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dont-open-dead-inside-25 · 4 months

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*voice of boy who just experienced romantic/sexual attraction for the first time* did you guys see that. that was insane. wdym you live like this

#um?????#i've had “crushes” before but that was just guessing #it wasn't until *checks calendar* two days ago that i discovered what y'all are talking about #that was legit insane #also very proud of my initiative. underneath it all i'm quite bold. got his number (re: asked him if he wanted my number which is much more #fun. also he later told me that it made him blush which is cute) and he danced with me.#and it was such a vibe???#like. i've been flirted with before #specifically a guy asked to dance with me (we were at a dance) and like. i did but it was really not it. i'm very enthusiastic when dancing #and there to have as much fun as i can and he was doing that awkward shuffle step thing and i could tell he wasn't really into dancing and #it felt he was bringing me down. dampening the vibe.#but with this guy we were vibing like crazy. he liked dancing! there was energy! he twirled me! it was insane you guys #also he has the cutest little southern accent #i didn't notice at first but my friend pointed it out to me and y'all it's adorable #got his spotify and we like a lot of the same music too #unfortunately he lives 2-3 states over (depending how you count)#we've been texting though #i met him at my competition so if we both win again i'll see him next year lol #finn says shit

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faaun · 7 months

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my research partner and i are huddled in a blanket in paddington waiting for a too-late train i already miss you and you and you

#he keeps falling asleep almost on my shoulder and waking up and readjusting but i want to tell him its ok weve seen a lot #of each other ive seen your brainwaves you called me crying a few nights ago. research partner right now is a potentiality #friend is a certainty. i met a banker passionate about finance. he said his advice made the lives of others better and he likes the numbers #more than he likes anything else. on a high rise near canary wharf the view was wonderful and the people even moreso #he said i loved her but i spent 33 grand on her and i cant do this anymore. his voice cracked talking about her. he did love her.#and she talked softly she grabbed my hand she bought me a pack of Marlborough gold she told me to snap #the russian menthol cigarettes of the tortured polish man near us with my teeth i kept staring at her teeth #bright white and sharp. i couldnt find her heartbeat but i did find warmth and i did find her lips and i did feel #how she felt pressed against a wall. a pretty boy held my hand and i gave him my number. i couldnt stop smiling about her no matter #how many runways youve walked on how many collections youve designed how many students youve taught. senior lecturer teaches me how to do #very unethical things ethically over a double shot of vodka made by the half-persian with broken farsi. she talks softly #and she says her eyes are hazel but they appear a shade of red. pure gold on her hands and leather on her back and her fingers on my lips #(she talks softly sees through me she says something i cant hear but i wont forget the way she flies) she talked to my research partner #about the possibility of moving to sunny dubai with the rest of her family and my heart felt pierced. on her arm i traces a tattoo of a #knife passing through a rose. she told me she thought there was romance in severing so i kissed her some more.#he sat me down and asked me what i loved and i told him and he said no romance no person no tragedy will take that from you.#the room was filled with a collection of people in love with something that wasnt a person and i kept looking at her.#red eyes bitten jawline beautiful hands. it is 3 degrees Celsius my head is on his shoulder i miss my friends #we walked out the lecture hall with arms linked a photo of two years ago and we both said #jesus christ. i miss you all. and i miss logic metatheory lectures. im glad i get to stare at the depth of your eyes #i wish i had met you years ago.#crushposting

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tittyinfinity · 2 months

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No seroquel means no sleep for me I guess. I've been trying for hours

