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Another year has passed, and with it the opportunity to reflect back on all that has happened. While my growth was not as dramatic as last year, I can still see lots of positive change.
I'll never have enough ways to say thank you for all the love and support you have given me this year. On to 2025!
(2023 summary here!)
#poorly drawn mdzs#art summary#Since last year's independent variable was PD-WWX; this year I used Lan Wangji.#Unfortunately his appearances were not very evenly distributed this year! Lots of LWJ's early in the year#then a dead period in the middle. He is forever my silly rabbit. I love drawing him!#If I have to put a label on this year; I'd describe it as 'experimental'. I pushed myself to do llots of new things!#I drew lots for dungeon meshi and that really boosted my growth. More body types -clothing details - expressions!#Ryoko Kui is a great artist to learn from and It made me realize that I had a lot to gain from doing more studies.#I also started working on a whole new genre of art! While it has taken a backburner spot - I'm working on a game now!#Digital art was my enemy last year but I have been getting a feel for it now.#Goals for this year is to 1) keep working on my personal projects 2) finish PD-MDZS! and 3) practice animation!#I didn't (couldn't) draw as much as I did last year...but I had to take a lesson in humility and taking care of myself.#Drawing is something I do 'for fun' but there were many times it became more stressful than it should.#I'm still learning how to find and maintain balance with everything life throws at me.#We are all works of progress and I am trying very hard to love the process and the journey! I don't really know my destination!#But I will keep taking steps forwards. I never want to be stuck and lost as I once was.#If 2024 was a rough year for you too; We're in this together. Let's keep taking steps together. No matter how small.#Love you all so very much. You've given me strength on the darkest days. Thank you thank you thank you.
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*banging on the door* PUFF? PUFF ARE YOU OKAY? 😥 you okay, sweetie?
#i think that about sums up how we're doing#anon ask me anything#ama#anon ama#ask me anything#lore rekindled ama#words can't describe how difficult it was to get thru this episode for reasons that don't even make sense to me rly#like all the real life obstacles that hindered my drawing time aside#finishing this episode felt like what i imagine will navidson felt like measuring the closet in his house#every time i'd make decent progress there would somehow still be more to do (esp on page 4)#i'd finish a panel that i was sure was the last for a page and then uh oh nope 3 more panels#it was like a sinkhole#and i have no clue why#probably a combination of time dysphoria + really detailed panels + just being flat out exhausted from the past month of bullshit#but. it's nearly here.#banshriek is tidying up the last of their work on page 4#and then after that i just need to spitshine it a little in some spots#and then it'll be up#and then we will be free
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the one part of the actor au where i get too sad if i think about it too hard :)c
#which is why i need to wriiiite iiiiit so it's not years until you get to figure out what this is for#i love how i was like Im never doing angst these characters don't fit that and i'm permanently turned off from all the times i was made to#try it and is why we're on our third incarnation of this au because of it. no angst. just write this like a biography of their lives#but then i got hit with the I Know How To Do This Smartly while preserving their character and integrity and not having it feel forced but#instead a natural progression that the entirety of the au is built upon. BRAIN BLAST#this isnt an angsty au i still describe it as a biography of sorts but when the history of the cartoons and these characters is depressing#in itself.. well... just working with what's been given :)#🎭#🎨#daffy duck#porky pig#dafpork#looney tunes
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Do not let the Protestant Work Ethic Beast in your head win!
You are not alone! You are not the sole difference between death and life! You are a person who will at some point need to take a break!
That is why there is community! That is why there is organizing! Do not despair because you, alone, are not currently boots on the ground fixing things! Do something, but do not let that something be collapsing!
#I will not be firebombing a walmart I have a dad to care for#Rn Im at work keeping the lgbtq center at my school open and cheerful#That's all I can do rn#that and tell yall not to kill yourselves#if you do I'm dragging you back cause I'm not doing this shit alone#Fuck Trump and his mama we aren't letting doomer shit win#You really wanna kill yourself over a bitch ass christian piss baby?? You're gonna let that man be your 13th reason?#It will be awful I will not lie to you. It will be miserable#But he is a bitch ass motherfucker and a coward who stands on nothing but his crumbling wealth and the hatred of his fans#Take a breather. Refresh. Drink a cold fanta orange with me cause that shit fucking slaps rn#Then get on the ground and get shit going whether that's packing your bags to go to a safer area or getting ready to throw hands#But the last thing we're gonna do is sit here and act like no one will survive to see another day#Cause I will. I will see the next day if it kills me#we will see another day and that day will be another one closer to palestine being free#that will be another day closer to ensuring human rights for all#another day closer to progress and a separation of church and state#another day closer to the rest of our lives#Do not collapse but I am here to pick you up if you do#And if I'm not someone else is#fuck it we ball#ex christian#religious trauma
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@sofapup17 and I were talking and decided that it would be very interesting to see Ga On wear this sweater (which was originally worn by Woo Do Hwan's character in the drama Mad Dog). And, being the responsible artist that I am, I of course had to draw it.
