#we out here in the middle of nowhere
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Circles in the sky
Inspired by one of those windows 7 backgrounds.

This one yeah
#art#artwork#original art#oc art#we out here in the middle of nowhere#there are circles in the sky#cute little pink haired boy is stuck in some nowhere dimension with blue grass hills and circle patterned skies
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#ace attorney#athena cykes#juniper woods#junithena#i swear every time she talks to or about juniper i go āso like...... shes obviously in love with her right? right???ā#why else would athena ask phoenix to ask her that in the middle of court. like what are we doing here.#it was so out of nowhere#i know athena. you cant hide it from me and its not even your widgets fault#youre not even trying to hide it i swear
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someone save me from the idiots ive been stuck with for 5+ years...
#shhh yes im system posting again#i was too scared on our older blog so im doing it here more sorry in advance LMAO#plus i have alot of funny stories :3#anyways the idiots in question are marz/red (me hiii i post 90% here & on the red blog)#and then elysia/green who spent 5 hrs on our pinned post just for me to decide i wanna change it a month later oops#and then seraphina/blue who has a 3 year argument with elysia over skittles being better than m&ms (& its STILL ongoing)#anyways about the irl doxxing us that ive accidentally did once mini tag storytime but i MIGHT make a silly post about that later one day#okay so a few weeks ago we werent too far from where we live but it was still technically a different city#and it was 8pm at night & we ran into a store to grab something alone#and the cashier guy was randomly like ā...where are you from ??ā#and i didnt think and i told him BY ACCIDENT#and then he was like āoh okay!" and didnt say much afterwards#then we got out of there ASAP because this was in the middle of nowhere </3#it mightve not been anything but now this loser (elysia) wont stop saying ive irl doxxed us >:((#( ps all the 'idiot' & 'loser' namecalling is all done affectionately i promise LMAO )#solar draws#alan becker#red avm#blue avm#green avm#animation vs minecraft#animator vs animation#<- shhh it counts cause the first panel#not adding sys tags its already nerve wracking being open about sys stuff in general on this blog LMAO
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have to keep repeating in my head; heās leaving soon heās moving out heās got a job so heās leaving in two months heās moving out every time i see a mess my brother has made in the house
#he leaves a trailā¦.#bathroom soaking fucking wet and covered in soap bubbles??? is he making potions????#kitchen sides covered in crumbs. hob covered in grease and bits of food. sink turning to mulsh at the joins bc he keeps it SOAKING FUCKING#WET. floors a mess. bins full. sofa cushions all over???????#I DONT GET ITTTTTT#SHOES IN THR MIDDLE OF THR HALLWAYS AND KITCHEN??#WASHING MACHINE DOOR WIDE OPEN MICROWAVE DOOR OPEN#no room in the fridge for my shopping bc itās full of his alcoholā¦..#the list goes on. the man doesnāt get up until 2pm#i just..#im so frustrated#and my mum is like āheās got nowhere else to stay and itās so nice seeing him. it could be years before we see him againā like girl be so#fucking real rn#we facetime him every week when heās abroad and tbh i spoke to him more then than i do now - like he sits in another room from us. doesnāt#eat with us. when it was mums birthday he put up a fuss about sitting in the same room for takeaway liiiiikeā idc if he had shit going on#that day either buck up for mums fucking birthday knobhead#i donāt see him bc im at work or heās not awake when i am or when im in the house still#like yeah sure āwonāt get to see him againā#shouldāve just been like#promise?? š¤Ŗš¤Ŗš¤Ŗ#bc this is tooooo much now#he doesnāt change!!!! he doesnāt!!#i put a recycle bag at the front door to take out in the afternoon when i knew i was leaving the house but he left before me and i had to#ASK and point out the fucking bag and say āput that in the blue bin plsā#like if heās staying here then pull ur weight if itās āyour house tooā#fucking HELLLLLLL#also might add that heās staying here for free but uses the heating SO liberally like that bill is going to be sky high but itās me and mum#that pay it š#and heās been told.#just does it when weāre not in bc i caught him the other day with it on 24c which the radiators canāt even fucking reachhhh UGHHHHHHHHH
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not a new statement from me by any means but traveling through my home the south and seeing country folk tend to the earth & their animals, and city folk blast music as they dance with joy of heritage or identity, all of us just trying to get by.... it makes those statements folk make about how we "deserve what we vote" hurt worse. people who say that have no idea the life & love down here even when we know our government will ensure we arent forever.
