#ty bee i love talking about their walks ;u;

[one-winged-dreams]

Is there a favorite path that Moon Carver and Sky Singer like to take through/around Jueyun Karst? Do they go up by Qingce Village? Toward Huaguang Stone Forest? Somewhere else?

@dearly-beeloved

So to preface; Moon Carver and Sky Singer don't live in the same place. Sky Singer is even more of a recluse than the rest of the Adepti, so he moves around every couple of years.

That doesn't mean they're not with each other almost constantly. If someone (like Aedin or Dae) is lucky enough, at around 4 am they might see Moon Carver taking Sky Singer to Qingyun Peak. That is their unofficial starting point, and their favorite trail always ends in Tianqiu Valley because Sky Singer likes the water there. Since they're Adepti they can take their time and so their walks vary in length.

[reel-fear]

Fluff trope 18 Shockblurrbee

ohhh yesss ty!! time to write abt my boys >=3!!! Uh I didn't really make this all that accidental but I think it still works I hope u enjoy KJDSHFGKJDFSHG also I wrote this out real quickly so I help it makes sense n reads okay-

18) Accidental baby acquisition

The day was bright and lively as the sun was shining down on Detroit and happily Blurr was washing the dishes while his two partners talked about the cute things they had seen while at the store. Blurr thought that today could be quite the relaxing day without too much to think about or worry about... That was until Bumblebee brought up a very certain thing they had seen yesterday...

"Oh shocks! Do you remember seeing those cute little pajamas for protoforms? I know they were human sized and typically we don't wear clothes, but they were so adorable! I mean could you imagine one day a sparkling of our own wearing those?"

Blurr instantly froze at the suddenly question and as he turned around he saw Shockwave excitedly nod in agreement. "Oh yes, I would love to dress our sparkling up in such adorable clothing! I quite liked the little bumblebee themed ones they had. Did you see those?" "Yes! Yes I did they were adorable!"

Blurr gulped silently continuing his task when suddenly Bumblebee turned to him. "What do you think Blurr? Wouldn't it be adorable to see our sparkling wearing clothes like the humans do?"

Turning to his husband Blurr's gaze quickly wandered around the room as he tried to think of a decent response that truly... Captured the feelings he had on the topic of sparklings. "W-well... Of course yes but I mean should we be talking about that right now? I mean who knows when we'll be in a good place to have a child heh... Could be years for all we know!" He stammered.

"Are you... Nervous about the idea of having a sparkling dearest?" Shockwave inquired.

"What? Nervous? No, no you two obviously do want sparklings and I do too but I'm just saying you know... Think of the economy and stuff are we really ready for it?"

Shockwave and Bee paused glancing to each other with equal confusion and a bit of amusement at the way Blurr was clearly trying to cover up his anxiety. "Oh dearest, you're gonna scratch up that plate if you keep scrubbing it that frantically." Bee purred with a soft smile, Blurr froze then realized that Bee was right.

"Right uh... Sorry I just got distracted by the conversation..." He muttered putting down the poor dish and sighing realizing he was cornered here. "Alright so... I'm... Still really nervous about having a sparkling..."

"Awww, it's alright love, you don't have to make any hasty decisions, don't feel like you owe us a baby or anything of the sort..."

Despite the comforting words Blurr let out another sigh as he walked past his partners and out of the kitchen, sitting on the couch and looking at the ground. "But you two want kids, I know you do... And it's not like I don't but I just... I don't feel ready or prepared but at the same time what if I never feel prepared? I don't want to string you two along for that..."

Silence fell over the three bots as Blurr sat there, tense and anxious. He hadn't meant to ruin the fun mood of the previous conversation, sparklings had always been such a complicated subject for him... Especially with his upbringing...

"Hey dearest?"

Blurr jumped being snapped out of his thoughts as Bee suddenly climbed onto his lap, gently pressing his forehelm to Blurr's. "Uh, yea Sting?" Blurr asked, nervous about the way Bee was smiling towards him. "Who, is the cutest most loveliest bot in the world?" He asked tapping Blurr's chest playfully.

"Is it... You?"

"No, it's you silly!"

Blurr smiled looking away from Bee as he felt his face heat up, "You're too kind darling~" He said, before he looked over to see Shockwave slide up to his side. "He's right you know... And you wanna know the cutest thing about you?"

Blurr glanced between his two husbands now very aware that they were up to something. "I do wanna know, what is the cutest thing about me?" He asked smiling to Shockwave.

"It's your cute laugh!" Bee declared, pouncing on Blurr and tickling his frame suddenly causing Blurr to gasp and begin to laugh uncontrollably. "W-wait Bee! Please! Pahahahhaha! Please!"

Despite Blurr's desperate pleads, Shockwave was quick to assist Bee and he held Blurr down making sure he couldn't get away from him. "Gah! I k-knew -hahaha! I knew you two were pahaha! up to something! hah!"

Bee giggled, nuzzling Blurrs neck as he continued to tickle him. "Oh of course we were! We just can't have you feeling so down and out like that!~ Not our lovely amazingly adorable conjux~"

Blurr tried his best to respond but he could hardly breath in between his laughter and attempts to squirm his way out of Shockwave's hold. "P-please! Hah! Please I beg- pahaha! I beg for mercy!" He exclaimed and Bee slowed allowing the blue mech to catch his breath as Shockwave let him go.

"Hah... Oh primus... You two are too much..." Blurr purred snuggling into Shockwave and wrapping his arm around Bee. "We just wanted to cheer you up, is that such a crime?~" Shockwave purred petting Blurrs helm gently.

Blurr leaned into the petting rolling his optics playfully and relaxing as Shockwave wrapped his arms around him and Bee. "Primus I love you..."

"We love you too!" Bee replied nuzzling into both of his conjuxes. Shockwave chuckled transforming into his longarm form to give both of his conjuxes forehelm kisses. "We love you so much Blurr..."

As Blurr bathed in the warmth and love of his husbands he closed his optics and smiled. Perhaps having sparklings wouldn't be so bad as long as he had them beside him...

[persephoneships]

Troy for the domesticity meme?

