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bleedingearth · 2 years

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season 1 james wilson is something that can be so personal

#watching the show again bc i am normal.#forgot how pretty he was in s1 and in this era they would even mention that hes jewish sometimes.#pretty sure they forgot he was jewish after like. season 4 maybe #house md

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hauntingblue · 4 months

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Sanji has adquired top sad wet cat status

#that cream guy just watching luffy tear his arms off ajdhakw #sanji had gone past his angst too quick.... picnic and everything damn...#i finally realized why his guard is offering him aubergines. he looks like an aubergine #but to me it is a metaphorical remainder of his bisexuality he is abandoning by marrying pudding (he is getting out of his polycule)#he wants the aubergine for later akdhkashsk see... he is already tempted by the familiarity #'pudding might be changing that's why she is busy.... oh didn't her room have a balcony' SICK IN THE HEAD #'oh is this inapropiate??' idk MAYBE 'it wont be a crime we will be married tomorrow' JAIL #THATS WHAT YOU GET FOR SNOOPING AKDHAKA #his face is so... that one meme drawing of the guy in a war....#i mean it is sad bc she was his only like light in the darkness but damn... hard lesson #oh luffy is cursing her out this is serious #well good thing aanji snooped...... is he gon a save his sister now or.... he wont fight pudding i am sure of that #sanji is gonna grab that gun and kill himself at this point pudding #jesus christ how long can this go on for.... you already killed him pudding stop hitting the dead horse #i believe reiju could kick her ass now that pudding is distracted but alas.... no girl om girl violence is allowed #sanji not being able to lit his cigarette is so..... this poor man... NOT THE SHOT OF HIM CRYING #omg perfect episode..... jesus christ.....#i uave to say.... i would have really liked for pudding to be normal and have sanji get away from a lover to go with the crew again...#its so bittersweet you know....... and shows his priorities #goddamn sanji crying in the rain trying to get a smoke...... this is like too much... peak poor little meow meow #wait a fucking moment... the intro song starts with my feelings for you are beating intensly.... this really is so gay....#gay sex on screen is less subtle #talking tag #watching one piece #episode 817 #wtf pudding... if she didnt want reiju to die why tf did she shoot her....#sanji the flowers... she will know sanji..... sanji noooo #i get the soul thing but where do zeus and prometheus come from???? what kinda power is that...#JINBEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE #episode 818

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capaldiera · 3 months

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man idgaf about what treville and richelieu have going on (mostly nothing) (they dont like each other but they work together a lot bc of their jobs.) (i guess treville holding onto a sense of honour whilst working with the cardinal is interesting but like that's not. thats not really those two having something interesting going on). lets talk about the king and the cardinal man.

#the way the king sometimes resents the cardinal's influence but is so easily manipulated to feel lost without it.#the fact that he'll openly acknowledge the cardinal wants him to rule unfairly and play favourites. with a fond look on his face #''i will disband their whole regiment if that's what it takes to make you happy. only please don't leave me alone'' with tears in his eyes #all of which was exactly what the cardinal was going for and he just gets away with it!#the queen finds out he was trying to have her Killed and she says yeah fuck you obvi but i wont tell the king tho bc he loves you ?#i'm not saying any of this is like romantic to be clear lol. it's just very interesting #i mean i dont think it can probably be categorised really. but im definitely not calling it that #it is super interesting though the way the cardinal needs to undermine the queen and place himself closer to the king to succeed in his aim #it would be somewhat appropriate for sure to say its kind of a parent-child relationship in some ways but that's definitely not all of it #in terms of the way the king relies on him and his guidance. but again thats not all of it and he's not a child. or not actually a child.#and i could say this about any of the relationships between men on the show but of course Because they're both men that means the #Possibility of it being anything but fully platonic is not something he can acknowledge and for that reason whether it is or Not there's #still going to be a level of repression and denial that just complicates things. even though/if theres not truly anything to deny #meanwhile honestly i think the cardinal is personally being normal about it even tho he's a freak about a lot of other things #i mean idk that was my impression. i am sorta-watching through s1 again so maybe i'll develop my ideas on that #anyway #me.txt #musketeers posting

