like i KNOW that in order to get my shit together i need to sleep and eat and exercize and shit..... do i do that?? absolutely the fuck no cus i love to feel sorry for mysel and watch myself destroy everything

i hate myself, i hate my life i can feel the anxiety coming and when that is i always call my mom but she’s white and im so paranoid i dont trust white people with anything i REALLLY RESLLY REALLY want a therapist of color but my lazy ass cant even manage to call one cus i’d rather lie in my bed and DIE than doing smth productive with my life

also im together with a white dude and just thinking about how confused i am about this relationship makes me want to die alone. i cant trust my own thoughts and feelings but i SURE AS HELL cant trust anyone else either. not white people, no poc and not adoptees of color either. the only person i trust is my partner cus they know me better than anyone else and theyre wise but fuck i dont trust them either cus i cant even manage to tell them this cus ive already been such a horrible partner and i dont want to huet them but hey no its not even about that. its about ME not wanting to lose them cus im so fucking selfish which is only another reason i should break up. if you knew what a horrible partner, friend and human being ive been you’d all hate me. im such a hypocrite and when i hear my partner forigve me despie me KNEOING what i am like.......

how will i ever find someone who loves me like them. i’ll never find anyone like them. does it really matter that they’re white in that case? yes it does can i’d literally kILL myself if our children were to become white. how can i love myself after all of this. im holding onnto a dream of re-visiting my homecountry and my birth place. im holding omto a dream of learning mandarin and more abt my culture and get lots of chinese and asian friends but like..... who am i kidding. that wont solve my problems. what i feel is so much deeper. what i feel is nothing that can be fixed

IM SO FUCKINF SAD EVERYONE. IM SO SAD AND I MISS MY BIOLOGIAL PARENTS SO FUCKING MUCH. I HATE EVERYONE BUT ONLY BC I DONT KNOW HOW TO DEAL WITH MY OWN SELF HATRED AND DISSATISFACTION. IM SO SAD AND FRUSTRATED AND LONELY AND I JUST WANT TO BE IN MY MOMS BELLY.

why did it turn out like this. what am i so problematic snd why am i not doing anything about it. why did i destroy and fux up every single relationship i ever had. why cant i love my adoptive family like anyone else. but why al i not strong enough to cut them off. is it bc i actually love them? or is it bc im scared of being alone? will i love them again when i’ve healed, when i’ve revovered from whatever it is im revorigin form. abandonment? loss? lost family, lost identity, lost culture, lost people

it doesnt matter how many POC i connect with or how many adoptees i connect with. i’ll always feel lonely. i’ll always be lonely. and im so pathetic i cant stand it. i’d rather kill myself than knowing i’ll always be lonely. ive fkd up every friendship and relationship i have and im too scared of building new ones bc im so over attatched and want to rely on them forever. and now i dont even feel anything but anger and hatred. im such a fucking mess. im a danger to myself and everyone around me. im abusing the ones i claim to love, i dream about taking a gun and just shoot everyone down. i dream about committing suicide but not bc i actually want to, but because i want to revenge. on who? i want my family to suffer. i want society to suffer and know my pain. but they wont. they never will

im all alone, im so lonely im so lonely i keep isolering myself. i keep dreaming about fkn kpop idols and anime characters. i will never get better if i dont do smth but im so tired and im so angry. but it only hurts me. im only hurting myself even more. no one cares. no one will ever care, its only hurting ME

i thought i had gotten better. i used to feel like this everyday. now its only once a month. but idk. i cant think straight, i cant control myself. i know i shouldnt post stuff lile this DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH IVE FKD UP CUS I CANT CONTROL MYSELF WHEN IM IN THIS KIND OF STATE ONE TIME I ACTUALLY THOOUGHT I WAS GONNA KILL SOMEONE AND THEN JUMP IN FRONT OF A BUS

im sitting in my room. my little sister is outside and when im done with this message i’ll go out to her and pretend nothing happened. i cry for myself. i cry for other adoptees too. i cry for my adopted little sister and how white she is. i cry for all adoptees who’ve grown up to become whites. i cry because im such a fkn mess. i cry bc my abusive tendencies started so early. i abused my little sister bc of my own fkn issues and our adoptive parents didnt even care, they didnt even realize.

