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nomairuins · 26 days
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i like overthink everything now it makes me feel so dumb. i used 2 be able to just talk 2 ppl but nowadays every single thing im like Is that actually going to make them hate me. Yes probably. and then i just dont respond which makes ppl hate me. this is how it is
#ive been overthinking 1 light and casual mildly funny response to something but im worried itll come off as disrespectful and dismissive And#make me seem stupid and uncaring all at the same time. and also be seen as insulting. but like idt itd be insulting right like. im not#saying what it is so ig for all you guys know im like I mean if i say All your shit suck ball and i hateit kys. <- thats not the thing i was#going to say#like it doesnt matter now the window for response is closed now but i feel stupid bc i shouldve just said it it was light and casual. im so#bad at keeping convos gojng im convinced im not going to survive. In like a light and casual way like in a He will not make it through the#winter joke way. dw. im not going to do anything bc i had One failed interaction. if i was going to do anythjng itd be bc of the 8000000#other failed interactions. But im not. anyways. it just makes me feel so useless 😭 like i want to respond i want to talk to ppl so bad but#i feel like i mess things up Irreparably every time i speak OR i take too LONG overthinking my response and then i just cant respond bc its#been too long and then its been 3 years and the only messages ive ever sent r my intro message and 1 message 2 years ago that nobody#responded to at all. or the conversation stopped immediately after. and like i used to be better at this i was lkke. talkative in a couple#muts servers like. i talked 2 ppl daily in those servers and i had fun and like. I was an important part of the group and i felt like it#but i just feel like such an outsider for Everything and its literally my fault bc i cant just like. Talk. The explosion. bc im always like#im gonna try im gonna do it this time im gonna get it back im going to finally be Good connor and im going to fix it all and make a Good#solid friend group and ill find HEALTHY LOVE and i wont selfsabotage and ill move out and have a job and ill balance it well and ill start#all my hobbies and ill have a great routine and be so loveable and on top of it and not stressed and content and happy and roll with the#punches and then theres a single hiccup and im like Well fuckinf whatever im going to be an unemployed hermit forever and im going to die b4#im 25 anyways so Who cares and also im digging a little hole for myself. and its like. AUGHH ik i just have to persevere and overcome but#even saying that feels so stupid its not fucking hard its Talking to ppl. like. i literally if ive ever said a word to you i had to think#avt it and strategize how to respond right even for like. like. it makes it sound like its not genuine it is#like for example i want to say hey i love your art! but then i freak out and im like thats not normal thats like a rly generic comment they#hear that all the time theyll thjnk im being polite and my brains like hrmmm rewrite Your art changed my life. It shaped me. Ill never be#the same. Nad im like ok too far overcorrected go back and the sentence generator is like Your art has colors 💯 like. GOD. WHY IS IT SO#difficult. and then usually i either just dont say anythinf and feel awful abt it 4ever OR i send it on anon and then i spend like 15#minutes ibsessively slightly tweaking the apelling and capitalization and punctuation to make sure it doesnt seem like its me just in case#it Is the worst possible thing to say but then i see the response and itll be like AWWW TYSM :] THIS MEANS A LOT or whathaveyou and i feel#stupid bc i couldve just Told them this to their face and it wouldve been a good positive interaction we had. but instead i had 2 hide and#tyoe entirely differently so they couldnt sniff me from my typing style. and it soesnt even feel like the thanks is actually 4 me bc i#tweaked the message sm. and it still makes me happy that the oersons hapoy but its like. that couldve been a nice mutual interaction#like not that i need a personal ty i compliment ppl when i Want to compliment ppl and when its genuine yk. i dont do it so i get mutualpoint
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wyn0rrific · 1 month
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Well, which type of dolly lifestyle fits Vitus the most? Princess? Bimbo barbie like style? Maybe even the monster high student?
