#when i was in the fandom as a kid i wasn't really drawing fanart yet so i guess this is my first piece of dhmis fanart

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batteries can be replaced, but some things stay the same. no matter how we twist and turn, we're still dancing in chains

[badass-queer-couples-battle]

Gay wrongs tournament, round 2 of the minor bracket

Propaganda:

For Lord Hater and Commander Peepers :

Lord Hater is the self-proclaimed "universe's awesomest evil-doer", an immature, attention-seeking manchild with electric powers and a short temper. He rules the Hater Empire with Commander Peepers as his second-in-command (technically third, after his beloved pet spider-xenomorph, but who's counting), however it soon becomes *very* clear that the cunning, remorseless, hardworking Peepers is the *real* brains behind the empire. Peepers might be frustrated at Hater's incompetence at times and isn't above manipulating him to reach an end goal, but he'd never dream of usurping him because, well, he's really gay and in love with him (as much as he can be in an early-10s Disney cartoon, anyways). Hater might take Peepers for granted a lot of times, but as his oldest friend and closest confidante he's the one who Hater is closest to. Whether it's invading other planets or kicking puppies for fun, these two are *delightfully* terrible jerks and the epitome of gay wrongs. 

Commander Peepers is both Lord Hater's right hand man in villainy AND his jilted stay-at-home-wife-guy (Also in villainy. Hater is really good at getting distracted from productive and efficient villaining.) Lord Hater was the greatest villain in the galaxy thanks to how well he and Commander Peepers worked as an evil team to run the Hater Empire!

Lord Hater conquers planets and is such an edgy bastard. Peepers is the actual brains behind the operation. Peepers is often pushed aside by Hater, they are besties and yet Peepers is always pining for this guy who will never notice. Peepers is so horribly gay for him if you watch the show he wants his stupid boss so bad. Peepers is so scared of him season 1 but then starts yelling BACK in season 2 and has to deal with him like a babysitter or something and yet STILL idolizes him and that’s just such a fun dynamic. His password is H8RNP33PRS43VR (Hater and Peepers forever). They are so evil and everyone fears them and they are villains and they are gay and the side of the fandom that draws them as a married couple that needs counseling is absolutely correct. The fanart of Hater openly liking him back is wonderful but I swear you don’t even need that. They are so gay and villain you have to love them they are

Villains that conquer planets and do evil stuff, my favourite characters, not really canon but they are the best :)

For El Mariana x Slimecicle:

They are married and on their first day together they accidentally killed their neighbor's kid.  When Slimecicle was trying to murder people and failed it because he didn't have Mariana by his side to back him up.

Well Slimecicle's canonically murdered a child/egg in order to give his and Mariana's daughter a gun. He also accidentally murdered his niece but that wasn't really his fault. Mariana has killed their daughter twice - the first time they were able to bring her back via a court trial and Slimecicle planted tnt under the court in case he lost. Mostly it's Slimecicle committing astrocities (like when he tried to kill more kids after his daughter died the first time, or when he constantly breaks windows in order to get into people's houses, or when he disguised himself as a child/egg in order to burgle his neighbours and proceeded to run for president as this child) but Mariana doesn't exactly have a clear conscience. Also they both love and hate each other. They're simultaneously married and divorced. They've had live minecraft sex at least twice.

[june16th2018]

things i deeply hate in tokyo revengers (and its fandom)

tw opinions

(disclaimer: tkr is one of my fav manga ever)

1 • the animation

the anime adaptation is absolutely hideous and extremely offensive bc what the fuck?? this is so bad and yet yall are eating it up.

everytime i see an edit of the anime i just start shaking and sobbing uncontrollably (especially the takemichi ones bc how can you guys find him handsome in the anime when he's even uglier than kiyomasa)

my friends and i have this really fun challenge where we have to watch a tokyo revengers episode without laughing at the animation (we always end up failing after like 3 minutes)