i feel like this is who i was supposed to be. a disgusting manipulative abuser but i know thats just another excuse for me to not do smth about myself

why dont i care about my family? about my partner or my little sister? i’d say i love my partner the most but i care more about my little sister

sometimes when i see children of color, or asian children i just feel something so fucking strong. i feel like i want to die for them on the spot. i feel like straight out giving them my jeart and protect them forever.

i got pregnant when i was 17 and it changed my life. ive never been interested in children but after that i was. but its so unhelathy. im only interested bc i want someone like me. i even doubted the abortion. fuck i felt like absolute SHIT after the abortion. i felt like they took smth from me, they took my mom, they took my baby. everhthing was taken from me and i got nothing. if im not able to have biolocial children in the future i’ll kill myself. if my children is looking white or nothing like me i’ll kill myself. im happy i had an abortion tho. i wasnt mentally stable. poor child would have only been born bc i was feeling lonely

i’d be such a horrible mom too. i’d be so overprotective. im always like that. overprotective in a possessive kind of way. like YOURE MINE. my child would hate me and i wouldnt blame them. i just feel like i have to protect something. i NEED something to protect. no one ever needs me. im always clinging into others but no one ever needs me as much as i need them. a child would need me. but they would eventuellt grow up so im thinking about a dog or a car instead. they would need me.

you know what i want? uncondotional love. from people of color. yes i have that from my white adoptive parents but i dont feel it. instead i feel like im using them. im shitting so fucking much on them and i dont know if i do it even more cus i feel guilty for shitting on them. most times they just take it and its like that makes me even angrier but if they were to argue with me i’d fkn explode right there and now. ive always been such a problematic kid. i can feel it. my sister’s been so calm and perfect but ive always been unstable. its like i always test people. ive tested my adoptive parents for 17-18 years now.

but everhtime i actually have someone love me uncondotilnally i feel like i have to isolate myself. its such a weird fkn thing i have such a weird fkn conception abt relationships and such. its just the way i thought it was like. in a friendship, relationship or family theres ONE dominant and ONE submissive. i realized relationships doesnt work lile this AT AGE 17 WHEN I LOST ALL MY FRIENDS. can you believe i’ve lived like this for 17 years???? i still categorize ppl into this and its so fucked up. how could i think like this?? how can I STILL think like this?? the submissive have to love the dominant one but the dominant will always protect the submissive one. i always, ALWAYYS go for dominant ones. and its always, ALWAYS going shit. either bc i expect too much from them. i expect them to love me back snd PROTECT ME or im just too clingy and get rejected. bc when im the dominant one i get bored. its like i WANT to fight for peoples attention. i see them as superior and i feel good when they give me that. but not too much cus if they give me too much I’LL feel superior and then i feel bored. thats basically my relationship with my partner now. ive been an awful fkn asshat and they’re still staying with me. it disturbed me once so much i forced them to break up with me only to guilt trip them when they did.

im so fucked up i really am. my partner deserves so much better. im so fucked up that i want to break up with them but if i would, if they would, i’d go fucking banans. thats not a healthy relationship. i shouldnt be in relationship

i should be alone til ive fgired myself out. but lonliness and isolation drives me mad. i dont trust myself

this post wasnt supposed to be lile this. i was going to write smth intellectual but instead im exposing myself like this. why do i do that? i dont know. do i wan people to feel sorry for me?? is that what i want? do i want advice? advice that i know i wont follow anyways cus im a dumbass?? is it because i just cant hold it in? why dont i post it somewhere else private? especially when i KNOWW THAT ILL GET SO FKN ANXIOUS ABT POSTING THIS THAT ILL NEVER FACE ANYONE AHAIN SND ILL REBLOG SO MANY TAEHYUNG GIFS AND JUST LAUGH IT OFF BUT LILE..... IM STILL GONNA POST IT???