Second, does anyone outside knows of second side of Vitus and Fulgrim relationship...how do they think of it?
hmm *hasn't really thought of that before*
vitus is definitely fulgrim's little prince, he enjoys being cared for and having fulgrim dress him up and pose him as you would with, persay, a ball jointed doll.
fulgrim definitely creates paintings of his dolly, his little muse *sighs dreamily*
to answer the second question i've been wanting to add other characters into this au (a certain man with iron hands perhaps?) but during school they try to keep their relationship hidden due to vitus' fear of judgement (it doesn't bother fulgrim at all as he understands both of them have separate reputations to hold).
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they also dont really do dolly time outside of their home (but occasionally vitus will slip into a halfway point where fulgrim can dress him up a little bit to go run errands/etc). i thought about writing a short lil thing where they try to attend a club of some sort or involve another person (cough ferrus cough) but im unsure as to how I'd write it
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ari !! ari i hope u are doing so so amazing n vibing and living ur best life, i feel like i haven’t been interacting as much these days so i wanted to stop by n say hi!! :] and hmmm ive yet to read your best friend’s brother fic but it made me wanna think of an unrequited love between best friend!satoru and you where satoru is the one down horrendous instead (and perhaps you’re already spoken for.. mayb with sugu…. this is totally not ari-specific bait) i would love to hear your thoughts on our special little loverboy not being loved back in the ways he wants so bad )): 🫶🏼 side note if i think abt this pining bestie!gojo too much i get so sad i fear he’d never get over that crush on you even if you were already married to someone else… 💔💔💔💔
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LOGAN !!!!! ^ this is me @ you rn……. i am kissing you and biting you gently <33333
I’M DOING PRETTY WELL… flowers r starting to bloom over here which is so nice !!! i’m just kind of waiting for summer ….. i have so many fic ideas that i wanna get to but not enough time :’3 not to mention my neglected tbr………
bUT overall i’m doing well!!! i hope it’s the same for you!!!!! it’s so sweet of u to drop by sniffle…. but pls don’t ever feel pressured to !! i saw that post you made a couple days ago n pls just know there’s never any pressure or obligation for you to interact often and stuff!!!! i’m always happy to speak to you whenever, so there’s never any rush <33 (i totally get it too… i’m pretty sure i have the online status thing turned off which takes off a lot of that pressure so!! i recommend doing that if you haven’t already <33)
BUT OKOK. onto the good stuff!!!! logan…. this probably doesn’t come as too much of a surprise considering the fic i posted but . i rlly love the unrequited love trope!!! >:3 i used to be the biggest sucker for hanahaki aus…. still am……. i need to write smth on it at some point bc i think it’s one of the best things ever created (and it’s perfect for toru let’s be real… the flower symbolism)….. SO. scenarios like this are very appealing to me!! and with bestie!satoru too…….. i have many thoughts >:33 let’s see how long i manage to stay coherent hehe
FIRST OF ALL. the ari specific bait…… you little weasel (affectionate) OK BUT . the fact that it’s Suguru in Particular changes a lot i think. i’ll circle back to that later tho trust 🙏
okay so. overall!! and i’d love to know your thoughts on this logan….. i firmly believe that satoru is the type to love one single person for the rest of his life. he never moves on from them. once someone has earned his love and nestled their way into his heart they’re there to stay. (and i’d argue that it’s kinda supported by canon yk… satoru hanging on to his memories of youth/suguru no matter how much time passes :’3)… so!! yeah!!! i definitely think he’d stay in love with his bestie forever, even if he knew fully well his feelings wouldn’t be returned. that’s just my take though!!!
