#we spend everyday together (i mean we are roomates and live right next to

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Be careful what you wish for~

(HAPPY BIRTHDAY Namjoon!~ 💜)

Dom! Namjoon lion hybird x Sub! (female) reader

Semi Hybrid au, Friends to lovers

Rating: 18+

About: Namjoon and you always had been friends because your parents knew each other, you played together in the sand, went to school together, studied together but you had no idea that you also would spend your lives together. As you and Namjoon became roomates, things start to get serious. He noticed his crush on you, while you had to deal with his heat and your hormones. You kept your fellings a secret, while he acts without thinking. Holidays were happening and than Namjoons heat broke out.

Warnings:  semi angst, mentioning of death, cursing, Smut, dirty talk, masturbation, vaginal fingering, oral (female), possessive behavior, bareness, ass spanking, hickeys, marking, biting, breeding kink, Dom!Namjoon, Sub!Reader, Daddy kink, begging, teasing, overstimulation, squirting, size kink, window sex, Semi publix sex, rough sex, eye contact, (It's just a lot okay lol) (Let me know when I forgot something~)

(I hope the time-jumps aren't to bad! Sorry for gramma mistakes! Please enjoy~ 💜)

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"Y/N meet Namjoon, today is his birthday so be nice to him okay?", is what your mom told you back than. You saw a boy maybe 8 years old, wachting a tv show. Carefully walking towards him and sitting next to him you said, "Hello, what are you watching?". The birthday boy turned smiling to you, "Friends", he said before mustering you interesterd in who you are and where you came from. His dimples catched your eyes and you decided you liked them. "Do.. do you want to watch with me?", he asked gently, smiling at you. You nodded and turned to the tv. 'I like him!', you thought.

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>> 7 years later <<

You went up the stairs infront of Namjoons house and ringed the bell at the door. A bit later a boy, 15 years old came out, still looking tired, "I couldn't even finish my coffee. Why are you so stressed today Y/N?", joonie, your best friend asked. You laughed and pulled out a book from your bag, giving it to him, "Happy Birthday Joonie. Isn't that the book you always wanted to read?".  As he took the book from your hands, you saw him smiling. His dimpels, that you liked so much were showing. Before noticing what's happening, joonie hugged you, "GOSH! Thank you so much! I mean it Y/N! I couldn't find that book anywhere, where did you buy it?? No! Don't tell me! I-", as he rambled on, hugging you tightly a sound of a dump was heard. Than you realised the book had fallen down in the rain, "No! No! Shit!", you heard him curse while letting you go, picking the book up and running, in a hurry, back in his house to dry it.

You stood outside and laughed. 'I like him so much', you thought.

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>> 6 years later <<

You moved out of the car and brought the last bag up the stairs, putting it infront of your door. Thanks to your university you had to move farther away from home. But finding something for you was difficult, everything was expensive. Than your smart best friend, Joonie had the idea to share one apartment as roomates. At the beginning you weren't sure about the idea, after all you had a crush on Namjoon since the last year of highschool. Beeing around him 24/7 would be hard on you. But your parents had other ideas. "Thank you for helping me", you smiled at your parents, who got back in the car. "No problem honey~ Don't worry to much, as long as it's with Namjoon there is nothing wrong with it!", your mum loved Joonie, but is that a suprise? Namjoon is handsome,tall, smart, funny and friendly. No other boy that you had met was like him. "Thats right! Namjoon is smart, he can help you with your studies and he promised me to take good care of you. From man to man!", your dad laughed at his last comment. Your mum just sighed and looked at you, with a nod that you should go. You said goodbye and went up the stairs. As you came to a hold infront of your door, you noticed that your bag was already inside. A shock overcame you and you opened the door to your apartment. In that bag was Joonie's birthday present, what if he breaks it??

You closed the door and walked in the living room, with the small kitchen. So in panic you just ran through the room and bumped into Namjoon's back, who made coffee. He got scared and looked at you confused, catching your shoulders so you didn't fall, "What are you doing?", he asked with a teasing smirk on his face. "Where is the bag? The bag that was infront of the door?", you rambled and looked around for it. Joonie looked at you concerned before answering,"In your room, but why-". Not letting him finish you just ran off in your room, checking on the bag. Well it looked fine.. Namjoon kneed next to you. Looking concered at you, than at your bag, "Why did something got stolen?". Busy opening your bag and taking the 'thing', which was wrapped into paper out. You sighed and shook your head. Carefully opening the paper and looking at the beautiful candle glass that you bought for Joonie. It was exactly his style and would fit perfectly to him."I thought it would break. I was so scared that it would shatter", you looked up at him and laughed, "No offense Joonie".His eyebrow raised as he laughed than too. Shaking his head he stood up and walked back into the kitchen, "I made coffee precious, come here have some~", the birthday boy said. 'Precious' that was your nickname from him since highschool. You loved it, it made your heart beat faster.

Standing up while taking the candle glass and the card you wrote for him with you, you walked back into the kitchen. Joonie put the cups down on the table and sat on one of the chairs. You sat down too and smiled at him, "Happy Birthday Joonie", gently you put the candle glass on the table. "I also wrote something for you, read it later~", you nodded towards the card while taking a sip from the coffee. Enjoying to see his dimples after such a long while. After highschoole ended and the holidays started you hadn't really seen each other, but now you would see each other everyday. Of course you were excited and so happy to have him around, but also very nervous. Joonie walked around the table and hugged you, hiding his face in your neck, "Thank you! This candle glass is so beautiful. How do you always know what I like?". You felt him smelling your neck, it was nothing new. After all he was a lion hybrid, what you forgot sometimes since you never talked about it openly. Namjoon didn't like talking about it. All you knew about him in this subject, you knew from his mother. Namjoon's mother was a kindhearted person. She trusted you and knew you liked his son but she also knew that it was difficult to be together with a hybrid, since they have to find the right partner to be with them forever. So what if you weren't the right one? Would Namjoon be unhappy than?

That is why his mother told you everything. She wasn't his real mum. His parents adopted him as he still was a hybrid baby. Joonie didn't know his real parents. He also never had friends besides you. His mother was thankful for everytime you protected him as he got bullied in school. Namjoons live wasn't easy. It never had been easy. Neither was it easy as his mother got in a bad accident 2 years ago. Since her death he became a lot quieter and more serious. But to you he seems still the same, he hasn't changed much while beeing with you.

Of course he hasn't, you were his light. You made his live happier. But you never saw those looks he gave you, the looks of someone who also liked you.

