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housecow · 3 months

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i need to stop using thc for a job and godddd it’s affecting my appetite big time :((

#i’m eating like a normie rn #i hate it #but i can’t stomach any more #:((((#i think maybe having 3 full meals a day will keep up my calorie intake but that’s hardddd #once withdrawal is over it will be better 🙏#also lmfao i have to stop for like 3 months to be totally clean ://////#hell world #that’s what i get for gaining 70lbs while being a stoner #talk

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tangledinink · 10 months

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new gemini update was so good as always but I can't stop thinking:

big mama: there's nothing wrong with my sons

splinter: you fucked up two perfectly good kids is what you did. look at blue. he's got an eating disorder

wwhhhattttt? nooo, don't be silly. leo doesn't have an eating disorder.

leo and donnie have eating disorders--

#this is a Joke but also No It's Not #it's just different flavors lmao #but both of them have absolutely fucked relationships with food #my poor babies... :(... who did this to you...?#(it was me i did)#leo spends a lot of time worrying about whAT hes eating and how mUCH hes eating and if hes eating the rIGHT thing #largely due to his mom and also just being a celebrity/child celebrity in general #but also in part due to:#donnie has a lot of food sensitivities which have really never been accommodated for at all and as a result he just #has a very negative association with food and eating. he doesnt LIKE eating and he avoids it a majority of the time.#its stressful and unpleasant and he doesnt like it #which ofc only gave leo another reason to hyperfixate on food and calories and nutritional value etc etc etc #which leads to #ironically #leo (who def has an undiagnosed ed and restricts/denies himself food regularly): worrying abt making sure donnie eats enough #donnie will do the same thing back sometimes but not with the same obsessiveness that leo does #esp because the ideals surrounding eating and dieting set up around them really kind of just #lead them both to believe (at least to an extent) that leo is fine and eats a totally healthy and ok amount of food (esp in comparison to d #(no he doesnt)(and even when he does thats not the point)#tw eating disorders #cw eating disorders #eating disorders #tw disorders eating #cw disordered eating #disordered eating #gemini au asks #asks #anon

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nano30cm · 7 months

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they're gym buddies :)

#reprise reprise #td lightning #td lindsay #td tyler #total drama fanart #hey. fuck you. [makes lightning the most beautiful boy in canada]#he and his dad had a lot of heart to hearts and learned about toxic masculinity and high expectations and now hes doing a lot better #still completely full of himself but hes earned it #i like to think lightning and lindsay met thru modelling #and now they meet up sometimes at the same flashy expensive gym to hang out and motivate each other #(its mostly lindsay cheering him on unnecessarily and lightning talking endlessly about muscle groups n calorie loads while she spaces out)#tyler has top surgery scars but hes always been kinda lithe so the incisions were small #if i were a better artist i'd draw in his extremely tacky goatee sorry tyler fans ive failed you #ALSO IM SO SORRY I WANTED TO GIVE HIM A GOLD STREAK TO MATCH LINDSAY #BUT INSTEAD I MADE HIM LOOK LIKE EGORAPTOR IM SORRY TYLER FANS IVE FAILED YOU #i like to imagine these three have so much positive energy and its an endless positive feedback loop between the three of them #tyler always wanting to get good at new sports and lightning encouraging him and getting excited about new maneuvers #and lindsay getting excited to try something new and tyler being super supportive even if she bombs and it goes on and on forever #every time i scroll up from these tags i get flashbanged by egoraptor again

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deltaruiner · 6 months

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some people theorise the reason kyouko doesn't gain weight despite always eating something is magic or smth but have we considered the sheer amount of extertion required to constantly game dance dance revolution as a way to pass the time

#pmmm #puella magi madoka magica #my posts #like. have you ever danced on that thing for over an hour?? thats gonna make you sweat half your weight #from my experience anyway #kyouko isnt just slacking she is burning calories trust #<< totally isnt an excuse to go to the arcade

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maretriarch · 4 months

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turns out how not to be deficient in fat in your diet is to stop eating only low fat versions of foods

#i was scared of being hungry unfortunately and didnt want to change my diet to more calorie dense stuff out of fear of like hunger related #mood swings which i get badly now which i didnt used to which is awesome i totally love feeling like a half starved half mad dog if my lunc #is like half an hour late #i will not eat like regular ice cream but y'know. cheeses. yogurt thats abt it i eat the same 9 ingredients in rotation #apples cauliflower cottage cheese cabbage sardines carrots broccoli tomatoes uhhhh monster energy drinks #i mean other stuff too sometimes but those r the staples #if i could go raw vegan without dying i probably would just bcs its easier #that list is kind of pathetic and depressing but idk man what's a guy to do #i do worry about it not being varied enough and missing micronutrients and stuff but like yknow ive always been a very unadventurous eater #eating the same things day in day out years on end and ive always been like fine lol it's just a less heavy carb selection these days which #like im pretty sure all that you need xyz amount of grains a day is a total psyop by the corn and wheat us subsidies i don't think you need #that shit just like how you dont need milk.