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imabiscuitinthousandworlds · 8 months

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my dad recently made the mistake of quoting roy's last words to me and had to endure my ten minute obsession-fuelled dissection of the ending and that scene in particular and all the symbolism. and i have come to the conclusion that i need to rewatch bladerunner NOW. ASAP. or i might actually start biting furniture

#LISTEN LISTEN LISTEN THERES SO MUCH 'IS DECKART A REPLICANT?' STUFF OUT THERE #I NEED TO SEE THE DETAILS THEYRE ALL TALKING ABOUT #IVE ONLY WATCHED THE FILM ONCE I WAS MOSTLY CONCERNED WITH REMEMBERING WHOS WHO AND KEEPING UP WITH THE PLOT #I NEED TO SEE ALL THE DETAILS #I NEED TO ANALYSE ALL THE DETAIL #ABFCHGVKEH JDCSNLEHBRKJCWNK #also also also ill be able to watch the truman show in full!! i need to do that this very second. bc i only saw parts and I NEED IT ALL #gosh there are so many philosophical debates about it waiting to be had #I HAVE ALREADY DRAWN PARALELLS BETWEEN THE TRUMAN SHOW AND BLADERUNNER I NEED MORE OF THAT #mortal defies their creator/god when faced with the chance and refuses to live out the ''life'' planned out for them I LOVE THAT SHIT #a biscuit's rambles #okay okay im normal again #THATS A LIE NVM I AM TEARING THROUGH CUSHIONING RN AS WE SPEAK #thank the gods for dvds. weve got bladerunner on dvd secondhand cuz we couldnt find it anywhere else #and my dad wanted me to watch it very badly and got it cheap in good condition #AND I COULD NOT BE HAPPIER #I NEED TO REWATCH BLADERUNNER AGHHHHHHHHH #i should probably also watch the remake at some point. just to know it.#i mean im sure ill keep complaining all the time but am curious #I NEED TO WATCH BLADERUNNER #im being very broken record core rn arent i

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welcometogrouchland · 1 year

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Strategizing my silly show rewatches to see what will produce The Most Emotion in me. And then soundly debating on whether or not that's actually a good idea

#ramblings of a lunatic #I probably think abt this too hard. thats the tism for you!#I'm gonna finish frog show 1b and then probably rewatch some of the willow and amity centric eps of s1 #before starting 2A (but also i might rewatch eclipse lake AGAIN bc i watched it today and got reminded of how good it is-#-and then paused to be like. but what if i enhanced the experience even more)#the willow eps rewatch is in prep to rewatch asias (HELLO FAV EPPY SODE!!!) and as a treat to myself cause i love her-#-and theres so little of her in 2A (willow fans were genuinely the strongest ppl during this time. gus fans 2 but at least they got ttlgr)#BUT I ALSO LOVE AMITY she occasionally posseses my brain but not often! i normally leave the Amity scholarship to others on here #(namely eliot yardsards and smokey smokestarrule bc they have elevated amity opinions)#but i wanna study her like a bug myself sometimes!! eclipse lake reminded me of that. she's not well!!!#plus with some s1 eps back under my belt the blow of how fucking brutal s2B of the owl show is might be somewhat softened #it's my fav stretch of the show tho don't get it twisted. i love the slow build of 2A #AND the sheer marvel of quality despite circumstances that is s3 specials #and yes even the silliest of s1 eps #but 2B is just unbeatable to me personally. best emotions associated with it #but I am finishing s1 of frog show before i get to do All That #and then i might rewatch the rest of frog show to hold me down til the finale airs #tbh rewatching amphibia and remembering how much i love it and how insane it still makes me gives me comfort in the face of toh ending #just because something's over doesn't mean it stops giving you the same feelings that it did before or that you stop loving it!#obviously I'm hoping for more one day bc of how the show was cut short. i personally really want those comics danas talked about #but the show is still gonna be there when it's done and i can still be insane abt it for however long i want #and that's nice y'know?#oh god this got too sincere #ANYWAY. current watch pattern is going 1B of frog show -> bits of s1 and then 2B of owl show -> 2A frog -> s3 owl #fun times. owls and frogs