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>> Today <<

It already has been 1 year since Namjoon and you lived as roomates together and nothing changed. Actually a lot changed. You two were still best friends but closer than ever. Namjoon also met new friends. 6 boys, who did go to the same university as you do. You already met them, they're all nice, funny hybrids. 'Crazy what kind of suprises live throws at you sometimes', you always thought thinking back on how they met.Namjoon wanted to join the music club since he always had a talent for writing lycris and rapping, and so did the other 6 boys. Out of different reasons, but they all had the same goal. Wanting to make music,wanting to do what they love. You also met 'army' your best friend next to Joonie. Army and you went almost to every class together and decided to become friends. Often you all spend time together.

But now we had holidays, everyone had their own time to kill. Army went home to her parents. Some of the boys were here, some of them went home. Namjoon and you spend time together in your apartment. Like now..

It still was before noon but you sat happily chating at the table, eating your breakfast. "Did you read that book already that I gave to you last month?", he asked while slurping on his coffee. You tilted your head, "You mean the one about the 'map of the soul'? Didn't I give that back to you? Saying it was to complicated?", you took another bite from your pancake."Ahh true! You did.. But listen Y/N it isn't that complicated! Look it's just about the shadow,the ego and-", joonie tried to explain but you cut him off with a giggle."What??", he asked now pouting. You leaned over the table and caressed through his hair, "I know you're smart and you love theorys and storylines but I'm very bad at that. You should know Joonie~". Than you stood up and started to clean the kitchen. Namjoon stood up and hugged you from behind, hiding his face in your neck, "You're smart too! Let me help you precious~". You could feel your heart beat faster but tried to sound normal, "Please do~", giggling nervously you continued to wash the dishes. One thing that hasn't changed, was your crush on Namjoon. It got even worse, you were actually so in love with him.

Tomorrow was his birthday. You had to plan something special. So while laying on the couch in the living room you were so lost in your thoughts, that you didn't realise how Joonie cuddled next to you. Laying his head on your chest, hugging you gently he looked at you. Just enjoying your calming nature, your warmth and your whole beeing. You were his safe place, you were always there. You were his home, so it was just normal that he wondered what you could be thinking about. Everytime he looked at you, his heart were going crazy. You were his Love. Opening your eyes, you felt Joonie softly breathing against your neck. You both must have fallen asleep. Laying one hand on his back, you started to caresses over his back muscles. Than all of sudden you heard him growl and grab your hand in his, "Don't tease me!". You laughed in his ear, "Is someone ticklish here?", while caressing over Joonies back with your other hand. He got up on his knees and tried to grab your other hand. Noticing it before he could act, you moved your hand above you. Namjoon tried to grab after it again and started to laugh as he missed. "To slow~", you teased him and pushed his hand away. Trying to get your other hand free in the progess you pushed him slightly off the couch. As Joonie looked at you with his 'death' glare you bursted into giggels and laughs. The wrestle fight between you two continued for a few minutes longer, as like almost everytime something awkward happened.

The two of you had so much fun wrestling, enjoyed the laughs from the other that you didn't notice how close you two had become. Yours were so close to Namjoon's face that you could feel his breath on your cheek. One wrong move and it was done. Joonie finally managed to grab both your hands and grinned like a child that just got sweets, as he noticed the feeling of his lips. They were pressing against something. You stopped to giggel and just layed there, not moving at all. Your brain had left the chat. Your heart was out of control. You two kissed. Without a second thought you closed your eyes, not wanting to meet those of your crush yet. Scared what you would see, scared how he would react. Unsure about what to do you didn't make a move. Than you felt how Joonie's lips continued to kiss yours, it felt gently, soft with a bit of insecurity. Your heart jumped happily and made you kiss him back in the same way. Namjoon still held your hands in his, now pressing them over your head. It didn't hurt, it felt good, dangerously good.

After a few seconds of passionatly making out you heard Namjoons phone go off, that layed on the kitchen table. Both shocked, acting like children they just got caught by their parents doing something forbidden you jumped apart. Joonie stood up, the blush on his face clearly visible, "U-Uh..Sorry Y/N..I..I will look who it is", he said, quickly walking over to take his phone call and to stop the annoying ringtone. As Namjoon was out of the room your brain started to work again. 'WHAT JUST HAPPENED??', you asked yourself,slight panic overcame your body and you stood up. You needed a shower now! You just took your towel with you and went to the bathroom. While opening and closing the door you were so busy thinking how to behave infront of your best friend now, you forgot to lock the door.

'Best Friends huh?', you thought while starting the warm water. 'What are we now? Best friends don't do this kind of stuff! Maybe Best friends with benefits?..No No! We didn't go that far!’, while showering your mind all of sudden started to imagine Namjoon's body infront of your eyes. You saw him a few times walking around without a shirt, he looked so good. Those arm muscles were something else. You often thought about him lifting you up, pressing you against the wall, fucking you against the-.. 'STOP! Get it together Y/N! You can't go crazy just because of one kiss!', you shook your head, trying to forget those thoughts. 'Well it was more like a make out not just a kiss! But his lips felt so soft and the way his strong hand was holding both of mine..', you sighed and almost got teary eyed. You still had no idea how to look in Namjoon's eyes ever again. Lord.. this was so awkward.

After you were done you moved out of the shower door, grabbing the towel. Suddenly the bathroom door opened and a shirtless, just in boxers Joonie was standing there. Mouth agape, eyes almost falling out, blinking a few times and not moving. He just stared at you.

You stared back at him, forgetting you were naked. You couldn't help but to check this fine man out. He was perfect, from his hair to his legs. Namjoon always had a beautiful body. You knew since you saw him back in highschool on the pool. Oh boy, you never would forget this day. The day your crush on Namjoon almost got exposed. Back than you thought it was just a crush, it would go away soon. That was why you behaved openly about it, lucky for you Namjoon was still oblivious back than. He never noticed the looks you gave him, the compliements you made him or the way you got jelaous over other girls. On that pool day you were so excited to see Namjoon shirtless  without it beeing weird or awkward. But that feeling was short lived as you saw another girl make out with him in the corner. All your hope got shattered in one second. You didn't know what you had expected, you were just a friend.

Later on you didn't talk to Joonie for 3 days. He always wanted to talk to you, worried what was wrong but you avoided him. After a week you slowly talked again and everything was normal. From him you got to know about his first heat and that he had it with that girl he made out in the pool. You came to the conclusion never to speak about your feelings to him. You weren't a virgin either so you couldn't blame him.

