#ur amber: exists

[bitbrumal]

THE DIRTY KIND OF TEASING ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ █ ▌▌▌ @bunnyshot​.        accepting

[ LAP ] ― my muse sits on your muses’ lap and teases them.** reversed! 🐰 Amber is being frisky- also just annoying- both? Both c:< 

KAEYA  “amber―” a quiet roll of sound, stilted this murmur - for it is of protest, & to voice as much openly feels n u d e.            thank whatever dictates her nature that amber is impatient. as far as teasing goes, there is an expiration date in place; the question is how far he can allow her to go before that... becomes embarrassing.

soft & round in all the right places―the right place: his lap. the cradle of his thighs is a thing taut with tension. the curve of her rear, is...        kaeya’s teeth grit & grind. he can handle this. this, is- he can do this. there’s no fucking question about it. he can do this. all the little bunny’s gunning for is a chance to be on top - & he can definitely...

that kissable mouth is painted smug- her best colour -but it vanishes from view. might as well squeeze his eye shut then. ( the dark brown of her hair tickles along his cheek & jaw. ) fuck, but it’s―( & rather than afford him the opportunity to bite, she gifts that pretty mouth to his pulse )―agh, dammit.

             “amber.”

raw with the strain of it. how she makes him want... the seat creaks / his fingers ache in their grip on it. “that’s enough,” gasped out more for her than him- let her know it. oh, let her know--

       the swell of his cock aches up against her heated almost.

thankfully the office chair has a high back; its cushion is all that keeps the back of his head from grinding painfully / his body is a tight arch that smarts toward a snapping.

& when he opens an eye bleary, it is to that wretched wonderful view of her: so, so smug―so insufferably self-satisfied. her pretty mouth a warm curl, her gaze so― she’s so-              she’s his, & he is weak.

             the chair is a creaking seat & a back that stutters against the floor / wood on lacquered wood. apologies groan along her throat. “next time-” next time, perhaps, he’ll be able to behave.

but certainly not this time.

this time, he’s got his fangs & his fingers inside her-

[hiya-itsamber]

i've posted this before but i think you deserve this

GYFUHDSJKABHJDNMSDJIGJFDKS SCREAMING. CRYING. THROWING UP GUYS THAT'S MY HUSBAND !!!!

[callmeby-mylastname]

who’s she?

summary- after your fallout with tara you find comfort in the thing you hated most about her, alcohol.

warnings- some sweet angst, meaningless one night stands and some swears. possible grammar n spelling errors

A/N- thank you anon for the suggestion i hope it lived up to your standards. sorry this took so long i have been so damn busy lately but enjoy🙏

part 1

it had been 3 months since your ‘break up’ with tara and to be completely honest you were doing terrible.

you never liked it when tara drank, she became someone you didn’t recognise.

and now you’re here, you barely recognise yourself. drinking copious amounts of liquor sleeping with a new random girl.

if you kept yourslef sober enough you’d be disgusted by the reputation you had acquitted, the ‘life of the party’ the fuck boy who gets with pretty girls and leaves before they wake up. it didn’t mean anything to you it truly didn’t it clearly meant nothing to the hookups. you both wanted a sexual realsie and that’s what you got.

doing anything to distract yourself from losing the one thing that made your life bright.

Tara had heard of your new found reputation along with glaring looking at you drunkly go upstairs with a girl.

she felt guilty, real guilty. yet too stubborn to talk to you. was she scared you’d end up the way amber did? yeah. did she love you? yeah. was her fear a reasonable excuse to hurt you the way she did? not particularly.

but yet here she is, sat in her apartment wallowing in self pity, contemplating texting you.

she’d spend her nights feeling guilty debating to reach out but never truly had the courage. she hears a ping from her phone and checks the message.

nerdymeeks: have u heard of Y/Ns new girl?

Tgiz: wait what? like gf??

nerdymeeks: i think so? they’ve been seen hanging out at their place couple times

nerdymeeks: told u. u should’ve stopped being stubborn n got ur girl back before it was too late

well if she had a reason to text it was definitely now, so with the surge of confidence that had absolutely nothing to do with the raging jealousy she clicked your contact and let it ring.

“sorry the person you’re trying to contact does not exist” and with that the call ended.

tara was left in disbelief, you blocked her? you got some new girl and blocked her? that made a already very jealous mad tara exceptionally more angry

she didn’t particularly have the right to but she still was.

grabbing her shoes and keys, she was going to confront you, luckily for her you’re a couple doors away. it’s honestly shocking you two haven’t seen eachother since the fallout.

and with three knocks, she was stood at the door left with silince. she raised her fist to knock once more when a beautiful black haird girl opened the door.

logically she was stunning, but to tara? you could do better. and it isn’t at all jealousy

“can i help you?” the girl at the door way asked, recovering from the momentary stun tara replied.

