#turns out i should have drawn everything i ever wanted to draw before 2022 lmao just put me in a guillotine rn
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i MISS drawing
#i am still working on that last ask reply which is to say i havent been able to draw for a week bc of wrist pain :(#it sucks!!!!! i got hubris'd bc sleeping without the brace was fine for a night or two#and then nuked again for the mortal sin of working out (?) or whatever#at this point its like. i dont even wanna try im tired of dealing with the pain#but also its not getting better so there is no out-waiting this either i draw and am in pain or im never drawing again#i just hate that seeing pretty art is the worst feeling in the world to me now.... the insp hits but immediately i recoil from the impulse#:((((((#sorry vent h.#like i MISS feeling like shit bc my art was bad that was fine at least i had the capacity to improve or the capacity to draw for myself#not being able to draw anymore or drawing being a constant negotiation with pain is so. i cannot express the grief of it#i though i had TIME i thought after thesis id finally get to do all the studies and draw all the things for oc website#turns out i should have drawn everything i ever wanted to draw before 2022 lmao just put me in a guillotine rn#elia txts#i do be venting!!!!!!!!!! h
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