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bitegore · 7 months

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When i say i want to hang out with weirdos I do not mean "I want to hang with gay people and that's my marker for whether or not someone is weird." I'm not saying "weird" and meaning "vaguely aro" or "polyam" or "nonbinary" or whatever. Those are not personality traits. They tell you nothing about what that person is like. If i say I need more weird people in my social circle I'm talking about people who are weird. People who aren't like, going with the grain of any community based on literally anything. I have standards for this. I'm looking for like. People who won't blink if I say i only ever enter my house through the window or when I talk about drinking gasoline and then do it and they see I'm not joking, or people who won't think anything huge of me cracking the top of an eggshell and drinking the whole thing from the top in one mouthful. Or if they do, they do enough same-vein shit that it doesn't faze them. These are not really the same as being part of a very broad group of people who happen to have an exogender or whatever. I have met some incredibly normal (derogatory) trans people and gay people and aro people and nonbinary people. When i say weird I mean weird.

#saw a really annoying post.#red rambles #im being so brave by only saying this #like. why are you convinced exclusionists are the ones who want their circle to be more interesting and permissive 1. 2 no the fuck i dont #mean 'i want to know more aros' when i say 'i want more weird as hell friends' that means nothing! thats like saying i want more friends #that eat chocolate. thats not a fucking personality trait #weird is a trait about a personality! weird is a thing about THE PERSONALITY of the person ARO is a ROMANTIC ORIENTATION #im not befriending people on basis of their fucking genders do i look that boring to you?????#fuck of.#-3x0 #-3x5 #if you think i'm weird because i'm transgender rather than weird because I'm weird and transgender because i'm transgender then like you've #genuinely lost the plot. 80% of the things i do are much weirder than wanting a different appearance and none of them have almost anything #to do with me being any kind of queer except the non-loaded dictionary kind #my gender situation and shit is probably more normal than the rest of my life by far #i dont even disagree with the idea that you have to be more broadly accepting of people if you wanna share space with people like me but for #the love of god. i would rather hang out with a cis straight avowed furry than a nonbinary xe/xem user who thinks that anyone who dresses #differently from the Fashionable Standard or doesn't listen to the same music as them is somehow Transgeessing and Being Soooooooo Annoying #^not a hypothetical

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sunbloomdew · 4 months

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i drew the main 5 characters from ans as kids :3 THEYRE SOOOOOOOO TINY

just a simple doodle for fun, i barely used any refs for it so don't think too hard about it ksjfhksjd

i was doing everything at a guess so that's why zen is so short lol. it's kind of adorable tho :]

i really love this story and only recently had read the entire manga. i first watched the anime when i was younger and while i liked the series it didn't stick with me for long. fast foward a couple years and now im obsessed

a bit about this doodle! first, ages: shirayuki - 12; zen - 13, kiki - 14; obi - he would be 15 but he looks closer to kiki's age so let's say he's 14. maybe his 15th bday is coming up, who knows. and lastly mitsuhide - 17. so like i guess they're not really kids kids but like from young to older teens. eh i dont care about specifics with this one

shirayuki is vibing. maybe she was sent by her grandparents to run some errands in the town which is why she has the basket. she might run into some trouble... but she is determined to enjoy her little trip

zen is in his teenage rebellion phase, as that was the case when mitsuhide became his aide. i keep looking at him and shirayuki cuz they just look so smol and cute

kiki!! i absolutely love her. i don't exactly remember how long after mitsuhide joins zen do they meet kiki with this haircut. i wasn't exactly thinking about anything i just wanted to draw her cute short hair <33

we basically know nothing about obi's childhood. i'm headcanoning he has been in his previous line of work for a loooong time, probably had to in order to survive. so we have tiny obi trying to get out of a rough situation maybe. now that i think about it i could have had him use the ripped off sleeve as a bandage instead but oh well

last but not least is mitsuhide! i'm obsessed with his cute expression, he's such a softie mother-hen. he's standing straight up and has no idea how to act with the little snarky prince

i'll definitely be drawing some more stuff!! the hyperfixation is going really strong... almost a little too strong...... 💀

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poisonedsimmer · 1 year

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Even barbarian's need to be soft sometimes.