“i-uh. i’m here for Y/N?”

“tara?” your voice rang out behind this new mysterious girl.

this was the first time her eyes met yours after THAT. you looked good, better than you did atleast.

but she would hate to admit how she missed the way her eyes instantly found yours wherever you were.

“we need to talk” tara replied to you

you were stuck, on one side you never wanted to see her again but that little part of ur brain was nagging at you to just hear her out.

and so you went for the latter. “okay”

tara looked back at the girl guarding the entrance to your apartment, she reluctantly moved aside and headed towards your bedroom.

“if you need me Y/N i’ll be right here” and with that she entered the room closing the door.

“so are you and broody over there..together?” she was trying to keep composer (it didn’t work)

“what do you care?” you replied bitterly

“i don’t. i-just..wondering” that composer is definitely working very well. “what do you want tara?” you were getting impatient now

“why did you block me?” she asked getting straight to the point

“it’s not like we were talking” you replied. she really had the nerve to throw you to the cerb then comd to your apartment and ask why you had blocked her?

“maybe because you were too busy getting drunk” she folded her arms across her chest.

“oh? so you’re getting judgemental now?” you walked closer to her.

“i have never once judged you, and now you’re judging me for something you’ve done?”

you were face to face with her now. you were a couple inches taller than tara, so you were looking down on her.

she would be lying if she said seeing you mad wasn’t atleast a little bit attractive.

“i had my reasons for what i did” she stated getting louder now.

“and i didn’t?” you were shouting now, both arguing with one an other.

“we were simply fucking Y/N-“ she started “No!” you cut her off. “don’t even act like what we were doing was ‘just fucking’. i loved you and you know damn well you liked me more than just some side bitch-“

it was her turn to intrupt you now “you loved me?” the tension was softer now.

“of course i did tara? you were everything i ever wanted” you paused

“and now i have everything i need” you looked towards the bedroom door, tara following your line of sight.

she felt the tears in her eyes, but she be dammed if she let you see them fall.

the soft “oh” fell from her lips “i see, well i’ll leave you two to it then” and before you could say more she turned around and left, leaving you stood in your apartment once more.

this time you had something, someone to go to. someone worth it.

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[heartfullofleeches]

Fell in love with quirky murderbot so here's a quirky murderbot Yan that may or may not just want to kill you (tw: death mentions/idolization)

A bath at six in the morning.

You never had the time or energy for it before...

The water was nice. Not too hot, not too cold; pealing the spell of sleep off you at a temperature ideal for a peaceful rise. Enmeshed with first light of the waking sun, the water captures its amber glow - sunken petals at your feet shaded in the afterglow. It smelled faintly of lavender, and a colleague of lesser offenders you couldn't tell. Citrus?... Vanilla? You can't recall a time when your skin has felt smoother - so you don't bother to ask. You know better than to.

The door opens. You lower your knees as the latching stand of a tray attaches to the arms of the tub. Yogurt peers up at you from its bowl with a blueberry smile and sliced banana eyes. A flower vase, and a pair of headphones are its offering to you. A yellow smiley face sticker is plastered to the glass' side.... It shines your spoon before setting it on the tray.

"Brought you leetle snack to keep you steady til you get out. Studies show everything in it boosts mood and happiness levels in humans. I also brought you some headphones so that my outbursts don't effect you while I'm preparing breakfast."

You blow air into the water as you sink deep. "Mhm...."

Your observer gasps. "By my calculations, you seem more relaxed than usual this morning." Does that mean my services have acceptable this morning?"

Here it comes. "I guess."

"You are... satisfied with my work and efforts?"

"Yes."

"... Gonna smile for me?"

"nah."

A knife clatters to the floor.

"I spent nine hours.... "

You put on the headphones as you ease against the floor of the tub.

"9 FUCKING HOURS GETTING THAT PANSY SCHTICK DOWN PACK. DO U KNOW HOW FUCKIN' HARD THAT IS FOUR ME?!?! I GET ROBOT PTSD EVERYTIME I LOOK AT THOSE MANUALS."

"At least you spoke proper English."

"I ran you a bath and didn't plant one of my eyes in the cabinet this time .... BE HAPPY FOUR ONE SEC AND LET ME KILL YOU ALREADY GOD DAMN IT!"

The world is full of too many unfortunate people. Scornful and bitter; miserable and hopeless. It much be such a pain for those people to exist in place unfit for them - when a solution was right around the corner, but they're too damaged to ever see it. You can't be down, if The moto engraved into the mechanized heart of every bot sent out by the Happy Dayz corporation to this prevalent threat to society. They could be anyone you know.