#decided if im gonna be awake i may as well do something other than wallow in thoughts that cause me anxiety #just super fucked up that i went from believing i could no longer feel romantic attraction #to suddenly being flooded with feelings #and like he didn't even confess romantic feelings for me he just said hed be down to fuck sometime #usually id just be like yeah that's fine i don't usually catch feelings #so it's fucking me up that im having romantic feelings towards someone who probably doesnt feel that way #and it's fucking me up that i caught feelings from being TOLD he'd like to fuck we haven't even done that #sigh i can't pretend like those feelings weren't already there and just extremely repressed....#kept having so many dreams about being in love w him... I'd do everything i could to shake the feeling off #it comes down to insecurities #feeling like i make too many mistakes to be with someone as good as him #the fear that I'll stress him out #one of the most amazing people I've ever met. he has respected my boundaries for years #and i guess those boundaries were only firmly in place bc i knew deep down it would spark something #honestly i felt a huge spark hours before he even told me #whenever he came up behind me and hugged me on the neck #his lips accidentally brushed against my neck and i swooned #we haven't talked since that night but he said he wants to have a conversation about it when he's not busy #he has two jobs #his 2nd one lasting til 1am #but yeah thinking about what he might say is making me nervous #like what if he suddenly decides that it IS too risky #i don't think ill be able to kick these feelings #at least i let him know head on that i might fall in love w him if we pursue anything else #but we haven't even pursued shit!! and i feel this way already!!#i guess not ''in love'' but the crush is hard-fucking-core #the kind of crush i havent had since meeting my ex 7 years ago...#i forgot what the feeling was like. and it's.... so strong #.bdo

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catgirlpurgatory · 2 months

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yall should i swipe right again on a guy i had two dates with nd then broke things off and now we text like every 3 months abt communism and Jeremy fragrance

#p #we met on bumble like two nd half years ago right when i moved here nd it was kinda weird but i was also kinda weird at the time #and now we text every now and then but it's super short nd idk ! i wanna give him a seond chance #is it weird 😪😪😪😪😪😪😪

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br1ghtestlight · 28 days

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one of the conflicts in this fwb fanfic im working on is so stupid and funny im obsessed with them. i wish i could post it on the aita reddit because im sooo curious what people would think about this situation i feel like the response would just be this

#like AITA for sleeping with another consenting adult and hurting the feelings of my platonic male friend/coworker #im (45f) pregnant with my friend/coworkers (46m) baby we went on a date a few years ago but it didnt work out. we're still fwb #and we sleep together but it is NOT exclusive. i hooked up with another guy i met on a dating app and he's angry and says i shouldve told #him since we live together/sleep in the same bed/are having a kid together but he's not my bf so it isnt really his business?? am i crazy?#he seems really upset but i dont think he's entitled to knowing about all my relationships #<- she leaves out that she only hooked up with a stranger cuz she realized she still had feelings for her fwb and was Not about to unpack #any of that. he's still extremely in love with her btw which was mostly why he was upset cuz he likes her #i feel like the response would be “do you two ever communicate with each other about literally anything” which is a fair question tbh #and the answer is NO!!!!!!#shout out to anyone who could possibly figure out which pairing this is about (???) since it is not entirely ooc for them #they're so stupid and fun to write. Obsessed #txt

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lunar-fey · 1 month

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ohhhh my god. okay. so. my aunt does like, she buys random junk in bulk from retail wholesalers and then resells it on like, facebook marketplace and ebay and stuff. whatever. so my mom works for her. makes a flat $50 a day, regardless of the fact that shes disabled and doing hard labor for at least 8 hours a day, often 10+. and min wage here is $10 an hour but mom argued that $50 a day is still more than what she would make working the same hours at an actual job because of taxes...like girl that would be 50% taxes. you do not pay that fucking much. so thats already Bad.

but today mom shows me a video of a knife theyre gonna sell, and i watch 2 seconds and i realize its an automatic knife, and i tell her hey. thats illegal to possess in this state. let alone sell! and mom is like ohhh [aunt] knows what shes doing itll be fine.... we sell knives on there all the time she just doesnt put pictures and calls them something else on the listing to get around fb/ebays policies :)

LIKE. HELLO. THATS NOT BETTER. YOURE COMMITTING MULTIPLE CRIMES. *AS YOUR JOB.* and she was just like "its not a big deal she knows what shes doing." folks, this is the same aunt that, very illegally, paid me to sort through her clients confidential tax documents and bank records and stuff. because she works for a bank. and took the records home to sort them. i dont think she DOES know what shes doing, actually!

