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swan2swan · 22 days

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She's fifteen or sixteen years old and she Did Not Need This.

#yasmina fadoula #scorpios rex #jurassic world: camp cretaceous #jwcc #camp cretaceous #I really just wanted that first shot of scorpios because that's essentially its Reveal Shot #we've seen the whole creature before but always in action #this was the real ''this is what it looks like and this is what you are looking at when you find it in the woods''#but then the rest of the bit was...something #and by ''something'' i mean ''she doesn't want to live if she can't save sammy'' so there's a LOT to unpack #this is also probably like 40% of her trauma #and absolutely in her Top Three Trauma moments #which....the fact that it MIGHT not be Number One is saying something #but we'll get to the OTHER contender tomorrow #well....IRL tomorrow #she'd get to that in two days #...is it two?#....actually it might be 24 hours from now #yeah no 24 hours

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carlyraejepsans · 8 months

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i think i might be legit happy for the first time in my life.

i got out. i actually got out.

#and i mean unabashedly #fully wholly no ifs no buts no compromises. I'm out i have friends REAL friends like irl we hit it off so well in just a few days #we're all here cause we all love the same things i can hop on a bus and go anywhere i want in the city (ANNUAL BUS PASS FOR 25€. HELLO???)#i live on my own I'm meeting my roommate tomorrow and ik she's a sweetheart my professors are trans friendly the prices on stuff are decent #I GET TO USE MY OWN NAME.#i get gendered correctly even with long hair this is the first time in my life where i recognize myself in the mirror #this still doesn't feel real. if i think about it too hard i start to tear up #i think the local mutual aid group might even have resources to get started on hrt

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naturecalls111 · 9 months

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Wish I never had to sleep I wish I could just stay awake all the time and do nothing but draw and had no responsibilities

#nc111 talks #I remember once telling a friend that my ideal partner is one who takes care of everything for me #i dont even have to love them they just help with everything i need to have to survive while i draw #and she was shocked #she said she didn't expect that from me and that it couldn't be healthy i felt that way #and i was like #well. yeah. thats why its an ideal. that would never work ever in an irl context. the inevitable power dynamic diff is why i dont pursue it #like. i know thats not how irl relationships work and i would never subject a partner to that #i would never want someone I love to actually just deal with shitty stuff themselves while i stay selfish lol #hence why its a fantasy where i dont have to focus on an unachievable romance #i have a fantasy of the perfect romance in my head but the other ideal seems more attainable. that's why say fuuucckk it #someone does my taxes while i draw #imagine.... WHY WOULDNT THAT BE IDEAL?#Anyway im just rambling because i have class tomorrow and im upset i cant just stay up all night and draw everything i want to #anyone want to take a guess why im so extremely charmed and in love with sanji... LMAO

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maxphilippa · 25 days

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uh. vent art. or something. losing yourself and losing everyone who you cared about as a result

#inanimate insanity #inanimate insanity invitational #ii #ii 2 #ii 3 #inanimate insanity cabby #. that's it #i'm. so so exhausted.#i feel like i'm actually going to throw up from how disgusted i am with myself #of course they wouldn't want to be friends w/me of course they don't like talking to me anymore #i am too broken to even be a good friend #hell even my best friend is leaving my side lately #i don't want to go back. i don't want to see them again tomorrow. i don't want to.#i don't want to feel like i'm insignificant i was doing so good why does it hurt why is it hurting now #i don't want to feel like death is the only solution i don't want to i don't want to be alone i don't want to be forgotten #i don't want to be unloved just because i can't fix myself anymore #i don't have anything to offer anymore i'm so so sorry i wish i did i wish i was still happy and healing #i wish i was i wish i was im sorry i can't.#sigh. well can't do much about it now anyway. uh yeah cabby is my mood rn. also talking about irl friends here.#god this was so bad i need to die rn #cw vent #cw sui mention #i guess #mhm. i think i need a therapist

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akkivee · 1 month

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you don't understand how good it feels to be drawing an unhinged kuukou again lmao