i thinkkkk the tricky part is just. how satoru feels about it. a part of me wants to say that he handles it decently, that he’s happy just to be around you… but i think it’s also natural for him to feel a little empty about it all. bc he truly is!! a loverboy!!! deep down he yearns so badly for intimacy :(((( satoru is just such a pro at isolating himself and i think it gets worse in this kind of scenario. he loves you but does keep a certain distance i think…. to make it easier for himself and also so he doesn’t mess anything up for you. but he can never keep himself away for too long……
ok so we’re circling back to sugu now. i think satoru would handle the situation a lot better if suguru and you were together. my stsg-infested brain just can’t imagine an au where he isn’t at least a little bit in love with suguru…. and i think seeing two people he loves and trusts with all his heart be together doesn’t bother him nearly as much as it would have if you were with a random third party. there’s this One quote i like from . um….. a voice actor. of a character. in… ohshc 👉👈 AND I JUST THINK IT FITS IN THIS SCENARIO OK…….. :’3
I think Kyoya is very much in love with Tamaki and with Haruhi. He’s very much in love with the both of them. And I think it matures to a point where he would much prefer to see the both of them together than him with either one. Because they make more sense together than he makes with anybody else.
i think that’s sort of how he’d feel!!! there’s a kind of maturity there that satoru has imo. and since he’s so close to both of you, he doesn’t have to worry about being pushed out of your life (which might be his biggest worry in a scenario where you’re together with a random third party)…… so. yeah!!! would it be angsty? yes ofc. but i rlly do see satoru as a mature character, and also often selfless!!! he just respects you and your choices so much :(((
……….. what i will say. is that if you happened to get together with someone who didn’t treat you well. he would Shut That Shit Down instantly <3333 we love angry protective satoru !!!!!!!!
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tidaltow · 1 month
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arranged on the table before Percy was a vibrant assortment of beach-themed treasures; mismatched shells strung together to make a chunky necklace, dried sea stars in various sizes, & a few lucky sand dollars made up the bundle. however, the ‘beach’ element wasn’t the only consistent thing across all the items, for Ari ( with the help of a few other kind demigods aboard the Argo II ) had carefully painted each one a different shade of blue. Ari looked up at Percy with twinkling, excited eyes, hoping he would love his special birthday gift.
“ha … happy merry birthday, Pissy!” Ari said brightly, holding onto the edge of the table to keep herself stable as she jovially bounced on her toes. “fff … for you!”
@earthssprout || “belated” bday shenanigans (bc winnie sent this in on time but i'm slow so it's on me asdjgjk)
So, look, kids Percy's age had typically “grown out” of themed gifts.
Y'know, for example, how a pretty decent percentage of little girls apparently had a “horse girl phase” that all their parties had to be centered around, but they eventually moved on (Would Ari ever have one of those?); or how your favorite color was practically a personality trait (along with your favorite food, whether you liked cats or dogs [never both; unacceptable], what team you rooted for in literally any sport [ . . . but that extended to the adults, too]). Thing is, at some point, a kid's interests became a bit more complex than just “dog goes woof, so I obsess over dog” . . .
Or, okay, “Mom started making everything blue just to spite my dumb step-dad, so now I obsess over the color blue.” Or, “Yeah, my dad's the sea god, so my entire personality needs to be surfer boy chic.”
See, good thing “Percy” and “typical” weren't on the same page. (And the alphabet wasn't changing anytime soon to alter that.)
When he saw the assortment of gifts laid out across the table, he might as well have been living his best “horse girl” dreams, thriving in the “Yes, my favorite color is blue and I'm owning it” vibes, basking in the “I'm the son of Poseidon” spotlight. But maybe what really sold the whole thing, what really made it all the more special, was seeing the excited little girl who went to all the trouble to do this for him.
Yeah. That had to be it. That had to be why Percy found himself grinning like he was in the middle of a sugar high after too much cake. (He hoped that'd be the literal case soon.)
“Whoa, seriously? Did you do all of this?” Percy was pretty sure she couldn't have. (But he was also pretty sure he was prone to underestimating her.) He'd happily give her all the credit, either way. “That's so cool. Everything turned out amazing.” And he spent a few moments rolling the painted seashells over in his fingers, eventually donning that necklace as proudly as if it bore his beads from camp.
While he continued to fiddle with one of the cowrie shells—ignoring that the weight of everything on the necklace wasn't exactly distributed evenly—Percy wandered over to Ari's side. His free hand extended around her little shoulders, tugged her against his hip in half of a hug. “Thanks, Ari. I mean it,” he said. “These shells are officially the best I've ever seen.”