Aaa yess! >:3c

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big spoon/little spoon: I feel definitely Troy would be the big spoon most nights but sometimes he wants to be the little spoon as well gotta get those cuddles in.

favorite non-sexual activity: hmm I wanna say messing with cov members or doing livescreams together. If it’s just us away from the other cov and tyreen however I like to take him for walks tell him about the flowers on Pandora and just enjoy his company maybe talk if he needs it.

who uses all the hot water: me for sure I like to take bubble baths or showers frequently, I mean a place like that messy and teeming with cov followers that like to kill and maim on site I would want to stay clean for sure 😂

most trivial thing they fight over: which meme is funnier I’m sure

who does most of the cleaning: hmm that’s hard because in a place that’s constantly messy with followers who do everything for Troy and Ty i don’t think there is much of cleaning between us... I think I would probably still tidy up our personal living space from time to time.

what has a season pass on their dvr/who controls the netflix queue: oh me for sure I wouldn’t be able to sit through another meme movie like shrek or the bee movie (should they have something like Netflix in the bl3 universe haha)

who calls up the super/landlord when the heat’s not working: Troy for sure he has the cov to do that for him

who steals the blankets: that would be me I got the blankets when I sleep haha

who leaves their stuff around: I would say it’s a healthy mix of the both of us, I would try to keep weapons and loot organized but sometimes you can’t help but just leave some things about.

who remembers to buy the milk: me! I always write a list for what I need to buy, doesn’t mean I get it in the end 😂

who remembers anniversaries: i remember the date of anniversaries always I like to make sure of that.

Who cooks normally? Neither of us really have to but I like to bake

How often do they fight? Little arguments sure I think we’ve fought maybe once or twice

What do they do when they’re away from each other? I miss him when we’re apart honestly I’ll always talk to him over ECHOnet and make sure he knows I miss and love him. If either of us have to go away I usually leave him with echo recordings as well.

Nicknames for each other? Hmm other than superfan when we first met there isn’t much other than maybe the occasional honey from me. I swear he would probably be caught off guard and go stop sign red

Who is more likely to pay for dinner? With the riches the twins get from the cult plus not really needing to go out anyways I would say Troy

Who steals the covers at night? Oh me absolutely though I often wake up in the middle of the night I would probably try to gently fix them so he doesn’t get cold.

What would they get each other for gifts? I wanna say custom weaponry or stream equipment from me to Troy and either the same with custom weaponry or flowers/plants

Who kissed who first? Troy would probably kiss me first u//u I am much too shy to do so

Who made the first move? Troy for sure would have more confidence than me to make the first move

Who remembers things? I have the absolute worst five second memory unless it’s really important like a birthday or anniversary so Troy 😂

Who started the relationship? There was mutual pining at first but I can imagine Troy would start the relationship

Who cusses more? Me I could probably put a sailor to shame

What would they do if the other was hurt? I would cry. I am an absolute big sappy baby and should he be hurt unless it’s something small I would probably cry. Troy would probably be very protective for a time afterwords he would be upset and not leave my side he saw what happened many years ago with his mother though unintentional he wouldn’t want to lose someone he loves again.

Thank you for asking me! I see Troy as his usual in game self; overconfident, huge dork, laughs at butt jokes and pranks he does with his sister, is probably the biggest shit disturber ever but I also see someone who is probably not used to caring, positive and intimate relationship after being treated as a parasitic burden in his sisters shadow for so long. I love and care for Troy which is also the reason I haven’t gotten further in bl3 bc I don’t wanna fight him :, )

[lapis-lazuliie]

you’re my favourite thing : a fanmix for my fic, pandoras box

1. the weight of us - sanders bohlke // 2. last train - dawn golden // 3. a quiet darkness - houses // 4. let it be (ft veela) - blackmill // 5. fade away - best coast // 6. upset - the hoosiers // 7. man - the bird and the bee // 8. wolf - first aid kit // 9. ghosts that we knew - mumford and sons // 10. who said anything (about falling in love) - the hoosiers // 11. i’m the only one - melissa etheridge // 12. yeah yeah yeah - jack conte // 13. hands down - the greeting committee // 14. cleopatra - the lumineers // 15. better - onerepublic // 16. the writing’s on the wall - ok go // 17. troublemaker - grizfolk // 18. dreams - youngblood // 19. wow - beck // 20. sentiment - verte // 21. season 2 episode 3 - glass animals // 22. trees - the oh hellos // 23. separate ways (worlds apart) - journey // 24. makes me wonder - maroon 5 // 25. can’t catch tomorrow (good shoes won’t save you this time) - lostprophets // 26. between two lungs - florence and the machine // 27. better place - rachel platten // 28. tired of talking - leon // 29. honey - trace // 30. wait a minute! - willow // 31. the night - honne // 32. r u mine? - arctic monkeys // 33. i don’t mind - defeater // 34. in the night - the weeknd // 35. single - the neighbourhood // 36. ghosts - pvris // 37. wanderlust - frank turner // 38. saint claude - christine and the queens // 39. see the sun - the kooks // 40. too much - magic man // 41. could have been me - the struts // 42. waiting… - city and colour // 43. move your body - sia // 44. belong to the city - partynextdoor // 45. butch - saint motel // 46. back to the ordinary - kid ashtray // 47. a well respected man - the kinks // 48. so nice so smart - kimya dawson // 49. i am yours - the makemakes // 50. one week - barenaked ladies // 51. i feel it coming - the weeknd // 52. i feel free - cream // 53. touch - shura // 54. lithium and a lover - sirenia // 55. handclap - fitz and the tantrums // 56  love - lana del rey // 57. falyakon - mashrou’ leila // 58. moving to neptune - cruisr // 59. summer love - trevor something // 60. fade away - trevor something // 61. telepathic - starset // 62. why try to change me now - fiona apple // 63. it ain’t me (ft selena gomez) - kygo // 64. second change - shinedown // 65. ruby - kaiser chiefs // 66. in the shadows (radio edit) - the rasmus // 67. two of us - the beatles // 68. landed - ben folds // 69. pretty face - soley // 70. open season - high highs // 71. if i be wrong - wolf larsen // 72. lazuli - beach house // 73. cloudbusting - just us // 74. phase me out - verite // 75. love like this - kodaline // 76. gimme twice - the royal concept // 76. champagne supernova - oasis // 78. heart’s on fire - passenger // 79. sheep in wolves clothes - little hurricane // 80. let it all go - birdy & rhodes // 81. everybody but me - lykke li // 82. handsome - the vaccines // 83. naive - the kooks // 84. let go - frou frou // 85. pin - grimes // 86. tell me it’s okay - gnash // 87. royal - waterparks // 88. come a little closer - cage the elephant // 89. wish list - neon trees // 90. i’ll stay with you - new order // 91. notion - tash sultana // 92. done - camp cope // 93. high tide - bec sandridge // 94. there’s a honey - pale waves // 95. twice - little dragon // 96. peace and quiet - waxahatchee // 97. rhythm of the night - debarge // 98. so high - ghost loft // 99. walkway blues - m83 & jordan lawlor // 100. swoon - imogen heap // 101. ever fallen in love - pete yorn // 102. instant crush - daft punk // 103. dakota - stereophonics // 104. city - ciaran mcmeeken // 105. in the air - maala // 106. one headlight - the wallflowers // 107. you’ll be mine - havana brown // 108. glitter and gold - rebecca ferguson // 109. shimmer - tiesto & christian burns // 110. missing you - john waite // 111. lights - embrz & pennybirdrabbit // 112. neon rainbow (ft anna yvette) - rameses b // 113. landmines - pierce fulton & j hart // 114. used to this (ft moonzz) - autolaser & pls&ty // 115. ghost - chelsea lankes // 116. heartlines - broods // 117. sunset lover - petit biscuits // 118. find a way (ft rudy) - dirty south // 119. aquaman - walk the moon // 120. beggin for thread (gryffin & hotel garuda remix) - banks // 121. loving someone - the 1975 // 122. golden - parade of lights // 123. greek tragedy - the wombats // 124. 16 years - the griswolds // 125. killer whales - smallpools // 126. elevate - st lucia // 127. 101 - walla // 128. sun models (instrumental) - odesza // 129. coming over (filous remix) - james hersey // 130. standing still in time - neuropa // 131. who is in your heart now? - studio killers // 132. missing (todd terry remix) - everything but the girl // 133. shapeshifting - great good fine ok // 134. we’re on our way - radical face // 135. crash - the primitives // 136. one last time - jaymes young // 137. gold rays - vinyl pumps // 138. lost - scavenger pump // 139. 1,000 ships - rachel platten // 140. absolute beginners - david bowie // 141. just you - amy stroup // 142. us - anna of the north