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gen-is-gone · 2 years

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Legit getting so *fucking* annoyed by this fic and its literally insulting level of mischaracterization of so fucking much bc the writer has time to write 150k+ words of fanfic in a month but apparently no time to so much as glance at a wiki for basic plot and character details, let alone read the damn comics, but now I'm 150k+ words committed and I am still genuinely interested to see how it ends but oh my fucking god would you just stick to hob gadling's jaunt thru the centuries and stop writing the Endless if you're gonna fuck up basic shit this badly and also mischaracterize actually important characters so badly that it is, again, literally fucking insulting to the original story??

#still vaguing #bc however irritated I am I am not so gouache and rude as to say this to them #and y'know clearly it's a labor of profound love and fandom is for everybody etc #but it's just also absolutely hitting critical mass among show only fans #and it's convincing ppl to watch the show who are then basically only watching for this one minor character #and fine whatever ppl can like whatever the fuck they like but #seriously it's so fucking insulting to only give a fuck about a character who is barely in it #fuck the monkey's paw of me wanting other ppl to appreciate hob gadling #has been slash fandom not only totally mowing over both his and dream's actually personalities for the sake of shipping tropes #but also mowing over the fucking plot of sandman in its entirety for the sake of shipping #ugh I *like* hob I like him a lot #but this really genuinely fucking sucks #and again it would be fine if this person wasn't rapidly achieving bnf status of the #'arbiter of fanon agreed-upon meta and characterization' level #while being flat fucking wrong about so much shit with truly embarrassing amounts of confidence #fuuuck I hate being mean I hate feeling like a grouch about how other ppl do fandom #I assure anyone listening that normally i am the monarch of live and let live don't give a shit #but sandman is where I hit my limit after 15+ years in fandom I guess #megan whines into the empty abyss of cyberspace

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clerichs-xi · 2 years

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so. the sandman. he sands alright but he's not exactly a man 🙁

#hong.txt #i thought desire would show up more tbh #i see them everywhere #ALSO THERE ARE SO MANY GAY COUPLES IN THERE. PHENOMENAL.#and tom sturridge hjhhhfhhhhhhhhhhfhhhhhfhhfhdhdhhhdhhhhhhddhhdhhdhdhdhhhhdhuoirugooiufhth #i am normal. i am normal 🙂#may rewatch it again in the next few days bc wow. just wow. goddamn he was pretty. they were all pretty #i still need to watch the cats one #the sandman

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starlooove · 2 months

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Dickbea JayDana timtam I will always love u

#ppl saying the girls deserve better to ignore black women again el oh el #y’all will say Babs deserves better but still acknowledge that they dated so what now.#also timtam specifically irks me #bc it’s fandom thinking tim is reliable actually who am I kidding we know damn well they didn’t read that shit #anyways tim infantlizes tam and thinks he has to protect her #which he does physically #only for her to pull out and socially save his ass while LOVING the thrill of it all #well not the almost dying but she’s having FUN!#and fandom went ‘he’s so right she can’t handle it’#Like hello did we read the same oh no we didn’t NEVERMIIIIND #also it runs in the foxfam #pretending ur so normal and then being an adrenaline junkie #they’re who y’all think Duke is #Duke fully accepts who he is and so does everyone around him y’all are just too racist and scared of acknowledging the racism that goes into #the normal hcs to acknowledge it #anyways #yeah Jace I’m so sorry baby you realized who u were before everyone else and ur family shit on u for it #JUST TO TURN AROUND AND COPY YOUUUUUU #oh he Steph and Helena need to TALK lmao #CAUSE PLEEEASE #anyways my point is black girls can be just as unhinged lmao #not everyone is Amber #and no hate to Amber I don’t watch that show #just noticed the stuff people shit on her for is how y’all act all these black love interests are like #sidenote #damidjinn i like aesthetically #but i hate that TT run #but also i could create an environment so toxic #it’s not toxic just stupid kids being stupid #not even stupid they’re both coming from sheltered backgrounds exploring being people for the first time