2 • those dumb kokonui shippers 🤓

don't get me wrong, i love this ship sm i want them to get married and have kids

i just hate ppl who enjoy this ship for this exact panel :

it wasn't romantic shut the fuck up

koko is a really well-written character who is clearly in pain after losing a girl he was in love with (as silly and childish his crush on her might have seemed) and with a very visible mental instability, and yall are choosing to close your 12 years old ass eyes on that just so you can have ship content, gross

again, i love kokonui, but stfu

3 • the toxic y/n/ocs enjoyers

i don't see the point of calling shippers weird if you are yourself a characterxreader enjoyer or an oc creator 🤓

4 • most likely to be a pedo 😇

those weird grown ass ppl drawing or writing the characters in a very sexual way?? if it's a fanart/fanfiction of their adult version then i guess it's okay but the ones when they keep the design of the 2005-6 timeline?? hello??

same goes for grown ass ppl enjoying this content

5 • mischaracterization

chifuyu isn't a soft baby 🥺 stop treating him and drawing him like a goddamn baby it's just embarrassing as hell. same goes for takemichi, yall are wild 💀💀

sanzu isn't canonically a crackhead (i still eat this hc up but just bc we saw him take a pill ONCE doesn't mean he's an actual drug addict like what if he just had a headache and needed aspirin)

koko isn't a sad and exhausted workaholic in bonten, the only panel of his bonten version we got was his wide goofy sassy ass smile and he was saying smth about killing ppl i don't quite remember 💀

draken is in love with emma, i'm tired of seeing drakey shippers in denial, like yes he does give a fuck about her, stop saying he doesn't 💀 also their ship is awesome i love them sm

btw little reminder to every kisanma/hankisa enjoyers : kisaki is homophobic

6 • "takemichi x all"

this might actually be the worst thing ever

takemichi isn't the ultimate rizzler yall

this is embarrassing and yall need to grow up 😐

7 • the way yall are sleeping on naoto

this man is so fine plus he's so determined to save his sister i know my brother would never do the same 💀

8 • the neverending bajifuyu vs ryufuyu war

why

[siren--squid]

i need to know your south park opinions/hot takes/whatever you want to say about south park

My biggest opinion on South Park is to just let the fandom do whatever they want with the characters honestly, and I don't mean like bad shit or weird shit with the kids. Obviously.

I mean like, normal fan shit.

Like, if someone wants to write a fanfiction where Eric Cartman was an awful and terrible child of literally eight years old but grows up and gets better and actually ends up as a sweet guy then just let them, if people want to ship things like kyman then literally who cares? Especially if they're doing the redemption arc Cartman thing.

If people want to draw anime teenage versions of the boys then who cares, it's actually really funny

Gender and sexuality HCs? Awesome, everyone everywhere does that, yet I've seen people say it's "just cringe" with this fandom? Yeah, this is FANDOM of course it's cringe, "but the show itself would make fun of-" nobody cares! The show makes fun of EVERYTHING dude! Have fun! You think Stan Marsh is a girl? Awesome! Butters as well? Epic!

This is SOUTH PARK. Go crazy.

If you personally disagree with something or dislike it, then just move on. Who cares if people are doing cringey fandom shit with the adult comedy cartoon. Who cares if they're shipping Cartman with people. Seriously it's never that deep

Unless people are doing harmful and dangerous shit, it's fine. Like, it's kinda funny??

Side note, because its funny as fuck:

I've been watching this show since I was the age of the main characters, I've been in the fandom since we were drawing Kenny as a lanky anime boy with purple eyes. I remember being like.. maybe seven at MOST sitting on my dads carpet while he watched this show and i played with littlest pet shops.

I remember those slide show fanart music videos of twink anime boy Kenny to "time of dying" by three days grace. This fuckin show introduced me to three days grace lmfao

I've seen some wild shit around here, the uwu-ification of Kyle for weird Style shipping purposes, etcetera etcetera. But this shit is literally so.. normal, in fandom spaces?? Yeah it's weird or silly or something but, meh.

I cosplayed Wendy to my first day of fifth grade.

