{{ i realized I only posted about it once on the old blog, made a single post here explaining why I moved blogs/remade this account and then privated it because I didn't want to have that negativity hanging over said new blog but uh-
Hi, hello mutuals-- It's me, Tina, lol. I remade my blog and moved from @coldsovereign-a (which is archived now) to here-- @acoldsovereign. I did it because the old blog stopped feeling good to log into.
And, I didn't want to give up so easily. I love Maiz too much and I didn't want this singular, creepy ass, racist, jerk-hole asshat from ruining her/my RP experience. There were other irl/personal issues going on around the same time too and it fucked with my muse majorly. 😭
I apologize if I suddenly seemed like I "disappeared" (and then reappeared) without explanation! I wanted to move on from what happened to me quickly and in the process of that, I uh, forgot about common courtesy for a while. My bad. (Tbh, I just wanted a new home for my girl so I could fully enjoy her again. Glad to say I'm back in the swing of writing her, so the move did help!)
Anyway, more RP stuff coming soon. Yay!
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actually I’m gonna bitch here for a sec like WHY is being disabled so expensive like I have very good healthcare and thank fuck for rebates but !!! still!!!!
main bullshittery bugging me rn though is the absolutely unrelenting fatphobia (and so many layers of ableism) in anything to do with hashimotos
like it is FUCKING infuriating to have this constant rhetoric of “you have hashimotos?? here’s how to stop being so FAT and UGLY! (:” “here’s how to LOSE WEIGHT with hashimotos!!” “15 tips to drop 15 kilos!!!” “got hashimotos? comment HELP ME or dm to get access to my private HASHI WEIGHT LOSS group!!!” “best diets to lose weight with hashimotos!!”
even the ones that sneak this shit into otherwise decent resources you’ll have a good run of beneficial info punctuated by “oh you’re probably balding and ugly and fat but that’s okay!!! we EMBRACE body positivity here!! by bullying you into being skinny and fitting our beauty standards so you can finally love yourself!!!!” “link in bio for my best selling book HASHI HELL TO HEALED HEAVEN: HOW I SAVED MYSELF FROM BEING FAT AND BALDING AND UGLY AND TURNED INTO THE PERFECT THIN BEACHY BABE!” Violence violence violence murder maiming killing arson destruction FUCK
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mike schmidt is my blorbo but also he’s not but i’m going to talk about him like he is because he IS but that is also distinctly not my blorbo, hope this helps
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also hewwo i’ve vaguely returned to fic writing thanks to engage and as part of getting better at promoting my work uuhhh here (throws breadcrumbs in one convenient post)
All the following center around M!Alear/Alcryst (alearyst? alcrear? Alal? the utterly unhinged suggestion of alal-) because oops My Favorite Dynamic, generally written as standalone
Rutilated- 3.7k, taking place between chapters 14-15, slight focus on events in chapters 10-11. Insomnia from stress turned awkward flirting turned emotional comforting.
Intergrowth- A series of 6 drabbles totaling 2.5k that take place from chapter 7 through post-game in sporadic leaps. Covers a broad spectrum of crushing angst to fluff, arranged chronologically kind of like an outline of the relationship on the side of the main plot, built around the idea of moments where they held hands
Thanatophobia- 1.3k, post-game. Alear has a nightmare because (kiragi vc) war is heck! especially when you’re dragon jesus and go through protagonist bullshit that people somehow expect you to be just Okay With.
so yeah oops finally found fic topics to latch on to and remembered I might dare have a writing following/finding people who want to read over this way so if u find this post rad or interesting please have at it and enjoy!
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It’s like 2am and I just woke up from a Charlie dream but once again things can never be easy for us in my dreams 🥺❤️
Charlie and I were together and visiting my family and he got up to go take a shower. And while he was gone, freaking JAMES showed up. And my mom’s like ‘He looks like the guy from lost’ and I’m like ‘ yeah. Looks like’ ASJJLL And James says, ‘Look, I’m not gonna beg ya. But for the time we had together… is there ever a chance you could love me again?’ And I thought for a second and told him yes. And he started to walk away, looking really self-satisfied, and I realized. No. I don’t want anyone but Charlie. I don’t. It doesn’t matter who they are. Or how good things were between us. I only want Charlie.
So I chased after him, asking him to wait, and I said, ‘My answer is actually no.’ And he looked really angry and asked me to repeat myself. So I said, ‘No, I won’t ever love you again. I’m only with Charlie now, for the rest of my life. He’s the love of my life, and I’m never gonna love anyone else.’
So he stormed off in the middle of me saying that Charlie is the only one I’m gonna be with forever. And I started discussing it with my family for awhile. And after it’d been a good while, I realized Charlie had been in the shower for a long time. So I asked my sibling to knock on the door and check on him. But he didn’t answer. So I panicked and ran up and knocked too. Still no answer.
And I started to call out for him, but nothing. So I opened the door and he was like. Passed out with his head in a puddle of water :( so James had tried to kill him!!!! Which is the second time I’ve dreamed he got jealous of an f/o and tried to kill them!! Oh my God!!
So I lugged Charlie out of the water and started to perform CPR on him. And. He woke up 🥺 thank God… I remember panicking and my hands shaking as I gave him chest compressions and seeing him open his eyes and cough and I was just feeling!! So relieved!! Seeing the life in his eyes… God I was so happy. And the first thing he did was joke that it was a good thing I knew CPR because we couldn’t afford to take an ambulance ADGHJKL this guy.
I wanted to take him to a hospital but James was still on the property and apparently he had friends with him. Charlie said it was a group of guys that ganged up on him. So we all started to find weapons we could use to protect ourselves and fight these people. And I was in the middle of fighting them when I woke up because the stress of saving Charlie’s life was getting to be too much to hold onto adfhjkl
And now I’m like. Lying awake at 2am happy to have had a Charlie dream but annoyed that James interrupted it. And like. So violently too. I’m legit mad at him now afgjkll like this is the second time he’s hurt someone because I picked them over him and it’s just really weird that he just. Showed up and made me choose. Idk it’s probably bc I already had another dream with James in it a couple days ago. But it was that I saw him on the TV so. Idk.
But yeah that dream was horrifying adfhjkl
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