And, I mean, with Ga On looking like that?
Yo Han won't stand a chance.
#The Devil Judge#Kim Ga On#Kang Yo Han#Gahan#Art#Fan Art#KDrama#Ga On is the softest boi#And Yo Han would be SO MAD#Because he hates it when he's not in control#And he wouldn't be able to help himself#Because Ga On is just too cute#And it's all just too tempting#Grumpy Yo Han is grumpy#You have no idea how many times Photoshop crashed on me as I was working on these two images#And how much progress I lost whenever it happened#We're lucky I'm so goddamn stubborn#Otherwise they might never have seen the light of day
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BACK ON MY QSMP CATCH UP GRIND
PLEASE Take the best boy Chayanne! I love him so much.
(Hes based of a magpie which was inspired from @cloudster-the-clown 's design which is FANTASTIC)
#my art#mcyt#qsmp#qsmp chayanne#chayanne#chayanne the egg#mcyt designs#AJ IS DRAWING BLOCK GUYS AGAIN *CLANG CLANG CLANG*#Also cloudster if you ever see these tags I would kill for your linework and line of action in your work it is SO tasty and SO well done#also your dragon feet? I wish I were you AUGH#seriously go check them out because all of their art is SO CLEAN AND GOOD#uh but anyways#i am onnnn april 7th? of Phils qsmp vods? so we're making SOME progress ;w;#might do an armoured version once I see more of Chayanne lol#also did Phil do any streams when he first? got?? chayanne? because the earliest with chayanne I can see they explore a ship with other fol#but hey thats the vod watcher life ig
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I feel like this is a good time to remind my followers of the full-circleness of it all; the 2001 Queen of the Damned film with rockstar Lestat featured songs composed by Jonathan Davis of Korn, my absolute favorite singer throughout my teenage years (and to this day, lbr). Before getting into IWTV I enjoyed those songs on their own, having no real idea of what they were supposed to be about. Now, we're getting actual rockstar Lestat, and looking back relistening to those nu metal rockstar Lestat songs, knowing that the singer that's been absolutely formative for me is singing from the pov of Lestat (and Akasha), a character that's become such a big part of my life as well.
it's just yet another way everything is connected and the world's smaller than you think.
Anyway if you haven't heard his original compositions for QOTD that he himself sings on the soundtrack, they're really, really good- System, Forsaken, Careless, Redeemer, Slept So Long, Not Meant For Me... give 'em a listen! He's done all of them live many years later too, and there's great recordings of those.
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(the live version of Careless is truly extraordinary imo...)
#iwtv#interview with the vampire#queen of the damned#lestat de lioncourt#honestly i can trace almost all of my musical tastes in a fairly linear progression from korn onwards lmao#that's the 90s for you - artists knew each other and influenced each other and supported one another#and did a lot of soundtracks for video games and films back when nu metal was really popular#i'm actually really pleased to find these available on youtube - back years ago when i listened to them they were near impossible to find#NOT ME REALIZING HE SAYS 'COME TO ME' IN THIS SONG JESSUSSSSSS#anyway yeah im getting real nostalgic bc sure everyone shits on qotd but it was such an artifact of its time. like. it's so 2001#in a way that you can't entirely begrudge. rockstar lestat being nu metal was perfect for that exact time and it's a time capsule in a way#i think the industrial sound works when done properly and sung by JD lmao#yes we're getting a very different sounding rockstar lestat in 2024 and that's perfect too. but these both exist simultaneously in my mind
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I go to an art school and 15-20 minutes per person is pretty much standard for crits here because class sizes are small and they want to make sure you get thorough advice on whatever you’re working on. so it’s kind of funny in like a “oh wow my experiences are NOT universal” way seeing you suffer. Sorry lol.