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milo-is-rambling · 4 months

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Oh my god I’m so excited for this summer I want to cry

#Levi don’t read this pretend I’m normal #or cool maybe pretend I’m cool and chill #friend!!!! near me!!!!!!! in my house near me!!!!! we can smoke and make breakfast together and watch tv and go to the lake and talk #oh my god talking to someone other than my mom or my brother or my therapist is like unheard of from me in the last month or two #I’m very excited and trying to be Normal. bc I am not Normal I am bad at having Normal connections but would like to be chill and Normal #but instead. I am like a feral dog trapped inside of a woman with blood dripping from her teeth #and also I have a tail and my tail is wagging really hard and then I go :3 when Levi shows up and I become so niceys #IM EXCITED TO HAVE FRIENDS NEAR ME AGAIN 😭😭😭😭#LIKE REAL ONES. LIKE FRIENDS I FEEL COMFORTABLE AND HAPPY AROUND AND NOT LIKE 💨 WHO I HAD TO CONSTANTLY SECOND GUESS MYSELF AROUND #IM SO GLAD I GET TO BE MYSELF THIS SUMMER!!!!!#💭

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autistic-britta-perry · 5 months

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cellbit stuck on a costumer service job post prison and having not great therapy and being like ugh. ugh. trying to 'make it up to people' and get better while not disclosing he's done actual murders because he would not be free if he did. He roomed with Felps for a bit but then he found this very cheap place to live in and he just got that job and he knew Felps is not taking him changing seriously and was probably still doing bad shit that could get him in trouble. And he does want to keep having the somehow friendly relationship he has with Pac and Mike now, so.

He goes to check it out, and it's cheap it's very small but he's lived in worse places. If he feels there's something off about the residents and if the meat they cook tastes just like human flesh that's surely his own imagination right? if his hot new neighbour Roier sometimes has an odd look on his face or says strange things that's probably Cellbit projecting that he somehow knows about his past and is seeing right through him, RIGHT?

#sfh AU #WATCH STRANGERS FROM HELL PLS PLS PLS PLS #i thnk pac and mike and cellbit first meet up again bc they run into each other and have a solidarity moment of being runaways who had to #build everything back up and Pac had been feeling guilty about cellbit 'dying' too. and also cellbit had found a baby kitty and was taking #care of it and i think this makes both of them surprised idk there's some kind of richas equivalent that makes them think he is trying.#but anyway i won't derail into those sorry i am celltw at heart always #cellbit being made much worse by the job and then the house #only able to self soothe by having murder fantasies: I'M SO NORMAL I'M SO NORMAL I'M SO NORMAL #evil hot roier: ;)#(prev description applies to the MC of sfh I'm telling you get on this show)#i think the way to do this is that cellbit thinks having people who care for you and comitting atrocities are exclusory (which they are for #normal people)#so in prison he didn't 'want' or need anybody but almost dying made him realize he was lonely and he did want people and he was genuinely #hurt by tazercraft's betrayal etc. but he can't be himself and have that. so he starts to control himself and focus on trying at having a #normal life bc maybe he just never got a chance at it and maybe he'll be happy with it. but he's not fully #and roier's gonna show him you can have a ride or die while still being a serial killer who liks to eat people. love is love etc #they still keep up with tazercraft after. maybe at some point they find out but they get them to see that they're family now and that #Cellbit & Roier wouldn't hurt them specifically which imo I think they'd be ok with mostly #bagi's not in this bc i don't know how to have her there without . her getting hurt. maybe they meet her later after they're a thing #like in canon #i also think the idea of cellbit writing crime novels starting as a way to control himself but wth help from sugar daddy roier doing more #and being successful bc he 'really gets into the mind of the killers' is . lol.

