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#sorry vent h.

nerice · 1 year

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i MISS drawing

#i am still working on that last ask reply which is to say i havent been able to draw for a week bc of wrist pain :(#it sucks!!!!! i got hubris'd bc sleeping without the brace was fine for a night or two #and then nuked again for the mortal sin of working out (?) or whatever #at this point its like. i dont even wanna try im tired of dealing with the pain #but also its not getting better so there is no out-waiting this either i draw and am in pain or im never drawing again #i just hate that seeing pretty art is the worst feeling in the world to me now.... the insp hits but immediately i recoil from the impulse #:((((((#sorry vent h.#like i MISS feeling like shit bc my art was bad that was fine at least i had the capacity to improve or the capacity to draw for myself #not being able to draw anymore or drawing being a constant negotiation with pain is so. i cannot express the grief of it #i though i had TIME i thought after thesis id finally get to do all the studies and draw all the things for oc website #turns out i should have drawn everything i ever wanted to draw before 2022 lmao just put me in a guillotine rn #elia txts #i do be venting!!!!!!!!!! h

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tearsfallout · 1 month

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wishiwasanyonelse · 2 months

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I get it when people avoid me. I don’t even want myself around.

#depressiv #tw depressing thoughts #kinda depressing #depressing shit #tw depressing stuff #sorry for being depressing #self h@rm #self h@te #self h4te #mental illness #vent #sh #sh cvt #cvtting addict #i wanna cvt #i want to cvt

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3m0g1rlyyy · 2 months

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Sometimes i look at my $elfharm scars and think “Damn it wasn’t even that deep”

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psychobulimic · 6 months

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I was a fucking idiot to think things would get better!!!

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depressiv · 3 months

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ⁿᵒᵇᵒᵈʸ ʷᵃⁿᵗˢ ᵐᵉ ᵃʳᵒᵘⁿᵈ⋅

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sanniolodio · 5 months

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Why am I not allowed to hurt myself, while everyone else can?

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selfsabotagingcvnt · 6 months

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2024 is the year I heal

2024 is the year I have my biggest relapse yet

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rotting-bitch · 14 days

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Guilt follows me like a stray dog

#depressing shit #tw depressing thoughts #suic1de #self h@rm #sexualassault #i'm sad #sad thoughts #quotes #depressing life #bpd #vent #im sorry #please help

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lost-in-space-69 · 5 months

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I wanna peel my skin off just to stop everything from overwhelming me. I'm either feeling everything at once or nothing at all. What the fuck is wrong with me?

#mental health #bpd #depressing shit #tw depression #self h@te #sorry for being depressing #feelings suck #suic1de #bpd vent #bpd core

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shzxh · 1 month

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sitting in the middle of the night, crying with blade in your hand, wondering if you should do that or not.

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insignificantfailure · 4 months

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im so fucking useless

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tearsfallout · 1 month

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cats-depression-diary · 3 months

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I have my father's rage inside of me. And it's getting bigger and bigger, I can't stop it this time. It's killing me, I don't wanna turn into him, I hate this man sooo much, he has ruined my life.