sometimes i tell myself i wouldnt care if i died but im actually so afraid of dying

i want to be happy i want to be good but i dont know if i can or if i deserve it. when im not feeling like shit i dont want to talka but this bc then i’ll feel like sjit snd im scared of myself. i feel like im turning into a demon, something i cant control and im scared i’ll do stupid shit

how do i get rid of this? how dont become happy. the fact that my family is white, my partner is white. is that a problem or is it only me? do i have to break up, do i have to cut off my family in order to become satisfied? in order to decolonize? i know adoptees who have. mostly cus they got real weird fkn prents but my parents are....... so-so. they’re white. they’re good parents except they’ee white. but other adoptees parents weren’t even good parents to start with and their whiteness and racism made it 722771x worse

i hate feeling so split always having to choose. choose between AP and bio family. whites and poc. i’ll choose poc. i’ll choose my birth family. but i dont have a birth family like...... and now im stuck with this white one. ive been abandoned multiple times im not strong enougg to get rid of my AP’s even if i want to. but i dont think that i want to. i think i love them. im just so fkn heartvroken abt the fact that they’re white and therefore constantly hurting me and my sister wether they want it or not. im stuck. its like a fkn curse.

i was a fine kid before. i always had these issue but the abortion def triggered it. the abortion and break up with my friends that was like the 3rd break up and i just knew that damn i dont have the energy to keep going. dont even get me started on the breakup. i was a sjit friend. yeah im still a bit salty cus i think hey could have handled it better but tbh........ they probably sensed the fucking freak inside of me me before it jumped. i keep telling myself they only protected themselves but im paranoid and hate everyone and when i feel abandoned and rejected i deal with it with being an abusive asshat

i wonder why im like this. im obv not the only one since i keep reading abt adoptees who murder and stuff. i kinda think thats me sometimes. that im gonna turn out like that and just go on a murder spree. when i see x-men or the black panther...... i always feel for erik and eric (sre they both named eric lmao). mage to and killingen. and all charcters like that. i cried so much when i watched these movies cus im so sensitive when it comes to families AND people. (xmen jewish ppl) (black panther black ppl). and i kind of undersyood them

especially xmen apacolypse. he really tried to turn good. he really got himself a family but even they got killed. everyone got kille. i kinda admire him but i also think he’s weak. how come he’s able to just turn good after that????? i’d probably kill the whole fucking world. like what kind of propaganda IS THAT??? is that even real??

and i feel so awful cus i had a good childhood i guess??? i mean fkn killmonger grew up all alone and poor and he found his fkn dad murdered??? i understand that trauma!!! and magneto had his mom shot in front of him and watched his whole people fkn die. and what about me? i havent been through any of that

ofc i dont know. i dont know what happened before and i dont remember. my APs got divroced tho and my A mom got PTSD and i def think that affected me as well tho. i kind of lost my family AGAIN. and ive never really tristes them after that. even there u could feel me snd my fucked up ness

i was such a shithead to my mom who had freaking PTSD. i blamed her for everything. breaking up with dad, bad ekonomy and then our fkn white big brother moved home bc he was depressed too or smth and there we were. 3 kids sharing a room while mom was unemployed and slept in the living room. that was such a messy time and my 11 y/o self was so angry and aggressive. and my poor sister was so scared and shy. of me. of all of us

anyways why didnt my sister turn out like this? is it bc of my temepramwnt?? maybe. ive read abt mental illness but i dont really feel like anyone fits. im leaning more towards bpd. bipolar and ptsd are similar but i dont rly get those periods and i dont get flashbacks of my trauma either cus im not even sure what my trauma is. its more like..... a feeling rather than smth specific. i mean its not like i remember anything

but why did i tjen out like this. irs cus everyone hates me right? lmao u always think lile that ots so pathetic. i always think ppl do shit to huet m. my poor partner and ex-friends..... the simpliest mistake would make me crazy.

im such a horrible human and sometimes i dont want to do anything abt this. i just dont wanna CARE but i know i feel line that cus i feel guilty deep inside. and it wont make me happy either

if i recover will i stop hating white people? will i stop hate my family and non-adoptees? probably not white ppl and non-adoptees. i mean i still hate men and so so why would i stop just cus i recover. but my family? will i forgve myself? will i fogive them? i cant forive them ew no. ugh idek what im saying. what do i have to do to stop feeling like this?

maybe get out of bed? yeah thats a start

thanks ill reblog bts now and then ill turn off my phone and never come back. cant wait to comeback and cringe the fuck out of myself wow i love

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my grandmother is wanting to add me onto her insurance and let me drive her car, how much is it going to cost she has nationwide and the car is a 2001 honda accord lx sedan 4 cylinder i also never had a permit and im just going to get my license after i get my insurance, im white and a guy. Thanks for the help its much appreciated.""

