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bioethicists · 2 years

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i've been at res 4.5 days now and it is a lot better than i expected. i'm still quite ambivalent about recovery but i'm glad to have space to grieve my brother without responsibilities and i'm willing to accept that maybe i need to give up at least some of my behaviors if i want to live a fuller life

#disordered eating /#potentially triggering details ahead ic #i am still rlly struggling with eating the food here consistently and also with fluid restriction #which is a fun new hybrid ocd ed behavior #and feeling shame abt not being dehydrated enough which is like wow every day i get more crazy huh #but everyone here is sososossososo nice

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