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[mikestanlon]

uhhh can i get uhhhhhh angel, honey, moonlight, roses, shimmer, princess, cherry, magic, starlight, velvet, blush, sparkle, witches, crystal, sugar, hopeless, glow, starlet,motel, heart, and golden????????

get u a girl like bree who actually asks u all of these questions 

angel; favorite album of all time?

uuhhhh hhh hh twenty one pilots self titled honey; are you a very affectionate person?

yes, which sucks bc my friends are not moonlight;  do you enjoy museums?

depends on what kinda museum it is. i like ancient history museums but miss me w weird science museums roses;  what does love feel like to you? describe it!

idk,,,,,, all i know is that i love my father and i love my two best friends so so so very much and it just feels,,, right? idk i get a weird feeling of appreciation when i love someone shimmer; zodiac sign?

pisces princess; have you ever been to disneyland? if so, favorite ride?

nope,,, ive only bee nto didney worl cherry; have you ever been to a psychic?

no, but my mom has. she went to one right after her younger sister died and the psychic new. she told my mother that her sister would send messages through butterflies & the very next day a butterfly landed on me and stayed with me for 45 minutes. my mom has a video of it magic; favorite film?

the never ending story, the lion king, it, and mulan starlight;  have you ever written a love letter?

not that i remember. velvet; do you enjoy horror films?

yes blush; have you been to a concert? if so, which one(s)?

i’ve seen p!atd twice, fob, top, paradise fears, poison, guns n roses, walk the moon, andrew mcman n the wilderness, the griswolds. matt and kim... the list goes on sparkle; dream job?

band director or psychology teacher (idealistic and practical, what im majoring in rn) to be a psychologist that works on the cognitive perspective of people with severe mental illnesses such as  schizophrenia has been my ACTUAL dream job since like, 9th grade. ( not so practical..) witches; how do you like to dress?

black skinny jeans w a flannel or tee shirt w vans is my go-to look crystal; favorite planet?

uuuuh is we are talking about real planets, it’s neptune... but f wE ARE TALKING ABOUT THE PLANETS SUITE BY GUSTAV HOLST, IT IS MARS, THE BRINGER OF WAR. 

sugar; favorite pet names? (baby, sweetheart, etc.)

honey hopeless; do you believe in ghosts?

i don’t research much into the topic, but i guess glow; do you have or want any tattoos? what of?

i want this one wolf tattoo on my thigh, this cool music one on my ankle, this nifty fox n on my shoulder, this cool flower cat thing on my other thing, a matching tattoo with my mother on the back of my ankle, the pisces symbol on my calf, ??? more too starlet; what historical period is most interesting to you?

the renaissance period in music  motel; are you superstitious? 

no heart;  do you like the color pink?

yes golden;  do you appreciate high fashion?

oh h e l l yes

anyways, if u made it all the way down here ily. also ty bree for taking one for the team 

[smoaking-greenarrow]

Hi! Can u maybe write Felicity getting pregnant after the bunker sex and having a scare? Maybe a few spots mauve some cramps and having to tell Oliver that she's pregnant?

Felicitycame out of the bathroom in the bunker, biting her tongue, her thoughts faraway as she felt a knot forming in her stomach. She watched her feet as sheopened the door to get back to her work. Curtis’ presence on the other side ofthe door had her jumping with a little yelp, her hand flying away from herface.

Sheclosed her eyes once it registered in her mind that it was just him. “Curtis.”She said, her voice a warning, “I swear to god if you don’t back the hell away me,I will hurt you.”

“Whenare you going to tell him?” Curtis asked, his voice emotionless, judgmental, as he pushed off from thewall he’d been leaning on to follow her into the main room.

Shesighed, “I’ve told you before and I’ll tell you again…it’s none of yourbusiness.” She turned around to stare him down, trying to make her words stickthis time, since they apparently hadn’t the four times before. “Now back the hell off.”

Curtisraised his hands in surrender. “You can’t hide it forever, Felicity. Hedeserves to know.” And then he walked away, back over to the mats where he hadbeen working out before she darted past him, making a bee-line for thebathroom. Felicity ground her teeth together in irritation.