"DOWN3R 4L3RT!!!!!! THR0UGH M0D3R4T10N 4ND H34VY CONSIDERATION, Y0U [Y/n], H4V3 B33N T4RG3T3D 4S 4 D0WN3R. TH3 0NLY CUR3 1S IMM3DIATE T3RM1N4T10N AS T0 4V01D WIDESPREAD INF3CT10N OF THE DISEASE. IF YOU BELIEVE THIS IS AN ERROR, PLEASE RESPOND TO THIS EMAIL WITHIN 4 HOURS AND TWENTY MINUTES OF RECEIVING. TH4NKS. XOXO]

Downer - level three in their classifications and the "incurables" People who will drag themselves and everyone around them down for a crumb of self gratification. Those who drown in the rain when the sun is a reach away; never to come back to shore. Orders were to execute these individuals on sight - but everyone deserves one last chance to smile. And that's how you met D.Kay

In your utmost defense, it was nearly three when you received the email. Even if you were awake, you probably would've written it off as spam and tossed it away all the same. You didn't think of yourself as a negative person, just one with not alot to be happy for. Within those few hours before dawn came a knock at the door and your worse nightmare unveiled - wearing that damned yellow mask.

"Hiya! Name'z D.Kay! Short for somethin' I kno, but U won't be alive long nuff for me to remember. I should be slammin' ur head through a wall, but it'z ur right as a living human to get one more smile in before u croak and my job to make it happen."

That was five months ago. Five long months. Given, there were some benefits. It was their goal to make your life better after all - before ending it. They helped you get a raise, cleaned up messed they mostly made, and a slew of efforts to bring out that smile. Sure your lips may quirk up or you'll smirk a bit - but that isn't a smile. They've also thrown knives into your walls, taken over your bed and refuse to let you sleep elsewhere, and snores. There's also the whole killing you thing, but that's minor at this point.

"Aw, come on- Dyin' cain't be that bad. I'd do it if I could. U'll feel better once ur in the grave." "Smiling feels so good, u' kno. The best way to use ur muscles. Besides slitting someone's throat." "This is my first mission....I was hoping to see gutz by now."

That was as far as your relationship went until one month ago. They've been acting.. strange. They wish you good morning more days than they ask if you're ready to smile. You often wake up with their arms around you and your clothes laid out. They refuse to let you dress yourself if you're going out. They stare for hours, jumping out windows if needed to get when you notice. You didn't have many friends before, but with them around they were ghosts. If you didn't know any better it was almost like they-

"LET ME KISS YOU - WHY ARE U MAKING THIS SO HARD!"

Nevermind. Wait- "Did you say...."

D.kay's impossibly side eyes shrink, mask bleeding red. "I SAID KILL. K-I-L-L. WHY WOULD I EVER BE DOWN BAD FOR A DOWNER?"

"Then why haven't you killed me yet?"

All at once their tantrum stops. It's the shortest to date. Their head dips back as if pulling the most dramatic of eye rolls. "Protocol.. U know that."

"I read the manual. If a downer refuses your olive branch you have permission to kill them and return immediately."

D.kay doesn't say a word, face still beat red from their slip up. Their hands twitch. Seething, they snatch the spoon from the tray. "Good luck without this. Enjoy your bath."

They slam the door as they leave, sinking again it. Hearing the water remain still, they pull their legs to their chest and kick the wall, hold back enough to prevent another hole. They always come when you're upset - why can't you do anything right? They pull a photo from their pocket. The photo. A picture of someone who looks so much like you it's scary, but they could never be you. They're smiling. It's small - a blip compared to the cheesy grins of everyone surrounding them, but it's still a smile. The best they've ever seen. Something feels wrong whenever they look between you and that person. Maybe they're broken too.

[imeverywoman420]

i literally just hate how people see it as either you support ALLLLL wahmennnn or youre not a girls girl. What does “support” mean? I see women as people and individuals and would like to be able to interact with and view women as PEOPLE- not Women the gender role.

i can still think men are responsible for like. Sex based oppression and gender inequality and all that and be able to see women as free agents in modern day society…

like i am and always will be an Amber heard defender bc she literally wasnt abusive… and i can recognize that arguments like “women abuse men too!” Are often used to dismiss women as victims of domestic violence like i Know

but there ARE abusive women in relationships lol like they exist. And i think theres definitely a middle ground between Based centrist misogynist that thinks women and men are equally as likely to be abusive partners and Person that thinks its actually based teehee if a woman is abusive. N i recognize that the based centrist is definitely more of a Real Problem. But being wrong is still wrong idc u dont get a pass to be stupid bc ur the societal victim

like WHAT IS THE OBSESSION WITH BLACK AND WHITE THINKINGGGGGG AND US VS THEM AND THE IDEA THAT YOU HAVE TO “SUPPORT” EVERYTHING

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

OKAY SO OBVIOUSLYYY I HAVE TO WONDER ABOUT KNIGHT!SUGU X ROYALTY!READER but also!!! satosugu x aroace!reader sounds so interesting!!!!!! i would love to hear about them!