Also, she's no Karlach but big and kinda buff teifling guardian lady! 😍😍

#baldur's gate 3 #baldur's gate oc #bg3 #saviorhide #nonsims #yes yes I know I will stop but they just looked soooooooooo pretty!#If you do not wish to see bg3 stuff please block the tags above #I'm not gonna stop completely but I also don't wanna make a blog entirely for bg3 like I did for Greedfall #no matter how much I love it #and this is my only active account right now soooooooo #ps guess which bitch just happened to have a head that would be perfect for turning Ayre into a bjd?!#yes it's me #I'm that bitch #Ayre will be turned into one of my ball jointed dolls at some point #maybe not right now but I have the head #they can body share sooooooo ooops!

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skunkg1rll · 5 months

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#ughhh someone pointed out the atrocity in my face. i hate thatfeature of me so bad #and now i cant stop thinking about it and i hate myself and my face and i got bad feelings #because throughout my entire life i've been so bullied for it #i feel so ugly ugh!!!!!! i am ugly i wanna cry who could ever love me when i look like this skksksks #the worst abt having a face deformity is that it is on your FACE!!!!! i cant hide it #it's out there for everyone to see #and i cant remove it. i can get plastic surgery etc but i cant afford that at all now. maybe when i have a job :(((#and it really is so big in my brain. i notice it constantly #i cant look at other ppl without checking their chins to see if it's smooth or not #and most ppl have normal chins. pretty much everyone has a normal chin!!!!#i wish i was normal too. i hate looking like this i hate it so bad #it is so unfair that i gotta be stuck w this ugly fkn feature but everyone else gets to look normal #so unfair so unfair it makes me so angry #why did i get the worst genes ever i cant stand having to live my life being this grotesquely ugly #anyway.... i try to suppress it nd not think abt it but earlier today someone made a comment abt it #nd now i just wnna cry because it is soooooooo ugly and i hate it #besides yeah it made me rmbr my school years bc ppl were sofkn mean to me abt it #like im sorry i know im ugly wtf do u want me to do?!?!

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ishikawayukis · 8 months

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#so one of the s.vt concerts for follow again is gonna be on their anniversary #and they're not gonna be in kr and soooooooo many people are upset about it #like kcarats are Mad mad about it #and i'm like. maybe i Am the asshole because i keep thinking is it really such a big issue #i thought maybe caratland was around those dates but it has always been on march #like i don't remember them actually doing something for the anniversary besides special videos #and lives. i'm still looking for stuff because i know that since 2020 things have been different #i get being upset and wishing it was in kr instead but someone literally wrote #''now that your dreams have come true. are we not longer in them"#and i'm like ?????????? because svt keeps doing sooo many things in kr like am i insane #am i really that much of a dick LMFAO because it's not like they're getting nothing also #idk man i'm just kinda baffled at this situation #i would understand it more if they did something special every year for their anniversary in kr #and suddenly they were like actually? we're changing it up #but they never have so that's why i'm very 🧍‍♀️#and everyone is complaining about jp having so many concerts. like yeah man it makes sense #they sell them out every single time of course the company is going to milk that #td #most likely LMFAO #also feel free to call me out i truly wanna have a conversation about it

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bugpoasting · 4 months

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johnmike is soooooo funny you dont get it it really is comedy

#for the record. unfortunately they would only hook up in girl au #but i just think its soooo fun #john keeping him in her apartment for the weekend #playing the recordings from the sessions and then as an afterthought being like 'oh lol you're in a band too do you wanna come down to the #studio or something'#and mike over here having his entire musical reality rearranged by this as he is quoted as saying #ogling at much more classically beautiful marianne while hes there but ultimately falling victim to the John Lennon Weirdgirl #Pussymatization Radius #and like john during this period is Very Much going through a prolonged breakdown and Also has the fuckiest haircut of all time and barely #registers him as there #and mike is sooooo into it all that it makes him furious. Because it's also john lennon #shes already doing his schtick but just five billion times More than whatever hes got going on. she Gets it but also she doesn't because sh #s fucking john lennon and is stratospheres above you ok i get that they were friends irl or whatever but this is funnier #and to add to the funny of it all a) as soon as john pops out with yoko she very loudly proclaims that she's a lesbian and mike reads #it in the papers and is like. Ah #and b) he brings it up to peter later when they're squabbling or whatever to throw it in her face over Something only for her to be like #ok and i fucked george soooooooo #ok sidebar i think powerscaling sex with the beatles is so funny and so stupid #but generally i just see it as a way for two people to wield Things as weapons against each other to hurt eachother #my favorite relationships :) when you hate each other and do everything within your power to hurt them

