#unabletosleep

[stvrrlau]

𝙜𝙤 𝙩𝙤 𝙨𝙡𝙚𝙚𝙥.

⤷⤷ 𝐢𝐧 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐜𝐡 beomgyu just wants to sleep, but you have different ideas.

𝘱𝘢𝘪𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨.ᐟ sleepy!sweet!beomgyu⋆unabletosleep!fem!reader

𝘵𝘺𝘱𝘦.ᐟ drabble, fluffy fluff, sweetness, cuteeee, beomgyu just wants to sleep with you in his arms, reader just keeps talking

𝘴𝘵𝘷𝘳𝘳𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘦𝘴.ᐟ hey guys!! school soon....... 🥀🥀🥀 ts pmo icl fr fr but ANYWAYS PLS ENJOY THIS DRABBLE WHILE I TRY THINK OF A GOOD LONGER FANFIC 💔💔 sigh i'm sorry guys REBLOGS+LIKES+COMMENTS APPRECIATED!!!!! wrd count۶ৎ 442

YN

i stared at the digital clock, the bright neon words “01 : 27” staring back at me.

i sighed.

why was sleep so hard?

well, maybe because of the thousands of questions currently racing through my head.

these questions weren’t really important, just those kinds of questions you wished you never came up with because you knew you would never find the answer you were looking for.

unless.

maybe beomgyu had the answers i was looking for.

i felt his warm breath on the back of my neck, his arms wrapped firmly around my waist as he muttered something in his sleep.

“...gyu,” i whispered, holding my breath.

no response.

“beomgyu.”

a hum. progress.

“why do people fall out of love when it’s meant to last forever?” i asked, tracing slow circles onto his hand, “what do you think? would you ever fall out of love with me?”

maybe i shouldn’t have asked a question with such deep connotations at nearly one thirty in the morning, but i couldn’t sleep. i needed answers. answer which beomgyu would provide me with.

he grunted, as if disagreeing with my words.

“never.” he mumbled, his words slightly muffled as he pressed his face further against the back of my neck, his warm breath sending a shiver down my spine.

“people fall out of love because they aren’t in deep enough.” he continued, “which is why i would never fall out of love with you. you’re mine. forever.”

at his words, i felt my cheeks heat up slightly, my heart racing, as i had a stupid, giddy smile on my face.

“you mean it?”

“of course i mean it.” he murmured, pulling me closer, “now baby—” yawn, “can we please leave the existential questions for another time? i want to sleep..” he mumbled, nuzzling his face into the crook of my neck, causing me to giggle.

i hummed, listening to his breathing, his chest rising and falling in a rhythm.

just as i was about to drift off, something else popped into my head.

"do you think...if i trained hard enough, i could beat a goose in a fistfight?"

beomgyu’s soft breathing stopped for a moment, eyes cracked open, half-asleep and confused.

“what..?”

"you heard me."

a pause. a sigh. "honestly, you might need sleep more than me.."

"but seriously. goose or no goose, i think i could win."

"you're not even strong enough to open a jam jar without me."

"...that was one time."

[workaholic02]

[diakko-over-sleep]

Finally~! After two years of hesitation I managed to publish this first chapter in one of my favourite ideas. A Diakko fic set in a version of Hyrule inspired by LWA and some of my favourite Zelda games. Instead of having puzzle-filled temples, it will have arcs, starting with the Forest Arc. ;) It is a heavily decorated AO3 fic where I use pretty much every option I have with work skins to make it look (I hope) better and cooler. I added as a little gimmick (which should be subtle if you'd rather not look at it) a health HUD with Zelda-style hearts to indicate how well Akko is doing in her adventure. A lot of work also went into making this interactive "parallax" illustration I made for the start of this first arc. I plan on making a new one for each arc, adding a new twist to each one. I hope you'll enjoy reading/watching and please leave comments! I know my story may break the mold in some unintended ways either for the LoZ universe or the LWA universe and for that I'm sorry to whoever it bothers, but please don't go too hard on me for this, I'm doing my best. ❤️ -Sleepy (unableToSleep) [AO3] Legend of Diana Chapter 1: Fetch Quest [JsF] Forest Arc Interactive Illustration

[lwa-but-gay]

HEY NERDS GO AND READ THIS NEW DIAKKO SOULMATE FIC !!! I always usually post what Im reading but I haven’t in a while but this is the newest one. Go read it or perish

I will link it below but it’s in AO3 and it’s written really well! If u don’t I will personally eat ur fridge.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/23737486

[preciousari]

This is what happens when you've taken a 3 hour nap, late in the day .... #NotSleepyAtAll #UnableToSleep #SleepHasPassedMeBy #NoMoreNapsDuringTheDay #WhereIsTheSandmanWhenYouNeedHim (at Dutch Village, South Carolina)

[gizmoman]

The Best Way Forward?

So its nearly 6 in the AM, and I simply can’t sleep. More so I’m having to face that my life has entered a rut, and that my efforts to try to make progress on a daily basis again aren't working. This would be so much easier, if I did not quite feel like I had to do it all on my own. 

I think there is only so much you can do by yourself though. If you don’t have people in your life that understand you, and support you on a daily basis its hard to find opportunities to advance. My family though, is either too busy or incapable of understanding me.  My friends are either just as busy, unable to put up with my failures (I think. Thus avoiding me because I am toxic), or not confident enough to in themselves to be any assistance. 

So rather than continue to complain, I’m going to try to describe my ideal way forward if the support was there. Basically ideally I’d have an exercise, programming, writing buddy, someone I can work with/bounce ideas off on a regular basis without feeling like I am burdening them. 

Unfortunately, my past attempts at such support have failed. I've just never had anyone in my life for whatever reason that I could depend on like that, or anyone that was that committed to me. 

I don’t fault anyone for this, we all have our limits of understanding and capabilities. I just know that I've suffered from to put it simply, a lack of social interaction almost all my life. We are social creatures after all, and yet somehow I've failed to find a place socially. Kind of sure, and kind of was enough at one time. Kind of kept me alive, but beyond that I just don’t know. 

I think the most hurtful narrative we've all been told is that you are weak, and somehow a failed human being if you can’t survive on your own and just somehow become an adult without all these social experience I’ve simply not had. I think the most capable of us, did not happen in a vacuum. There was a supportive social structure. 

I think we need to stop thinking of people as just existing as they are at their best or worst entirely on their own. Or that that is at all possible. There are many forces that enable/disable people to become the people they are. Racism, sexism, white privilege, etc. 

So to be frank, the science doesn’t support this myth. Yet its a prevalent idea especially in the United States. 

[heynowwhatsthatgravityonyourface]

1;32 am and having to be up at 7;30 am... The struggle is real folks >.<