#tori and micheal

[imactuallyaperson]

Friday, August 4th (11:52pm)

My day has gotten a lot better. I was picked up my dad and I got to see my little sister which was pretty nice, and I'm still at his house. I used to be sad that my parents split, it used to really scare me for some reason. But now, now everything's okay, I'm completely fine with it and it doesn't affect me at all. I mean, it's funny how I used to cry and sob every night when I was at my dads, begging for him to take me back to my moms. Sometimes I would fake sick just so I could stay at my moms house longer. I don't think it was because I was a mommy's girl, I think it was because I was scared of her getting hurt. The guy she was dating wasn't the nicest guy, and now we're living with him again four years later. I'm not so scared now, I'm actually beyond relieved going to my dads house.

Anyways, enough with the negative. I've finished the book Solitaire and it was so cute! Just before the end kinda scared me though because I though Tori would really jump, but the very end made me feel very releived and happy. I won't say though because I don't want to spoil it for anyone. Now, I'm starting the book 'A Court of Silver Flames' so I'm pretty excited to be able to read that! Although, I don't really like Nesta's character. But, I have a feeling I'll find a liking for her while reading this book.

I'm starting school pretty soon. This means I only have two years of high school left, and then I have to go to college. I'm kinda scared, because I still don't have a college picked out. In all honesty, I don't want to go to college. I just want to take a few classes, some for writing and maybe art. I want to be an author, so I think going to a full on college will just be a waste of time and money. I'm not sure how my father will take to that though, but I do know my mom won't mind.

I think this year of highschool will be different though, a much better year. I'm gonna try harder and actually do my homework the moment I get it. I really do not want to fall behind, so I think that if I try harder this year it'll be much better. Anyhow, I will have to work on my math before I get into school only because I just know that i'll be super lost in whatever we're doing. I've never been good at math, and honestly see no point in it. Well, or me at least. It won't be needed for what I'm wanting to do, so I don't know why I need to be learning such complex things. It's frustrating, and it makes me angry and feel idiotic. I failed my freshman year math class and had to retake it last year, so now I'm gonna be taking geometry instead of calc which is annoying.. It's okay though, I'm fine. I can get through it even if people decide to be assholes.

[pessimisticbreadslice]

:)

[smartsxylacyy]

never forget this.

[skateisawesome]

the way my mental health is being held together by one british gay nerd, his rugby lad boyfriend and his depressed older sister.

[hiimbrisa]

OH MY GOSHHHHHSSHESHHHEHEMNENDN

MICHEALLLL

[lilphve]

HES ME I AM HIM

[ch4rliespringg]

GUYS ITS THIS SCENE YAY I LOVE YOU ALICE

[xheartstopperxx]

SEASON THREE CLIPS(these are NOT leaks heartstopper sources posted them on instagram!!!)

[aliceosemansolos]

“School literally doesn’t care about you unless you’re good at writing stuff down or you’re good at memorising or you can solve bloody maths equations. What about the other important things in life?”

-"Solitaire" Alice Oseman

[pessimisticbreadslice]

There's no art? Why is there no art? Why am I going crazy?

[everythingsbetterunderthestars]

Im sorry but it had to be done

[smartsxylacyy]

michael and nick singing and dancing to high school musical while tori and charlie sit watching in the back IS canon.

[trolliworms]

If you asked me about the sneak peek scene of Michael giving Charlie the cat I’d say

“yeah, I really like it”

But if you asked me on a deeper level I’d say

“I love that scene so much I might actually explode. Everything about it is perfect. Michael’s mannerisms and his voice are exactly how I imagined. The way he gave Charlie the cat, and then rambled about how he came to own it, are so based. The way it’s reminiscent of the kaleidoscope that Michael buys in Solitaire is such a nice touch. I love the way Tori drags him up the stairs, trying to stifle a smile, I’m so glad my girl is happy. The way Michael yells down at the group to have fun, making weird noises, basically just being Michael. The meows at the end between Charlie, Tao, and Elle, the way you know Charlie is going to put that on his bookshelf and cherish it. I’ve watched that scene so much I have it memorized, and, no, I don’t take criticism.”

[aliciasfantasyxox]

[lilphve]

I like to imagine Michael has a little bit of brain rot humor and says stuff like sigma and skibidi and Tori hates it so much

[ch4rliespringg]

season 3 heartstopper titles!!