You lost your virginity to one of your friends, Namjoon's friend. Hoseok. He knew about your love towards Namjoon. Everytime you got hurt Hoseok was there. One day, you were so down from seeing Namjoom with this girl that you were crying in a corner were nobody saw you. But someone did. Someone saw you. For someone you were all he could see. To Hoseok you were a Sunshine, beautiful, bright and all he could see. Hoseok found you in that dark, lonely corner and helped you out of it, out of that party. Well, after that Hoseok helped you to make Namjoon jelaous but instead of solving your crush, you slept with Hoseok and had a short realtionship with him. 3 months than it also was over because Namjoon lost his mother. Of course you were at his side, day and night, 24/7, not caring for anyone else at that time. You didn't even care for yourself. You were starving for him. It was unhealthy, Namjoon felt horrible and so did you. All that came to your mind as you saw Joonie standing there shirtless.

Step. Step. Step. You heard Namjoon moving towards you but you didn't move. Paralyzed from the emotions you felt. Frustration,shy, sad but also hot. It was so hot, you could feel how your clit pulsed. "You will catch a cold precious~", joonie said in a soft but deeper voice than usually. He wrapped the towel around you and started to dry your hair gently. Not saying anything else, just helping you calm down, finding your braincells again. "Didn't you bring clothes to change?", he asked looking at you. You shook your head, holding the towel tighter against your body. Joonie laughed, "You're so cute.. I will bring you clothes, wait here~", he said while walking out of the bathroom. Sitting down on the bathtub you waited for him to come back. 'Did I just get horny from him seeing me naked?', you thought, feeling yourself get wet. You couldn't help yourself but to let one hand wander under the towel, caressing over your wet pussy. Playing a bit with your clit, not thinking about Namjoon who could come in any second. You were so turned on. As you heard the door opened you moved your hand quickly back to the towel, looking the most innocent as possible.

"Here, wear that. Its mine.. but I didn't know what to bring you.. all I could find was panties and some socks", joonie stuttered while holding towards you a white shirt and some boxers. "T-They are washed and comfy..", he said while looking at you smiling a bit. You took them and smiled back, "Thank you~". Than you just stared at each other. You didn't wanted him to leave but also didn't wanted to make the situation more weird than it already was. "C-Can I.. Can I help you?", he asked all of sudden while scratching the back of his neck. Looking shy, so adorable. At your confused look he repeated himself more clearly, "Can I help you.. putting your clothes on?". Your mind went blank but you nodded. 'What?', you asked yourself at the same time. 'No! Not now.. I need to go to my room', you bit your lip but your body didn't move a bit. As soon as you felt Namjoon's hands on your shoulders you threw every thought of not wanting this out of the window. You wanted him to touch you. Namjoon carefully started to dry your back with the towel until he reached your ass. Without asking he just grabbed your ass in his big hands and massaged them dry too. "Turn around", he whispered in your ear, his voice gave your chills it sounded so deep. Listening to him you turned around, now your face against his chest. Your eyes looked away to not get caught of beeing horny af.

Namjoon started to dry your shoulders and moved down, grabbing your breasts through the towel and gently rubbing them dry. You tried your best to act normal but failed, as a moan past your lips as he massaged your nippels through the towel. Namjoon didn't stop, he rubbed your stomatch dry and moved down to your thighs, leaving the rest of your body visible.

Biting your lip at the sight you had, Namjoon kneed infront of your thighs, on the same height as your pussy was. The thought alone of him eating you out, almost made you moan again. He rubbed your legs dry and than all off sudden you heard a growl and felt his head pushing between your thighs.

'He is a hybrid! Of course he would smell it!', than it came to you. That's why he was acting like this. Namjoon was about to go in his heat. That all makes sense now. But before you could give it more thought you felt backwards, almost falling into the bathtub. You catched yourself against the wall and couldn't help but to let out another moan. Joonie started to lick against your clit. If you didn't stop him he would eat you out and for sure regret it later. Hybrids in heat tend to lose theirselves in their lust and desire. But that wasn't as easy as you thought, since you were wet as well. Your body screamed for more.

"You taste so good Y/N~ Your smell drives me crazy! Let me have more?", joonie leaned away, looking up at you with blown eyes. Before you could answer you felt one of his fingers gently push into your hole, "You're so wet without me doing anything. You want this too right?". Than he removed his finger and brought it back up to his lips and licked it. "Mhh~", he sucked on it, smirking as he was standing up. Your eyes were now on the perfect height with his crotch. The outline of his semi hard cock was already visible on his boxers. "See? You did this to me Y/N!  Since 1 year you tease me and made me wait. But I can't wait anymore! I want to have you as mine~ Please let me have you?", Namjoon asked while rubbing his hand against the outline of his cock. What should you do? You wanted him, like he wanted you. Your hole was clenching now that it had a taste of what it could have. Taking a deep breath you made your descion, "Let's move to the bed first okay Joonie? I'm a bit uncomfortable here~", you said while trying to stand up.

Namjoons ears, that caught your eyes now like how for the first time you saw them, twitched up at your words. Your struggle of standing up ended as his two strong, buff arms lifted you up and carried you out of the bathroom. Your legs moved around his, as you hugged him and enjoyed the touch. You could smell his perfuem, he smelled so good.

Than you felt a spank at your bare ass, "Don't get to comfortable there princess~", he teased, half growled while walking into his room, not closing the door. Namjoon carried you over towards his bed, on the window. He dropped you and leaned over you, starting to kiss you again. This time it felt different, it felt wanted, desired and passionated. You closed your eyes and kissed him back, laying your arms around his back. Caressing through his hair you felt his lips move down your neck, kissing it, sucking it and leaving a few hickeys on it. Than he kissed down your chest, leaving hickeys here and there too, while Joonie's hands gently massaged your breasts, circeling your nippels. The moment you felt a tug on one of your nippels you moaned and qickly bit your lip afterwards. You enjoyed that feeling so much that your nippels got hard, rubbing your thighs together and moaning as he pressed his lips to one of your breasts, sucking on the nippel. You tossed your head from one side to the other. Joonie's lips felt so good on your skin. You loved beeing marked, you loved beeing his.

After all this years, where you made yourself cum over and over again while imagine this situation, you finally could make it reality. You for sure looked fucked out, eyes blown wide, hair messed up, hickeys everywhere, nippels hard and your pussy was dripping wet.

"P-Please more Joonie~", you whined as he still played with your nippels. Namjoon looked up to you and what he saw made his dick just harder. You looked so good under him, he would ruined you more. His dick painfully pressed against his boxers at the thought of finally taking you. Finally you would be his. Not Hoseoks! His! How he hated the thought of seeing you with him. Namjoon liked Hoseok, they're friends. But he never would forgive himself for noticing the love he felt for you not sooner. For leting Hoseok having you first. Now you would be his! His forever. He wanted to breed you one day, but now it was to early. "Be carefull what you wish for princess~", he said while kissing down to your legs, spreading them gently. "Your smell is driving me insane. You're so beautiful!", he growled and started to kissing your thighs, leaving hickeys all over them. Namjoon moved one finger through your slit, to your hole and started circeling it. He loved to see you whine and beg under him. His dominace came out to play, in such times. You loved his dominate side. Or how would army call that? Duality! Yes! You loved his Duality!