See i understand spending 15-20 mins on the piece if it NEEDS that amount of attention, but this was A) 20 minutes for EVERY SINGLE PIECE regardless of how strong the work was (and she WOULD NOT move on even when we straight up told her the piece was strong enough that we didn't have anything else to say), meaning that the crits on stronger work very quickly devolved into nitpicking as opposed to actual helpful advice, and B) it was NOT A SKETCH CRIT, this was a FINAL crit, so we're showing work that should, in theory, be in its most finished form. 20 minutes for sketches or in-progress work makes more sense to me because your work is less finished at that stage and you have actual time to implement the suggested changes, but for FINAL CRIT??? it's just BEGGING to have everyone leave discouraged and angry imo. it's one thing if the work isn't up to the standard of a final piece and NEEDS substantial crit, but there's no reason to force students to spend 20 minutes nitpicking the details of a portfolio-ready finished piece. it just wastes everyone's time.
#extra annoying puzzle piece here is that she didn't have an in-progress group crit even tho we had a week in between sketch and final#so when we're spending 20 mins critiquing the finals its like. ok why didn't anyone tell me this crit BEFORE i did all the work#to bring it to final??? yknow?#sigh. and also worth noting this is specifically an illustration class and i've never had any other classes in the illustration dept#run crits this way. it might be beneficial in other disciplines but with illustration i think its just. a bad way to run class#and this prof has an illustration degree from this school. i checked. lmfao#asks
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I meant to draw him ONCE and ended up going feral instead. This man has taken over my entire life and refuses to pay rent inside my head

#drew all this shit in Discord vc#we we're screeching half of the time#this is what goes down in the THSC Tumblr Discord join it‼️#I voice acted the top left line with PASSION I SCREAMED IT SO FUCKING LOUD#yeah I'm learning how to va Cam it's a work in progress‼️#/#toppat!cameron#cameron calvin#right hand man#rhm#oc x canon#reginald copperbottom#charles calvin#GODAWFUL shitart#cameron x sven#sven svensson#fanart#the henry stickmin collection#thsc#thsc oc#henry stickmin#toppat clan
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sorry for disappearing my health has been really bad :(
#꒰ ✒️ : cielle's diary ꒱#i swear i tried working on the lino wip but most of my free time has been spent knocked out to help me recover#if i dont get better soon we're actually considering getting me admitted to the hospital already#cause it feels like theres no progress at all + somehow it got worse today (my fever wont go away totally)#anyway i wish i get better soon cause this really isnt it and its been weeks since i last released smth im going insane slightly
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mizutaigen is literally like. the first "toxic" m/f ship i've ever cared for. cuz like usually my taste in m/f ships is basically "unhinged baddie" x "badass wifeguy" *
* (see:yen/geralt. trevor/sypha. adolin/shallan. kataang but katara is sane and they're literally so wholesome like theyre traumatised kids in love who are each other's emblem of hope in a war-torn world! so basically they don't count. anyway. i'm rambling.)
and to that end my friend called mizutaigen yaoi-adjacent and im like. yeah you're right actually cuz like hell yeah non-binary mizu and bisexual taigen rights and all the gender fuckery in the show in general
but also like.
theres just SOMETHING else about mizutaigen that just GETS me. like there's a special secret sauce like the pheromones in that one sephora lotion attracting spiders and i am the silly spider!!! there's just something about it!!! it's not even the enemies to lovers trope cuz i personally am not even usually into that (obv it's fine if you are. but yk.)
so as i keep rotating these thoughts around i thiiink it's the fact that, yknow, theyre so similar. like i honestly truly think they could be besties in another universe: a kinder universe where taigen was not taught to hate. a universe where mizu was not born a girl in a deeply misogynistic society or half-white in a xenophobic homogeneous society.
yeah now that i think about it that really just might be THE secret sauce!!! like the fact that they COULD be perfect and happy together, if only things were different, if only they werent themselves.
smth v bittersweet about that's just driving me insane and makes me want to root for them to overcome all those obstacles, to say "fuck all that" (re:the world and all its fucked up shit) and find each other in the end. to eventually become each other's fav person and confidant. who obv still bicker and tease and insult each other all the time but they dont really mean any of it and over time it just becomes a running gag between them and no one else has to get it because it's just between the two of them.