Insurance for a vehicle you are not using for a while?

We are buying a used vehicle. We are going to park it until next spring, however. Do you need insurance by law for a vehicle that is not being used? Or is there a cheaper insurance plan you can get? We live in Michigan.""

Do you need to give a vin number in order to receive a quote on your cor insurance?

My mom called the insurance company to get a quote for adding me onto the insurance. The woman on the phone told her that you need the vin number of the car in order to get the quote. Is this true if the car was going to be new and we knew the exact model and year that we were getting?

Why would auto insurance go up just because of a divorce?

Years ago, when I was married, I had a brand new truck with a full-coverage policy costing $114 per month. I had a spectacular driving record, I was a 31 yr old female with a family, not a 19 yr old ripping up the streets. When we divorced, my auto insurance instantly doubled! It didn't just go up $50, it DOUBLED. Does anyone know why??""

A question about car insurance?

We own three cars and have insurance on all three. If my daughter moves to another city and takes one of the cars, will the insurance still cover her? Typically the rates are based on where you live. Thanks for any advice!""

Whats the best auto insurance for me?

i want a insurance company that gives gives checks to me for claims and lets me fix my car not shops. geico? AAA?

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Young Driver. Big Raise in Auto Insurance Rates! Can you help?

My son is 15 and is getting his learner's permit. My insurance company wants almost $200 a month to insure him on my policy. I had low rates and a good record so this shocked me. Can anybody help?

Health insurance???

my family doesnt have insurance but we re really need one and there is a insurance called IOB or something. the website is www.ameriplanusa.com i dont really understand it. can u guys help me??? thanx alot!!!

Can I buy motorcycle insurance for one month and cancel?

I'll be going away for college in a little over a month and I wanted to insure my motorcycle to I can ride it for the remainder of the summer. If I only want insurance for one month, should I just tell them that, or buy coverage with monthly payments and stop paying after the first month? Also, if I just stop paying, will this make it harder to get coverage from them in the future?""

Would it be the cheapest sports car?

I saw the 4 cheapes sports cars for insurance a mazda mx 5 and a pontiac solstice would they be the cheapest sports car for insurance for a 16 year old or what sports car would be the cheapest to insure for a teen I know for a teen with a sports car would not be cheap we have the money but what sports car would be the cheapes for a teen

""If someone gets a ticket in my car, will it have any effect on my insurance?""

My boyfriend got a speeding ticket in my car, and the ticket has my tag number and registration number on it. Will it effect my insurance?""

Employer health insurance?

When you have employer health insurance is there a waiting period for maturnity coverage to start?

""If someone gets a ticket in my car, will it have any effect on my insurance?""

My boyfriend got a speeding ticket in my car, and the ticket has my tag number and registration number on it. Will it effect my insurance?""

How much can i sue and get from car insurance for pain and suffering for $600 worth of medicals?

Car insurance when diving in the usa?

i'm going to Florida soon and getting a hired car as part of the package.i phoned the travel company who told me it will cost me 300 to insure us for 2 weeks that's almost double what i'm paying for my own annual car insurance is that the going rate or can i get it cheaper shopping around or because there giving me the rental do i have to go with them

Cheap health insurance?

I have an account with a community clinic and i am eligible for a 90% discount and i have only had to go once for a sprained wrist. I cannot afford health insurance so the clinic ...show more

How much is motorcycle insurance for a harley davidson sportster 1200 in Maine ?