"What do you want precious? You have to tell me otherwise Daddy doesn't know~", joonie whispered against your clit, he gave it a gently lick. You moaned, wanting to close your legs. Joonie held them open and did the same thing again. "Is that what you want? Want me to lick your clit? To suck it and flick it with my tongue until you are sore?". He did it again, this time adding more pressure on your clit. Your legs started to shake as you moaned louder, "Please daddy!~ Please put your fingers in me! Play with my clit!", your voice gave out as you begged. Namjoon growled and pushed his head in your cunt. At his limit to control himself any longer, he pushed 2 fingers gently in your hole and let you adjust to them. His tongue sucked your clit and flicked it all few seconds. He loved your moans, the way your legs were shaking and your walls clenched around his fingers. After a few seconds he started to move his fingers in and out at the steady pace, which got faster in minutes. Joonie tried to thrust them as deeply as possible, making the 'come here' gesture. You couldn't help but to moan loudly, your mind was blank, the only thing you could think off was Namjoon and his long fingers. The only thing that you could hear was your moans and the wet, dirty noises from your pussy. Namjoon's fingers fucked you at a insane speed. You were so close, your legs started to shake more. You caressed your hands through his hair. "Are you close princess? You're clenching so much! Cum! Cum on my tongue! Let me taste you~", he whispered as sucked more on your clit, biting it slightly, carefully. Than you just saw white, something in you snapped and you let your head fall into namjoons pillow. You just came, all over namjoons tongue and fingers,even the sheets were wet. You squirted.

"Did my precious girl just squirt for me?", Joonie said while looking up at your hard breathing face. You tried to calm down, to figure out what just happened but you had no chance as Namjoon moved his fingers slowly again. "I wonder if you can do that again? You came so quickly, maybe you can squirt again? Come on! Show me your dirty side precious~", joonie sounded not like himself. It was the lion speaking. The lion that he hold back for all those years finally was free now and it wanted everything you could offer.

Namjoon flicked your clit once again, sucking on it a bit more. His fingers thrusting into you at a faster speed. You didn't know what do to with yourself other than just to moan and push your cunt against his fingers, wanting to feel more. "You want even more? What a naughty girl you are! Are you that needy to be filled? Than come on! Take one finger more~ I will fill your needy hole!", joonie pushed one more finger in your dripping pussy. All three fingers were moving deep inside you, while the flicks on your clit just got more intense. Than your eyes rolled back and you came again. All over his fingers, more wetness dripped down your ass  over to the sheets. "What a good girl you are! You deserve to have my cocķ! But let me clean you up first precious", namjoon said as he removed his fingers from your hole and licked them clean. Joonie leaned down and started to lick your hole , "You made such a mess~ Everything is wet because of that needy pussy of yours~", he slightly pushed his tongue in your hole, moved it around a bit. You whined and bit your lip as you felt his tongue inside, moving deeper. It felt so good but also so new to you.

After a few seconds he leaned away and moved away from your cunt, "Are you ready to get owned by daddy? Are you ready to be filled precious?", joonie asked while removing his boxers. His cock jumped out and your eyes grew wide. It was huge. You wanted to have it in your mouth, you wanted to suck him off. Just as you were about lean up, Namjoon pushed you down in the matress again, "Next time princess! I can't wait anymore! I need to feel your thight walls around me! Get ready precious Daddy will push his cock into you now~". You could feel the tip of his dick sliding up and down on your cunt, as he looked at you. "Look at me when I take you! Look into my eyes as my cock spreads you apart! I want to see your face when I pount into you and hit your sweet spot~", joonie moaned and grabbed my chin, to make me look at him. You got fluestered as you saw his eyes, dark and wild but beautiful and full of love.

Soon you felt his tip pushing into you, before with a 'plop' his whole, huge cock was inside. You felt so full, but in a good way. Even if it's burnt a bit in the beginning, after seconds you just felt incredible pleasure. The need to be fucked, to be ruined. "P-please move joonie~", you moaned while he leaned over you. Namjoon grabbed both of your hands and pinned them over your head,he hold them together without even trying. "I told you to be carefull with what you wish for precious~ Now you gonna get it!", he growled and started to move his hips in a hard and deep pace. You throw your head back again and moaned at the feeling. Namjoon hit your g-spot everytime he thrusted deeo into you. Your walls felt so warm and clenched around him. "Do you feel this?", he asked while giving one hard thrust, hitting your g-spot. "Next time I will breed you and fuck my seed deep inside your pretty pussy", he growled while getting faster and leaning down, kissing you. You couldn't help but to scream at his new pace, kissing him back passionatly. You were close, you would cum for the third time today. With him now pounding into you, having his eyes closed and moaning himself you just couldn't control yourself at this sight. You screamed Namjoon's name and came again. With that Namjoon stopped and leaned down to your ear.

"What a needy princess you are~ You came again and you still clenching around my cock~ Are you okay precious? Do you want more?", joonie kissed your ear gently and sucked on it a bit. You were so fucked out but you wanted to feel him cum too, wanted to pleasure him too, "I want you too cum too, Joonie Please use me!~", you whispered in his ear and kissed it too.

Namjoons hand caressed your cheek, pulling out of you, "Turn around than! Kneel over the beed, face to the window". Doing what he said, you had the perfect few out of the glass window. You were high up so there was no chance for someone to actually see you, but you could see people walking by, sitting on their desks and eating food. It made you just more wet. The thought of someone might see you getting fucked against a window turned you on.A spank against your ass made you whine and you forgot all those thoughts you had. "Lean forward! Press your breasts against the window!", he caressed over your back. You followed every word he said, now hissing at the feeling of the cold glass against your hard nippels.

