#unfollowing her on stuff even tho i don’t want to like cause drama or whatever. but yeah. just um. having a sad day :(

[munamania]

:( i looked her spotify again and she’s been listening to love songs. sorry for making myself miserable on purpose. again

[zumpietoo]

I was checking what blogs i unfollowed the last couple of months, you know, cause i thought maybe i made a mistake and i misunderstood them. But nope, i did the right thing. For example bc-jh22. I was a fan of this blog and it’s owner. They were cute, not involved too much with drama, supporting bughead and cole and lili as individuals (after the break up). I’m not a lili fan and definitely not a bughead fan now, but this blog was respectful of my fav and his personal/professional life. And then boom! The moment lili posted that shading bs about “men don’t respect their bisexual gfs” insinuating that maybe cole didn’t support her sexuality (THE cole freaking sprouse? Really? Who’s gonna believe this shit?), well, the very next day this blog suddenly stopped posting anything related to cole. Not his stories, his photoshoots, fan pics, not even his serious works about saving a forest ffs..they even post about the dogs and cats on set, anything but cole. So they do have a problem with him specifically. Anyway, anyone can support whoever they want, but damn, i was pissed with all the hypocrisy. They actually all are lili fans. And pissed ex sprouseharts. They only post jughead stuff cause this is only what is “allowed” for their conscience (and their other lili stans mutuals) and that’s all. And i was reading a post here where some anon said that “teenagers are affected by lili’s shading campaign and do change their minds about cole” and i think it’s right. Bc-jh22 and others like them (especially on twitter) do the same. So lili is really succeeding in her agenda. And this is awful. And it makes me think that i was right all along from the very beginning that she was fake. And i never liked her. Not even when she was with cole. All her public displays of “love” for cole on ig/twitter were cancelled for me by her bitchy behavior on camera in every footage we’ve seen so far in conventions, interviews, etc. Anyway. Sorry for the rant and you probably don’t care what a stranger thinks, but i wanted to share it with you. Cause you are the only blogger that posts everything either if you like the content or not. And you have arguments to support or contradict it. Not like the rest of the cowards here that never post whatever contradicts their narrative.

Yeah, it’s fine....I’m not normally one for dragging randomly, but apparently they have me blocked-----and I don’t (tho maybe I did?), cause in the process of checking them, I followed them for a second.....

[avenger-hawk]

Lol, I am so sick of Sasu//saku fans that portray Itachi as an uncle who would adore Salad. Like, seriously if Itachi saw how disrespectful Sara is towards Sasuke, how she doesn't appreciate him, how she judges him because apparently he didn't even become Hogake (ugghh) Itachi would be damn angry and annoyed with that brat.

(2/2) The same goes with how they portray Madara. They make him beyond OOC, shit like He would give Salad the whole world. Lol, what the hell makes them think, no, imagine such a think. By the way let me tell you I really like your blog and sorry for sounding angry but after seeing screenshots of the new episode of Bolt (i try to avoid as much as I can) with the parenting day. And how Salad called Sasuke annoying… just ughh 

(anti post ahead. tagged as anti. not tagged as sasuke so it won’t show up in the sasuke tag. read at your own risk and don’t bitch if you do)

Thank you and don’t worry, I always sound angry and piss off some ppl in the process lol

Uncle Itachi is a fan fantasy based on the fan fantasy that Sasuke’s marrage is amazing and happy, like Sasuke being oh so jealous of his wife (or brother or whomever else, but we’re shitting on SS here so I’m gonna keep on that lane), ofc he wouldn’t support something that makes his brother suffer, especially since he thinks in a big picture kind of way so he wouldn’t even focus on the girl but on the system that made her possible in the first place. Not to mention, again, that he’s not Iruka. He doesn’t even like kids or small animals like fans portray him. I get self-indulgent fantasies but that’s what they are and how they should be recognized for. (also why tf uncle Itachi has no partner or whatever, how belittling is that))

Don’t even get me started on Madara cause wtf? Why would such a strong man who never showed attachment to random ppl who weren’t powerful or important in some way, be attached to this half breed random girl daughter or a random descendent? I mean I would have liked Madara to focus on Sasuke and their common blood much more…and Madara did aknowledge Sasuke and his eyes. He wouldn’t even notice the girl. Let’s say he’s better off dead and gone than resurrected?? and brought??? to a family?? and distant relative that he wouldn’t give a shit about.

I haven’t watched that episode or others and I don’t wanna know about it but wow. I couldn’t stand seeing Sasuke disrespected by an ungrateful brat, and it makes me laugh that when Gaiden came out fans, even Sasuke fans, were all like ‘SS is wrong but salad has no fault poor bby protect the Uchiha princess at all costs’ when to me it was always obvious that she is SS. literally. And her so called drama was ridiculous to say the least, compared to Sasuke’s. 

We shouldn’t be surprised, it’s a different show with a different lighter vibe. It’s not meant to be as tragic as N*ruto was, so characters have small silly issues like dads being embarrassing and shit. If I think about this I feel offended in Sasuke’s behalf cause he saw his dead parents’ bodies piled up, killed by his brother cause he had been blackmailed to do it to spare his life…Sasuke held his family’s memory as a sacred thing and he had this admiration and kinda fear of his father…he wouldn’t even imagine disrespecting a father. He got angry at s*kura when she complained about her parents even…it’s horrible. I don’t want to know anything about this shit.