#this is vee speaking #i got to make some kuukou assumptions AND draw him wild asf it's been a productive day lol #no the finished pic will not be my post for tomorrow tho LOL #spoilers it's ichikuu based on the live lol #a couple of ichikuu fans have been posting about how kimura has been very slowly shifting perspectives #and being more aware of hayama-san as a performing partner and i have noticed it as well #bc i actually really hate the way that man usually looks at hayama-san LOL kimura's always thought hayama-san was talented #and i could see it in his eyes how much he felt a bit threatened by it lol so it's weird from my pov to see him trying to find a new groove #hayama-san vocal ichikuu supporter from day one lmao thru out the live kept wanting to do his little adlibs noises like he does with hitoya #but kept backing down also not yet in his groove with kimura lol #it’s very funny to watch them be so aware of each other but missing the beat #some might say it's irl ichikuu in a way but that's NOT me lmao

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owlf45 · 4 months

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#imaginary #i could only write 50 words today #but i hit a lovely number that i wanted to share #im so eepy... work is a mess #there was a mixup for screening lines and now 5 lines are in danger we're currently writing a paper for #boss is calling for extra hours..#and homework is.. well homework #smh #i used to be good at math what is this nonsense. anyway #i might have more time tomorrow to write. but no promises #please be patient with me while i work. my weekends are usually free but weekdays im busy from 7am-10pm (ofc i give myself time to eat dw)#im an eepy little guy fr #anyway thats my sole irl update i dont wanna bog down my tumblr with my irl silliness but id figure id give some context

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winemom-culture · 1 month

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HAVING A GREAT DAY 🖕

#small mistake at work activate kill myself mode #and I feel like shit #I haven’t checked but I feel like I’m running a fever of roughly 104 #and I pretty much have to go in office tomorrow (3 hour round trip)#only other option is push it to Friday but that fucks up my schedule a lot #and no guarantee I’ll even be much better by then at this rate #well hey at least my job is sending me to a conference on my birthday #👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍#oh and can’t forget the behemoth final group project for school due in 4 days that’s barely started bc my group isn’t on the same page #hmmmm chat should I kms #sobbing crying etc irl

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emometalhead · 20 days

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I just reread some of my old fiction writing, and it was actually like not bad. I've been saying for a few days that I really need a hobby. Maybe it's time to give it another go

#I had a few conversations with people irl recently about fiction writing where I expressed my general lack of motivation for it #I feel more fulfilled with non-fiction writing and it's typically more inspiring for me #I decided to go back and revisit some of my old fiction writing and I realized I've been really tough on myself #I can definitely look at my old writing with an editor's eye and find things I'd like to change but the writing is pretty solid as is #I'm expecting to have some free time tomorrow so I think I'll give fiction writing another crack #I might as well take advantage of my free time to explore a creative outlet I'm not likely to have opportunities to pursue once I have a job #99% chance I'm not posting anything I write but it feels good to state my intentions somewhere #ashley rambles

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mihai-florescu · 22 days

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This really was our yumenosaki academy♡

#sooo baaad even if i graduate in summer theyre not giving me the diploma til end of 2024??#lets all brainstorm how i can get shu's human comedy monologue up on a poster advertising the grad show... for funsies really #its in my intro to the essay but it doesnt really have much to do with the visuals. which is what i'll need to submit for the posters #hmm well... no thatd look bad. i could go open indesign now but i dont want to i wanna go homeee #ive given up on caring about the project im just committed to the bit the target audience is me myself and its my requiem to art #but ive been telling people about my visual project and they all said theyre really excited to see it...? but it takes me months #of severe despair to get a good concept sorted out. im glad they all said they cant wait to see it... im curious myself #tomorrow ill try to play with recording it. then really lock in to the visuals #what are we thinking. digital spaceship or a real life installation?#the setting is you as the audience are an intergalactic truck driver passing by earth tuning in to the radio listening to a professor #studying humans give a talk about them. mini podcast ig? intergalactic cultural radio vibes?#you get it #so the audio is quite important but then also the setting #do i make it digital and ppl put on headphones and watch a screen?#or do i make it an installation irl #it wouldve been quite good if i made it in vr but i have 3 weeks no experience in the medium and um. well. yeah #i think it's a nice goodbye since i get to project my views on humanity through the alien and also he's a revamped version of #my first ever proper oc. carl the alien #isnt that a nice way to end this journey for now? i think so.