What's the price for full coverage and just liability

So confused bout car insurance.....?

i want to save a little money by switching my car insurance! i have allstate insurance and pay for 2 cars 786 every 6 months.both my husband and i have good driving records and are over 50. to me this seems like a lot of money. our cars are not high performance cars. why so much? geico quoted me a policy of 404 every 6 months,but i don't know if they are good or too good to be true! anybody out there have any feed back for me?? Thanks""

What is the best company for car insurance?

I think I pay way too much for car insurance right now and I have no tickets on my record. I want to switch too a cheaper company. The monthly payment is killing me. Anybody know of a really cheap company I can switch too?

How much my insurance will go up?

How much my insurance will go up? I had an accident which totaled my car. I am 100% at fault for that accident and my car worth 15000$. I have clear driving record and no tickets in past two years. How much will my insurance go up I am paying 900$ for six months

""1998 Honda civic, had a car accident, back tire smashed in back Axel is bent how much will this cost me?

Any chance my insurance company will decide to total it out?

What can I do if my car insurance company denied my claim for inconsistency in my report?

Im going to lay down what happened and I would appreciate your opinion. It started when my 2007 gs eclipse clutch gave out the dealership close to my house wasn't a very professional looking place when it came to their shop they mistreated the cars that where there and had old rusted cars parked in their lot. So, I did not want to get it repaired there, I made a big fuss with mitsubishi but after sitting the car in my lot for 2 months I lost my job and I had to get it fixed there anyway cause of warranty issues and I needed my car to look for another job i'm a truck driver that's why it took 2 months and my car had 7000 miles on it i hardly ever used it. I noticed that after I had it back the cruise control wasn't working I didn't take it back because of the fear of something worse happening to it. My mom suggested that I get repair by my cousins husband so my mom handed me her cell phone called him and told me to bring it in the morning because he worked all day til 7pm and if i couldn't get to him to leave the key under the plant in front of the garage door (that call was on 6-24-09). I tried to get there early enough (6-25-09) but i missed him and no one was home so I placed the key under the plant and left I told the police officer that I had made a call to him after dropping the key but the phone number to reach him was on my moms cell phone. I thought I did I couldn't remember because I came back a day later for the car. After I walked home I thought id leave it there a day so he could find the problem, since he gets home at 7pm. When I got there on 6-26-09 my car wasn't there and they said they never saw it there so i called the police to see if it was towed it wasn't and the key wasn't there either, police came over and took my statement but on the report he stated that the car was stolen on 6-26-09 and the phone number I used to call to tell them I was leaving the car there was written down wrong. The insurance company said that the inconsistencies where that I did not use my cell to make a phone call on the 6-24-09 or 6-25-09 I told them that i used my mothers cell phone in the oath recorded meeting they recorded my statement a week after i reported my car stolen and i failed to tell them i used my mothers cell phone but they didn't ask and I also told them I called when I placed the key under the plant but I was confused because I had called my cousin twice on 6-24-09. I never failed to make a payment on any of my bills and i have good credit score I'm in fact almost done with my car payment. They also brought to my attention that I tried to sell the car but i have proof that i've been trying to sell my car since 2008 and there was a buyer and i have his emails that offered to buy my car with a $1000.00 profit for me. please tell me what do think i should do about this situation?""

Cheap insurance?

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Lapse in health insurance?

My husband is about to have a lapse in health insurance, for about 4 months? Reasons being, because I am pregnant, and no insurance company will cover an expectant father. We will be getting him covered once the baby comes. What are the reprecussions for having a lapse in health insurance? He has no pre-existing conditions and is very healthy.""

Cheap car insurance with different situations?

HI I have one car at the moment. I am looking to buy another one for my wife. I want to know how will it work out cheap to get both insured. is it 1) If we both can drive eachothers cars? 2)we have seperate insurances on our cars and we can not drive eachothers cars? 3)I can drive my wife's car but she cant drive mine.? Also how can we protect individual no claim bonuses aswel. Thanks

Young male looking for answers with car insurance?

I am just wondering if someone could help me out, because I hear other people my age talking about having ~$150 insurance rates, while mine are $350 a month. They say they are under their parents names, but when I tried to go under my moms they apparently told her it wasnt possible.. I am an 19 year old male, me and my mom are the only drivers in my house and we have 2 cars. We live in Ontario, I HAVE completed drivers ed and am currently a college student. Is there any reason why other people can put car insurance under their parents but i cant? Is there any way to fix this?""