#van speaks#southern culture#ive been in louisana the past few days. we drove through basically a chunk of texas and most of lou#and just. seeing so many folk who are all different but all Living#do people who generalize the south even now that every building in nola has a queer 'youre welcome here' sign?#do people who generalize the south know the kindness of most strangers even in the middle of nowhere?#thus far i havent been stopped once for my androgynous looks out here. ive seen others like me#and this isnt really a new feeling im always talking about this#but just. the long journeys to other places down here and still feeling love and pride and simple humanity. we are human too#quite honestly new orleans reminds me of nyc (personally id say it's better)#it strikes me how it is so defined by impermanence & judgement from others but keeps dancing
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The secret truly is to leave on a high note and have them give you their social media handle or number, they'll crave you forever
#alright we got the swedish guy who's married with kids and more of a buddy type anyway but he still initiates contact pretty frequently#that was oct '22. his bandmate was flirting with me but also has a gf and i missed the chance bc i thought i had to be loyal to my ex etc#we got the german guy from april '24 who gave me his number and begged me to stay but i left anyway and he asked me out the next day#i declined but he still stalks my social media and texted me a few months ago. the most obvious example among them all but no way with him#we got the other german guy in his late 30s (above is ~60) who admittedly didn't give me his fb first but he accepted my drunk friend req#we texted for a bit after the end of the tour and he also has a gf but he still invites me to his gigs in the middle of nowhere#and doxxed his workplace with an invitation to follow their page lmao#(will go see him as a surprise when i'm there more often in the next couple of years anyway)#and then we got my newest catch from nyc who i also left when it was fun and he gave me his number a week later#fb and insta mutuals too. again stalks my stories and likes them (even if he sometimes removed the like by the time i clicked on the notif)#genuinely think he's into me in a way yk but that's for another time. i've been getting so many signs from the universe it's crazy#anyway from the way his bandmate is also active on my socials and likes stuff i'm slowly worried lol š his gf is hot pls stay with her#based on our interactions i couldn't promise they weren't both trying to flirt šš gotta let it marinate and check my diary entry#in conclusion this is really the secret āš» the ones with whom the convos faded didn't seem to keep me in mind for much longer#bonus points if they're tipsy tho last time they seemed pretty sober but the rest all had a couple of beers#them giving you their contact info is pretty much a safe sign they like you bc they don't just do that and 100% not their number trust me#you can't look desperate by giving them yours first even if you wanna šš» you can follow them later or tag them in clips from the show etc#but don't directly go 'hey here's my number btw' while you're talking bc chances are they won't text you anyway#meanwhile if they give you their number they're anxious if you'll even text them and if they beg and ask you can be a little cocky#and don't go overboard and ask them directly bc you don't wanna sound like a creep and you're not pressuring them#this turned into a guide once again i'm sorry š see what you did anon shfkfj#mel talks#the groupie chronicles
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when the competition is making me cry in 10 seconds and your opponents are my parents
#bro wow this has to be some kindof personal record twice in one day#morning for mom evening for dad#did thy talk aboit it discuss it that you take these points I'll take these we'll be done in 10 secs flat#i don't understand what's happening period is over but i still can't stop crying i cried yesterday too#it usually is like numb numb numb period week numb again#but why won't it kick in this time#he's just so fucking efficient man wow#literally he said 3 things in 10 seconds and the dam opened#first he shouted about something and i tried to defend myself but then he got soo mad and even tho i hd a perfectly#reasonable exception i had to shut up and accept my mistake because at that point i was already on the verge of crying#and i knew if i dragged it out i wouldn't be able to say another word without bursting and then he'd get even more mad for crying in public#and embarassing him#and then it was about something related to my brother and he was like#talk to him properly what's wrong with you he's going to go away in a few months then will you ever even see him#which fuck is such a big fear of mine something that's already made me cry because ive fucked it up#and he hates me now and i think we'll never reconcile he thinks we should be the kind of siblings who meet on festivals and that's it#and i tried to like bond