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C1 for two of your OCs (whichever is most likely to start shit and whichever is most likely to lose their temper about it)
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Wanted to draw sth that wasn't a couple this time, so i went with early game June and Cass xd They got on amazing
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mobius-m-mobius · 8 months
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Hi. I just want to say I’m circling the drain with you when it comes to the “let time pass” scene and also offer the idea that Mobius finds comfort in the passage of time the way people find comfort standing in a warm breeze of air because if he’s just standing still, if Mobius focuses on the minutes ticking away he can sort of feel Loki around him, feel the way his magic wraps around the seconds like it covered each timeline, and in those quiet, still moments they’re together…
Hey there! Thanks so much for the ask because as much as falling into tragedy over the finale is still consuming my every waking moment I'm definitely also clinging to anything and everything that could possibly offer Mobius and Loki both a little comfort over their (hopefully very temporary) situation.
Since Loki can at least see and hear Mobius now that he's on the timeline it's lovely to think the reverse could somehow be true to a lesser extent as well and the green/gold light bathing him is an indicator he's choosing to stand still in order to keep feeling Loki's presence in some way? Not to mention time passing is the only way they have a chance to find their way back to each other again so hopefully we get to see the steps along the way 😔💖
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mrfartpowered · 2 months
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GHi. hi. i juist wanted to say that u've been one of my fave accounts even before i made my sideblog HEHE finding u was awesome because i thought the rc9gn fandom was dead TGANK U FOR SAVING ME FROM THE LACK OF RC9GN CONTENT
WAAAHAHA THIS IS SUCH A SWEET ASK 😭🫶🫶🫶
I cannot explain how much it means to me to hear stuff like this, it’s truly been so much fun running this blog and interacting w people 🥺🥺🥺. oh my god I love fandom so much. I love sharing this specific type of joy AUGHH
the fandom is DEF not dead if I have anything to say abt it hehehe !!! between digging up old fanworks and sharing new ones, I’m just gonna keep on shoveling coal into this train engine :33 thanks for coming along on the ride !!!!
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igbylicious · 1 month
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Heyy hust wanted to ask if you take requests? I LOVED vamp!san😞💕
ahhh i’m happy you loved him, thankyou! (♡°▽°♡) but generally speaking i don’t take requests, sorry ^^;;
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ahogedetective · 2 months
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dress up: your muse helps my muse get ready by doing their hair/makeup since they cannot see themselves in the mirror. ~ Kiko <3
Let them help each other damnit I def have to tackle my drafts out other vampy one is somewhere in there XD
{ vampire inspired prompts ! }
With them being unable to see themselves in the mirror, Shuichi and Kiko were each other's 'mirrors', essentially. Kiko would make sure Shuichi's hair and clothes look presentable, while he does the same for her.
Right now, he was carefully brushing her hair. Thankfully it was a completely cloudy day, so sunlight wasn't going to be as much of a problem for them. "Ah, is there a particular way you wanted to wear your hair, today? Like keeping it down, or in a ponytail? Or braided? As long as you still bring your parasol with you, you will not have to worry about needing a hat for this weather..."
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Since otherwise, it would be hard to do most hairstyles with a hat on. He's even been studying fashion magazines to get a better idea on how to properly brush and style women's hair for her, too..
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timothylawrence · 10 months
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Hello! I see you're a big fan of Wyll and enjoy seeing someone love Wyll so much<3 Anyway I'm wondering if you're playing this game on your pc, because if you're interested this mod that gives a Wyll long hair. I love it, so I thought you might too!
haii!!! thank you!! i love wyll sm and im glad ppl love him too!!!