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yeonban · 24 days

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What if I tried a different approach to make me productive. Comment on this post if you'd like me to send you some asks from the prompts I've reblogged. Specify muse/s (mine, and yours too if you're a fellow multi)!

#tbd.#◜✧ . ❪ ooc. ❫#Me: Hm how can I find this one meme I've been meaning to find that's 50 pages under bc I last rbd it aprox 4 years ago...#A spark of genius: If you're going to go thru all your pages of rbd memes might as well make something of it and interact w others. WIN-WIN #I've been fighting for my life irl these past 2 days (<- uni AND my body deciding it's time to torture me) but I DO have today and tmrw off #so I might do this today... along w the Soma sc and maaybe some drafts. And then tomorrow is up to future me to deal with!#Good luck to him. And all of you if I do decide to write!

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mel-loly · 1 year

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-“Just a flower, in the middle of the field at night, a light is turned on and reveals.. A day arriving with confident hope and silent happiness!”🌹🐝

#for those who didn't get it.. today is my birthday! and so tomorrow is really the day of the party and etc..#that's why I put “arriving” because tomorrow is a really special and very important event in my life akzbskhzjsb #and yes. I'm cosplaying as princess bela. she's one of my favorite characters and her dress.. It's literally a dream come true for me!#because I'm really going to use one similar to this one tomorrow irl and-#I won't tell you guys more details because it's personal things but- well. that's a little explain of what the art is about!#I really feel very happy.. and I admit. I don't even know how to explain my happiness but.. well...#I feel special. surrounded by people who *really* love me and show true affection for me and..#that I just have to thank. for everything. I have gratitude for all of you! like- thank you very much. really. for everything..#I can't even express in words how grateful I am for each of you #know that I love and appreciate everyone who is still with me on this journey called life!#and of course- I couldn't forget to talk about him lol. thanks to mike!#I don't know what would have become of me if I hadn't met someone as friendly and good-hearted as him #he was always by my side and made me feel more special in every day. in a unique way and one of the most important to me..#I love him very much/p. and I hope that our friendship will be forever happy and respectful the way it already is!#(of course. this also works for the other friends I made here too- please don't get mad or jealous! I love you all. okay??)#and well.. that's it.#I hope I still stay here. that I enjoy my day and face any fear or harm that I might have ahead of me and..#that I just hope for the best. I put everything in God's hands and I feel confident that things will work out no matter what the cost!#thank you guys again for everything and happy birthday to me lol-💛#happy birthday to me #it's my birthday #mel creator #mel loly #cosplaying of beauty and the beast #i'm mel and this is my blog✌️#my art blog #art mel #art #my art #my oc character

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ssspringroll · 3 months

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You know. Now that I've learned how to harness the power of vertex snapping, I wonder if I could make some nice horns that really blend well with the forehead...

#i should try making a third eye that blends with the forehead too.#if i can #i could try this with antennae as well but i think they might be unsuitable #they're too small to easily line up with preexisting polygons #and also they aren't uv mapped to the EXACT spot they sit on the forehead #cuz if they were then more than half of them would always be covered by hair texture #hm. might be a testing stuff day tomorrow. unless i have irl stuff to do lol #simoleon

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drugsforaddicts · 5 months

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#I have muay thai today and tomorrow (or well every mon fri sun) and jfc #my legs are like tree trunks I can barely walk 🥴🥴🥴#and my ribs hurt so bad #wtf did I sign up to hahaha #this is a note to myself that I’m not 20 anymore and I need to get my shit together #I thought I did enough stretching but I guess there’s never enough stretching #irl shenanigans

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heretherebedork · 11 months

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My mother was taken off life support at 8 pm and passed less than an hour later. We donated her body to science, exactly as she wanted, and I'll be sitting shiva for her next week after my trip this weekend which is... such a strange idea.