more but he just hates the entire family and wants to leave us behind no exceptions#and then in the same breath dad is like your sister is already gone abhi dikhti hai kya aas paas#like bitch?? could you be less efficient what the fuck that was the killing blow#i went from confused to trying to not cry so fast like fuck she's the only person in the world who made living with you#bearable of fucking course i notice she's not here i miss her all the time#like yeah just tell me i will keep losing everyone why don't you see if i can hear it without breaking down#and i just felt so fucking helpless like can't stand up for myself because i will lose and i have to play the long game#take his money get my education but fuck man the education i can't breathe under the pressure of it all his demand#for full tests and these fucking subjects im not made for this and trying to do it all alone because he#shifted us here in the middle of nowhere no friends and yesterday he was like oh yeah we'll move back home im bored now#like fucking hell man how many times will you do this? already did it when i was 15#and on top of that mom is complaining about him to me like bitch you won't leave him you'll make#us suffer through hell because you're a coward and you want me to console you?#god fuck this i hope he dies i hope she dies i hope we all die
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thinking about my debating on changing my azem's name to fenrir instead more because of course she'd have to have a wolf themed transformation, which of course got me thinking is the transformation thing an unsundered only thing or could the wol theoretically be able to do that too. because I'm just picturing Raya just being tired of the next villain's BS and just transforming as a power move, like what would they even say. "oh yea i'm gonna pick a fight with the warrior of light who has half of eorzea and it's neighbors at the ready, what do you mean they can turn into a big monster on top of all that????"
#btw I'm leaning heavy on the theoretically because i think it'd be fun not that we get all azem's spells or anything#i'm not even picturing anything fancy like for her. just a big wolf like solas or lo'gosh/goldrinn lol#some have these intricate and fancy transformations and here's azem. just a wolf but like really big#maybe has some little doodads or jewelry or blades or something at the most#i do wanna sketch out chaos's design and figure out the hairstyle for aeolus/loki/name pending for azem's brother#i'm still 100% on board for chaos just being this retired guy out in the middle of nowhere with a little farm#dude passed over the title of elidibus to themis and instead of returning to the star went āi wanna start a gardenā and just went and did i#living a nice little retired life that he always wanted until the final days happened
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laying in bed in this canvas tent looking out at more stars than iāve ever seen in my life, listening to the low rumbling calls of the lions hunting in the mara below
#this is without a doubt the most insane experience iāve ever had in my life these last 24 hours have been whiplash like iāve never had#over dinner we met a bbc crew filming a lion pride out here#a motley assortments of photojournalists and camera techs and experts covered in red dust from the road#knocking back g&ts#and all i could think as we talked over a couple rounds and then an insane french dinner#was āi am no-one from nowhere. how the hell did i end up here?ā#like. itās surreal on an entirely new level. jesus christ.#going from like truly a knifeās edge of being caught in the middle of a protest today and yesterdayās crappy mosquito infested airbnb#to. THIS. this place. these people. these circumstances. my god.
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oh my fucking god im such a hick
#literally live out in the middle of nowhere. most of the stuff here we built ourselves.#theres half a pontoon boat in the back yard#and we have multiple sheds full of junk and firewood and shit#anyways hick life rules tbh
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This may be a stupid question, and Iām sorry if youāve answered it before, but why do the mimes do everything they do?
Not a stupid question at all. It's a pretty broad question, however, so it may have been answered in bits and pieces in the past throughout several other asks. So I suppose this is a chance to put it cohesively:
They are of a different realm. The physical realm is not their own, and though they have existed for eons, they have only lived life in the physical part of the universe for a tiny sliver of time. So more often than not, they have almost no clue what they're doing.
They've also just finished fighting a war, and are aware that fate is not on their side when it comes to sticking around in the physical realm, so they are very ready and willing to fight. Their kind as a whole goes a bit overboard though, as I'd argue they wipe out maybe a good 70% of the living people on the planet alone within a couple of days.
