#week1done

[irishred92]

Week one done.. and already, look at the amount of work for the second week! I have one test coming up already, and a quiz to prepare for, then the test ti follow the quiz shortly after that. Busy bust busy! Now if you will excuse me... I am off to contiune week 2 of my online course 😄✌🏻 . (My magnet says: Females are strong as hell.. damn right son!) 😉 . . . #collegebound #collegecourses #week1done #week1done✔️ #week2 #week2begins #homework #testprep #ethics #collegemath #studentsuccess #notetaking #onlineschool #onlinecourse #calender #handwriting #starkstatecollege #magnet #reminder #femalesarestrongashell #forreal

[abodyisavesselfortheheart]

I got caught in a weird ass funk, numbness. I let my numbness carry me, spin me out. I’m fine, I will be fine. I might have binged today but at least I can say I completed a week of successful attempts at restricting. Even if I do another week like this, that’s better than how it used to be. -the binging. The binging can definitely go. The impulsitivity can be left in the abyss.

Next week I have to get the water in. I barely did this week. I want to make 2 liters like I should, but I should at least make a minimum of 1.

I’ll also be taking my herbal powders.

Hopefully my hair will be stronger from the water and herbs.

Maybe next week I will also manage to squeeze in financial and school planning.

What a hectic week it will be.

[thechubbyfrancis-blog]

B2B at equilibrium with uncle. Chest and shoulders.

Exercise your right to vote

[livelifespeakout]

So after week one of camp done and in the bag I must say I am absolutely exhausted from all the constant running around and hours worked. But I must say I have some awesome staff this year and the next 9 weeks are going to be AWESOME! Now it's time to rest this weekend and catch up on sleep and relaxation! #summercamp #week1done #tired #thestruggleisreal #bringonweek2 #justnotyetthough #daycamp #campdirectorlife #camp

[pmatrivett]

Ran into a couple of my bear friend this week at camp. They stayed at camp until they couldn't "bear" no more. #dabears #week1done #5moretogo (at Camp Bud Schiele)

[badcupcake-putthatgirldown-blog]

I made it through Week 1 of the #lose2livechallenge @3ddanceandfitness and so did my hubby & bestie @aficionadoj @jantallent Day 1 could’ve been the death of me, but we had so much fun after that hell day. I’m sore in places I didn’t know existed BUT I LOVE IT! There is a certain pleasure to this torture! 😂 Maybe I’m a masochist?!?!?! #weightlossjourney #transformation #badcupcakegirl #workit #feeltheburn #blogger #week1done

[jesshasablogblog]

You guys wouldn't believe how terrible I smelled after walking 5k this morning and then getting my strength training in. I've officially completed one week of strength and I'm REALLY proud of myself. I'm putting no pressure on myself with it and I think that's been the key. I'm doing short workouts with just a few exercises three times each week. We'll see where I'm at with it in another few weeks, but I have a lot of hope for myself. #liftlikeagirl #week1done #muscles

[jennsfightforfit-blog]

Finished week 1! I have two gym rest days and we start week 2. Getting my book ready. I need a way to keep track of how much weight on each exercise and to track how I get stronger. So, I'm getting my book ready for next week. I'm using an app on my phone. It was easier than trying to put something together. After this 12 weeks is over, I may go back and try to put something together again. Or I may use their other 12 week app. #backtome #doingthingsilove #gymtracking #week1done #setyourselfupforsuccess #templefitness

[joysblogposts]

This is my weekly entry for the fitness blog. 🫶☺️

[yogacoinspire]

Colors in black and white for this first week of yoga teacher training course in France with www.coinspire.fr. #retraitedeyogapaca #yogateachertrainingcourseinfrance #week1done #ontheway #formationdeyoga #premieresemaine #presqueprofdeyoga #professoratdeyoga #yogacotedazur #retraitedeyogapaca (à Co.inspire)

[thielefitness406-blog]

Week 1 of #80dayobsessiontestgroup complete! The right is day 1 and the left is day 7... I'll be honest with you, I've been pretty hard on myself. As everyone is saying they are seeing results already, I'm over here saying the opposite. But as I put these pictures side by side I do see the difference, and I'm excited to start week 2 tomorrow. #autumncalabrese #80dayobsessiontestgroup #80dayobsession #seeingresults #week1done✔️ #hardworkpaysoff #timednutrition

[yogacoinspire]

#week1done✔️ . Taking time to #digest the #storysofar #downbytheriver. #breathinginnature. Preparing for #week2 . Getting deeper into the journey of #yoga. #yttc200hrs #happeningnow . #becomeayogateacher #withus. #yogainnature #tyrcoinspireyoga www.coinspire.fr. Next course #july2017 #yogaalliancecertified #registeredschool with #rishikeshyogpeeth.