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vectorworm · 6 months

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ok the Restaurant episode officially my favourite episode now

#its always sunny in philadelphia #the cleverest writing yet #im a lil snobby bc normally i like clever+dark humor and this show is not that clever but OK the characters are appealing i like it ok i li #e it #they all hate/love each other. great #(would have been funnier if they ended up never directly communicating to each other in that restaurant. but here i am being The Complainer #again. Im pretty shure ive almost watched 11 seasons by now.)#i love how chaotic they are bc uh mood

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spittingstar · 10 months

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eowax

#i guess i am sad that the person i removed from my life just accepted that they won't be in my life without a word #but then again ofc i would be sad the person i am in love with doesn't like me so much that he is okay with just walking fully away #also #i stand correct in calling him a coward emotionally since he said nothing since it shows he can not even write a measly response #like a normal person in order to communicate respect #but if he does not respect himself enough to admit how he feels abt anything then how could he ever show that for anyone else #also i deserve friends who don't make me feel like i'm crazy for being normal #and don't make me feel like i'm too much for doing normal girl things #it's all just on my mind bc my dream was abt me finding his old tik tok (made up) and then watching all of them #you know i think the reason why he can't handle me now verses when i first knew him is that now i have more confidence #then i was so scared that if i did anything he would fly away #so i got really sick in the head and was constantly stressed bc all i was thinking abt was him and how to keep him #but i was so afraid to say anything #but now i am capable for actualizing bc i know what i derserve #but that's too scary for him so he has to go find any even younger girl who is just as insecure as him #emotionally under cooked #and i would second guess myself if i didn't know how all his other relationships have ended #it's all been him ghosting ppl or having terrible communication issues #so much so at one point an ex of his stalked me bc she blamed me for his relationship ending #i often wonder if he just doesn't respect women but i really believe he just doesn't respect himself #uhhhhhhhh whatever time to have chloe peace time and then ask out the kind man who owns that clothing store and likes good music

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hauntingblue · 4 months

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Sanji has adquired top sad wet cat status

#that cream guy just watching luffy tear his arms off ajdhakw #sanji had gone past his angst too quick.... picnic and everything damn...#i finally realized why his guard is offering him aubergines. he looks like an aubergine #but to me it is a metaphorical remainder of his bisexuality he is abandoning by marrying pudding (he is getting out of his polycule)#he wants the aubergine for later akdhkashsk see... he is already tempted by the familiarity #'pudding might be changing that's why she is busy.... oh didn't her room have a balcony' SICK IN THE HEAD #'oh is this inapropiate??' idk MAYBE 'it wont be a crime we will be married tomorrow' JAIL #THATS WHAT YOU GET FOR SNOOPING AKDHAKA #his face is so... that one meme drawing of the guy in a war....#i mean it is sad bc she was his only like light in the darkness but damn... hard lesson #oh luffy is cursing her out this is serious #well good thing aanji snooped...... is he gon a save his sister now or.... he wont fight pudding i am sure of that #sanji is gonna grab that gun and kill himself at this point pudding #jesus christ how long can this go on for.... you already killed him pudding stop hitting the dead horse #i believe reiju could kick her ass now that pudding is distracted but alas.... no girl om girl violence is allowed #sanji not being able to lit his cigarette is so..... this poor man... NOT THE SHOT OF HIM CRYING #omg perfect episode..... jesus christ.....#i uave to say.... i would have really liked for pudding to be normal and have sanji get away from a lover to go with the crew again...#its so bittersweet you know....... and shows his priorities #goddamn sanji crying in the rain trying to get a smoke...... this is like too much... peak poor little meow meow #wait a fucking moment... the intro song starts with my feelings for you are beating intensly.... this really is so gay....#gay sex on screen is less subtle #talking tag #watching one piece #episode 817 #wtf pudding... if she didnt want reiju to die why tf did she shoot her....#sanji the flowers... she will know sanji..... sanji noooo #i get the soul thing but where do zeus and prometheus come from???? what kinda power is that...#JINBEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE #episode 818