She satback down at her computer, doing more research on Rene Ramirez, or as she’dbeen calling him in her head, Wild Dog.

Curtis’words kept ringing in her ears, distracting her and making her already knottedstomach twist even more.

And he kept looking at her.

She huffed, “Curtis,” she snappedfinally, her sharp tone ringing through the room, “Leave it alone.

 “Ican’t, Felicity…what you’re doing…” He trailed off, shaking his head. Felicityfelt anger boiling her blood. Curtis wasn’t even supposed to know, he’d put ittogether, before she was even ready to admit to herself that is was happening.She’d leaned on him the night she was forced to accept the reality, and he’dbeen pushing her to tell Oliver ever since. Which was four weeks ago. She knewshe’d let it slide for way too long, but telling him, saying it out loud…itwould change everything.

Sheknew that it was unavoidable, that it would eventually be obvious…and she swore she could see a small bumpalready. Felicity felt bile creeping up her chest again, and she closed hereyes. “Save your judgment Curtis. You’re out of line.”

 “MaybeI’m overstepping. A lot. But I’m still right. He deserves to know and you’rebeing selfish by not telling him.”

Felicityshot up in her seat, pointing a finger at him, “Mind your goddamn business,Curtis,” she seethed, spitting the words at him with as much hatred as she feltfor herself for all the reasons he was saying. He was right, she knew that shewas being selfish, that there was no valid reason for not telling Oliver, yetevery time she tried she came up empty. The amount of times she’d stalked overto him, opened her mouth to speak and then bitten her lip or muttered “nope,”and walked away was too many.

Olivergave William up. He let him go. And she was afraid that he would do the same toher; send her off to live in some random town with a random name…alone.Felicity felt her eyes well with tears as Curtis stared at her. “What is it,Felicity? What’s stopping you?”

“He’llpush me away,” she whispered, more to herself than to Curtis. She had given himevery excuse for not telling Oliver except for the real one. They weren’ttogether.

She’d gone from being so caught upin her love for him to barely speaking to him, and it had felt like anaddiction that she tried to quit cold turkey. It was relapse sex. They weren’ttogether.

She’d told him it wouldn’t work andwalked away. Again. And while all of those reasons had crossed her mind andplayed a part in her not telling him, she was mostly afraid of what she thoughtwould happen.

Curtissighed, walking over to stand on the steps, not coming too close to her and allof her mood-swinging glory. “I don’t think he’s going to react the way that youthink he will.”

“Curtis,”she warned; because as much as she loved him, every time he tried to talk toher about this, to make her feel better, it just made it worse. She wasn’tready. There wasn’t anything else to say besides that. “Stop.”

 “He’llbe there for you, Felicity. It’s Oliver.”

“Iknow!” She cried, “It’s Oliver. My…” She took a deep breath, “You know whathappened with William,” she choked out.

Curtisshook his head, “William is ten, Felicity. He’s lived his whole life without afather, with only his mother to take care of him. And that was her choice. Williamwas going to be okay with or without Oliver, and that allowed him to make thatkind of a choice, to decide to keep himself away from them. But thatdoesn’t…it’s not the same, Felicity. He’s not going to push you away.” Curtissaid it like it was a fact, only causing her to release a pitiful sob, to whichhe stepped forward.

Hestarted walking towards her, but the look on his face was sad, like he feltsorry for her, and it almost made her crumble, so she masked it with anger.Again. “You can’t know that.” She hissed.

Curtisopened his arms, “Yes, I can. Because I know Oliver. And you know him even better. He wouldn’t leave you, Felicity.” Shefelt the wetness of her tears on her cheeks before she even realized she wascrying, her hands shaking as Curtis took another step. “He’s not going toabandon you like your father did.” He finished, finally releasing the sobsshe’d been holding in her chest.

Curtissighed as she cried, closing the distance and wrapping his arms around her.“No,” she said, still trying to fight it, not wanting to accept that she waspregnant, not wanting to admit that Curtis was right and she was afraid thatOliver would abandon her. So, she pushed. To which Curtis let out a breath ofannoyance before pulling her back in. “No!”She yelled this time, shoving him away.

Neitherof them heard the elevator moving, or the door opening, or Oliver coming in,but when Curtis tried to step towards her, his arms raised to encircle her, andFelicity held her hands out to push his chest away again, Oliver’s hands foundhis chest first, and he pushed Curtis back. His strength controlled, not evenshoving him as hard as Felicity had, just warning him not to touch her. “What’sgoing on?” He asked, turning to Felicity.

Whenher eyes met his, her stomach dropped, all of the fears and lies rising in herstomach…coming to the surface and feeling an awful lot like…Felicity ran forthe bathroom, covering her mouth.

Shepuked into the toilet for the third time that morning. And then she rinsed hermouth, pulling her toothbrush out of the cabinet that they all used for theirtoiletries when they had to spend a long night working. The bathroom wasstocked with shampoo, conditioner, and toothpaste, as well as toothbrushes. AndFelicity had never been more grateful for that than she had been in the pastfew weeks.

She glanced in the mirror as shefinished brushing her teeth for the fourth time that morning, noticing the sicklygreen color of her skin. She hadn’t looked like that in years, not since shecame down with the flu. And she felt the same way.

She groaned, walking slowly back tothe main room. Oliver stood from his spot on the couch in one of the backcorners, and she glanced around. Curtis was gone. “Felicity…” he said, trailingoff, his eyes pained as he watched her. She didn’t answer, afraid that healready knew, afraid that he was going to ask, afraid that she was about totell him, knowing she couldn’t avoid it after the scene he’d just walked in on.

But she still didn’t feel ready.Oliver stared at her, his eyes looking just as terrified as she felt; and shesuddenly felt like they were together in this. She sighed, taking a few longstrides to close the distance between them and wrap herself around him. Shewound her arms around his waist and rested her head on his chest. He stiffenedat first, and she knew how much she had hurt him. She kept her arms tightlyaround him until his arms hugged her back, his hands sliding up and down herback as he released a deep breath. “Please tell me what’s happening. I’ve knownthat something is going on with you for a month now…and I know that you don’tthink I trust you, and that probably makes you not want to tell me…but I needto know. I’m…I’m getting really scared.” He breathed, pressing his lips to herhead.