I wore a neon pink jacket almost identical to Kennys in middle school. This show is like fucking stuck with me for life lmfao

I made a paper cut out of Kenny and another of Tweek and glued them to popsicle sticks and carried them around everywhere when I was a kid. (My dad hated those things, "perfect show for a kid to be watching" as if he didn't introduce it to me)

Whenever my mom lost me outside she'd do the "Oh my god, they killed Kenny" thing to find me, but I wasn't allowed to swear as a kid so I couldn't finish the line, I'd just run to her.

This show is a special interest for my autistic ass and it really, really shows. I stopped in my tracks in a Walmart to buy hats that reminded me of Craig, when I was supposed to buy new shoes and pants. (I did not, in fact, buy shoes.)

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Post Type: Vent and Explanation

Ok everyone I'd like to talk about something important today.

At least, it's important to me.....

tw: Harassments & Bullying, Emotional Distress, Sexualitization by minors, venting

So we all know how some fandoms can be full of some pretty toxic fans, right? Well, I'd just like to take some time to tell you all about one of the most negative experiences I've had in a rather big fandom, before I make some stupid comment to set someone off.

Please read this all the way through, it's important to me that everyone understands where I'm coming from.

Ok, so back when I was about....mmm 16/17 I was fairly obsessed with Hetalia, I had been an off-and-on fan of it for about 7 years. So, when I started using Instagram for posting art, I attracted quite a few people from the fandom due to my fanart of it.

I had made some friends, and was invited to quite a few group chats with people who were....fairly younger than me. Ages ranging from 12 to 18, I was fairly still awkward at the whole "socializing" thing, as I am now. So I had made friends with these kids, got into editing video of the fandom due to a friend and then later quick, yada yada, y'know the whole shabang.

Let me tell you, the experiences of the first groupchat I was in was absolutely disgusting, like it had started off pretty normal and everything but it was just a downward spiral of these kids sending dozens and dozens of images of rule 34 and talking about sex constantly. When I would get home from school I would get hundreds of notifications from these kids just going off about every sick thing you could possibly imagine. Now me not knowing how most kids are online, I would just play along despite being uncomfortable, y'know I'd never send anything nsfw or anything but I'd make jokes.

Later along the lines, and like 20 new groupchats later, we have new members come in and out like usual. I become close with a single individual in particular. It was an utter mistake for me to have been nice to any of these people in the first place.

For the sake of this explanation, let's call this person Blue. So, Blue and I become friends, I learn a lot about and get a feel for what they're like. I realize that Blue has been dealing with depression for several years due to bullying. At their school, they were harrassed a lot due to both their gender and ethnicity, y'know due to racism. Couple of weeks go by, nothing really bad (that I knew about yet) had happened.

Started talking to the group's "leader" of sorts, let's call them Red. Well I thought was Red was pretty nice for a while, they would occasionally be mean as what I thought was jokes at the time. Come to find out that this kid hated me, was jealous of me because I had more followers than them (among other things) and basically caused me to be cancelled in the Hetalia fandom altogether due to a few things happening which I'll explain next.

Ok, so first thing I have to explain is that Blue had made a pretty remarkable statement to me about our friendship. One that set off some pretty big fucking red flags I might add. Something along the lines of "If it wasn't for you, I'd be alone." Now let me tell you, to hear that out of someone older than me, was scary. So what did I do? I tried to be nice and make sure that the others in my group made sure to check up on them.

Well, it didn't end up going so well with me. It caused a really big fight between me and Red to happen. So, yeah, I left the groupchat, I didn't even think to take pictures. I was still friends with most of them at that point. So yeah, wasn't a good day at all.

I ended up drawing some vent art after a few weeks, when I was once again brought back into the group only for these kids to intentionally act disgusting in front of me again. Another fight broke out, I separated myself from most of the people in the group.