The mimes in the focal lense of the story-- the ones you see me draw and talk about-- are no exception to this behavior. Some of the first things they do when they arrive is kill. Out of curiosity, fear, adrenaline, or out of a feeling of necessesity. None really out of hate, though, and none with initial malicious intent (...perhaps debatable, depending on how you look at things ^^;)
Once the crazy phase is over, about two or three days after the Fault, a lot of the immediate hostile behavior slows down. Everyone's had a chance to get used to their new world, and has had the time to understand the meaning of what life is. Though they are against the main 15 living protagonists, they actually try to avoid outright killing them. The persuasions of fate fortune the protagonists, so it makes it a little more difficult to get rid of them anyways, but a lot of the mimes often opt to thwart the living's plans rather than continue the cycle of brutal hostility.
Some mimes are just more hostile in nature though, or some more chaotic, but some are just trying to enjoy their new life. Their motives and aspirations are all over the place. Almost all of them though just want to remain despite the destruction they've already caused. The living, of course, want their world back to the way it was, so they continue on. And so the mimes must as well.
#jarna is here to hunt for sport more often than not.#calamea just doesnt give a fuck and does whatever always#rede would be so much more violent if it wasnt for Chickenstab holding him back so often#but past those three none of the main mimes are here to be brutal#twiddle acts like he is but news flash he isnt. he just thrives off of making enemies#foxglove doesnt even wanna be here at all so shes just doing what she thinks she has to#brambleramble#tyv and uppsulka pretty early on actually go. yknow fuck all this mess. idk if we might disappear again one day.#we are living out in tha middle of nowhere now. leave us alone#(alas. they cannot escape the. Shenanigans)#some mimes even help work towards the living's goal#as they accept their fate- realise they'll both be doomed if it isn't done- and that their doomed fate would be worse than--#--simply having their fate reverted.
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City ppl are so weird to me bcz tf u mean you've never had to keep your pets inside for like a week bcz there was just a cougar in the middle of your town for absolutely no reason
#xalon rambles#Love living in the middle of nowhere#bcz half the shit that happens here sounds like i made it up#there used to be peacocks that#kept trying to break into my backyard#and we had to run at them with sticks to make em go away#/srs shit is wild out here ššš
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think I am literally destined to never see a dark night sky


#this is the second time a rental car catastrophically failed me on a journey to the middle of nowhere LANSJDJDJDJDN#good thing I caught it from my hotel in anaheim and not the middle of nowhere but. Gyatt#we r out HERE
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yesterday i went out to celebrate finishing exams and one of the clothing stores i went to (i think it was a levi's) was doing a gundam collab and i saw the coolest fucking jacket ever known to man. and then i looked at the price tag and it was like 1.7 million rupiah
#I WAS DEVASTATED#especially since we don't really get cool shit coming here in [city i live in]#nothing interesting ever happens#it was cool seeing gundam collab out in the middle of nowhere though#jo talks
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This is a vent post feel free to ignore but i'm just so pissed and honestly so fucking done
#went partying with some friends for the first time in ages and had such a fun night dacing and drinking till 5 am#hadnt seen those particular friends in so long and didnt even realize how much i needed to wind down and relax till i was there#but the one moment that keeps popping into my head from the night is when we were dancing#five girls in as much of a circle as we could in this fully packed bar#obviously just having fun and not interested in the company of some random dudes#and out of nowhere i feel someone grab my ass#and not in the 'couldve been an accidental swipe of the hand' or a little cheek pinch kind of way#but right on the crack so far down the middle and ring fingers fully brushing the outerlips#tried to see who it was but it was so packed there was no way of knowing who it was#and honestly its insane how casual they did it#like fully sexsually harassing someone in a puplic area with no consequenses#its so gross and kinda scary even#fucking hate it here#by here i mean this earth ihave to share with dickstains like that#stay safe y'all...
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#I hate seeing posts that reduce human existence to a product of evolution or coincidence#like I know that it's what most people believe these days#but it angers me that they just#refer to us as apes or whatever#talk about the wonders of the world as if they just āØmagically evolvedāØ#like no! we are here because we were created! designed!#I think it's also so sad for people who are fully steeped in this mindset because it robs them of a purpose in their life#if we evolved from nothing out in the middle of nowhere then what IS the point#and where ARE we going#life is then meaningless and bleak#and the future is a valley of darkness#so belief in God is not only logical but like.. HEALTHY#imagine having a purpose! a hope and a future! a reason to get up and endure the horrors each day!#elly's posts
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