#mizu x taigen#taigen x mizu#taimizu#[clenches fist] it's about the POTENTIAL of it all!!!!!#like taigen's last words in s1 being 'we're not done yet' like ?!? has me WANTING to see more. wanting to see them grow with each other#like i want taigen by the end to be ridiculously head over heels WHIPPED and SMITTEN willing to die and kill and just be BETTER. for mizu.#mizu. the person who changed his entire life. his entire worldview. pulled the rug from under him and made him a man forever changed.#to overcome his selfishness so he can be mizu's HOME in a world that doesn't allow her one#i want him to end up deciding like. 'on purpose. im going to love you on purpose.'#and mizu no matter how much she tries to convince herself that she cannot love or be loved. ends up accepting it anyway#love as work and violence but also love as rest and safety#and also bcs taigen represents the ideals of society. him willing to change & grow also represents society's potential to change & progress#LMAO okay sorry i absolutely cannot stop rambling about these bitches the brainworms are insane#bcs i just noticed that other mizutaigen enjoyers tend to also be in the same fandom circles for ships that i just. do not like. at all#and wondered like huh. i wonder why that is. and wondering what makes mizutaigen different#idk just ignore me i dont even know if im making sense my brain is goop from working on my research proposal#shut up haydar#fandom.rtf
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It's been a while. Huh?
#flipflopped#aflippedflop#undertale au#comic progress#we're back bitches?#maybe#Not sure if anyone will be reading this but iI want to say I am so sorry for going MIA for years#I kinda lost motivation to continue with Flipflopped for a while#I am not good at making schedules or managing my time efficiently#Not to mention that I am not a college student now and I have been having a lot of personal stuff happen over the years#But I am trying to get better at that#I won't promise that I will update the blog frequently but you all deserve something#So here is just a couple teasers to the comic I wanna work on#We just got started making it so don't expect it to be suddenly done soon. But I still hope you guys like it#ProctorDorkchop#Frisk#Shoot. I just realized put a typo in here.#i meant to say I am currently in college. Oops.
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hey it's wip wednesday and i'm here to be extremely sappy and remind you that sometimes the wip you should be the most excited about is yourself. progress is progress no matter how big or small, you'll feel better about that progress some days than others, what might seem like a tiny achievement to you might look much, much larger to someone else (or vice versa), and that's all there is to it!
hope you guys are having a good week and are being as nice to yourselves as you can be <3
#queenie rambles#this post brought to you by the fact i've been making baby steps in my medical journey lately#it hasn't been a lot. the change hasn't been big. but sometimes you have to stop and look at the baby steps and be proud y'know#i went grocery shopping today 😎 which is such a little thing but also something i was physically INCAPABLE of even a few months ago#anyway we're all works in progress no matter what's going on and if you're not proud of you rn then i am <3 you got this#and i stg if you sit there thinking 'well not ME tho' i will absorb you in my sap and crystallize you like a bug in amber#i will run unethical experiments on your dna strands and start another jurassic park dont even TEST me
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When you work really hard but there is nobody to track your progress, so it doesn't show..
#[ ahahaha this is how he be feeling rn ]#[ we're working SO HARD on the drafts !! and making amazing progress ]#[ getting ready to queue them up and HOPEFULLY get into a better writing schedule that way ahaha ]#[ hope you're all doing good guys! ]#despair for me. ╱ in character.
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H HELLO????
#oh.#elle is talking again#I have not had time to check my stuff since I've been so busy with work#what an insane thing to come back to#'you and me both' is also almost at 90 kudos??? HELLO????#oh this is such a first for me. I've been in fandom for so long I've never had this much attention on my writing hahaha#thank you so much 🥹🥹🥹#the sequels to all the things that need sequels are making slow progress in my gdocs rn#because I started working on something a bit different but shorter#hopefully I get to finish that soon and share it also. I've been writing it during my downtime at work#and then we're back to putting moonriver in situations
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i really need to do stray's ref for artfight and give him a bunch of cool tattoos. we dnd't last year because we liked the all white fur look but that's boring and i think it would be thematically appropriate for him considering our relationship w our own tattoos
#.txt#oc rambling#he's an all white bear/dog hybrid#and he was all sharp angles and angry when we first made him but he's gotten fat and happy since then#as everyone should have the opportunity to do#we didn't want to give him tattoos because we felt like it would ruin the hashtag aesthetic of the all white fur but that's a shitty reason#based in shitty logic around shitty things#(for us particularly not a general statement about all white fursonas don't be fucking weird)#for us it's very much tied into purity and perfection on a level we weren't willing to like. deal with when we designed him#but we're working on it and i think this is good progress#maybe i'll even make his tattoos asymmetrical ooooooooo#or maybe i'll keep them symmetrical to match ours bc i think i would explode if ours weren't matching
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