Felicity nuzzled her head into hischest more, trying to hold on to this moment, the last one they’d share beforeeverything got too hard. “I’m scared too.” She whispered.

“Of what?” He asked, his breathhitching in panic, his hands finding her face and pulling her back so that hecould look at her.

“I don’t want to go, Oliver. Idon’t want you to tell me to leave. I don’t want to have to move somewhere elseand change my name and do this all by myself.”

Olivershook his head, his eyebrows furrowing in concern, “Why would I ever tell youto leave?” He asked.

Felicityhuffed, closing her eyes as his palms pressed into her cheeks. “I’m pregnant.”She whispered.

She heardOliver inhale sharply, but he was frozen, his hands still on her face and shekept her eyes squeezed shut. “Please, Oliver…” She whispered after anothermoment of silence. “It’s…it’s yours.”

Hesighed at those words, his fingers smoothing her hair, “I know…I know,Felicity.” He soothed, and she let out a breath, thankful that he at least knewthat, instead of throwing paternity accusations like in some melodrama. “Areyou…are you okay?” She nodded, leaning her head into his hand. “Fe-li-ci-ty,” he breathed. “Look at me.”

Sheopened her eyes, meeting his gaze. He smiled gently at her, “It’s okay,” hesaid, his fingers touching the sides of her face, her ears, and she was prettysure his hands and his eyes were the only things keeping her calm. “We’re goingto figure this out, okay? You’re not going anywhere. I’m not going anywhere.”

Felicitynodded rapidly, a sob breaking through her lips that she bit back, not wantingto cry anymore. Oliver pulled her back to his chest, cradling her head in hishands as he held her tightly, not letting go for a long moment while she letout her tears. Some of them were sad tears…at the unplanned, life-changingtwist they’d been thrown. But a lot of them were tears of relief, at finallytelling him, at his very Oliver-like response. It felt like a weight waslifted, to finally have told him and to know that he would be by her side.

 After awhile, he moved his hands, wrapping one around her waist and the other aroundher legs, he lifted her. Oliver carried her to the couch and sat down, keepingher in his lap where she hid her face in his neck, “I don’t want to do thiswithout you.” She whispered.

 Oliversighed, “I would never ask you to do that, baby. I would never want you to do that. I’m here. I’vealways been here. And that’s not changing. I’m not…”

 Hepaused, and she sighed, “You’re not my father.” She finished for him, runningher hand along the collar of his shirt.

She knew that they had a lot to talk about. And a very longroad ahead of them. But at least for that moment, having his arms around herand knowing that he wasn’t going anywhere…it made it seem bearable for thefirst time since she realized she was late. It made her feel the first momentof excitement, even though it was overwhelming, at the idea of having a baby.Of having his baby. With him. It made her heart ache with the desire to see himas a father…the best father. And it made her incredibly tired, finally feelingsome of the weight lifted from her shoulders, adjusted so that he could shareit with her. And she sighed.

 Hedidn’t say anything else, but when his lips began to graze her hairline, shelet her eyes flutter shut. “I love you,” she whispered, hearing him return thesentiment before sleep overtook her.

*Two Years Later*

 Felicitywalked into the house and immediately kicked off her heels, leaving them by thefront door as she made her way to the stairs. She sniffed as she passed thekitchen, smelling something delicious that she knew would be amazing since hewas cooking. She dropped her purse on the couch, pulling her earrings out asshe ascended the stairs.

Felicitytiptoed to her daughter’s room, hearing Lydia’s snores that always made themlaugh. The girl was adorable as all hell, but she snored like a trucker. As shereached the door, she glanced at it, equally decorated in princess crownstickers and green arrow stickers, along with big letters spelling her namethat her aunt Thea had painted, and some marker scribbles that she’d taken uponherself one afternoon and Felicity had found it impossible to wash off.

Shepushed the door open, leaning against the frame and biting her lip.

Oliversat shirtless in the rocking chair in the corner of Lydia’s room, the two yearold sprawled out across his chest. Felicity set her earrings down on Lydia’sdresser, taking a moment to appreciate just how beautiful and perfect herlittle family was. Lydia snored on her father’s chest, her back pressed to hischest and her arms above her head, her tiny fingers resting on his neck, herblonde hair wild and all over Oliver’s shoulders and neck. And Oliver wasleaned back in the rocker, his head resting on the back of it and his mouthtwitching into a soft smile.

Felicityreached her hand out to gently touch the corner of his mouth.

She could remember so many nightswhen he’d woken up from a nightmare with a jolt, or shaking. She could remembernights when she’d watched him, his eyelids moving rapidly as he made softnoises of protest at whatever battles he was fighting in his sleep, how hiseyebrows were always pushed together and his mouth was a hard line, tension allover his face. And she’d never forget the night he’d woken up screaming,calling out her name; how she’d woken up and comforted him…how he’d still beenshaking an hour later, fighting back a panic attack. He’d told her about it, inas little detail as he could, not wanting to relive it or to scare her withwhat he’d seen happening to her.

But the nightmares had mostlystopped after she told him that she was pregnant, after they spent monthstalking, preparing, planning, and consequently falling back in love. Well, backin love completely, since she knewnow that she’d never truly stopped. He’d asked her to marry him again a monthlater, and she’d gotten mad…refusing to have a shotgun wedding. But he’d justlaughed, unconcerned that she’d said no, and it hadn’t taken him very long toconvince her that their marriage wasn’t a side effect of their child.

His nightmares completely stoppedsomewhere during that time; when she began to show and he had a ring on herfinger. When he finally had that ringback on her finger, and they were going to parenting classes and picking outnames, and she was calling him every other day to make him pick up food on hisway home to satisfy her cravings…he found peace with his demons.

Felicity gently picked Lydia up,her heart feeling like it was growing three sizes, as it always did, when herdaughter snuggled her face to her shoulder, her arms and legs wrapping aroundher. She held Lydia tightly for an extra moment, as she always did, glancingdown at Oliver. He was still out cold. He was also a heavy sleeper now, andshe’d actually had to climb on top of him and shake him to get him up on a few,especially hard Saturday mornings.