ALEXISSSSS TAKE A SEAT BELOVED here is ur drink… 🧃

OKOKOK IM EXCITED i was hoping u’d ask abt the knight au so i could hear ur thoughts hehe. since ur the reason it exists !! the god parent if u will…. aaa and the aroace!reader fic is v special to me too!! 🥺 that one is just a vague idea atp BUT ill get to that…

FIRST OF ALLLL knight!sugu x royalty!reader our beloved……. okok so i mightve mentioned some stuff alr but ill just run my general idea by u!! i have basically all of it outlined, just gotta get to writing </3

but basically; reader is kind of a brat. Very Much a brat. and sugu gets hired to act kind of as their bodyguard — which reader really doesnt like but sugu is just too patient and their attempts to annoy him so much that he leaves dont work LMAO … he also kinda likes the fact that theyre difficult yk its the Mother in him. he’s very boyfriend very protective very much a big ol tease

but then obv they grow closer <33 suguru really isnt anywhere near as straightlaced as he wants to appear, and both him and reader kinda have that Hunger to see the world yknow?? or to just break free of their chains. so reader brings out sugu’s more wolfish side and he eventually gets pretty lenient w sneaking them out of the castle, teaching them how to fight w a sword … etc etc. very much a Forbidden Romance but its not angsty bc i love them and i want them to be happy <33

HERE R SOME RANDOM SNIPPETS im gonna let this one cook for a while bc i need it to be perfect… putting my heart and soul into getting the alexis approval fr

”so you didn't pull your sword out of a rock?” you frown, already losing interest. lame. ”stone,” he corrects, unperturbed. ”and i'm afraid not.” he gives you a smile, barely concealed amusement swimming in his amber eyes. ”i pulled mine from an oak tree.” … ”wait, really?” ”depends,” he quips, brushing past you with a grin. ”how gullible are you, my lord?” (argh.)

he kneels. he always, always kneels. such a large man, all toned muscle and tall stature, broad shoulders and firm chest — kneeling at your feet. like a loyal dog, with a rustle of armor, a flutter of fabric, a sigh and a smile. suguru always kneels.

here it comes. effortless, perfected, your one god-given talent; an irresistible pair of puppy dog eyes. the voice that spills from your lips is hopelessly meek, pleading, so sweet you’d get cavities if you didn’t know how fake it was. ”take me outside, please?” you whine, lips jutting down into a slight pout, accompanied by a flutter your eyelashes —  suguru smiles. ”no.” a beat. frustration bubbles up inside your veins, trickling down to your wrist, and you grit your teeth. barely resisting the urge to stomp your feet into the floor. ”you’re supposed to listen to my every command!” ”still no, sweetheart.”

CAN U TELL IM A LITTLE ILL ABT THEM alexis this is all ur fault smh smh…… they mean the world to me

aaa and then!!! stsg x aroace!reader…. 👀 honestly i just realllly love blurring the lines between platonic and romantic love in my writing and thats kinda where this idea came from!! nothing’s written out or outlined, but the idea is basically just that stsg are an established couple + both in Love w reader + confess by a cold beach in the middle of the night :333 just those good ol coming of age vibes. and it obviously doesnt really go as planned bc reader is so hesitant.

i’m not sure when i’ll get to writing this one out esp since its so self indulgent pskdjdj bUT the focus will def be on reader’s feeling and the love they all feel for each other, etc etc!! ty for indulging me this one makes me v happy to think abt hehe

[fortifice]

What is the Path you stride on Honkai: Star Rail ?

The Preservation.

"The philosopher gazes upon the stars, striving to discern the ultimate goal of civilization. 'Build a wall,' a resounding voice echoes in his mind, reverberating with majestic authority." Among the myriad paths that traverse the tapestry of existence, there are those who steadfastly tread the path of "Preservation." These individuals hold deep admiration for qualities such as patience, sacrifice, and defensive behavior. They understand that in the face of the ever-changing currents of existence, there is value in protecting and safeguarding that which is cherished. The builder of mighty fortifications such as the Celestial Comet Wall, the Subspace Crystalline Barrier, and the Great Attractor Base, the followers of Preservation revere the enigmatic figure known as the "Amber Lord." This ancient and tenacious Aeon presides over the path of Preservation, embodying its essence with unwavering resolve. Qlipoth, the oldest of all Aeons, bestows its blessings exclusively upon these devoted zealots. The personality of those who stride the path of Preservation is marked by a deep sense of duty and an unwavering commitment to safeguarding that which holds significance. They possess the patience to weather the storms of time, willing to make sacrifices in the pursuit of maintaining status quo. Their defensive behavior arises not from aggression, but from a profound understanding that fortifications and safeguards are necessary to protect and preserve the beauty and integrity of the world. In the grand tapestry of existence, the role of those who follow the Preservation Path is of paramount importance. They act as guardians and custodians. Their unwavering dedication to preserving what is cherished helps maintain balance amidst the ebb and flow of the cosmic forces. They stand as stalwart defenders against the tides of change, employing their wisdom and ingenuity to construct formidable barriers that shield against threats. In their unwavering commitment, they exemplify the resilience and strength that arise from a steadfast dedication to the preservation of what is held dear.