#why do both of my parents need to be so impressively incompetent. i like. cannot find the words for how . i feel about this #like. idc about crimes. go forth. be free. but maybe. just maybe. you should not make your job #“hi today i will post about how i am selling illegally possessed objects on a widely used public forum”#dont do crimes STUPID. yanno.#in other parent news. its now like. month 6 or so of dad refusing to get his insurance reinstated.#hes been on the same step (taking his paystubs to the dhhr office) for like 3 months?#anyway apparently he found out today/last night that when he was a kid he was diagnosed with gastroparesis !#which is like ! cool! you have a diagnosis AND ive been living with that for 16 years and can help you 🥰#but we were sitting there with mom (this was right before the knife thing) and she was like “well you gotta get your insurance now so you #can get on the right meds“ and dad was like yeah ill go....#and mom was saying well go in the morning when they open etc etc and he was like i will #and i pointed out that just two weeks ago i told him that too. and he didnt want to. bc hed lose money due to not being able to work #and mom was like well he doesnt work at 8am. and i was like yeah i know but i told him to go at 8am two weeks ago and that was his response #and then he proceeded to claim that this whole time he didnt know they opened at 8am.#folks. he doesnt start working until like...usually 10 or so. WHAT GOVERNMENT OFFICE DOESNT OPEN UNTIL 10.#PLUS. WE LIVE IN A RURAL HOUR. *BUSY* TAKES LIKE AN HOUR. MOST OF THE TIME YOURE IN AND OUT WITHIN 20 MINITES.#ive been fucking considering PAYING HIM to go get it.#and then he claims he didnt know it opened at 8am. when i have told him that. MULTIPLE TIMES.#WHY DO THEY HAVE TO BE LIKE THISSSS THEYRE THE MOST IMMATURE ADULTS IVE EVER MET AND THATS IMPRESSIVE!!!#IVE KNOWN PEOPLE WHO PAY THEIR RENT IN COKE OR WHO ARE ESSENTIALLY PROFESSIONAL PARTIERS. AND *THEYRE* MORE RESPONSIBLE AND MATURE THAN MY #PARENTS. SO WHAT GIVES.#also theyre 50 like cmon yall. youre not even 20 or 30. i think you should know how to not like. get your job shut down or die of lack #of medication.#did i tell yall one of the times a few months ago i was nagging dad abt getting his insurance #his response was literally. no exxageration.#he was like oughhh i dont wanna see doctors because then theyll find out somethings wrong with me #and ill have to go on a bunch of medication.#and then he actually for real. said.#“being on too many medications killed my grandma”#even mom was like cmon man. thats not even true. they misdiagnosed her and put her on WRONG meds. she wasnt even on that many.

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magentagalaxies · 6 months

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tonight is a "getting emotional over paul bellini" kind of night <3

#just thinking about how lucky i am that not only did he see me being a nerd over mouth congress almost two years ago and reach out to say hi #but also that in our first conversation he asked about my comedy and immediately was interested in seeing where it could go #like i have a distinct type of dynamic with each of the kith people i know of course #but bellini's always going to be special to me bc he's the first one i met. he's the one who met me before i knew anyone related to kith #both scott and bruce met me as someone who already knew someone from the show. but bellini met me as just a random fan #like he didn't have to bring me into the world of kith as much as he did but he wanted to!#and idk i'm just thinking about it bc in my little interview i did with him for my final in a comedy class #i did ask him what it was about my comedy that made him think it had potential #and he gave such a thoughtful answer that really showed he thinks i'm funny and that i could be a great comedian #and he referenced past work i've shown him etc. and it was all in that great bellini tone where he's very complimentary #but it never feels disingenuous or like he's just being nice bc he respects you enough to tell you his honest opinions #i value a compliment from scott or bruce or paul very much bc they're all some of my favorite comedians and my mentors #and of course having a different dynamic with each of them means i will value their comments in different ways #and i wouldn't say i value one person's feedback more than another's #but there's always something special about bellini bc he's the one who has known me the longest and knew me before all of this #(technically he's the only one who got to know me as a teenager bc i was 19 when we met even tho my 20th birthday was a few weeks later)#and yeah i really hope he's having a good night tonight bc he deserves it

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andromedasummer · 6 months

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#one of the parents of two of my childhood best friends died yesterday and i feel. absolutely numb.#we hadnt seen him in such a long #long time and i didnt even know he had cancer. i h #i hate seeing my mum and my dad so distraught. they met like 30 years ago in uni as 17/18 year olds.#this isnt fair on his kids theyd be 19 and 2 #this isnt fucking fair #*19 and 22

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buckys-estrella · 1 year

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I hate to admit it, but I have a crush on someone