Anyway.

I love you all. You're amazing people. I never would have been such a nerd without my mother and I got to thank her for that today.

I am begging you to like any of my meta instead of this post. Seriously. I love you all but I do not want to see this post anywhere.

I just want to put this out there.

Lots of love.

#parental death #francis irl #i did get to say goodbye #there might be a post tomorrow about her #or not #but if this post is more popular than my la pluie meta I am gonna scream I have my priorities #well that's a lie #but seriously love y'all

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queer-pagan-witch · 1 month

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One day I will learn, that just because the bottle is low, does not mean I need to finish off the bottle.

#imma be so fuckin hungover tomorrow #someone should kiss me #and i moght be either asexual or aromantic or both which like woo thats funny to only me for so many trauma reasons #i love #im so drunk #i too drunk #i stated typing thos at 12:30 #imma smoke pot after i post this #if your reqding my tags hi i love you. why are you reading this though like im a schizo bipolar depreased trans girl im unhinged in the tags #i need to stop drinking by myself #if think im an alcoholic as well if it wasnt for the fact that i can genuinely stop when ever i want but idkmaybe that changes?#at this point im just typing to annoy myself cause i think its funny to annoy other people and itd be hypothetical to not annoy myself #im ramblimg in the tags and honestly its your fault for still reading this #trans thought time #i wish i was born with a pussy but i do like having a cock and there is a possibility im genderfluid and fuck me that sucks if true #like how do you transition if your genderfluid? like i kinda want a cock and pussy and i know thats an actual option #but is it the right option?#i hate being trans but not knowing what kinda trans maybe ill hit where im at with my gender and just say tranny #cause i already say faggot for my sexuality instead of anything specific maybe i should just say tranny #this is probably what a therapist is for but idk if i can justify paying for this instead of saving money to buy a hoise #america sucks #capitalism sucks #love is such a bullshit thing #how can i be in love with some ane be in love with someone. being in love is nothing but selfish but also you have to be selfish for youryou #like i know that doesn't make sense sense but it makes sense to me and i also know its wrong #maybe i should give up and spend money on a therapist #i love my freinds and would sacrifice myself for them literally #12:51 and i have one more short tag to add #i hope you didnt read this far cause even in a drunk state this tag is embarrassing and im sorry you know me irl im sorry this is rambly+ugh #but if you dead read all the tags <3 i love yoh and would die for you

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kevin-sedai · 6 months

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The vibe really deteriorated as the day went on, and now I'm sitting in bed, awake, feeling like garbage

#it was an okay weekend but i was jittery and numb for most of it #tried to write christmas cards for the first time in 2 years. cried while doing so and then had to lie down after i did 5 #i got frustrated with the story i'm writing and considered dropping it or deleting the whole thing #spent friday alone pretty much all day which normally i'm fine with but for whatever reason made the loneliness really hit hard this time #spent all thanksgiving day waiting for a familial confrontation #got asked by my 6 year old nephew how old i was and then he followed up with 'well why arent you married what are you doing'#which i'm pretty sure is something he heard in a conversation someone else was having and he repeated it bc he's 6 fucking years old #which btw i don't hold against him or am mad at him about bc he's an innocent kid #but that made me feel really shitty #spent an hour today panicking about this dog virus #and in between all of that i was self diagnosing myself with mental illnesses #which made me feel awful bc it made gaslight myself in thinking maybe i wanted one?#which is so fucked up to the max and i'm so sorry for even putting that here #but i put this all here bc i could never have this conversation with people irl #they'd get too worried or they'd think i'm overreacting or i need to date or need to do something with myself besides read #i'm so sorry everyone #i'll try to be better #i just had to put this out somewhere #and i didn't put this in a journal bc my last entry sounds so teenagerish out of context i don't even want to look at it #anyway i have to try to sleep i have to go into the office early tomorrow #i'm sorry guys #i really am😔

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