#we'll get there eventually lol

[sunjakes]

hello from ... the void?

idk the best way to describe my sudden disappearance except to say that 2023 was one hell of a year </3 not long after my last post, i went to the 7dream concert and started my second job, and i COMPLETELY underestimated how little free time i would have .. i do genuinely miss writing, but i've also undergone major stan list changes in the past 8 months .. (i started stanning almost 20 new groups this year and i now ult half of them .. i am truly insane) i still love enha so, so dearly, but i don't really ult them anymore? i also don't really ult nct anymore which feels weird to say after 7 years of them being my ult of ult groups :(

depending on how the new year starts out, and if i get inspiration to write again, i may do a bit of a "rebrand" to this account. all of my current works will stay, as i'm still proud of them, but i may start writing for some other groups if i can get ideas (namely DKB since they're my new ult group, but also potentially others? we'll see LOL)

if any of y'all are still in the slightest bit interested, keep an eye out :) i'll be sure to update in the future with my plans <3

in the mean time, feel free to follow my stan twitter or my tiktok to see more of me if you'd like :) i'd love to make friends with some of y'all and share the things i love on those platforms!

[meownotgood]

chapter one word count = 34k, chapter two word count = 36k

that means finally, 70k word count in total 🫡

[xannerz]

its always surreal to me to see people praise s2 of centaurworld. s2 was so spectacularly bombastic and aimless and it ended in this awkward forgettable fizzle.

i feel like a dick saying it b/c i really do love the show lmao. or, at least half of it lmao (/stares at tnwk). gf and i've been thinking about rewatching it just to write out our thoughts on why s2 was such a poor follow-up to s1 - from the tone to the setup to all the worldbuilding the narrative had to offer in between the (far more) memorable songs of s1. idk. it's sad because cw really had the bones of a cult classic, but idek if you can call it that.

ive seen a few posts commenting on its lack of popularity, and i feel like it certainly deserves more, b/c i do feel like it's a novel idea made w/ love, but the shift btwn s1 and s2 wasnt just in the plot. there was a full-on *fracture* in the quality and direction and i'm still scratching my head over it. more than i should be, probably. but, it's just a bummer.

[solradguy]

One last thing before I go to bed:

Sol's still mad (win quote against Asuka)

[damienthepious]

today i managed to get sunburned on my lower back in upstate ny in march by digging up inconvenient grass to make way for a future sunflower bed. anyway happy lizard kissin tuesday!!!

The Beast In On His Chain (chapter 23)

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Fandom: The Penumbra Podcast Relationship: Lord Arum/Sir Damien, Sir Damien/Rilla, Lord Arum/Sir Damien/Rilla Characters: Sir Damien, Lord Arum, Rilla, Sir Absolon Additional Tags: Second Citadel, Alternate Universe - Different First Meeting, Enemies to Friends to Lovers, prisoner/guard dynamic, Dehumanization, (which feels like a weird word to use for a nonhuman person bUT. it’s what i got.), Despair, Angst, Angst with a Happy Ending, (EVENTUALLY!!!! it’ll take a while), Captivity, Suicidal Thoughts, (that will be a theme throughout. inescapable in this particular fic. alas.), Eventual Romance, (Yes the dynamics in this one are fucked. honestly i’m kinda Stretching my limits these days.), (having fun with it. fucking around. it’s fine.), Recovery, (eventually), Self-Reclamation Chapter Summary: Arum suggests a plan, and an uninvited party chimes in. Chapter Notes: i love them all so much is the thing, really. i don't think there's anything *new* to warn for, for once? I guess the ongoing implications of starvation/dehydration, but idk if you COULD have read this far if that was a concern.

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What ideas have you come to, for slipping your leash long enough to pay a visit to my swamp? Arum writes slowly, lazing back against stone as easily and casually as if across cushions, and Damien tries to smile.

"Well... all we've managed to think of thus far... I do have rather a large amount of leave time hoarded away that I have neglected to use for a number of years. A month or so off might not be all that hard to arrange."

Arum narrows his eyes, and then tips his head in an inordinately expressive way towards Damien, who flushes almost compulsively.

"What?" he asks, flustered. "A little time off with my fiancée should hardly be cause for any complaint."

After however long off your regular duty for your injury? Arum asks, one ridged brow climbing. And then what? Come back from your excursion miraculously "injured" again and request the same placement? It could not be more obvious, honeysuckle.

"More obvious," Damien scoffs. "Who in their right mind would assume that I would be doing- what I intend to do?"

Someone who thought I might have corrupted your mind, Arum writes, not breaking his glare. Someone afraid of what I might do if given a scrap of power again. Someone looking for a crack into which he may dig. Someone who will notice when I deteriorate again in your absence. Someone like Absolon.

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[somelazyassartist]

Howdy! If you wanna catch me in like an hour, feel free to pop by my new Twitch channel, where I'll be playing Cult of the Lamb in honor of the new update that just released today! Come join me for a game of necromancy, brainwashing, murder, and very cute silly animals!

It's my very first time streaming ever so it may be a little janky at first but hey! I can't get better at streaming if I never stream, right lol?

[tragicotps]

[nattikay]

Sketchy design concepts for Se’txelu and Rolukx’s father (tentatively named Tanu but might be changed later), as well as Neyntìsti’s mother. I’ve had general ideas for these characters for a little while so it’s interesting to try to put them to paper. I have a rough mental image for Neyntìsti’s father as well, but at the time of posting this it’s getting late and I have work tomorrow so :P maybe later

[hopeswriting]

Haven't seen you online lately. I hope you're doing well! And if you aren't, I'm sending you much courage and kindness.

Good luck!

hi muffin, thanks for checking in! <3 and yeah, i sure haven't been online at all lately. sorry i said i'd try to come back on here and then very much didn't zercfgdfg. 😭

i've been doing fine tho, no worries! i just can't seem to bring myself to be online again for some reason lol, which sucks because i really miss being on here and miss you guys and talking to you. but, well, it's what it is for now. i don't feel like forcing the issue so we'll just have to wait and see.

i hope everyone's been doing well as well? how about you muffin? i hope you all stay safe and healthy and take care of yourselves guys! 💖

[plasma-packin-mama]

I'm so bad at captioning stuff. Here's Delilah before and after they got Goodspringsed. They used to be real miserable and angry at the world. After they got shot they forgot why they were so mad.

[pawsitivevibe]

Finished Baldur's Gate 😭😭😭😭😭

[goldensunset]

(should really start focusing on school and creative works and perhaps job stuff) i can't decide whether i wanna replay a game or play a new one next

[theirloveisgross]

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[estradasphere]

url change

yippeeeeeee

[n7punk]

hey. sorry