Was contacted by the first person that tried to help me, let's call them Izzy. Izzy had shown me these texts Red had sent about me, calling me petty, obsessed with their best friend (That I was mad that they had other friends other than me), brought up the age of my boyfriend at the time (which was none of their fucking business!) and was accusing me of manipulating everyone in their group to believe my "sob stories". And by sob stories she means all of the fucking people she sent after me to harrass me, send me gore, and tell me to off myself, Red had told all of these people that I was the one harrassing them, "bullying" as they called it.

This whole thing went on for months and months and little by little I started to understand that one, I shouldn't have shared my vent art with anyone, because they contained song lyric bits that no one else other than me understood in context. I had explained the meaning to this "friend" "Heidi" but apparently she didn't show that explanation to the group bc Red told her I was talking shit behind her back.

These kids searched up and listened to the song instead, coming to the conclusion that I was a stalker, and that I was stalking Blue in particular. So, what do these kids do? They send someone new to spy on me and add me to groupchats even though I had Red blocked at that point. Red was continuously saying rude things to piss me off that I couldn't see until the others screenshoted and sent to me. Things about my kin (N. Italy), basically making fun of me through the use of my comfort character.

The kid they sent to spy on me started out as one of those kids that harrassed me and then turned into a "fake friend" that pretended to know what I meant. Call them Japan because that's the kin they used all the time. Well, me and my dumbass said some rather mean things about Red, mostly because I was fucking pissed about how this 13 year old was acting. Japan sent all of that info back but continued to pretend to be on my side the entire time until the very end when they told me they were done with me shitting on their friends. I let you know he and others were part of a secret discord that he let me know about to make himself look better to me, as well as let me know when I followed one of these kid's multiple fake accounts, to which the kids went crazy over.

Kid on the fake account told me that I should be apologizing to Red for all that I did and to stop stalking Blue. At this point I was fucking done with all of it, I apologized to Red but outed Japan in the process due to this kid pissing me off to the max.

To say the least, I had the worst panic attack I ever have had in the history of my life, to the point where I was literally shaking. I was cursing and screaming to the point that my neighbors could hear me. I had tried to explain everything to my grandmother and it led to me not being able to use social media for a course of 6 months, and multiple therapy visits. I slept on the floor in front of my grandparents bed that night because I felt too sick being alone in my bedroom, the shaking wouldn't stop.

6 months later, I think everything is fine, what do these kids go and do? They make a hate post about me taking several dozen of my texts out of context, claiming I was misgendering and harrassing Red, stalking Blue, and generally an overall shit human being by showing everyone my vent art along with it as "evidence".

So yeah, a lot of people blocked me, I had to change my account to private, get a new separate account as my safe space (which was later leaked to these kids yet again) and on and on it went, they even made a "draw this in your style" contest depicting my Italy-insert chasing after Blue's insert (America) holding a tan folder with the words "New BF" on it. Finally some miracle happened when my lovely friend Tree had decided to actually ask for my side of the story instead of just blocking me like their friends told them to.

So I told them, and god bless them, they revealed to me that another one of the people in the group that I felt I could actually trust (Canada Kin) was just relaying information back to Red all along, and was actively encouraging that they push this process out for a longer period of time just to make me feel even worse. Canada called themselves a sadist in the texts to Red, who didn't even know that they were on Red's side until the last minute. So, basically Tree exposed everyone involved in Red's ultimate scheme to make my life a living nightmare, they had planned to send dozens of people after me to send me images of gore, rule 34, and death threats. I was able to block everyone involved! And since 2019, that was the end of it.

Thank god! Others weren't so lucky, but I am glad to say that I have been able to move past it all, even though it still triggers the hell out of me. I still like Hetalia but I just can't interact with the fandom, I still feel pretty paranoid that these pre-teens are going to come after me for revenge or something.

So yeah.....That's pretty much it...

Thanks for reading all the way to the end...

- Treat

I had been reminded of all of this when @shuichiswritingcorner had mentioned America from Hetalia, and I just wanted to make sure that everyone knew that while I'm somewhat feeling better about the fandom, it still triggers me at times. It was just a really bad experience that left me feeling very distrusting of people in general.