Busy with geting used to the new feeling you weren't ready when Namjoon pushed his cock back into you. He pushed deep inside your cunt, leaning over you. You could feel his breath against your ear, over the back of your neck. "Do you like this precious? Does it turn you on that those people could see you naked, getting fucked by me?", he whispered in your ear while slowly starting to thrust into you. With every thrust your breasts bounced and rubbed against the window. You moaned and glass started to blurr. A few minutes later Joonie was fucking into you faster,you could feel his balls slappinh against your clit everytimd he pushed in. You closed your eyes and moaned louder, not seeing clear anymore. "Open your eyes princess! Look at this women with her child!", he growled while spanking your ass, he loved the way it jiggled everytime. Scared to got caught you opened them and looked down, out of the window to a bit older women than your mum. "What would you do if your mum saw us like this? Would you cum infront of her? Would she still think I'm a good school boy?", with every word joonie thrustes deep into you than pulling almost completly out and thrusting deep into you again. This had you screaming and the thought alone made you cum again. You let yourself fall against the window and tried to catch your breath. "See I knew you would squirt for me again~ What a good girl~ Now let me cum on your ass precious!", namjoon moaned while grabbing my hips and pouding into you like the lion he is. A few minutes later he whispered in your ear, "Happy Birthday to me", than he pulled out and came all over your red ass. You had just enough strenght to lift your gaze out of the window to the clock. It was 1 minute past midnight, Namjoons birthday was today and you had no present.

You were so tired. You hadn't noticed when Joonie stood up and came back with a wet towel and clothes to get you cleaned up. "Are you okay precious? Was I to rough? Let me help you", he caressed through you hair and lifted you up to lay your head on the pillow. You yawned and shook your head, "You were perfect joonie~". Namjoon cleaned you up and smiled at your words, "Everything I said was true. I love you Y/N! I hope you know that!", he sat next to you and wanted to put the clothes on you. As you heard the words you always wanted to hear, the words you already gave up on to hear, you jumped up suddenly wide awake. You craweld on his lap and grabbed his cheeks in both your hands, "WHAT? Say that again!", you thought that you had dreamt he said it and you just looked like a psycho now. But that thought changed as he took your hands in his, "I love you Y/N! I always have. I always wanted to be more than friends. Please be mine?". You jaw dropped not knowing how to react. "Love- I- do- too", came out and than you kissed him. This time the kiss felt complete. Namjoon chuckled and kissed your back,still holding your hands as he pulls you closer. You ended up falling asleep in the same bed, cuddling each other that night. The night on Namjoons birthday.

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>> 5 years later <<

The last the day of your study live, that was today for you and for your boyfriend Namjoon. He already got your present, the other boys, your friend army and you gave him a huge birthday cake with a song they prepared called, >"Magic shop". It was such a sweet, beautiful song. Namjoon cried on your shoulder as he heard that song, he was so happy and touched. But of course he would get his 'special' present today night from you.

"Now, before we say goodbye and I let you leave this classroom, tell me where do you see yourself in 10 years?", asked our class teacher for the last years. As Namjoon's  answer came up he said, "I want to be a dad", while looking at you, smiling before looking at the teacher who laughed. You got fluestered and looked first at your friend army, who smirked and clapped with the rest of the boys and than back at Namjoon who winked at you.

After a while your turn came up, already knowing what you wanted you said, "I want to be a mum", winking back at your boyfriend Joonie. More clapping was heard and army started to laugh. Namjoon was the one blushing now and looked down at his calender. It said September 12th.

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( I hope you enjoyed~💜 )

[crowdedimagines]

los angeles - david dobrik

word count: 2630 (Y/ht) = your home town

“You have officially landed in Los Angeles, please enjoy your time in the city of angels.” The flight attendant says into the speaker. After that we’re all allowed to leave or seats.

I can’t help but feel giddy. I’m finally here in L.A. I feel like I’ve always wanted to come and visit here but never actually had the chance.

I follow the signs to baggage claim and wait around for my suitcase to show up. I’m thankfully spending two weeks in this warm and new location.

“Excuse me, that’s my bag.” I turn my head in the direction of the person talking to me.

It’s a man around my age with shaggy brown hair, it’s tucked into his hat but I can spot pieces that are escaping.

“Actually it’s not.” I smirk and look down at my bag just to be sure.

I turn my bag so he can see the backside. It had my pink luggage tag stuck to it. His face flushes to match it.

“My bad.”

A nearly identical bag comes right around the corner and the man grabs it.

“I’m David by the way.” He reaches his hand forward to shake mine.

“(Y/n).” I meet his hand and it’s enveloped in warmth.

“So do you live in L.A.?” He asks, we both end up walking toward the cabs together.

“Nope.” I smile and look back up at him, “Just here for a little while. I assume that you do?”

He nods and we continue walking side by side, dragging out matching suitcases behind us.

“What are you planning on doing here? Or where are you staying?” He asks, I can’t even answer before he’s asking another.

“I’m not entirely sure. I didn’t really plan this out, I’ve always felt a calling to this city.”

I grin at him, knowing exactly how cheesy that sounds.

“Cheesy, I know. I decided that I should come check this place out. See what’s with all the hype.”

He waves over a cab, once it pulls up he opens the door and gestures for me to get it.

“Well, you’ll have to let me know what you think of it.” He smirks.

I slide into the cab but he still leans on the open door.

“And how would I do that? I may never see you again.” I smile to myself, liking this little game that we’re playing.

“This isn’t the end.” He shuts the door and I give him a dumbfounded look through the window.

“You’ll see.” He mouths.

“You’re crazy.” I mouth back which causes him to laugh loud enough for me to hear in the car.

The cab pulls away quickly leaving him far behind me. David. Would I see him again?

Two days later.

Staying here the past couple of days has been amazing. I was right about the feeling I get in the city. I can feel the buzz of the city around me. I feed off of it.

Tonight I’m headed to a club. I’ve been trying something new everyday so far and today I decided clubbing would be the new thing.

I grab a simple black dress from the closet of my hotel room. It’s tight and hugs me everywhere that I want it to.

I make my way up to the bouncer and he lets me in right away. One of the fortunate things about being a girl, they always let you in.

“Vodka and a lime.” I order at the bar, “Two shots.”

I tap my fingers as I wait patiently. I spend the time to actually look around the club. It’s packed with people.

“Hey.” I feel a tap on my shoulder. I turn to face the person who’s trying to gain my attention.

“Hi.” I smile back politely.

He’s obviously handsome, tan skin and dark hair. By the way he carries himself I can tell that he knows he’s handsome too. Nothing wrong with that, just not my type.

“Can I get you a drink?” He asks,

With perfect timing the bartender comes back with the one I already ordered.

“Thanks but I’ve already got two.” I down both of the shots without a second of hesitation. “Have a good night with someone else.”

I don’t wait for a reaction but leave for the dance floor. It may have been rude but I don’t have time for that. At least I didn’t waste his time and lead him on. Also, I’m only here for a limited amount of time and I don’t want to waste it on someone who won’t even remember my name in the morning.

David’s POV

“What’s up, Toddy?” Zane asks as Todd walks over to our reserves table in the VIP section. He has a defeated look on his face as he grabs his glass off the table.