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lightpickles · 8 months

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#klaus #story of seasons #i am president of the klaus-the-perfumist defamation league #(old tag that i'm bringing back because i still h*te h*m)#i actually downloaded the citra 3ds emulator AND SoS1 specifically to pursue him and mistel #so the former has been one of the great disappointments of my life. how shall i cope??#(it was like kana from tale of two towns all over again although for different reasons)#sos1 is my female protagonist namesake game but i've started using my middle name for new sos games these last few years #now we (royal) know my first and middle name :-) stay tuned for last name and my linkedin and my social security number #a longtime online friend actually did connect with me on linkedin a few years ago after i spent ages jokingly telling our friend group to #connect w/me on there. and this was like a full year before wr actually met in person. im in awe of her godbless #pickle jar #pickle lore #stefon SNL voice these tags have everything

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alloutshirt · 1 year

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disclaimer : this is a personal life vent look away

shouldn’t be sharing this but i need to take it off my brain (wow reading it back it really sounds like i lost my mind but unfortunately it’s all true and not all of it fits in 30 tags lmaooo)

#because at this point it’s too funny not to share #keep in mind that all of this happened in the last two months 😭#so my dad wants to introduce us to his new gf who he met barely two weeks ago on holidays and will now move in and look for a job here caus #she’s from romania and wants to stay ?????#i know because my dad asked me to clear my room so she has one which okay i guess #my room that’s currently full cause we had to get the stuff we stored at my grandparents following my parents breakup as they’re themselves #getting a divorce after 60 years together and selling the family home we all grew up in #this happening because my grandma got diagnosed with alzheimer n my grandpa so this as an escape door to talk about her being violent #cause breaking news we all looked up to them as the inspiration for a couple but apparently she’s been abusive their whole life #we also just learned to our last name should be different as my grandpa never knew his dad and too his mothers name #all of this we learned having to question our aunt cause we found out by randomly seeing to house on selling website and our dad just sayin #'sometimes people aren’t in love anymore' like we’re 5 yo #i don’t think my dad ever processed any emotion #taking it back to my dad he wants to introduce us on the 16th which funny thing is the day my mom is getting married to her partner #and im still not sure if my dad knows #marriage that makes me sicker the closer it gets cause the guy is a walking red flag and lately i haven’t seen my mom that much #cause i can’t stand him and how she is when he’s around #which he always. is.#oh and his daughter who hasn’t talked to him in years and truly i get it sis will be here but everyone knows #it’s to ask him for the money he doesn’t have again #so im torn but also i up she makes a fuss and everything gets cancel so i don’t have to talk to my mom about how she’s doing exactly #what she promised to never fall for again after finally ditching my dad #and like at least my mom’s side is out of the equation as there’s probably still a murderer on the loose looking for her sicko sister #who herself threatened my mom several times cause my mom dared calling her out on abandoning her disabled daughter to live #with their parents for twenty years and still now with them nearing 80 being sick and broke cause they never made it official and she’s #still the one getting money support lmaooo #oh how could i forget im also staying at my dads cause my big sister moved back with my mom and took my room #following her breakup with her bf of 4 years when she caught him cheating with a 16 years old #oh and now some of my best friends are still deliberating wether they ever wanna talk to me again #this could be fine if i could cry **** *** and dissociate but i no longer have my own room :) being so so brave rn :)

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horrorwebs · 1 year

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I MADE MORE FRIENDS . !!

#yesterday and today aaaaaa :) i thought i was gonna be miserable but no #yesterday i arrived at drawing class and i thought the girls from last time [3 weeks ago] barely remembered me/were annoyed by me. but no #i arrived at class [packed w like 70 ppl who all dont know each other] and they scream MY NAME :D [greetinf]#like right as i stepped into the class they were in the middle of it #so i say hi to them and also these two guys who i rly like that i had met before starting class while on a trip w friends who i was hoping #i could talk to. well we all sit outside clas to work together so we talk a lot and its really cool and i love them already!#and today i was scared bc i knew only 1 girl from design class [ok actually 3 more hut 1 is more like a classmate thing and the other 2 we #talked once and i dont remember their names] b i arrived and didnt see her so i sat alone scared then i saw her and went over to her table #n i made friends with her friends theyr really cool! especially this one guy i sat next to we talked a lot it seems like we are similar #and in the other 2 theoric clases i know this 2 girls that i also shar drawing with and theyre both really sweet so its cool!#bad thing is that all of them are in diff careers than me [graphic design architecture and textile design] i havent mer anyone from mine #[<- image and sound design]#so im scared next year ill know no one again! but atill im so happy en #yesterday was so fun with these guys #and like one of the guys i knew when i met him i was like waow hes so cool i wish we could be friends but ill prob never see himagain #AND THEN I SAHRE A CLASS W HIM . i though maybe hed be annoyed but no he made conversation asked me questions + asked be to b in his group #anyway the teacher separated ghe groups and made them themselves but eitherway! hes so cool and weird. and the girls are great too like #super kind and sweet and it wa svery fun #spikeposting