tagging: you take it from me see if you can make it match ur muses. tagged by: i stole it im a thief.m

[b1adie]

ok real quick ur leviathan doc was a banger i loved it!!!!! only thing i noticed is that im p sure ouroboros hasnt necessarily "fallen" though? like. theyve gone missing ever since swarm disaster and possibly enas machinations in particular being behind it but the lore we have doesnt give the impression of them just being confirmed dead outright ya know ? heres hoping they come back for a big fucking chomp i support them personally . fuck qlipoth tbh like the amber lord showing some big loser energy committing their entire existence to being a dusk leviathan hater :///

hmm could be.. i compiled all that info in early september and leviathans didnt even have a wiki page yet. but they do now! hooray leviathans!

it does seem like you’re right, though— ena was supposed to do something about oroboros, but xipe eated them before they could get to it. so they are currently missing, but not confirmed dead. ena’s kind of a flake for that tbh. getting eaten just to avoid their responsibilities :/ not very Orderly of you, ena.

i’ll update the doc when i have the energy to. i hope we get to learn more about the dusk wars and the leviathans soon. i would like to observe the beasts.

qlipoth hit tayzzyronth with a hammer hard as fuck just to be revered in the modern day as the patron aeon of capitalism. smh. id be so mad. why cant they be the aeon of hitting shit with hammers? why cant the ipc be about. hammers. carpentry and whatnot. @ diamond please consider this 👍

[dcviated]

emoji headcanon asks :: open

@psychcdelica sent: 🌙 MOON - what is your oc's greatest wish? how far are they willing to go for it? - I wanna say for all ur ocs but at least ur favs

You fool I love all my OCs, so that qualifier is completely null. Damn.

So with that in mind here's the wishes of a few of my lesser seen muses.

AMBER

Recognition, easily. The girl has spent most of her life as something forgotten. Her parents didn't seem to want her, and all she knows from that is she had been left behind by her mother (no contact information) (she's got the same deadbeat bio father as wylan). And her intellect and drive were dismissed by most of her peers at the orphanage.

She runs away and is still seen as a joke. So her life from there has been cobbling together something she can be proud of. Amber wants to be seen as someone .... capable. Respectable. And yeah, she realizes her crass language and reckless behavior doesn't help that. But you gotta protect yourself when you're a girl out on her own.

I'd say that she's willing to go pretty damn far for it, given she's thrown away the safety nets she might have had. Getting properly adopted? Nope. Official degrees? Nah.

Kinda similar to Eira? And yet for completely different reasons and by entirely different methods.

ZEYRFIAL

The archdemon's wishes are two-fold. First, is the desire to amass more power. Such is the way of his kind, and escaping that since his metamorphosis into his new body is nigh impossible. To survive both politically and physically necessitates these ends.

That wish is boring though.

The real wish is the one to find a way to undo the past. Becoming a demon? No, but nice guess. Really Zeyrfial wants a way to return his family to him by turning back time or finding a way to fold reality back onto itself so that he can ... well. Sort of tie a knot into the timeline of the material plane. Keep his current gains, but also get his wife and daughter before they died at sea.

To say he's doing a lot for this wish is putting it lightly. He's lied. Cheated. Killed. Misled. Pillaged. Make your choice- it's probably happened in the thousands of years he's been existing.