Lydia had heard it one morning, hercute, little feet padding down the hallway, and then her cute, little laughterat the sight of Felicity yelling at Oliver to wake up, before she scurried upthe bed to help; her cute, little voice screaming at daddy to wake up. Oliverhad apparently woken up sometime before that, because as Lydia leaned over hisface again to scream in it, his eyes flew open and he screamed first. Lydia hadscreamed in surprise before laughing harder than they’d seen before, fallingback onto their bed in a fit of cute, little giggles. Oliver and Felicityglanced at each other before succumbing to their own fits, her head falling tohis chest as Lydia got up and scrambled onto Felicity’s back.

Felicity rocked her daughter as shecrossed the room and gently set her on her bed, brushing Lydia’s hair out ofher face and sighing, knowing that if she wanted to get any sleep at alltonight, the two year old should not be napping…but she was just so damn cute. Felicity glanced at the clock,vowing to wake her up in ten more minutes.

But Oliver…Felicity smirked, goingback over to the rocker and nudging his shoulder. Oliver didn’t budge, so sheshoved him a little harder, “Hey, Sleeping Beauty. Wake up.” She said, softenough that it wouldn’t wake Lydia up.

Oliver still didn’t move, andFelicity huffed. “Damn bed slug,” she murmured. Lydia’s term, not hers.

Felicity climbed on top of him,straddling him and poking his chest again. “Wake up.” She said, “I’m hungry anddinner smells amazing.”

Oliver grunted, pushing her handsaway and she smirked, knowing he could hear her. “Oliver…” She said, moving herhips against his in slow circles.

She bit her lip to keep fromlaughing when his reaction was to raise his eyebrows but keep his eyes closed,still half asleep. She leaned forward, pressing her lips to his bare chest, herhands running smoothly over his shoulders as she moved her lips up his chestand to his neck.

He sighed, “Hello to you to.” Hemumbled, and she giggled, hearing the sleepy, goofy smile she knew was on hisface. She pulled back to see it, and his hands fell to her waist, securing herthere as if he thought she was pulling away.

“Hi.” She said, sprawling her handsacross his chest, covering the hard muscles beneath her fingers.

He opened his eyes, his sleepy gazemeeting hers, and he smiled up at her, so much love and adoration in his eyesthat she could physically feel her heart getting lighter. “Have I told youlately what an amazing father you are?” She leaned in to kiss him, catching himas he glanced at Lydia’s bed.

He chuckled softly against herlips, “I fell asleep.”

“Yes.” She whispered back, pressingher lips to his again, “It was adorable.”

“Felicity Queen, are you hornybecause of how good of a parent I am?”

“Ew, Oliver,” she laughed, “Don’tsay horny.”

“Excited?” He mumbled, pressing hislips to hers again.

“Uh uh.” She shook her head with asmile, brushing her lips against his.

“Hmm… turned on?”

“No.” She laughed, scrunching hernose.

“Aroused?”

“Oh my god, stop.” She kissed himagain, both of them unable to stop the grins on their faces.

He chuckled, “What should I call itwhen I wake up to my wife on top of me in our daughter’s room, kissing my neckand complimenting me?”

“Don’t call it anything,” Sheshrugged, “Just kiss me back.” He smiled, pressing his lips to hers again,deeper this time, and she hummed, feeling completely content. “And next time,you can also tell me that I’m pretty.”

Oliver laughed; a genuine, happy,pure laugh that never got old, eliciting her own whenever she heard it. “Youare beautiful.” He said, gripping her hips and looking into her eyes, “And…Ithink we’d be depriving the world if we didn’t give that beauty back a littlemore. I mean, one kid who looks like you is amazing, but I think the people ofthis planet deserve more.”

Felicity bit her lip, nodding,“Okay.”

He raised an eyebrow, “Wow,” hesaid, “I thought after last week’s meltdown over that broken computer that youwould be a lot harder to convince.”

Felicity rolled her eyes,remembering how Lydia had bawled whenone of Felicity’s computers died for good. She hadn’t even touched it once, butshe found something terribly sad about the loss, and had a complete meltdown.It had taken Felicity almost two hours just to calm her down and tell her thatit was no biggie. She’d made a comment to Oliver about how one of those was enough, pointing to Lydia and frowning.

“Well,” She answered, draping herarms over his shoulders, intertwining her fingers behind his neck and cockingher head to the side, “I’ve been thinking too…that raising another kid to be askind, caring, and passionate as you…wouldn’t be such a bad thing for this worldeither.”

Oliver’s eyes softened, his armsaround her tightening as he shook his head “What did I even do to deserve you?”He asked quietly. She would have rolled her eyes and made a joke about knockingher up, but the look on his face and the tone of his voice made it clear thathe was serious. She shook her head at him, thinking that he couldn’t have beenpaying very much attention if he didn’t see all of the amazing reasons why hedeserved her.

She ran her fingers over his hair,“You keep looking at me like that every day…” she whispered, “And you’ll alwaysdeserve me.”

Oliver nodded, leaning forward tokiss her one more time before they had to wake Lydia up for dinner. “I can dothat.” He mumbled against her lips.

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tag meme :~)

i was tagged once again by @theinvisiblemonsters ty v much <3

a. age: i’m 17 but i turn 18 this year which is absolutely disgusting and should not be allowed to happen

b. birthplace: connecticut, one of the nicer cities too that i wish i actually lived in instead of just being born there but i’m confined to the gross part of ct where there’s absolutely nothing to do

c. current time: 1:36pm as of typing this specific part

d. drink you had last: orange juice, right out of the container like a teen in an original disney movie who’s about to miss the bus

e. easiest person to talk to: all of my best pals! except jam because all our convos are him bullying me and i can’t even tag him in this bc he has me blocked ;(

f. favorite song: ever? cars and telephones by arcade fire. but currentlyyyy idk  mayhaps sound of silence by simon and garfunkel like i said on a previous post only cause i’ve been listening to it a lot since contrapoints latest vid

g. grossest memory: when i got food poisoning at disney world. it was sososo bad, basically any experience where i’m sick is gross to me. otherwise i avoid any experience that will entail dirtiness or grossness. i’m not a germophobe i just hate feeling grimy

i. in love: only with my dog

j. jealous of people: honestly i’m just a really jealous person, i don’t mean to be i just am. i think i handle it good though because even if i am jealous of someone getting a better grade than me or my friends having other friends they could like better, etc etc. i don’t act on it like i don’t let it get me angry and i don’t blame it on other people, i’m aware it’s just my own personality flaw