If you have fully comp insurance & drive somebody elses car & have a bump will it cover damage?

my daughter lent her car to her cousin who has fully comp of her own but she crashed the car will her insurance pay for damage??????????

""How good would a 1.6 Renault Clio RXE for road tax ,insurance running costs be?""

How good would a 1.6 Renault Clio RXE for road tax ,insurance running costs be?""

65 Life Insurance vs. Term Life Insurance?

My wife and I currently have 65 life insurance which we pay about $130 per month for the two of us. After listening to her friend Suze Orman she wants to get rid of the 65 life and get term life insurance. 1st question is what do you think is better and 2nd is how easy is it to settle your current life insurance to cash out and if you stay with the same company can you roll your current $value into the new term life? Thanks

How much is car insurance for a brand new HS 250h Premium Luxury lexus?

I'm 17, female, I live in St.John's NL and might do driving school""

""Insurance whilst working In italy for 7 months for an aussie company, anyone got any good recommendations?

My job is travelling around I already have basic Travel Insurance

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Cheap car insurance in Arizona for an 18 year old with a volkswagon beetle?

i really want a volkswagon beetle, and then one im looking at right now is a 2006 with 70,000 miles (i know, its alot but thats not what im asking you to answer on) and its a convertible. i've never had my own car, and right now im using a family member's. i dont have ANY credit, idk if that helps or not... i already know my car payments are going to be high, so i want cheap insurance, that will still cover me. i see commercials for The General and Freeway Insurance, along with Safeauto. are they good companies? i kind of checked out The General, and it wasnt as cheap as i thought it was going to be... help?!""

How to talk to somone on the phone to set up appointments for insurance?

hi guys i just got a job at a insurance place and my part of the job is to call people to get insurance leads. does anyone know whats the best way to sell insurance and get appointments? please and thank you

Good Student Discount Auto Insurance?

I have a 3.6 GPA. My grade is A average, but one of my quarter grade was a C, but the final semester came out as a B. Well, anyways, do we just send them the report card that we got or do we have to get the sealed one from school? Thanks! Thanks again!""

How much will it cost to up my car insurance to use car for work?

What car would be cheapest for insurance?

When I turn 16 I am deciding on getting a v6 1998 firebird or a 1998 v6 camaro what one do you think would be cheaper for insurance. I live in nebraska in a small town

I'm paying $3000 a year for car insurance..HELP?

Okay so I got into some accidents messing around along with some tickets a few years ago and about 2 in a half years ago a DUI. The car insurance should get lowered a little I think by next July 2014 because of good record for almost 3 years knock on wood so my question is should I attempt to find a different insurance by now or what? Or should I just sell car and find a ride with friends to work somehow? This is really taking every penny I have. I pay what I can while my family pays the rest. I've had plans to move to NC in Oct of this year in a apartment with my friend so I'm currently saving up around $3000 for expenses on bills, food, and whatever else which should last me until I find new job out there. Everything with us is getting split 50/50 but with me the car insurance is so high its going to be impossible to do. Help on what to do?? I'm not looking to stay at my parents house for very much longer so saving up isn't a option past oct.""

Is Northern Illinois University health insurance any good?

I really dont understand insurance that well so here is the link http://www.niu.edu/shi/information/index.shtml they charge 395 per semester

Any good/affordable individual health plans for me and unborn baby in Connecticut?

My boyfriend and I are moving to Connecticut in Nov. from Seattle area. His plan can't be renewed until next summer. I got laid off in July and am currently on COBRA plan with my former employer ($350/month). The carrier is Kaiser Permanente. The HR told me there is no Kaiser in NY/Connecticut area and recommends me to buy individual health plan with other companies. Anybody knows good health plans for young and healthy woman (with a baby coming) in Conn. area? Thanks in advance!

Can student loans cover health insurance?

I am attending University and I do not agree with the Health Insurance my University provides. The semester expense is $1875 and it is applied to my tuition costs. Those costs are being covered by a mixture of scholarship and student loans. If I opt to purchase my own student health insurance through a different provider - can I pay for it with Student Loans?