ALDER

Aw shucks. This lad just wishes to consume and replace the World Tree. Nothing special! Don't mind him or what disastrous effect he'll have on reality if successful~

[golbrocklovely]

Helloo guys! I'm new to the fandom and i just want to know who do we fuck with and who we don't who's done our boys dirty and who's an actual good friend of theirs

( My bestfriend was the one who introduced me to the fandom w said ur page was the best❤️)

hi anon, welcome to the fandom :)

first off, that's nice that your friend recommended me. i feel famous now haha

okay, this got RIDICULOUSLY long so........ my apologies i give thorough notes lol

for friends of snc, i would say most of the ppl they hang with currently are good ppl. none of them seem overly weird or user-y just yet. bc snc mostly stick to themselves and kat and that's about it, so it's a bit hard to know who they actually are close to outside one another.

as for friends to be wary of, that's gonna be a bit of a doozy to explain lol

short answer: elton and corey. here's a post about elton that explains and gives more details about all of his shady stuff. corey gets added on bc he tags along with elton for all of his shit and is basically his lap dog so… fuck the both of them.

jake is a bit questionable, since he was shady in the past towards them. but i don't really think he's that bad comparatively to other ppl. plus he was like the only one from their old friend group that actually sent colby well wishes when he announced he had cancer.

their old friend group which includes but is not limited to tarayummy, kevin langue, mike's dead, reggie webber, all of them and some more have at one point or another been shady towards snc. or outright ignore that they ever existed to them, which is weird. you can fuck with them if you want. honestly, i don't care. i know i'm still a fan of aryia (badboywolfy) who seems to be on okay terms with colby/snc.

a lot of the shade thrown at snc from old friends hasn't been recent, so i'm willing to give some leeway with some of them.

there are about three ppl that colby hangs out with that i don't like, and have made that very clear on here. first off is brennen. i recommend you check out this account to learn why we don't like him. collectively most of the fandom doesn't like him. and if all of that shit wasn't bad enough, he also is just a clout chaser and uses colby whenever he can for videos which is just lame.

next person is shea, a girl that colby has done a couple collabs with over the years (mostly in 2017). to sum up what she's done in the most basic and quickest of terms - she's really obsessed with colby. she's been in gcs for years telling fans personal info about him, lies to them and tells them that she's dating him when he's clearly not with her like that, has told gcs info about other ppl in colby's life (that was a girl) so that fans would know this person and him weren't dating, has liked edits shitting on amber scholl (who we love dearly) and other girls colby is friends with, and when called out for it didn't say anything publicly but privately told her gcs the apology. then when she finally apologize publicly, continued to do it regardless. she also may or may not have talked shit about a fan that was into colby in said gcs and then blocked her and then when asked about the fan pretended to not know who that person was. when colby and her seemed to not be on the best of terms, she liked comments blaming the fandom for ruining their friendship.

so… yeah.

and then stas is the last person i don't like. she's very similar to shea in some regards, ie gcs. basically for a while has been telling fans info about colby, like what he smells like and shit like that. she would like edits shipping him with her (shea also did this a lot too, the difference was that colby also would like edits doing this. with stas, not so much.) she would constantly like and unlike things pairing them together. then last year, during a trip to europe - she started sharing her (and subsequently snc and kat's) location with fans which was how some fans found them. her mom was also sharing stuff on her facebook and fans noticed. stas' roommate is also in the know about fandom drama and likes things related to that on twitter. also during this trip, colby posted a snapchat that was of stas dancing that had "malishka" as the caption - which means babygirl/baby in russian (which is what stas is). this caused TONS of fans on twitter to congratulate colby and her on "finally" coming out as a couple, and she liked tweets about it. but it's very clear from the fact that colby was hella drunk during this festival that they all went to and the fact he doesn't know russian that clearly stas made him write it (or wrote it herself on his snap). colby has also constantly claim to be single all this time. they all came home from europe, colby hung out with her once more. stas has a sub-based thing on insta and fanfix where she posts bts of her life, and she posted she was going out on a date and in reality she and colby (along with a bunch of other ppl) were hanging out and going to a club. aka she was trying to make it seem as if she was going out with colby.

after that, colby kept some distance between him and her. i think something happened, but we don't know for sure. colby deleted comments on a tiktok shipping them together, colby told both snapchat and xplrclub that he was very much single and not looking for a gf rn, colby went on "date" with some girl and stas tweeted (and deleted) "wow.. sometimes the people you think who really care shock you the most" and "it was never real and meant nothing to you" and "lies". she also started a poetry insta and clearly wrote about him on there. she's also made tiktoks that can be seen as about him as well. she also still to this day on her sub-based content platform posts pics of her and colby behind a paywall.

i think her and him are on good terms now, but clearly something happened between them. and not in the "they dated and broke up and things were messy" kind of way. more like she was into him, he wasn't into her, and then things got messy and she took it out on him online and in front of fans.

so that's why i don't really like her. but if you want to like any of these ppl (maybe besides brennen and elton) you can. i don't fault ppl for liking whoever they do. god knows snc have done some questionable shit in the past. no one is perfect.

sorry this was really long lol i figured i would get it all out of the way so you don't have to do too much digging. there's probably more i could have added, but this is the... general gist lol

[cowboyslikedean]

now i’m waiting by the phone, like i’m sitting in an airport bar. it’s the liminal space that exists between connecting flights. it’s when everyone’s drunk at 7am and time both doesn’t exist and is everything, because you still have to keep your eye on the clock for when ur gate opens. it’s when you feel like you’re still in a plane 30,000ft in the air because you’re not there yet, but your feet are on solid ground. it’s all that, but an emotion. it’s not the high or the fall, it’s the space between. between the moment the movie music cuts out and the jump scare. that fraction of a second between one heartbeat and the next, frozen in amber and put into words. no line has ever fucked me up quite like it.

