#vi's rambles ꒰⁠⑅⁠ᵕ⁠༚⁠ᵕ⁠꒱⁠˖⁠♡

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thinking about how Miguel would come back home at night and you would be waiting for him and you tried sooooo hard to keep yourself awake so that when he comes you could greet him and give him a big fat kiss and hugs but feel asleep on the couch the tv would be on and your book that you were reading to keep yourself awake and how gently with warm brown eyes full of love and care he will look at your sleeping form and how he would kiss your forehead and there is just sooo much appreciation protectiveness care and love for you in his eyes

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Eddie my beloved i love you so much<3

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thinking about James Potter and his hugs <3 just being in his big warm hands and how he cups your face in his warm hands and give big sweet kisses on your forehead cheeck nose eyes and lips . After a long tiring day just being engulfed in his arms and while cuddling pressing your nose in his neck and the warmth that radiates from him .I need him in my life

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Remus Lupin<3

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Scars

Cw-mentions of self harm and eating disorders

(it's my first ever fic so please tolerate with me )

Remus Lupin was no stranger to scars . He had scars all over his body and he would find new scars on his body every month . Everymonth he transformed into his animagus a werewolf and he hated it he loathed it . All his friends felt for him but there was nothing they could do except be there for him. Every full moon James and Sirius would turn into their animagus form and help Remus out

It was a normal day at Hogwarts, the classes were done for the day, some students were resting in their dorms ,so some were completing their homework in the library. The sun was almost set and you could see the dark blue black colour in the sky . Remus and Y/N were sitting underneath a tree admiring the night sky , the stars . In the eyes of Remus Lupin, Y/N L/N was the most amazing person ever to exist . She was kind, caring,empathetic , compassionate but the most amazing thing about her was that she was there for everyone . Y/N was the type of person whom you can tell anything and she would not judge you for it. 

She was there for James when he was going through all his battles alone, he always thought that his feelings weren't valid , he and Y/n were somewhat similar . But she was the one who reminded James that his feelings are valid and that it's okay not to be okay and it's okay to cry and that he is allowed to be sad, she was the one who held him when he cried. She was there for Sirius , for Lily , for Remus , for everyone . 

But who was there for her ? No one because she never showed her pain never . She covered her pain by wearing a smile that was full of love,sunshine,comfort,and life. She didn't know how to help herself when the voices in her head got too loud so she helped others to escape her pain. She made sure nobody would go through anything alone but she went through everything alone . She held so much pain inside her that the pain in her body quotes the pain in her head , she had a bad coping mechanism , she self harmed herself not only with a blade but skipping meals , ignoring her needs and so much more. She only talked to Remus about it because he knew how it was the scars . 

Remus Lupin was the only one who was allowed to see her vulnerable; Remus Lupin was her moon in the dark sky.Remus promised that no matter what she goes through she will never go through it alone. When she finally started to talk about her feelings about what was troubling her and she started to get better,her smile,her eyes ,her beauty was glowing, she was shining like a bright sun. She often said ‘We humans are like stars constantly burning while other think we are shining’,  

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thankyou for the tag @bellybumm <33

you have to share a bed with the last character in your saved images

Lord have some mercy on me 🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠 he can fix my daddy issues

tags-all my honeybuns<33333

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I love psychology so much it's so fun and beautiful at the same time yes its difficult but i love studying it and i can't wait for my schooling to end and take psychology for my career. Psychology is soo healing like when you study psychology you sort of understand your trauma it helps so much and in my school, we had this career counseling test and my counselor told me that psychology is a great option for me and I was so happy that day because from that day onwards I knew what I wanted to do and being a psychologist, therapist, counselor or a psychiatrist it's such a big job and I think all of them are not appreciated enough because they heal us from our trauma and they help you in healing your scars, wounds, and trauma and I can't wait to study psychology and become a psychologist 🫶🏽🤍

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I really want need a boyfriend

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the things i would do to be pretty and i hate feeling soo insecure and I wish I would go out more , make more friends, be more extroverted like how all these people do it sooo easily like being popular, being good at studies, going out with friends, having girlfriends or boyfriends and are pretty like how do they all do it ? I wish I could do it I wish I could be more like them and not sooo introverted or just shy . I wish I could change everything about myself like every.single.thing

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alright so my psychology paper went well I did some really really silly mistakes but that is fine and ughh mg next paper is chemistry and i hate loathe chemistry i don't know how I will do it i just want to somehow pass in it which i know I will buy I just need some average marks in it , it is stressing me outtttt

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When you are reading a book and you know a heartbreaking,heartwrecking, gut wrecking part is coming and the heartbeat is just WHHEHSJS and you feel the tightness in your chest ???????!!!!!! Only I feel that or does everyone feel this ???

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my little book collection 🫶🏽💌

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Is it just me who just wants to be loved and wants to love someone like i really love my friends and family but I don't know why but i want to get into a relationship so bad like loving someone and those late night talks and those glances and the care and gentle love and care for each other i want that . Maybe it's because I am seeing everyone around me get into a relationship and i want to get into one too or maybe it's just the age i don't know but most of my friends they have experienced something romantic with a boy or a girl and i haven't experienced and i want to do bad . But i don't want to force a relationship if you force a relationship it won't work out and eventually it hurts both the people . I just wish that i can also find someone whom I can love and be loved but sometimes I feel like i was put on this earth to give love rather than receive it

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The younger daughters , the oversentive ones, the annoying ones as they all say, the attention seeker, the self sabatoage ones , the amy march stans, the one who everyone says that they live in 'self-pity', the one who always over explains herself, the one who forgives but never forgets , the people pleaser,the one who let's people hurt them again and again, the one who everyone thinks are living the best life but is going through so much all alone and hiding it by a smile , the one who are always the second choise, the hopeless romantics , the you're on your own kid, the people watching, the one who thinks that people just tolerate them, the one who overthinks , the misunderstood ones. I am the younger sister

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I need money to buy books and annotation tabs please

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Ummmm ahahahahahhahshshs thankyou sooooo much I love you GUYSSS sooooooo much i can't believe 100 people who are my friends I love you guys soooo much thankyou