[justaddtrans]

hugs, drugs, and the “I’m happy but...”s

So it is end of week 1 of this insane project, and I'm losing sleep and writing like there is no buddies business again (feels great). My mind is constantly trying to find ways that I can reinvent this project or bring something new to it. I have friends and family that chime in with their suggestions. Hay you should do this or do that. It is great. It is serving the purpose that it was intended to, not only to inform but to inspire conversations. So let's keep that going, that is great.

Now I get to the personal business of how I'm feeling and where my mental health is. For the most part things are splendid, I smile more at work, joke with co-workers, and hum pretentious songs at my desk, drumming on my desk when I feel a streak of boldness. Even though things have been good, I did reach a new self-esteem low. It was Tuesday, and I'm doing my normal rocking out routine at work when it hit me. The "self-criticism" piece. You are ugly. You are unwanted. You are never going to pull this off. You will never truly be happy. Its those voices in your head that just defeat everything. Even when I was depressed, I never really thought like that. I just thought I was useless, not worthless. So after crying and eating Pop-eyes, things mellowed out again, and I was able to bounce back relatively unscathed from the onslaught of my self-criticism.

One of the most common questions that I'm asked is what does it feel like or how did you know you were trans? This has always confused me. How does anything feel? How do you know anything? My response: sometime it just is! There is no explicit justification for anything. Some things just are. Case in point, how did you deicide what you wanted to be when you grow up. If you wanted to help people, you might have become a nurse. But then why not a doctor, a teacher, or an EMT? If you just wanted to make money, you might have become a business executive. But then why not a stock broker or hell a professional athlete (they make a shit-ton)? What we decide might be influenced by outside forces but a majority of the time they exist because they just do. It wasn't like one day I woke up and decided you know what would be really cool revisiting all those awkward years of puberty all over again but on the opposite side, while also alienating myself from friends, family, and pretty much society at large. I didn't come out because I thought it would be fun, or it was the "hip" thing to do. I did it because it was absolutely necessary. Somehow it was so entwined in the core of myself that I felt suppressing it any longer would result in further catastrophe.

But through all this mess, most of my friends have kept me relatively level-headed and sane. Saturday, I went to see Liturgy (freaking awesome) with a couple buddies and after the show a friend was like "you look so much better now" (he saw me last year when I was at my worst). He gave me the biggest hug I've ever received, and I almost balled my eyes out at that very moment. Other friends will joke or ask questions, and I will fire back with the funniest thing that I can think of at the moment. I've threatened that I'm going to be a complete cunt, that I was going to rub my boobs in someone's face, and how I'm just doing this because I fell in love with a guy but I don't believe in gay marriage(which is not true at all, joking get it hahaha!). But then there is a branch of people that I like to call the "I'm happy for you but"ers. These people will say stuff like "oh, I'm happy for you but I don't want to see you in a dress" or "I'm happy for you but I feel like I'm losing a friend." It hurts. It hurts worse than anything. It feels like my only purpose in the world is to fill in the holes in your life, to meet your expectations of me. That my happiness and well being is completely null and void. Thanks friend, thanks a lot.

But I digress, I got a concert this week, a couple days off coming up, and a whole bunch of fun stuff. Bought riotfest tickets, Maryland Deathfest tickets, and a whole bunch of other cool shit. Psh, don't tell my mom. Thanks all! Mad love!

[kcdmngz]

Made gratitude cookies for my SPED team because they're seriously ZI BEST! Had to post one of the personal notes for DMX reasons... #arfarf 😂 #Week1Done #HappyFriday