Anyway, if I may suggest you smth from my own experience since I had this blog even when the ending came out, try not to look at the new shit. Complaining and analysing helps for a while and I did it a lot, but then I realized I wasn’t feeling better. Only when I put my anger into writing fics I felt better (for a while lol, it never really goes away) cause I gave myself explanations about that shit and changed certain things to better cope with it. Try channeling your anger into creative stuff, writing fics or drawing or making edits or just focusing on the good episodes and good stuff. Really, it helps. Personally I kept a dark vibe to explain canon and analyse certain things, but others change it completely and make it positive, whatever helps.

I unfollowed a Sasuke blog yesterday cause they posted that episode screenshots. TBH even tho it may sound unpleasant to hear and even tho I respect other ppl’s opinions as long as they don’t come bitching at me imposing them, when I see someone I thought had opinions similar to mine, come up with salad or pro stuff I’m disappointed and I lose interest in them cause our positions are too different to talk, and I hate the ending and all this too much to tolerate it lol, and since more and more fans are turning to that stuff I’m losing interest in most ppl in the fandom. 

[kyunsies]

hi mädch tis 🌱 anon again :)) how are you? i'm writing this during a break between classes

LOL yeah sometimes i think mbb twt is a headache but i haven't engaged w stan twt in a while,, usually i follow translators, fansites and cc's so my experience on kpoptwt is v diff from the typical stan twt user,, drama makes my head ache and i use the mute button a LOT haha. aside from that being on twt+tumblr is p chill despite it being kinda lonely cause i don't have a lot of mbb friends irl+online (most irl kpop stan friends are arm*es haha) so i send stuff to a close friend that puts up w me :')) (+ @changkyun show us your face you cryptic)

long haired changkyun my beloved <3 but also his red hair was so so cute :( it might be my favourite "non-natural" colour on him,, but black/natural is superior. i think that hair definitely makes a difference in your appearance + ur vibes. esp w hyungwon his long hair gave him this mysterious + enigmatic vibe and when he cut it the bread cheeks were more pronounced,, soft bean

it does feel kind of good to be done w high school!! esp cause i feel like this year was especially long. i had intense courseloads at the beginning and end (so the middle was kinda chill) but i finished the ib without having to do exams so i'm forever thankful for that :'))) i have definitely felt very stressed at times during hs. and i agree!! the expectations in high school are quite unrealistic, and w the pandemic it's really easy to feel overwhelmed and burnt out all the time. it didn't help that the program i was in was pretty rigourous/intense. absolutely no time for myself unless i was procrastinating,, which i did a lot. very much looking forward to some sort of fresh start in uni though, even if i think my first year is gonna be stressful (STEM major ahah). @ the uni i chose, the first year is "designed" to weed ppl out,, if that makes sense. that being said, v much looking forward to the summer because i will FINALLY have time to do whatever i want and not have to focus on a math essay like last year T^T.

and for the ask game, let's do chungha! idk much abt her but i really liked the song she did w rich brian (88rising - these nights)

hi sweetheart 💖💖💖 sorry i’m late to this bubbie i saw it right away but i wanted to give u a well thought out response when work was done so i’m done for the day now :)

yeah seriously like i don’t mean to be a twt hater all the time but that app literally gives me the sh*ts when i go on there MFNJFF i get so anxious going on there :( i literally only follow like 20 ppl on there and honestly i might start unfollowing again HHH my twt is such a flop i just rt and bookmark things 🥲 but i also really relate to the second part babe tumblr tho it’s really chill and i love it, it does get quite lonely at times :( but i want u to know thag this place will always be a home to you and u can talk to me whenever you’d like okay !!!!!

also YES :((((( i don’t think my manifesting is working ….. really thought he was going to drop the selca today :( but !!!! i still have hope hehe i have a feeling it’s coming soon !!! 🥺 i also really liked his red hair too i think it was a really good look for him, i also adored his purple hair for fantasia era too 💖 wish he had it for longer !!! his undercut for Fantasia era was soooo pretty :( but ……. i kinda wanna see what he would look like with blonde hair again KDNKDJD i know ppl think he would look “dirty/unkept” with blonde hair but i would like to at least see it ONE MORE TIME LOLOLOL <3 i do think his black hair is absolutely superior too tho :)

i’m sure it feels so nice to be done hun !!! i’m so proud of you 🥺 high school was v tiring for me bc i pushed myself to take rigorous classes and then my sport had me out until about 7/8pm every night so it was just so hard to get my hw done at a reasonable time :( but especially with the field you’re going in stem it’s really tough … but you can do it !!!! you’ll find your grove <3 and i feel the whole weening ppl out tho, bc i’m a nursing major our uni’s policy is that if you have anything below a B (80%) in your nursing classes you get kicked out so i’m always stressed about my grades 😭 you will be fine, okay?

AND SKDJJD OKAY !!! miss chungha my queen <3

chungha

my first impression of her : diva 👀 KNDJD i wasn’t sure about her she looked really scary but my first ever song i heard was snapping and i LOVED it !!!!

what i think her best era was : either gotta go or the era with her pre-release (stay tonight + play!!)

what i love about her : she is unlike any other female soloist !!!! her dancing is u matched truly she can be dainty but her down too she’s incredible … she’s a huddled !!! the gal never rests KDJKD and her voice is absolutely stunning 🥺