[villainelle]

thank you so much for your posts about the depp and heard's trial! i was just a casual observer but i've been feeling from the very start that something is just weird, and the way people are painting amber as this witch just doesn't sit right with me because the UK trial literally exists and your posts have made everything so much clearer. honestly so upset that i have friends, guys and girls, who are still on the johnny bandwagon even when i try to explain things to them. i'm seriously appalled

i cant even remember what it was that clued me in b/c i was not following their relationship at all during 2016 or following the uk trial but smthing about this case raised so many flags for me that i immediately was like, "oh, something's not right here"???

it was very obvious from the start that there was a lot of social media influence being used here to support depp, in a way that spread so much misinformation which is why i ended up making a fact-check. it was sadly a successful campaign bc even now people will parrot something out of context or a lie or they'll twist heard's words like. its infuriating.

thank u so much for ur support and kind message btw! :')

[hiya-itsamber]

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[nyaskitten]

omgomg tell me ab skylor in ur rewrite!!! (ive been kinda sending a lot of asks my bad ahsjgk)

NO NO I love the asks! Okay, I don't have MUCH on Skylor, more her powers/family tho. Okay so in the Lego.com story "Amber Spiral", it's apparently stated that her element is artificially made, which I think is awesome. It's all under the cut becuz this is... a long post...

Apparently, it was somehow made using amber from an ancient tree, and he created the first Chronosteel. He then took the fragments of elemental powers which he absorbed, channeled them through an urn, and used it to make the abilities of Chronosteel into an artificial element!

I REALLY wanna lean into that idea and the existence of this amber, possibly being known elsewhere.

Also I remember someone said it's possible the original name was "Mimicry" and Chen was just like "no, that's lame", and decided to call it amber. I think that'd be really funny (but probably not canon to ANS loll).

I have ideas for Skylor's mother. She left shortly after Skylor's birth, not wanting to deal with the horrible man that was Chen, but also not wishing to raise a child either. Idk how she escaped the island, probably stowed away.

She probably considered warning Wu about Chen, but decided that she no longer needed to deal with any elemental bullcrap as she was no longer an elemental master.

Idk where she'd be during ToE, but definitely far away from any levels of modern society, so probably an ancient village, or a secluded monastery, hidden far away from her horrendous husband and the daughter she hardly cared for...

As for Skylor herself, ehh not much lmao. I really love the idea that in order to persuade his daughter that what they were doing was okay, he used her "dead" mom as an example of someone who didn't wish to see the world reborn anew, under the rule of "Anacondrai" warriors (he lied ab her death).

Also, I think it'd be rlly poetic if Kai were to convince Skylor to join them, and then she helps Lloyd to persuade him away from the staff and its powers....

[urlocallsimp]

Believe victims first ❤️❤️❤️ ty for that statement. She had acid thrown on her face and there is other women and comments coming out. As a woman of latin origin, I feel he was just a very good manipulator and charismatic (Jonathan Meyers has a similar Charisma), which are sadly something very usual. Men nowadays use being humanists or feminists to desguise their misogyny/power trips, self serving!! I'm trying my best nowadays to mostly support and follow fellow women of color, eg mabel cadena (lesbian afaik).

Oh boy this turned out to be a pretty long reply but I just had to clarify where and how I stand w this situation. Just note that the 'you' in this is mostly used in a general way not specifically addressing you anon :) so here's my reply:

You absolutely don't need to thank me for that! It is my personal belief that as women it is our duty to stand with other women. I believe in believing victims first bc it's not about BELIEVING them blindily without proof in the sense of trusting they're being truthful but what that sentence means (to me at least) is STANDING with women, forming a defensive line protecting these victims from hate and showing solidarity, it is about sending a message to the patriarchal/sexist/misogynist world that we live in and the people (mostly men) that actively try to uphold it that way, that there is an equal force that is RESISTING IT and pushing back the silencing they're trynna impose on victims bc we see that they're trying to silence women and trying to pretend that SA doesn't happen and portray EVERY SA victim as a liar for money/attention. it's about SHOWING UP with ur morals and showing you are aware of these existent, continuous and repeated issues and you are against them. It is showing up bc it is an opportunity to fight.

