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thethingything · 1 year

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y'know I feel like I deserve some kind of award for putting up with so many triggers (both for our PTSD and for our OCD and psychosis) while sleep deprived, essentially jetlagged (from flipping our sleep schedule in one day), experiencing a migraine so bad we can't stop shaking, experiencing sensory overload for 8+ hours a day from loud noises that are also making the migraine worse, and getting constant flashbacks for multiple days in a row

#personal #thoughts #🍬 post #vent post #we have to wake up at 7am to sort stuff out before the bathroom fitters arrive each morning #and now I understand why we had so many issues with that in college #I woke up struggling to even move while just shaking uncontrollably #and when I finally managed to sit up I immediately almost passed out #if we fall asleep at the wrong time and happen to wake up at 7am it's not as bad #but being woken up by an alarm at 7am and having to then try and get up and do stuff is uhh... I feel like I'm dying #moving my head at all right now makes me completely lose my sense of balance and go really dizzy #also waking up at this time gives us flashbacks to college and that hasn't been fun in the slightest #and the symptoms I've got right now really aren't helping with that #we've also had flashbacks to stuff from like late 2019 to mid 2020 and that's its own set of shit we don't want to deal with right now #but we can't get away from any of the triggers

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