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#which fair since he’s so privileged and full of connections and probably unemployment was never on the table for him
jmin
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2 years
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went thru the traumatic experience of hanging out with highschool acquaintances and having to explain how my life sucks rn and I’m still not over that conversation
#the humiliation
#the cringe
#they even made me spell it out bc apparently my social cues weren’t enough
#and everyone was looking right at me
#like literally no one bothered to include me on conversation throughout the night and the only time I don’t want to be part of it
#they all suddenly are so interested lmao
#ah it’s really hard sitting with people you feel like you have to prove something to
#and you absolutely can’t bc you’re exactly the failure they all thought you would be
#like I clearly remember getting out of highschool and thinking clearly I didn’t want to see this people until I had my shit together
#surprise almost 10 years later and I don’t
#I don’t have my shit together and I think that’s okay a lot of people don’t
#but it’s so extremely painful when you’re the only one in the table who doesn’t lol
#and when they treat you like shit for it
#like damn this guy asked me what I was doing for a living
#and I said nothing and didn’t want to get into details but he actually made me explain it
#bc apparently he doesn’t understand the concept of unemployment
#which fair since he’s so privileged and full of connections and probably unemployment was never on the table for him
#but like I’m not you bro leave it alone
#and I felt myself making excuses like ‘yeah I’ve been studying and finished my post grad’
#and he was all like ‘and?’ fuck dude there’s nothing else leave me alone lmao
#I don’t need to be reminded of my problems you’ve never even knew me well
#stop talking like you’re demanding me something lmao
#anyways I’ll delete this in a sec maybe
#it’s been like two days already and my anxiety about it won’t leave
#I can’t stop thinking about it and feeling humiliated and retracing every single thing I said that night
#which wasn’t much like I said I was mostly cast out lol
#none of my actual friends were there except for the one I went there for
#but he had all these people there for him so naturally he couldn’t give me that much attention I had to make do with the other people
#which means I only observed them talk and laughed when it was appropriate LMAO
#l.txt
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