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hhawkeye · 1 year

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im still alive btw i realise i havent been online a lot ive just been ???? working?? idek what else ive been doing. i am On Stimulants now so im normal i guess. but the uk has basically run out so idk if im gonna get any more once i run out of my supply! but i have an appointment on tuesday to talk about it. so who knows. Anyway whats up peace and love

#i was like im gonna learn to code. and i started learning html and css so i could be a cute tumblr theme girlie #but its soooooooo… ugh #like i get it but also theres so much to remember and im like what am i doing. whats the point. who am i #i might keep going with it idk! whos to say #i wanna make a cute userlookup on neopets :( but it feels sooooo complex idk

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itsays · 4 months

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about to sound like a bitch btw

#so funny to see the new members of the group struggling to keep up with how demanding our client is #because the second ogs and i had been BEGGING AND PLEADING for help because of how demanding it is since the beginning #but did anyone listen to us NO. we were seen as liars and as employees who complain too much and how come people with other clients do it #so it's like lol did you see that did you see how we werent lying🤣🤣🤣🤣#especially because one of the new girls is besties with one of the bosses OHHHHH how come your bestie is struggling to keep up🤣🤣🤣🤣#it's almost like you were all underestimating us and diminishing our work (harder than every other team btw) this whole time 🤣🤣🤣🤣#soooooooo funny #this is again adding to me feeling angry about the possibility of not getting the promotion #it's like bitch i MADE this team do not piss me off. i wanna see someone else TRY

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satoumafuyuss · 1 year

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Wanted to do some profile practice so I doodled my faves in Genshin ♥

#nillyart #Genshin Impact #Venti #Raiden Shogun #Shenhe #Scaramouche #Wanderer #Furina #Focalors #Raiden Ei #furina is so fun to draw i so wanna do a doodle dump of her #enjoying fontaine so far i love furina and lyney and lynette and freminet and i cant wait to see arleeee aaaa #(slight spoilers) cant wait to get arle so i can complete my “family” team with her lyney lynette and freminet hehe #i wanna make custom stickers of all my faves plus some others like collei and xingqiu who i also love soooooooo much #and kaveh... and amber and nahida and nilou and uhmmm #many many more.. i like so many characters ugh #these are my fave faves tho i would die for them all AAAA #nillyfanart

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eggmeralda · 10 months

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I hate having romantic feelings this is horrendous I wanna go back to being fully aromantic

#i'm soooooooo buried within the abyss rn i'm gonna go watch the great escape again as a distraction and then project all my issues onto ocs #how do you already have a thing with someone new when you've literally just gotten out of a toxic relationship #i will never understand the allos #i kind of never wanna talk to him again bc this cycle is just gonna keep happening like i can never be normal about him #god as much as i had a crisis about being aromantic and it took me like 4 years to accept it and i was so depressed about it #i much prefer that to whatever this is #but yeah so i never wanna see him again but also it's the best friendship I've ever had so idk what to do #he has no idea about any of this as well so like. idek #allo people i'm so sorry you have to deal with this #ramble #wait this was worded badly but context is he's just gotten out of a bad relationship and now already seems to have a thing with #this other girl #NO i can't even rewatch the great escape bc i'd have to put it on my letterboxd and the whole reason i use letterboxd is bc he introduced #me to it 2 years ago #fuck #WAIT FUCK i have a gig with him on wednesday. why can i not escape him i wish i'd never met him

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ruairy · 11 months

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#fuck working i wanna play fashion dreamer 🙄🙄🙄🙄#my muse is soooooooo cute i love them #(it's rua (pink hair edition) as always)#i do have some gripes with the game #the male fashion for starters #i dont like how u can only make femme twinks for male muses #the beards look ridiculous on them #u can't make fat muses the body types are just....sliding scale from skinny and short to skinny and tall lol #there is no story which is annoyign as there isn't a whole lot to do except style the same npcs over and over lol #(or other players if ur online)#i wish u could have a shop like style savvy u_u #i haven't unlocked much of anything yet but i. do wish i could make more goth coords.....not just goth lolita (but goth lolita is valid)#i just really wanted to make some of my ocs but theyre impossible lmao #but the range of fashion is otherwise sooooo good and im glad unlocking clothes doesn't solely require in game currency lmao #i imagine when the games been out longer there'd be so much more going on with the online community too as more ppl advance in the game 👀#i do however wish there qere more mini games u could win fashion items from isntead of just #two bingo machines for points lmao #the vibes of the game are otherwise immaculate tho 👍#i dont follow abyone online yet so idk if ppl can see ur eve log???? so its like ..atm i dont see the point of taking photos lmao 😭#also yesterday while i was playing like 5 diff npcs wanted to clone my outfit it was soooo funny