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willowfey · 11 months

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woke up after a dream of having an older sister that was beautiful and soft and that i looked up to so much feeling so sad and nostalgic for my bedroom at my grandma’s old house in winter when i would come home from school and sit on the bottom bunk in front of the heater and write and write and indulge so heavily in my fantasy worlds that i forgot about everything else until she was done making soup and bread and cobbler which i would then eat from a clay bowl with my favourite red spoon i’d loved since i was a small child that i haven’t used in years and watch the snow fall on the trees and the deer out the window while smelling the soup and the heater and the incense and the browning sugar in the oven and my favourite face lotion i haven’t been able to find in years and daydreaming about having an old sister that was beautiful and soft and would teach me how to be as well

#i don’t know what happened #i woke up feeling like crying bc in the dream she felt like a memory #i woke up and i missed her and i missed my grandma’s old house and i’m never gonna see either of them ever again #i’m not ready to be the age i once looked up to. i need someone to show me how. i need to watch the snow and the deer a while longer.#the smell of the heater clicking on is still my favourite smell and every time it does i feel like i’m home for just a split second #and then it disappears #i want so much but above all else i want to fall asleep in that bottom bunk again in front of the heater. my hand against the frosty window #i want an older sister to tell me how to be but instead i have to be that older sister. and i’m not doing it right.#i’m never gonna grow up i’m never gonna move on i’m still watching doctor who on the floor wondering what it’s like to be kissed #i’m still trying to figure out how to dress and how to do my hair and how to sound normal when i talk to people #how am i supposed to exist. how am i supposed to have kids like i’ve always wanted when i’m still a kid myself #how am i supposed to have the dream wedding i imagined as a child if i can’t even get someone to look at me the right away #how am i supposed to endure this endless summer when all i want is that first snow landing softly on the back of a fawn #can i fall asleep again and ask her? or is she just another thing gone from me forever that i didn’t get enough time with

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silverislander · 1 year

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man im just remembering this one girl i hung out with in high school who was just fucking. wildly lesbophobic. letting her know i was questioning was the worst mistake i made in hs lol

#i had the same name as a gay character in a show she watched so she called me a lesbian but like. in a very rude clearly demeaning tone #she would tell Other People that i was a lesbian out of nowhere (i was but at the time i didnt think so. also again in a weirdly rude tone #frequently did the 'its ok if youre a lesbian just dont hit on me' fully seriously despite being. not my type. to put it nicely #i vaguely remember her saying dyke as well but i dont remember the context #and she was straight. bc ofc she was. and she made sure Everyone knew she was straight but alllll of her friends are gay ahaha #same girl made fun of me for being masc and then publicly saying i looked 'like a whore' the one time i did show up in makeup 😍#(it was fucking stage makeup that i didnt put on myself and i couldnt wipe it all off before coming back to school. and she knew it)#literally used butch as an insult both to me and around me #shes probably half of the reason im just now becoming comfortable describing myself as butch even tho I Am and have been forever #like. i have privately been sure of it since i was at least 16 but im 21 and still dont say it out loud #at least until im sure the people around me can be normal about it #levi.txt #i wanted So Bad to not be a lesbian at that age its sad! i wanted to be anything else #and yet its one of the things thats brought me the most happiness and self satisfaction in my life

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lebrookestore · 2 years

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man.

#i miss when i was only thinking about writing for the most part lmfao #and studies #this crush thing is too much for me bye 😭#but god. i like this boy a little too much #yes i am absolutely watching an entire 5 season show bc this guy got super passionate about it and told me to.#bc i thought it was cute and decided to check it out. haha #its fine ill start writing again after my last exam #will run back to my guy taeyong and the world will return to its normal self #brooke rambles

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