My day has gotten a lot better. I was picked up my dad and I got to see my little sister which was pretty nice, and I'm still at his house. I used to be sad that my parents split, it used to really scare me for some reason. But now, now everything's okay, I'm completely fine with it and it doesn't affect me at all. I mean, it's funny how I used to cry and sob every night when I was at my dads, begging for him to take me back to my moms. Sometimes I would fake sick just so I could stay at my moms house longer. I don't think it was because I was a mommy's girl, I think it was because I was scared of her getting hurt. The guy she was dating wasn't the nicest guy, and now we're living with him again four years later. I'm not so scared now, I'm actually beyond relieved going to my dads house.
Anyways, enough with the negative. I've finished the book Solitaire and it was so cute! Just before the end kinda scared me though because I though Tori would really jump, but the very end made me feel very releived and happy. I won't say though because I don't want to spoil it for anyone. Now, I'm starting the book 'A Court of Silver Flames' so I'm pretty excited to be able to read that! Although, I don't really like Nesta's character. But, I have a feeling I'll find a liking for her while reading this book.
I'm starting school pretty soon. This means I only have two years of high school left, and then I have to go to college. I'm kinda scared, because I still don't have a college picked out. In all honesty, I don't want to go to college. I just want to take a few classes, some for writing and maybe art. I want to be an author, so I think going to a full on college will just be a waste of time and money. I'm not sure how my father will take to that though, but I do know my mom won't mind.
I think this year of highschool will be different though, a much better year. I'm gonna try harder and actually do my homework the moment I get it. I really do not want to fall behind, so I think that if I try harder this year it'll be much better. Anyhow, I will have to work on my math before I get into school only because I just know that i'll be super lost in whatever we're doing. I've never been good at math, and honestly see no point in it. Well, or me at least. It won't be needed for what I'm wanting to do, so I don't know why I need to be learning such complex things. It's frustrating, and it makes me angry and feel idiotic. I failed my freshman year math class and had to retake it last year, so now I'm gonna be taking geometry instead of calc which is annoying.. It's okay though, I'm fine. I can get through it even if people decide to be assholes.