What is the cheapest insurance company?

I just bought a car, and I have no driver license. Which company offer the cheapest insurance?""

What is the best car and best insurance to go with?

I'm 20 years old new driver I know my insurance going to be high I'm taking A 6 hour road ready driving school but at the end what is the best car I'm not really into cars I'm much more into kind of truck sure enough that would be the best type of car and insurance car insurance that help new drivers not Kill they wallets / bank account

How can we get health care to be more affordable?

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Where is the best place to get cheap car insurance for young drivers?

How much does a ticket cost for no proof insurance in ca?

I got a ticket for no proof of insurance at the time. But I have insurance. Does anyone know how much the ticket costs. Or what I can do to get it written off??

How much is my health/car insurance going to be?

i am a 18 year old girl in california. ive never gotten a ticket or pulled over and i drive a 2010 ford fusion se(4 cyllinder) with all the safety features it offers. i dont think i have bad credit because all i have is a debit card that is attached to my parents accounts and they deposit money in it when i need it. so if i try to go over my limit it doesnt let me. we have triple a insurance and our bank is wells fargo. i dont know if having a job changes the price but ive had 2 other jobs and am currently employed in a new one. ive never been fired only laid off once because i was a seasonal worker and i quit another for not enough hours. all 3 jobs are retail jobs not making more than 9 dollars an hour. also i am a full time student with 12 units in a community college. My parents have basically perfect credit, both of them. does anyone know how much it will be for both health and car insurance if i start paying?""

""Insurance- Cabin, not sure which insurance?""

We live ouside of Canada, but own property with a cabin on it. My dad and aunt own it. According to the insurance if one of the owners (ppl on the insurance) are not on the property (say, 500 miles away) if something happens (like someone falls breaks there leg) to someone we take there, we are not covered and could sue us. If my dad put me on the insurance would our aunt have the right to sell the property without us having any say? He thinks that if I am put on the insurance I will be on his half and my aunt will still have her half therefore giving her more power. Is there any way around this insurance and suing thing if I want to go up there with some friends without them?""

What do you think is the best health insurance company in southern california?

i need to purchase individual coverage.

What happens to money at the end of life insurance term?

As a young child and teen, I remember my mom saying on a few occasions that she bought term life insurance when I was a baby. It was a 30 year plan for 100,000. She said that the term would end when I turn 30 years old and if she doesn't die by the time it ends....then SHE would be able to collect on the plan (getting the 100k) Now, I am 30 years old..and want to by term life insurance so my child will be taken care of incase I die. I'm thinking off getting a 20 year term. MY QUESTION - is it so that in 20 years...if I don't die, then I will be able to collect all that money? I'm doing research on it and finding that with regular term life insurance, you don't get any money at the end of the term.....but I remember my mom saying different. What do you know about it? (it isn't possible to ask my mom about it)""

Do i need car insurance for a family member to teach me to drive?

I am 17 in 2 weeks and am going to start my driving lessons, along side my lessons with a licensed instructor I would like my mother to also give me some extra help like driving around quiet roads, or in a empty car park. For this I need insurance but I obviously don't want to pay full out insurance for just learning. I have heard of something called learner driver insurance would this work for what I want to do? If so do you have a link of where I could buy it or know any other way that I could legally learn to dive in the car? Thanks Josh""

What is the estimated cost of a pool monthly in California including insurance?

What is the cheapest car insurance for 25 year old female in Florida?

Car Insurance questions?

If my wife and I are separated, She took one of my cars...can I take her off my insurance policy so that she can insure herself?""

What is a good cheap auto insurance?

i have progressive right now and its almost 300 cause i have a new car..are there ne others that are cheaper but have a good policy??? i live in kentucky

Home Insurance replacement cost?

Anyone have any idea how insurance companies figure out what it would cost to rebuild an entire house if it burned down or blew away...I live on long island....I would assume it is the square footage multiplied by a cost per foot....any ideas what the actual cost per foot is today????

What is the best insurance company to go through for motorcycle insurance?

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