the letter k got lost in the void rip in peace

l. love at first sight or should i walk by again: i don’t really believe in love at first sight, just ‘owo that person is cute’ but whatever happens happens

m. middle name: it’s celeste, i just go by it :^)

n. number of siblings: technically 3 i guess? i have two older brothers who are the same age, one on my dad’s side and one on my mom’s, but with the one on my dad’s side we didn’t even know of each others existence until i was 14 and we didn’t meet until i was 15. even now we don’t talk but he’s not a bad dude. so it really just feels like it’s my older brother on my mom’s side, me, and then my little sister

o. one wish: just to get through my entire college experience with good grades and hopefully the rest will fall into place

p. person you last called: if you look at my call logs it literally only calls from my mom or unknown callers/people tryna scam. i hate calling people and try to exclusively text

q. question you’re usually asked: “so why do you go by celeste instead of your first name?” that’s the main one, my reply is usually that i like it more which is true but also it’s a name that’s feminine and masculine (though normally it’s used as a girls name) so that’s why i prefer it over my very feminine first name

r. reading anything right now: currently 1984 by george orwell for english class and also animorphs kinda because my friend has been talking about it and i wanted to see what was up

s. song you last sang: stayin’ alive by the bee gees dhfadjkfds

t. time you woke up: 12pm, i skipped school bc i was tired ;( 

u. underwear color: black, when you’re emo everything you wear has gotta be black, thems the rules

v. vacation destinations: anywhere my friends are so florida, texas, georgia, canada, etc etc. but otherwise i wanna go to greece or maybe france so i can apply all these years of french classes

w. when was the last time you really laughed: i dunno, probably when i was texting my pals last night or the night before bc they make me laugh. that or from a meme/youtube video in the past week. there’s probably been a more recent one that i laughed at but the one that first comes to mind is THIS  fuckin video oh my god it’s so funny i think about it everyday

x. x-rays: the only times i’ve gotten x-rays are when they do it on my teeth at the dentists idk if those really count. it usually ends in them telling me i need braces and me going yeah totally then never getting them

y. your favorite food: idk it changes everyday, if i’m not really craving a certain food or type of it then it’s hard to me to eat anything else which is not a good trait to have as someone who’s poor and has to eat what’s given to them but honestly i rly just like sweet junk food (that is until i eat too much of it and then it switches to needing savory stuff)

z. zodiac sign: libra, but i don’t fit the stereotype at all

tagging: literally just anyone, i h8 tagging ppl cause it makes me feel annoying even though it’s not annoying but if you wanna do this then do it and feel free to tag me in it this is my guarantee that it will not annoy me ok bye

[angel-nero]

11 questions...

I was tagged by @pureren @zaevran @glaspaladin @z-ayauitl and @kcgane ty so much !!! ♥

RULES: 1. Always post the rules 2. Answer the questions given by the person who tagged you 3. Write 11 questions of your own 4. Tag 11 people

my questions…

1. what’s the worst piece of clothing you own?

2. what’s the coolest piece of uh fashion that is so cool you can’t even wear to go out? lol

3.- what book have you read that you feel it has been the worst?

4.- What’s the healthiest meal you actually like?

5.- do you love keith kogane? (or vld keith lmfao what u prefer to use)

6.- something paranormal ever happened to you? if yea, what?

7.- do you get jealous easily? with who? (friends, popular ppl, talented ppl, the s/m)

8.- what’s the cutest thing you own?

9.- what are your favorite crisps?

10.- do you have a favourite drink?

11.- can you tell im hungry? what hobby you wish you liked or wish you did?

i tag: @kukinta​ @kittyr0se​ @heirith​ @liesfromsatansbuttcheeks​ @sheith-love-always​ @acequeenm​ @blessedkeith​ @lukaspatel​ @ke1th​ @ace-pidge​ @keith8​ but only if you want to!

TESSA’SS AND!! TAMI’S QUESTIONS1!!!

1.  Do you connect with people easily?

mmm, I don’t becos im a very quiet person and can be w u w/o talking at all and I get overwhelmed by convos I don’t care about also it’s kinda hard to win my trust and also interest lol. I’m nice tho, i mite not be enjoying myself but i’ll forev b nice w u.  

2. Did something good happen to you this week?

uH yeah, i’m doing things to improve my health, i did my uni exam, im frEE, i finally don’t have to go to rEliGIoUs classes aNYMORE and UH,,, i got a diet to win weight and its cool i get to eat ESQUITE LMFAO. i will see my bffs in friday and i have browney mix there i should bake but im lazy

3. What’s the personality trait that annoys you most in other people?

When people pretend to like something just 2 b friends w someone or ME, do you know we can be total dif and maybe still b friends if u cOOL. Ass kissers, hypocrisy, LIES LOL. I don’t like fake ppl at all.

4. If you could participate in any existing tv reality show, which one would you choose?

The ones where they change ur style and buy clothes for u 2 love urself and do ur hair and make up and buy u xpensive undies. I loved that crap when i was in secondary school lmao

5. What’s something you’re insecure about?

That I can’t be in one place without wanting tofuckin run, the fact that i can’t eat w ppl at all, that i have to go to the fucken gYM

6. What’s your favourite way to hang out with friends?

:’)) well,,, i go to my bff’s house or they come. If im fine then walk around my neighborhood cus it’s nice ahaha anxiety am i rite. oKAY, even if i get anxiety i like ice skating, or roller skating, i have a lot of fun. My friend want us to go to this pixies concert and im like :(( boo i love u

7. What’s your favourite fic trope?

lol idk,,,,, pining? mutual pining? no pining and they getting to know therngs im melttin sTOP idk…… it depends on whAT shIP. I just know i’ll read any fake dating of my otp. idk idk duuuude i legit don kno. It’s not a trope but i love crunchy feelings, showefjsid fksjnj its hard to talk about this im sOrry

8. What’s the most embarrassing thing you’ve liked in the past?

hahahahahaha my crush

9. What do you consider to be the best period of your life?

When I was 14. I went to parties more than i go to them now lol, i drank and smokkd w who where my best friends back theN i know it’s whack. we used to go to roller skate? all the damn time and did sleepovers and everything was funny, we practically lived together and my friend that was 16 drove us to places lmao,, everything was so good. but like, dont imagine me too wild i only smokd like 5 cigs in my life and hookah and we even broke one.

