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#we spent a big portion of our formative years with eachother and then our families decided that just was not important at all and
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#I wonder if people I knew in the past think about me as much as I think about them
#I hope they’re all doing ok
#I know where all totally different people than we were 6 or 7 years ago and it wouldn’t make sense to reconnect but I miss them
#i miss the time we spent together
#I want to know how much they think of me. I want to know if I ever meant anything to them. if they ever valued our friendship or if they jus
#just didn’t have anything else better to do than hang out with the kid next door
#they were the only friends I had
#without them I would have never known what is was like to be not lonely
#I would be a totally different person if I didn’t have them
#we spent a big portion of our formative years with eachother and then our families decided that just was not important at all and
#and moved us all away from eachother
#that friend group was just as much family as we were with our biological family and our parents decided it was perfectly fine to rip us apar
#rip us apart and move us all miles away from eachother and put us all in different schools
#erased every bit of our found family and completely started us over for no reason
#but I’m thankful I got to have them at all. I’m thankful I got to experience what a family is supposed to be like with them.
#family is supposed to be close. family is supposed to be comfortable with eachother.
#I had never felt like that with any of my biological family as a kid but I felt like that with my friends and their families
#my family was always so cold and distant and never really talked about problems never tried to fix them just brush them under the rug
#we didn’t bond we didn’t really spent time together like a family is supposed to do we barely knew/know eachother
#and these kids around the neighborhood showed me what a family is supposed to be like. close and comfortable and bonded.
#I’ve been longing for that connection again ever since we got separated. my real family thinks I’m too emotional or too touchy feely
#I want to feel connected again
#and they don’t even know what I’m talking about
#part of me is mad because they refuse to accept the reality that we are barely a family at all
#and part of me feels bad for them cause they don’t know what it’s like to have a real family and actually be loved and to love someone
#they don’t know what it is to have a bond or be connected with another human being and that’s extremely sad
#and I don’t want it to be like that anymore
#but I don’t know how to fix it
#and I don’t know how to find a new family because my last found family found me first
#so I don’t know what to do
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