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dragqueenpentheus · 2 years

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not to be like. A Freak in the tags but

#sometimes things cross over from like. passion i love and NEED to create about #to like. SO COMPLEX AND BEAUTIFUL WITH SO MANY LAYERS THAT IT BECOMES HOLY AND I JUST. CANT MAKE ABOUT IT ANYMORE.#and that happened w ruehob WEEKS ago but god tonight hit it home SOOOO HARD #like. i'll need to marinate with this ship. consume the entire canon. dissect it later by layer.#and then maybe be able to make things #other ships that fall into this category are and have been. valvert. fitzier. jupeter.#like we are talking heavy hitters that i've tried to name myself after levels here #obiwan and anakin too.......#i wanna make but it's SOOOOOO #THEY ARE SOOOOOOOO #like. rue doesn't care and doesn't THINK about the consiquences of their actions. meanwhile hob is so completely fixated on his consequences #that he doesn't let himself be a PERSON #like. he needs orders so the consiquences are other peoples and the pain and horror he sees himself enacting has that degree of separation #and then RUE OUT HERE LIKE. HM. MY PRIORITY IS LOVE. BECAUSE I NEVER TASTED IT. BUT I KNOW ITS REAL. ILL DO MY VERY BEST TO MAKE LOVE HAPPEN #AT ALL TIMES #AND I WILL NOT AT ALL CONSIDER THE IMPLICATIONS OF MY ACTIONS THANK YOU 💖#like god rue is sO. i think they are the one i really have to sit with and mull and consider like. there is so MUCH in that lil freak.#like. ough baby rue is so complicated and brash and impulsive and hob sees that so completely as brave and i'm SOOO #i love them both so much i can't even say like #rue has so much shit goin on in that brain i need to piece it together. lads we have a GRAY CHARACTER and i'm thriving #the LYING baby the LYINGGGGG #i had a fic i was pretty deep in on that i abandoned after the hedge maze/tailor shop episodes bc i was like #mmmm nope these lads have too much percolating in em i don't have this umami right yet #and i was correct. the layers on them.#ANYWAY MONOLOUGE ASIDE!!!!!!!!!!!!!#these kids are stickin around even post series this is one of the long term ones i can tell

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wickdcreatures · 2 years

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the way i have come so embarrassingly close to writing t,aako from taz in the past

#i just. love and adore sassy gay high elf man so much. so so much.#but also the idea of roleplaying someone elses roleplay character is a LITTLE weird to me so idk if id ever wanna do it #but i mean........ writing canons is p much just writing someones oc soooooooo LMAO #☽ out of character. ☾

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fagdykebassboy · 10 months

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yeah going to college sounds cool and all but i think id kill myself if i had to do any more school after high school

#its really gonna be tattoo artist or band or bust huh. Well.#939 days. Thats literally soooooooo much fucking time to get my shit sorted i’ll be fineeeeeeeeeeeee #im gonna probably do the stupid fucking running start program (u go to college in high school and can get up to two years done)#just because then i might get to go to a technical school + less time at my stupid fucking high school + it free #also the idea of having student loans makes me wanna die and art schools are Fucking Expensiveeeeeeee

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alltheprettyplaces · 1 year

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you ever see those 5 star ac islands and admire how much time and work people put into those

#like holy shit I am a patient person but not that patient #soooooooo much time and planning and searching and designing #I wanna know the bare minimum to get a five star bc I know I can’t do what some of these top tier people do

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leovenuslatina · 4 months

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AFTERCARE⭒ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁

!!!!THIS READING IS 18+ MDNI!!!!!!

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HOW YOUR FS TAKES CARE OF YOU AFTER SEX?