“Just got rejected.” He takes a sip.

“Woah, someone rejected Todd?” Heath asks, shocked.

“Who was it?” I ask, I had turned on my camera trying to get something for tomorrow’s vlog.

“Girl down there.” He nods down to the dancefloor, “Pretty (Y/hc). Black dress.”

Toddy points in the general direction of where she is on the floor. I scan through the sea of people when my eyes meet who I’m looking for.

“You’ve got to be shitting me.” I mutter, I let my camera hand loose in my hand. I’m not even concerned with filming now even though my camera is still on.

“What?” Todd asks, turning to look at me.

“It’s her.”

The whole group had turned to look at me.

“Like (Y/n)? The one you’ve been trying to find?” Jason asks.

“The one and only.”

“Wait, what are you talking about?” Bruce asks, he leans away from Carly a bit to get in on the conversation even though the rest of the group has gone quiet.

Zane decides to explain for me because I think I’m still in shock from running into her.

“David met (Y/n) a few days ago at the airport and he’s been trying to find her ever since. He got home and couldn’t stop acting all giddy.”

“I even resorted to the vlog. I had them help investigate but so far nothing.” I look back out to see her still dancing, “Now, she’s here.”

I feel frozen to my spot. I’ve wanted to see her ever since she drove off but now that she’s actually here I don’t want to ruin it. What if I built it up too much in my head?”

I don’t say another word to the group as I push myself forward. I weave through the crowd and find her body moving with the rhythm of the song. She dances without effort or care.

“Told you it wasn’t the end.” I lean in and say into her ear.

It’s a lame opener but it managed to get her attention and make her smile. I think I would say anything to see her smile like that.

“David. I was wondering if I was ever going to see you again.”

We both walk over to a booth near the bar. It’s a little more quiet over here, I don’t have to shout over the speakers anymore.

“How’d you do it?” She asks, she pushes back her hair over her shoulder.

“Luck if I’m being completely honest. I tried and tried to look for you but apparently there are a lot more (Y/n)s in (Y/ht) than I thought.”

She breaks out in a laugh.

“I even got my fans in on it. They were hunting for you too.”

“Fans?” She questions, never losing her smile.

I assumed she didn’t know who I was because she never said anything but I feel stupid now only explaining that I have a youtube channel. People don’t consider it famous but I still have a fan base.

“Yeah.” I can feel my face heat up and so I look down and set my camera on the table.

“What do you do?” She finally asks.

“I make vlogs. I have nearly ten million subscribers.”

“That’s amazing!” She grins while reaching forward to take my hand in hers. Once she does I can feel electricity running between us. It reminds me of when we shook hands when we first met. The same spark is there.

“This may be a bit forward but do you want to come back to my place?” I ask but continue before she can jump to any conclusions, “I don’t mean in the sexual way. I just want to talk to you and get to know you. Not here.”

She thinks for a few seconds before nodding.

“Alright, I just need to say bye to my friends and we can go.”

Zane and Heath give me nods of approval and congrats, right in front of (Y/n) which makes me want to kill them.

“(Y/n), I think you already met Toddy.” I let out a laugh and put my arm around her shoulder.

“Nice to see you again.” Toddy nods and swallows hard.

“You too.” I can see her bite back a smile.

I lead her out to my car and we hop in.

(Y/n) POV

David pulls up in his tesla and rolls down his window.

“Like the car?” He asks in a teasing manner.

“Who are you?” I joke, I pull the handle and let myself in.

David starts the drive to his house and we don’t fill every second of the ride with conversation. There’s silence but I don’t feel awkward or uncomfortable by it. I roll down the window and place my arm on the edge, my hand outside the window floating along with the wind.

“Home sweet home.”

He pulls into the driveway of his home and it’s nice to say the least. David lives in the hollywood hills. Who is this young man I met a short time ago?”

I follow him up to the front door and he uses his key to get inside. There’s a girl sitting on the couch watching a movie.

“Natalie, (Y/n). (Y/n), Natalie.” David introduces me to the girl.

“(Y/n)? As in the (Y/n)?” Natalie asks.

He nods and she reaches her hand forward for me to shake.

“Nice to meet you.” I smile.

“You too, I’m David’s assistant slash roomate.”

“You have to work with him and live with him?” I tease, even though he’s smiling as he stands right next to me.

“Tell me about it.” She plays along.

She then turns off her movie and leaves the living room, going down the hall off to presumably her room.

“Do you have anything a bit more comfortable?” I ask, I gesture with my hand to my outfit to show that this isn’t exactly a chill and talk kind of dress.

“Yeah, let’s see what I’ve got.” He gets up off the couch and I follow him to his room. He opens the drawer to one of his dressers. He hands me a sweatshirt that says ‘Clickbait’ and a pair of grey sweatpants.

“Thanks.” I smile, he leaves the room and shuts the door behind him to give me the opportunity to change.

I look in the mirror, the sweats are way too big but I tie them as tight as I can. The sweatshirt is cozy and smells like David.

“You look cute all dressed down.” He comments once I walk out of his room. He has a dopey grin on his face.

“Thanks.” I feel my face flush.

I walk over and take a seat next to him and swing my legs over his lap.

“So what do you want to talk about?” I ask.

“I want to get to know you.”

“Well, what do you want to know?”

“Everything.”

We’ve been talking for hours. I don’t know what time we got home and started talking but the sun is coming up now. We decided to move out to the patio. I sit between his legs on the lounge chair, we share a blanket.

“When do you leave?” He finally asks.

It’s the question we’ve been avoiding since we started interrogating each other.

“A week from Thursday.” I play with his hands while I speak.

“Only eleven more days together.” David states.

“That’s plenty of time.” I turn over my shoulder to look at him, “Look at how much we learned about each other in a few hours.”

“I feel like I’ve known you forever.” He runs a hand through my hair.

“I wish you had.”

Once the sun is completely up we go inside and crash on his bed. At this point I’m completely comfortable with him. I’m not worried about him being a serial killer. He’s David. I want him to be my David.

Eleven days later.

“Don’t go.” David whispers into my hair.

“I wish I didn’t have to. I love it here.” I focus on the edge of this comforter to avoid dealing with the fact that I actually leave today.

It’s easily been the best two weeks of my life since I came here. It’s been so nice getting to know David and the city. Something I didn’t expect to get from Los Angeles was a boyfriend.

“Then don’t.” He says, grabbing my hands and my attention, “Move in with me. Screw (Y/ht), I want you here more.”

“This might be true but my family it there. My future is supposed to be there.” I respond honestly.

“What about us?”

“David, you know that I have to go back.”

A knock at his bedroom door distracts us.