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featherymainffins · 6 months

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*Trigger warning for eating disorder talk*

I hate how whenever I eat anything my brain is like "You should kill yourself. Now." Like what's your fucking problem

#tw ed #it's like bitch the body needs nutrients to function. idiot. that's how flesh vessels work. what are you an alien?#but my brain is always like 'booo you are a disgusting ugly bitch and as a punishment you can't eat at all tomorrow.'#like...ok then. i guess.#the funny thing is that it's also like two people fighting because like i hate what i see in the mirror from both sides #like one part of me is like 'ahhh we are far too skeletal it looks kinda creepy and Not Good'#and the other is like 'wow ew we're so disgusting and big and our bones aren't visible enough. what would our family say?'#so there's like no winning at all because if i don't eat one side will get mad and refuse to look in the mirror #and if i do eat the other side will go into total hysterics and I'll have to sleep completely covered up and will have to avoid #all mirrors because it will completely distort our perception of ourselves and will claim changes that aren't there and it will #force me not to eat for a day or two and probably also to walk everywhere #it also sucks because i think not eating enough might be contributing to me feeling so shallow and fatigued and disinterested in everything #but i have no idea because I don't know how many calories I'm actually getting #and it's really Bad™ for me to count because I'm a little bit too competitive and my brain has historically always made it #a challenge to eat as few calories as possible. because I'm insane and treat literally everything as a competition that i have to win

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the-creature230307 · 12 hours

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im very cool for this actually :)

#it posts #im protecting my mental health #if i see on more god fucking damn #girl dinner!!!#post where theres thin slices of food that adds up to a total of less than 10 calories #im gonna punch a fucking brick wall until my hand is nothing but broken bones #people who say delulu make me want to rip my hair out #try having delusions for one (1) second and then youd see why so many are begging for you to not say it

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sexynetra · 5 months

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Tw: ED mention (not explicit)

I’m not gonna post screenshots bc I don’t want that shit on my page but I need drag queens on Twitter to stop posting wildly triggering ED content!!! This is the second time this week that that shit had found its way onto my dash and that’s just not okay!!!

#this is so serious to me like #I’ve got 10 years of work under my belt to help keep myself from being triggered into relapse but not everyone is so lucky #and also sometimes that’s not enough to stop me and then my mental space gets totally fucked up for a bit and I have to claw myself out #like fucking come on!#don’t make starving jokes! don’t link to pages that are basically recreations of proana tumblr in 2012 #I don’t need to see body checks and extreme calorie counts #eating disorders #tw eating disorders #ed #tw ed #also if I missed a trigger tag for this please lmk I tried to remember them #anyways I’m mad at Kerri and Eve rn and if I see another one I’m gonna fucking lose it

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crushes-georg · 5 months

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(<- girlthing who is self conscious about her weight again)

#vent post ig. weight talk incoming #did you know i havent weighed myself in going on 4 years because im too scared to see the number on the scale #last time i weighed myself i was in the 220s and i KNOW its gone up from there #when i was in high school i had to weigh myself every morning every day for an entire year and log every single calorie i ate #and it fucked me up for the rest of my life #please god i cannot even imagine pulling ANYONE on my list looking like i do and i know factually im too heavy for most of them #so its like #why the hell am i deluding myself #to all my fellow heavy mutuals i promise you guys can pull anyone you want you guys are gorgeous #this is all Deeply Specific. i have a unique combination of features that total out to me being fucking disgusting

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fast-moving-ghost · 3 months

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calorie/meal log from the 10th and 11th!

10th 1,372 cals

apple 1, crackers 10, kimchi 1/4 cup, veggie tacos 5, ice cream 1/2 cup, cassava chips 15.

11th 1,324 cals

spicy noodles with tofu 1 bowl, taffy 1, dehydrated veggie chips 40 grams, veggie burgers 2, ice cream sandwich 1, strawberries 14.

#caloric intake #meal log #low cal meals #10km walks both days btw #it is so hot i havent been reaching my goals for exercise or calories #i'm aiming for 2000 cals per day #and i'm trying to burn the same amount #for the last few days my intake has been >1500 and my burn has been 300-400 from low impact exercise plus a base burn of 1500 #which is not very sustainable #on the 9th my intake was 1967 but i took a 20km bike ride along with my reg stuff and burnt 2794 in total (ex cals and base) so still...#not the best for controlled weight loss

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gremblim · 1 year

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Alfred’s making such a stance in the podcast post what are they talking about lmao

I like to imagine the podcast lasts about 5 hours and they've argued their way through such a variation of topics that the segue between unrelated arguments would give any normal human whiplash!