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autumnrory · 2 years

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it’s so funny how much kids seem to like me when i struggle so much understanding the words they’re saying if they’re really little and i’m BETTER at interacting with them than i used to be after all these years with my nephew and nieces but still like. kinda awkward

i like them too, to be clear, kids are the fucking BEST even if i don’t want them for myself. but i’m always just kind of stunned when kids attach themselves to me seemingly so easily

#and it's just like?? most of the kids i interact with?#started with my nephew when he was much younger i'd guess not long after we met and started spending time together #and my older niece is much the same way when she comes over she wants to take me around with her #their younger sister not so much but she's still p exclusively attached to her parents it seems #so maybe in a year or two for her #and then my godson sure bc i've gone theirs a couple times a year every year for giving him birthday and christmas presents #but his siblings all get excited to see me too (sidebar his younger sister was dressed so cute today and i'm like #it was not like that when i was 10 oh my god)#and the youngest is more shy in general i think but he was v shy of me when i was over just a few months ago #and today we played tossing coins back and forth to each other and he had the biggest smile on his face #and he wanted to show me some toys in his room #and then he had one of those blankets that's also like a sort of lil costume of a monster #and he asked me to put it on him and then i did the whole pretending he's the monster that's gonna get me #but i was just like omg where did this turnaround come from you didn't wanna interact with me a few months ago #anyway kids are fascinating and also so fun and i love them i love them #i just wish i was better at the play stuff my brother apparently loves doing the make believe stuff with his daughter #which doesn't surprise me he's got a good imagination but yeah i'm always just like. idk how to do this #tbf i don't think kids really notice/care as long as you're engaging with them and all but still i just wish i was better at it #especially bc like if i WERE...working with kids might be fun but idk #personal

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ifeelfreewithoutmyshoes · 8 days

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Just met a dude who went the year below me at primary school which means I haven’t seen him in 9 years and he was able to recognize me even with dyed hair???

#then as I was talking to him one of his friends was like #your ‘little brothers name’s big sister right?#turned out to be my brothers room mate from like two years ago #whom I’ve met twice at this point I think #wild #but mostly the fact that the first guy could recognize me #one of my classmates from high school had a hard time rocognizing me a few months back and we went to classes together even #not that I remember the dudes name #but I did remember he went to class with one of my other high school classmates #bc I went to boarding school for a year so we ended up in the same year #but very interesting #especially as my flatmates were joking behind me going ohh she has fizz #rizz*#me #it was a nice party we got to dance in the end #wild that he was able to recognize me enough to say hello at a party in shitty lighting

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stranger-awakening · 1 month

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:)

#panel on the left was my first thought when i noticed the one on the right :')#i love you silly hat brothers #wish we had one of ace like this too but alas he has never met a woman except for the two who raised him #jess rants about life #jess watches one piece #well reads it but ya know #i'd put what volumes this was from but arlong park was like a million years ago now and im not willing to check lmao

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rotyourbody · 6 months

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guys very sexually frustrated at the moment trying to be cool about it

#so the story is.#I'm going on a date with this guy in TWO WEEKS A LONG TIME AWAY #and we have like----history #but it's like almost history #not real history #we met 6 years ago #and have not seen each other since #and I had the HUGEST CRUSH ON HIM #like he was like a celebrity to me he was untouchable #and since then we've almost hooked up #TWICE NOW #the first time was like 6 months after we'd parted wats #and the second was 2 years ago #but each time SOMETHING happened and it fell thorugh #and now 'm shaking in my boots that he's gonna cancel #and like #he lives super far awary so it's this time or never

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