“Hey, just a reminder that (Y/n)’s flight is in two hours.” Jason informs.

“Thank you.” I smile.

I’ve gotten to know everyone pretty well in the vlog squad. I’ve been welcomed by them and the fans, thankfully. It’s only making things harder to leave now. I’m not only leaving a new boyfriend but a whole new friend group.

Jason pulls the door shut behind him. I turn over and climb onto David’s lap, straddling his hips. I lean down and press a kiss where his jawline meets his neck. A place I’ve learned he loves to be kissed.

I pull away and he still has the sad puppy dog face.

“What’s wrong, babe?” I ask, running a hand through his fluffy hair.

“I don’t want you to leave.” He pulls me into his chest.

“I’ll come back. I can come back and you can come to me. Plus there’s facetime, we can make it work. We can just-”

“I love you.” David cuts me off.

“You what?” I ask, completely in shock.

“I love you, (Y/n).” He reaches forward and tucks a strand of hair behind my ear, “I know it’s sudden and you probably think I’m crazy but I know what I feel. I never get this close to someone so quickly and that why this is so crazy. I have always been very rational and serious when it comes to these things but I can’t do that with you. You have become the most important person in my life in such a short time. I love you.”

He’s managed to make me cry by the end. Once I hear his reasoning I completely agree with him.

“I love you, too.”

I lean down and kiss him for the hundredth time this morning.

“Stay here forever.” David says against my lips.

“Okay.”

“Okay?” He pulls away too look me in the eyes.

“You know, this crazy kid once told me that his isn’t the end. I think he was right.”

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[simplyouidjette]

I know probably no one will see this but I just need to write this out to make myself feel any kind of better.

My roommate in college is someone I have known since childhood but I always knew she was one of those who would go wild in college. I had second thoughts about rooming with her and I should have trusted my gut.

She has brought men into the room many times without asking and having them spend the night. She even had numerous sexual endeavours with them while I was into the room. I had to get up and leave.

I am not that tough on having sex with people in the room. Just tell me ahead of time and if I can find somewhere to go it will be fine. She knew I had nowhere to go and these men could easily take her to their rooms.

I told her how uncomfortable I was with strange men sleeping in the same room as me and that she cannot fuck men when I'm in the room.

She said she was sorry and wouldnt do it again.

She did it again. Twice.

Then winter break rolled around and suddenly she never texts me and I see suttle, passive aggressive tweets about me and my mother.

Skip back in time to. the first time a man was sleeping naked in our room. I had texted my mom there was a man in the room and I was uncomfortable with it. (I'm 18 and my first time living away from home. I have an extremely good and close relationship with my mom, of course I turn to her for guidance). I texted her the first time my roommate brought a man to the room and she had talked with my roomate's mother saying that there was a man in the room but we will work out our issues as adults and not to bring it up to her daughter.

However, her mother proceeded to call her and say she "knew about everything" in which my former friend then told her other about all the drugs and men she was doing. (Literally).

To shorten this up shit went down really fast and bad as her family is extremely toxic. They threatened to pull her out of school since they are paying for it if she didnt stop the drugs and men. My roommate said she wouldnt. (Take some balls since they are literally paying for your entire college). I honestly felt they had some right to say what they did. She was throwing away their gift of free education.

That's when I started to spend everyday apologizing for what happened saying I never thought things would turn out so badly with her. My mother even called her and apologized for what happened.

Still she believes that I ratted her out and this is all my fault, even when I told her I said nothing, her mother just knew what she was like and could assume more was going on.

Time skip back to winter break where she wasnt contacting me but posting things ver passive aggressive that were basically saying things like "stop telling yo mommas shit about my business." Obviously about me.

I was so tired of this immature attitude. Being 18 and 19 years old you need to stop acting like middle schoolers with "dont tell my momma this dont tell your momma that." Own up your life if that's how you want to live it. And if you cant do your drugs without depending on your family who want nothing to do with drugs, support yourself or drop the weed.

She only does weed which I have to particular liking or dislike. I just dont like to be involved with it. My college has strict rules on it and unlike her, I am paying my way through this place and cant risk getting expelled.

So finally I told her I felt disrespected having my feelings completely ignored and that I did not want to room with her next year or even the current semester. (When I drove over to her house unannounced because she bailed on me saying she had plans when she was just sleeping in). She always says she wants people to tell her the truth and talk to her. But when you try to do that she blows you off or if you dont agree with her it means you are out. Gone. She doesnt want you if you dont worship her.

She was a good friend however, so I tried to be civil and said I would always be her friend but we cant live together.

She said fine.

She apparently does not care about our long friendship as she cut me out randomly after the first day back in the dorm and blocked me on all social media and ceasing to speak or even look at me while we are in our dorm room.

She wasnt planning on telling me she was done with me either. I had to confront her and ask her of she was ending the friendship.

She was saying we "drifted apart." That is not the case. Drifting apart is slowly losing that friendship and disappearing from each other's lives. This was a random cut out and purposefully making sure that person is not anyway involved in your life.

I was so hurt because she was a good friend but now I see I was the only one trying to make it work. It is more sad that I'm more mad that she is so stubborn and cant accept her mother lied about knowing everything and instead blames me for it all and calls me untrustworthy and a liar.

Its apparent to me now she was a bad friend and I was actively trying to save an abusive friendship.

She would always ask me how to do anything but would speak to me as if I was a child who had no sense.

She now has moved everything in our dorm that we used to share to my side if I bought it and subsequently spent use anything I bought for the dorm.

The level of pettiness is unreal.

She even emptied out my hand soap bottle because she had refilled it before the end of our friendship with soap she bought.

Now I think I'm stuck with this awkward, tense atmosphere for the rest of the semester.

Its just sad this is how our friendship turned out. Although, the more I think about it, the more I realize she was always this way I was just not seeing it because I want her to stay my friend.