#Asks #Matthew starts some pick me not like other guys shit #Alfreds saying alpha males need 4000 calories a day to survive because leadership and confidence takes energy #Matthew speaks about scams #Alfred promotes his totally not a scam side hustle ideas #Is god real #Is whole foods ethical #Was there a purple power ranger or is matthew misremembering it

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daphneblakess · 7 months

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i'm sure plenty of people with healthy relationships with food would and do count salad as one of their favorite meals, but as someone who works in food service, it's near impossible to not see salads as tools of how hugely diet culture normalizes casual disordered eating (so long, of course, that it doesn't turn into a 'real' eating disorder)

#making your one meal a day plain lettuce and unseasoned chicken totally isnt ano it's uhhh *checks notes* watching your calories #tw disordered eating

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nekofantasia · 1 year

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Girl dinner: a party size bag of dorits

#to be fair it's half empty so I ate half the total calories #WHICH #IS STILL A LOT #BUT I DIDN'T EAT 600++++ CALORIES

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tinylittlebab · 2 years

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2/10/23

goal: 1000 / total: 821 / extra burned: 100 / net: 720 / weight: 94.5

disappointed in this. wouldve been less but i kinda blanked while eating goldfish and forgot to count them out bc i was too busy sorting them. oops. well its not that bad. i didnt end up getting to do my usual stuff so the day was very hard. i had planned to wait to eat till later or not at all but around 8pm i started feeling very ill and shakey so i decided to eat. unfortunate but whatever.

mad at myself for being hungry this morning since i had over 800 yesterday. my body is so pathetic. i fed it so much yesterday but even still.

#ugh. 821 thats so much i feel so bad #i know that ill still definitely lose weight if im eating that much daily but i feel pathetic for not going lower even when i wasnt #exercising. the main reason im able to maintain 97 and still eat 2000 a day is bc i exercise so much every day #my sedentary tdee is 1400 and i burn so much extra every day so it works out. i guess im lucky that my main coping mechanism that i use to #feel regulated and also happy (basically a hobby tbh) involves exercising. idk daydreams are more vivid when i skip around #makes me forget my body exists. and i do it so much that i burn a whole lot of calories #ugh. my body hurts rn. i should eat but idk what. should i go higher now and lower later or vice versa #im allowing myself to be ok with higher numbers today. nothing above 1100 but above 800 is ok #think its kinda silly that i always SAY my limit is 1000 but its actually not. but if i set my limit to anything less than im actually more #likely to meet it or go over. i more frequently get totals of 500 with this limit. i tell myself i can have a bigger meal later and then it #comes to bedtime and instead of eating i just go to bed. qhen its a lower amount i know i wont be able to eat anything larger so i am #doing way more counting of cals on everything to figure out what to eat later and it messes me up #and eating over 800 2 times a week isnt so bad. ill still lose weight. i feel bad tho. like im not disordered enough #but 800 is still a very small amount

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widevibratobitch · 11 months

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#tw ed #saw a picture of myself from when i was *checks notes* at my fucking worst with my ED but that meant i was also Thinner.#i really should Go Back huh. maybe if i did i wouldnt feel. Like This.#it'd prolly mean id start losing my hair again which. not a big fan. BUT.#if i was really dedicated i could also lose my period which. huge fan. that was one of the best things that ever happened to me tbh #i could have it all back. maybe i could even get farther than the last time. all it would take is uhh feeling utterly fucking miserable #having no energy for the most basic stuff let alone singing and thinking about nothing and i mean NOTHING but calories 24/7.#but hey. maybe i could like. lose 5 kg for my troubles and then gain back twice as much when i decide again that i just Cant Live Like This #totally worth it huh #anyway. i miss hating my body A Little Less and people being Nicer to me and everyone telling me how good of a job im doing #and encouraging me to keep going. and i miss the sense of Accomplishment and the Pride and the Not Feeling Disgusting #or at least Making Up For It by just. not eating lol #cause like its not like im actually much better mentally am i lmao clearly im not. only now im both miserable AND fat.#obviously ill never be s/kinny let alone as s/kinny as my friends. ill still look like a glitch in the system and a mistake next to them.#but if i have to be miserable anyway i could at least be. less f/at about it right. maybe then ill be worth something <3 #...and other delusions you keep cultivating because there's something deeply and inherently wrong with you #my new bestseller coming soon to your nearest bookshop dont miss it its only $free.99!

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funkytoesart · 1 year

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tw for ed talk in the tags so like,,, idk be mindful of that i guess if you happen to read the tags of this post? just need to vent to the void a lil lol

#tried vlogging today #one of those “day/week in the life of an artist/etc etc etc” vlogs #because i love watching studio vlogs but also i wish there were more from webtoon/comic creators so I was like except that like... y'all #it should be illegal for me to point a camera at myself 💀#Me: I'll do a vlog!#Also Me: forgets I'm ugly as fuck 🤡#this is why I don't allow people to take my photo lol #anywayyyy decided NOT to vlog bc literally No one wants to see *gestures to myself* any of this lmaoo #Also apparently it's time to double down on that diet 👍 :/#which is like: I already only eat like around 1200 calories a day or less most of the time wtf am I supposed to do now lmao #Anyway i hate getting reminders that despite having ED I can't lose weight and like... then what the hELL is the USE of having debilitating #eating disorder issues if I can't even lose weight while I'm at it 💀🤡💀🤡💀🤡💀🤡#Funky's personal tag #please ignore this I'm just venting and don't got no one in my personal real life that won't get annoyed at me if I vent to them irl lol #delete later #lol tumblr is such a bad website it totally fucked the tags on this post lmao

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