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₊˚⊹ ᰔ౨ৎ₊this is just a reminder that tarot isn’t permanent or set in stone YOU decide how your life goes no one or nothing else now take a deep breath and choose the pile that calls to you ₊˚⊹ ᰔ౨ৎ₊˚⊹

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pile one - king of cups , the hanged man

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shower you with love and affection they’ll be so in love with you afterwards you know post nut clarity? yeah they are the exact opposite after they nut they’re gonna be like so hazy and like so highly in love with you like covering you in kisses worshipping your body and telling you sweet nothings about how pretty you are and much they think you’re beautiful and goddess like. it’s like every time you two make love they fall more and more in love with you if that’s even possible. your FS is extremely helpful they’ll wanna get you snack and drinks i see them even ordering food and just like being super useful and attentive to anything you need. depending on what y’all did 🫣 they’ll be very quick to clean up any mess like deadass it might get wicked in the bedroom for y’all 😈 i’m seeing the two of you guys are definitely kinky. they’ll want you to literally do NOTHING ! immediately after sex they treat you like you’re literally made of glass or like you’re their delicate little flower 🌸🥹 they’re soooooooo helpful pile 1 omgz like if you have to pee they’ll lit carry you to the bathroom. if you want to clean yourself up they’ll literally draw you a bath like they loves to being so sweet to you. i’m getting they kiss you all over they really want to make sure you are always safe and comfortable your happiness is always their biggest priority !! i cannot stress enough how much your happiness makes them happy :)

extra messages- king, satisfaction, clean girl vibes, cookies, desserts 🍮, soft pink , 333

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pile two - ace of pentacles, six of swords

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right off the bat y’all be i’m the bedroom going games asfff. either one or both of you really likes it rough i mean there’s no holding back for the two of you i’m talking degradation kinks spankings idk y’all might even do some wax play ! after your wild ass sex sessions their after care for you is top tier their main focus and goal is to just calm you and make sure you’re hearts not beating so fast lol. afterward they’re so thankful 🥲 they think they won the lottery with a lover like you you’re hands down so beautiful to them and the two of you are so compatible when it comes to kinks and your sexual desires they know how lucky they are to have you in there mind you’re the best sex they’ve ever had !! they may have a little of experience under their belt so they know what they’re talking about and you’re the most incredible person they’ve been with. they get this giddy excitement when the two of you are finished he feels like he’s winning for life because you’re such an angel. after having sex with you your FS is just so stuck in his mind about how lucky they are to see you naked and how much they hope they hope they made you feel as good as you make them feel. i’m seeing them mainly bringing you water applying any creams and immediately just falling asleep dreaming about you 💤.

extra messages - white sheets, late nights, travel, hotels, luxurious, mental clarity

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pile three - King of wands , knight of pentacles

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you’re just so so spoiled rotten by your FS i’m getting they give hippie vibes like i’m seeing you have hella candles lit and there might even be soft music playing. after they’re all about deep breathing and they might even ask to meditate with you 🥺. this is another pile that gets really rough and crzy so he spends lots of time being so sweet and affectionate with you. their the type of person that may be dominant so taking control is their strong suit and whatever you need they’re there to fulfill your every one. they’re very good and attentive when it come to caring for you at the end of your wild night i think the two of you might even have a specific set schedule for every time he’s such a huge softy for you you don’t even have to ask for things they already know what exactly you need they’ll rub you down with oil or bring you tea or wash you down in the shower anything to relax you more for sleeping. they will be extremely patient with you afterwards because he know how much he puts you through 😉 i think they’re just a gentle genius when it comes to your body and you pleasure they have taken their time to get to know exactly how to take care of you and they live for it 💖.

extra messages- lenny kravitsz, long hair , reds and orange, grunge aesthetic, boho vibes

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pile four - four of wands, seven of cups

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you’re princess you’re an angel i know this is a future spouse reading but after y’all fuck they be ready to marry your ass AGAIN !! there’s literally no words for this pile they are so enamored with you. aftercare for the two of you is filled with cuddling and kisses and smiles and hugs and laughs i love this couples energy so much 🥺 the two of you are literally love bugs fr. aftercare is also filled with lots of questions about how they did? and how you felt ? and how they can make you feel even better next time ? i’m seeing your FS is a little insecure about their performance they are just sooo eager to please you because you are their god/goddess. pile 4 your FS LOVES YOU so so much they literally can’t contain themselves asking questions giving you kissing questioning if they did a good enough job or not. everything about you is perfect to them and they genuinely appreciate you so much. aftercare 4 the two of you is so dreamy ☁️ and romantic 💘 i’m also getting the two of you are like very horny even after sex so the two of you might even go for another round 🤩🤩

extra- clouds , green light, sweating, soft kisses, pillow talking , in love , they like you more

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