10. What do you consider to be the worst period of your life?

mpghgg, when i turned 15,,, in the middle of it everythin went to shit to the actual date. But im trying to change that

11. How did you meet your best friend?

I met her,,,, 11 years ago. Look, I usually have best friends in pack. I have 3 bffs at the moment, one of them sat next to me in 2nd year of primary school. IDK how i got to actually know my absolute bff tho but we did a lot of weird shit. we also met in the same classroom and she was my bff back then. The third one was also a frind but not so much during those years. Later i changed of classrooms and shit and bonded more when I was 14 w 6 friends and those r i did crazy shit w but we got separated and stopped talkin and they invited me to the club a week before my uni exam but i was high on meds and sick af. and never replied also going to meet em again at the club makes me nervous af tbH…. I have had a lot of super close friends in my life wTf. In my new school i have also 7 friends that r super close.And we’re also a pack of bffs. I actually had a hard time to use the word bestfriend lol, not bc of me havin a lot or anythin, i was just emo i guess

BEX’S QUESTIONS YOo

1. What’s the strangest nickname you’ve ever been given?

:))))))))))))))))))))))))) gabhole, gabaloney, TETI THAT SOUNDS LIKE TITTY. now ft Aztec secret 

2. Do you like to gossip?

UMMMMMM,, i dont like to listen to another ppl judging someone, I hate it and i normally tell them to stop. it depends i guess

3. Are you afraid of the dark? um,,, no but i dont like it lol

4.Have you ever been stung by a bee?

no, but i steppeddd on one. I also was pickin a tree and till this day i dont knoW wTF it was but i had something big in my middle finger and it fucken hurt like a bitch and i had A BALL on it UGHHHHH I HATE BUGS

Bigfoot or mothman? fucking none

Do you trust anyone with your life? i mean, idk

Do you have any habits you wish you could break? yEAH, to stop tweeting my mental breakdowns is one lmao. 

Would you go ghost/alien hunting? 

both tbh, who wants to break into abandoned houses w me, i live in front of one,,, i mean not so infront but in the row of houses infront of me lmao english whO? dude rosetta stoned by tool is my aesthetic, alien stuff. bex listen to it pls

Best pickup line? (you’ve heard or used on you/you’ve used)

u r the best chair *proceeds to sit on em* keith to shiro probably

Mint or fruit gum?

I dont like gum much cos it makes me hungry or thirsty. I also drink too much soda to fuck w mint stuff :(( say that to the mints i bought lol :( i only eat halls or gum bc im nerves w ppl so they stopped bein a thing i enjoy for me lol. i do that since im like,,, uh,,, idK 15. it fuckd my stomach

What do you want to be remembered for?

I mean if I have to pick and b unrealistic, for art maybe,,, or for the thing i end up working with, like architecture or somethin. Art, def art cus i like art so much

ZURI’S QUESTIONS!!!

1.-if you had to chose one thing to eat for the rest of your life what would it be? 

I MEAN THIS QUESTION IS THE DEVIL I GET TIRED OF EVERYTHING TO THE POINT I DONT WNAN EAT ANYTHING I WILL JUST IGNORE IT SSAYS ONE AND SAY MEXICAN FOOD

2.- what are you most afraid of? Mental illnes and being ill and living 

3.- do you have a favorite place to visit?

I mean,,,, i love walking in the center? centre? of my city bc is like going to another place. Is also fucking Cuba in there. Everyone says that, my dad asked a cuban marine he met if it was true and he said it was ‘’ the fackin same’’ So its like,,, travelling in time and places. also the beach and the port.

4.- what type of weather you enjoy the most?

I need the sun, otherwise i get sad… i like cloudy w sun. I just like to go out in the afternoon tho lol so like,,, sun pls so the sky can turn pinkish

5.- do you have a rare ability like dislocating your thumb or moving your eyes really fast?

i move my tongue real real fast and also can do the cherry knot thing and uh i can like, be aberrantly stupid too. hey but dont fuk w me and bother me 4 bein stupid, i will fist fite u and i mite b stupid but i will also mite think u r stupid if i don like u so fuk off. Dam,,, i get like, bothered so easy LOL like, think u r better than me and i’ll fist fite u LMFAO WHY THO I SUK, but like, if not bothered, i think of everyone as my equal… wow this was not the question

6.- do you think it would be easier to create one universal lenguage or an accurate translator? nO… dont delete culture like that,,, an accurate translator mite come in handy u kno but like, some languages have words that don’t exist in others so like :-/

7.- is there something that soothes you no matter what? um no i wish

8.- favorite piece of clothing? boots and thights

9.- is there a song stuck in your head right now? YEAH dig down by muse i love it, every1 says it sUCLks but i can’t stop listenin to it

10.- why is your favorite animal your favorite animal? i don play favs but i love the honey badger bc of this pleas fuckin watch it and THIS

11.- morning person or late riser? Oh,, i cant wake up to save my life so late riser

SUNNY’S QUESTIONS!!!

1. do you have any plushies? a LOT but im like,,, they r in my wardrobe and i luv em but like,,, they’re all gifts,,, did u kno one of my past bffs bought me a dino for christmas?

2. have you ever walked out the cinema before? 

Yeah, i love drive’s aesthetic and Ryan gosling a lot but is SO boring so idk if my friends and I got kicked out or we prefered to get out to talk haha. 

3. if you could have a mascot what would it be and why?

A CHINCHILLA, they’re a irl pokemon and they r so cUTE

4. what would your theme song be? kool thing, sonic youth maybe or is she weird by pixies. All Over the world by pixies too lol

5. do you have any phrases or sayings you find yourself coming back to often? not really, im so bad at remembering sayings and quotes

6what’s the nearest object to your right? a book called azul by ruben dario

7. would you rather live in the big city or out in the middle of nature? 

Big city forever. I love high? buildings a lot. I dont do that well in the rural life lmao 

8. are you working on any creative projects right now (fic/art/music/photography/ect) Nope at all and das sad cus i should b doing art lmao

9. what’s your favourite movie score? idk what is score… but the soundtrack of trainspotting is one of my favs… oh but score… aghgsdhaj any tarantino movie tbh or wes anderson movie… or before I disappear or demolition oR southpaw or the girl w the dragon tattoo

10. i say vol you say….? uuhhhhh,,,,,  vol….tron??? (ICONIC, I MELT, I LVOE HIM)