I do play on PC but i dont play with mods bcus it makes my game unbearable :(!!! I LOVE that long hair mod sm tho every pic and gif ive seen of him in it is sooo.... <333
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plantboy-typhoon · 10 months
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Trigun, but Vash is having a regular day for once and he comes across this visual novel in a shoddy little bookstore on the edge of town. And he’s curious about it, the cover is eye catching and he picks it up and reads it. And he’s so intrigued about the trials and tribulations the main character goes through. His eyes go wide at certain shocking events, he finds himself becoming emotional at the rough parts and he cries when the sad parts tug at his heart. But when he main character smiles in that one panel, that one panel off in the corner of the page he finds himself staring at it for a long time. It warms his heart. He finds himself sitting in that shop for most of the day just reading and reading, flipping page after page. He wants to know more about this character. He wants to imagine the little things about them. He wishes he could know them better. And that main character…is you. In your world.
ANON THIS IS SO CUTE HEY WHAT THE HELL!!!!!!!!
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pummelingbat · 5 months
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Ay! You asked for a ask so:
When did the Reanimator Brainrot TM started to get you?
Also, do you have a favorite headcannon??
Anyways, your art is absolutely phenomenal, hoping that the Dolar value drops before the zine is sold out
Hope you have a great day!!
this is such a sweet ask, thank you so much 😭 🫶
my journey to Re-Animator started with Star Trek: Deep Space Nine & i just went down the Jeffrey Combs pipeline of Weyoun -> Herbert, ahaha. i actually think this specific fic is what really cemented him in my brain as a character with a lot of potential that i'd be interested to explore, too. movies are some of the most rewarding things to make transformative work around, i think. because they aren't allowed much narrative breathing room, you end up with a lot of really interesting gaps to expand on... it's so fun to explore.
as for favorite headcanons, this is very small but i personally like to think that Herbert drinks diet soda because he's very conscious of his dental hygiene, hehehe. the idea that it's the one thing he cares enough about to make a habit of regularly maintaining is cute to me for some reason.
re: my book: thank you so much ;;_>;; / ... i am so sorry the exchange rate is not good!!!! i've been there before... i will definitely be putting a digital version up after the physical copies go out, so if nothing else it will at least be available for you to read. 🫶🫶 i hope YOU have a good day.
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illholy · 6 months
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Send 🙏 for my muse to kneel in front of yours [ little mo]
█ 𝒑𝒓𝒐𝒎𝒑𝒕𝒔 𝒊'𝒗𝒆 𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒈𝒐𝒕𝒕𝒆𝒏 ,   little mo . ⤿ @fvkit.
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⸻ Judith receives him tenderly, in all mathron sympathy poignant with a frail love for her long-lost son, but she's no mother and he is no son of hers, but no matter, she's willing to play pretend even if he were nameless, even if she were entirely insignificant to him.    ❛❛ Did you mistake me for someone ? ❜❜ She assumes, cups his face between the palm of her hands to gently squeeze. Judith examines his face for a long moment, into the unfamiliarity of his blonde strands of hair and unassuming modesty. Ah, would she be able to remember someone like him ?   ❛❛ I don't think I know you, but . . . ❜❜
A pause then, a smile easing into her face, and she feels her heart ever so flutter in elation.   ❛❛ but it's very nice to meet you. ❜❜
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  ❛❛ Ah, would you like to kneel elsewhere ? Y ou can come with me if you want, I promise to keep you safe. ❜❜
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girlie pop take a break for as long as you need we can wait
here’s some Oscar for u ❤️💖✨
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Aw thank you so much, I really appreciate it 🥺💖
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mobius-m-mobius · 3 months
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Do you know anything about when the new season of Grace is airing? It didn't start in the spring like usual and there's hardly any info about the show :(
Hey there anon! 😊 Apologies as I don't have a lot of info outside of S4 airing this fall but if it helps I'm pretty sure there are weekly episode drops starting early on Britbox, possibly July 2nd?
Still no ITV date though and I've got no clue why this season is delayed since they wrapped on time last year and the next is filming on schedule now 🤔 Hope you get a concrete date soon!
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pinchan · 1 year
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your art inspires me to make art :) i was having a hard time drawing & was able to again after seeing your most recent comic!
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oagghhghhh im so happy to know that thank u for sending this.......
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