If anyone bothered to read this lengthy, VERY poorly written rant. Thank you. I am having a really rough time right now. O have my classes everyday of the week but sunday and they are killing me. Now I have lost a close friend and she is practically punishing me for something I didnt do. Although I have gotten over the sadness of loosing her and its replaced with anger at all the drama and pain she put me through (I only mentioned one small part of the things she did and said)

Anyway im just in need of a friend or someone to talk to. I have my suitemates but I dont like bothering them all the time. Also if you to live in Newport News/Norfolk Virginia, hello :) (I probably shouldn't have our whole business on here but ya know, not like anyone will know her on here. I post so much bts no one who knows her would ever look at my feed)

[datingadviceonreddit]

I had been dating a girl for close to 4 years. Just recently we unfortunately broke up. We had always had our disagreements and took a day or 2 to cool off and talk through things, but it's been 2 months since i really stopped talking to her. We both moved away to graduate school. Luckily, our schools were only 3 hours away so it was more or less an ideal situation for what it was. In the beginning I was extremely stressed with my school (Medical) and she got less attention. I could see her becoming more and more sad because I was so busy and she had a-lot of free time. Finally, we agreed to take a step because in her mind she wouldn't expect as much. But i still texted whenever i could, would call her at night and nothing really changed. In undergraduate she did not really drink that much nor go out that much, once she got to her graduate school she started drinking more and going out more. I was a little uneasy about it but knew that I couldn't tell her what to do. Her roomates were both single and kind of boy-crazy and just in general not what she was used to. At one point they hooked up with the same guy and were mad at each other and I told my girlfriend that this is crazy and not good people to be around. She agreed they have issues and assured she isn't involved in that. Her birthday was in the fall and I asked if i could drive up and take her out and spend the weekend together. She was very excited and it went really well. I came home and I guess you could say understood what school was going to take and understood how to balance everything. I asked if she would consider getting back together. I said missed her and love her very much, reiterated that I want to make this work and ultimately want to do life together. I told her this would only make us stronger and i am not interested in anyone else. She took some time to decide and agreed to meet up in a city that was in-between us for dinner. That day comes around and she says she is still on and just has to make sure an assignment is done before we go. I wait until 7 pm knowing this city was atleast 1.5 hours away. She calls and says she forgot about another assignment and wont be able to make it and would call me before midnight (when the assignment was due). She calls and says its not going to work this and that, I was furious just cause we had been dating for 3.5 years, traveled all over the world, had a ton of life experiences together, very involved in each others families, and quite frankly were inseparable (so i thought). I kind of told her how I felt and she was a little suprised i was that angry. I felt like I got played. She asked if she could drive up the next day because the way she did things was not a representation of how she felt about me. I denied. She asked a couple days later if she could come to my city for the weekend and see how it goes. I finally said sure. Weekend went great, I went all out. Flowers on the ground, candles, flowers, took her out to dinner, expressed my feelings. We got back together officially and things went great for a month. I took my finals and was extremely stressed and was busy and not happy. I decided to visit a friend before i went home for break with another buddy of mine. We had fun, but she was on snapchat and i guess tracking my location. I did not know at the time, nor did I do anything wrong or was at places I wasnt suppose to be at. Was with my buddies, my one buddies girlfriend, and her friend. My girlfriend didn't like that I was sitting next to this girl at a sports game? Legit do not now this girl. She was acting weird and i asked whats up via text, she said nothing (i knew that was a lie). 3 hours later she tells me she didnt appreciate me sitting next to this random girl. I was just like wtf, we talked about discussing issues right away. Kind of annoyed. I go home for break, enjoyed time with my family. I go to her city for new years. We have a GREAT time, 4th new years together. Had an awesome time. I asked her late that night after hooking up, if everything was good and are we good. She proceeds to blow up on me. Saying I was somewhere at 4 am on my trip when my buddies were not with me? I guess snapchat only logs your last location when opening it up. Once again she let that simmer for 3 weeks and then blows up on me? Once again i was calm and she was drunk, prob most drunk ive seen her. I go to bed and let things cool off. We agree that it's tense and I don't want her upset, I said i don't want to be with anyone else and am not looking to be with anyone else. Agreed that we need to work on things. I go back to school. We talk, call, facetime, everything is normal. I go skiing at same place with same buddies, and she freaked. Blocked me on everything except text/call. I called for a couple days and was like wtf? Nothing is happening, I'm not with that girl or whatever you are thinking. She comes around and apologizes. We are good for 4 weeks, things aren't perfect, she seems to withhold info from me but still texting and calling as we do. One day I could tell she was off and asked whats up and she was like I am just letting you know I'm not over your trip and still upset. I kind of freaked and took it as the worst like she was trying to run away again. For a week it was back and forth bickering untill she blocked my phone number. I sent her emails of text threads where just weeks ago she was talking about marriage and doesnt want me out of her life etc. I sent her flowers, she responded 2 days later with a cold voicemail. Saying she doesn't know what to do and there was no need to call her. I texted from a different number and just asked what was up, if she was seeing someone else (I saw a picture online that was just questionable, nothing too direct, just had my suspicions), I asked if she could call me and give me some respect after 4 years. She decided to call at 1:45 AM, I was sleeping, she sounded drunk. And just laid into me, saying just straight hurtful shit after all this years. Was mad I saw a picture, said it was nothing, a work event blah blah. Hung up, blocked me again. My birthday was this week and didn't get a call, text, nothing. Meanwhile this dudes bday was around when we stopped talking and she wished him a happy birthday. We always agreed to being civil if things didn't work and still be friends. She said she doesn't wanna be friends and this and that. Just confused how I legit took her on a trip for her birthdays, made her days awesome and I can't even get a text. How she waits 4 weeks to says shes mad at something. She got 2 jobs and said she is working all the time with school and says is so hard and she works 40 hours a week. Never has her phone, which is a lie. I don't get how if her school is so hard why is she calling me that late drunk complaining that she cant talk all night cuz she has work in 4 hours? I feel like the girl completely changed the second she move. I've sent her flowers (multiple times), wrote letters, sent edible arrangements all since we moved to our schools. I feel like she gave up and I am slaving away with school and she is just living it up cause she has some new friends and this and that. My suspicions is she's talking to someone else cause she did this to the ex boyfriend before me. I just don't get why she wouldn't tell me straight up, why I just get blocked and thrown to the curb after 4 years of being each others rock. Its been about a month the last time I've heard her. Last time I talked to her was on a phone at 1:45 am when she was drunk and just saying how bad of a person I am, how I wont be a good husband this and that. I battle everyday because I know I could of done things differently and so could she, I mean 4 years there are going to be hiccups and minor things. But to be kind of ghosted fucking sucks, like I'm away from home, slaving away in the books, and the person who I thought would always be there for me just dipped out with no real explanation. She comes from a family of all girls and things seem like they are just given to her. Idk, it's a weird dynamic so I wonder if that has anything to do with it. She calls her mom every-morning and I know she doesn't discuss her flaws or what she's done to me, just the horrible things I do to make me out to be a villian. She's told white lies to me in the past, but I worked through it as i have made mistakes to. No cheating, or anything like that. I'm just kind of hurt but at the same time like fuck her. It's a weird dynamic, being abandoned by someone who told you weeks before they only saw me in their future and couldn't wait to grow old together sucks. I have no idea whats going through her head, she wont talk to me and I guess that' that. via /r/dating_advice