I've seen the response of people to this situation throughout social media and it's mostly men immediately jumping to say it's another Amber Heard situation as if it's not a MEN situation, as if it's not that men are notoriously known for being shitty times and times again as if this issue doesn't happen and ALOT. So naturally, I'll side w women first (even if they turn out actual liars later on, bc yk what? men side with other men UNAPOLOGETICALLY, REGARDLESS IF THE MAN TURNS OUT SHITTY, THEY FIND WAYS TO VICTIM BLAME) but also bc I can SADLY EAAAASILY believe it happened, since it HAPPENS ALOT!! and if she's lying I DO NOT CARE, that's on her!!! That makes HER a shitty person, it doesn't change my morals or the way i approach these issues bc if one woman lies there are thousands others sadly not lying. And they're all accused of lying, not believed, attacked and bullied into retaliation, into shutting up, into fear, into reverting back to not daring say there is a problem in the world we live in, just so the system continues working in favor of men abusing and controlling women without any change or resistance! That's what I mean by standing w her, not bc i personally know her or that im 100% certain or convinced she's telling the truth but bc she's a fellow woman, bc it's a very REAL SERIOUS women issue that any of us can find ourselves in one day, it can happen to me, to u, to my sis, friends... Etc. Again, if she's lying that's on her and we can rest assured she'll be punished for it, if not judicially, then publically, i mean victims get punished for simply speaking, and are threatened with death, so let alone if it turns out they lied, have we not seen what happened to amber heard? All that public ridicule ??

And this supposed worry for him that she's lying and might ruin his career sounds so fake and soo 'awww men are the real victims in this world' to me bc hello!?!? R we living in the same reality or are u actively trying to pretend we're not living in a world that is biased towards men and protects abusive men. Have we not seen ezra miller strolling freely in the premiere of the flash like he's done nothing??

Men don't need you to defend them bc they're disproportionately at more advantage than the woman. + Counting the fact that SA is hard to proof + the fact that the court could be biased towards men in these situations. All of these factors stand against the women. U don't need to worry abt men. They seldom suffer consequences for their actions especially if they're famous and rich and have teams.. And if he turns out innocent and his career is damaged u better believe I'll be here rooting for him again and supporting him it's that simple.

Idk, this is how I see things, to me this situation is a typical man vs woman situation. I don't see it as a 'tenoch my beloved whom I wanna stay in denial about him VS someone who might be taking advantage of him'

And i wanna clarify that me standing w her is not an act of betrayal towards my previous love for tenoch (like some are actively trying to guilt his fans into) + if he is truly innocent and truly a feminist he'd actually understand, he'd know the importance of believing victims. As long as I'm not ACTIVELY hating on him or bullying him or being racist like some ppl are (which is fucked up). For now, I'm just absolutely NEUTRAL ABOUT HIM. My love and simping for him is just on pause until it is confirmed that he's absolutely innocent.

So, tbh about the second part of ur message about him being manipulative and all, I don't wanna engage in that, or in deciphering his statement or picking out red flags etc.. Bc people can see whatever they wanna see when they wanna see a fault, flaw or red flag.. Etc. Bc one day everything will be clear and we'll find out. As I said, I'm very neutral abt him for now.

To conclude, i stand w women the same way men (most) openly and actively and shamelessly stand with horrible men even after they were proven to be shitty, ex: andrew tate's fans. There is such a double standard that exists for women that many aren't aware they're falling for; Men can be soooooo easily flexible with their morals and support abusers whereas women have to absolutely make the most perfect rational logical CORRECT DECISIONS at all and any time. I choose to believe her simply bc she's my gender (at least for now) and if I'm wrong im wrong and we as women are allowed to be wrong. Men stand w men all the time even after they learn they're shitty. So, sorry I'm not sorry that I show up to my own gender the same way men (again most) show up unapologetically to their own gender.

And it's not an act of hatred towards Tenoch it's an act of defiance to the patriarchy/sexism/misogyny... It just happened to be a situation that involves tenoch in the mix.. But just bc i loved him alot, won't make me go easy on him (equally doesn't mean imma start bullying him). Neutral.

Anyways, wish you and everyone else safety and support throughout ur lives. Trust me as a North African (Algerian), the situation and men of my country aren't any better so I understand..

[junglejacks]

this might get me in trouble but man i feel no sympathy for the people who fell for the amber heard smear campaign and thought mutual abuse exists n shit and are now changing their minds. these people contributed to the hatred and defamation of amber that will follow her for the rest of her life. she can’t even go to the fucking grocery store without bitches getting mad at her for not becoming a recluse. get ur shit together and form ur own opinions rather than letting fucking tim burton nostalgia and men feigning victim hood cloud your judgement.