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another reason i think that xie lian felt an instant connection on the ox cart is because he and hua cheng both grew up in xianle.
there are maybe 4 people still alive that grew up in that culture. based on my own experience, you can pick up on things like accent, cadence, references, and humor that suggest a person is from the same place as you without consciously noticing it. that sense of comfort and similarity probably played into their instant chemistry.
#thinking about how they are bonded together by being the only people who remember their dead culture... augh it kind of makes me want to cr#as much fighting as fengqing do they are really the only people who will EVER understand each other's childhoods#which. aughhhh#there's a lovely modern au fic by heavensturtle called ''i'm just there to admire you.'' where they talk about chinese diaspora go read it#fics that mention paradise manor being in the xianle style also make me want to bawl. especially when fxmq notice it#other people that remember xianle: qi rong. jun wu. mei nianqing. yeah. none of those people are easy to talk to#buried deep in the xianle quartets heads are things like xianxia silly bands and xianxia nickelodeon and xianxia hi chew that LITERALLY#NOBODY ELSE IN THE ENTIRE WORLD REMEMBERS. DOES THAT NOT MAKE YOU FEEL INSANE#the immortality in tgcf and how it affects memory and sense of self and relationships. ourgh#i speak#tgcf meta#tgcf#tgcf spoilers#i guess?#tian guan ci fu#tgcf books#heaven official's blessing#hob#xie lian#hua cheng#hualian#feng xin#mu qing#fengqing#xianle trio#xianle quartet
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everybody come stand in a circle with me. we are going to pray that the season one remaster does not try to retroactively make characters who were assholes in the original more "likeable" in order to appease fans who start spitting up blood whenever a character is not a wholesome chungus blorbo glup shitto
#inanimate insanity#i dont know what this trend is called if it has a name but I FUCKING HATE IT I HATE IT SO MUCH AUGHHHH#i hate this trend of online creators altering characters and plotlines just to try and appease the fans#its one of the main things post split bfb gets criticized for but trust me. it is Rampant.#either that or youre roblox pressure and have somehow decided the solution was to go in the complete opposite direction#and intentionally make your characters more and more unlikeable to piss as many people off as possible#which is uh. well thats a way to go about it !
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You’re genuinely so funny. You should seriously make some kind of comic
omg this is such a late response but i hope you know that i made this EXACT face when reading this. thank you SO much!!! i really would love to make a comic soon featuring my oc's or something... maybe i'll get around to planning one eventually. but comics aside, your words mean SOOO much. THANK YOU AGAIN!!!! 😭😭😭❤❤❤❤
#SERIOUSLY SO SWEET... AUGHHHH <333#comics are so hard to make when you're in a creative block... BUT I WILL PROSPER...#i'm just very grateful to the people out there who enjoy my content#even if i've been... VERY slow this year HAHA. which i am sorry about T_T#i've just been so oc pilled that i forget to upload them here outside of talking to my oomfs abt them LOL#BUT AUGH. I DIGRESS. THANK YOU AGAIN ANON. YOU'RE TOO KIND <3#ask bob
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Song is Supernova Shakedown by Goodeworks
#aughhhh i hate animating so much#why do i make it so complicated for myself#fun fact: I added the shadows manually which is why it's so janky#anyways#he's groovin#transformers#maccadam#sunstreaker
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the trouble with being Thee world's slowest writer is that i do want to ramble about my wips, but i feel too guilty to get people interested when it's gonna take me 85 years to finish anything
#sometimes i've got a paragraph that is BANGIN and i'm like damn. i wish i could share this without feeling bad.#and like. if people get TOO interested then there's Pressure To Finish and *sometimes* that's helpful for me#but sometimes it activates the 'freeze' impulse and then i'm useless for five to ten business days#which is really not beneficial for anyone involved#aughhhh. i'm just complaining because i was rereading chunks of a wip that i hadn't done much with for a bit#and i was like 'oh i am COOKING.' and wished i could share. but. again. 85 years is a looooong time.#it's cooking on low heat is all. if i turn it up it'll burn but it's still too raw to eat. it's gotta simmer. for flavor.#not trek
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TRICK OR TREAT!!! HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!! sniles so sneetly
HAPPY (late…) HALLOWEEN!!! And treat, to answer your question :] sniles sneetly (help i can’t even type that without giggling lol)
resting filled-with-primordial-rage face (pff)
#ask!#friends!!#my art#pyre#pyre game#fae pyre#almer pyre#supergiant pyre#I NEED TO BUY THIS GAME!!!! AUGHHH I KEEP FORGETTING. AUGHHHH#head in my hands#i absolutely did the vast majority of this drawing from memory. which is why the details are so scuffed#aaaaaaaa
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yuri, as he often tends to, appears with little more than a call of her name in greeting. “maria!” a lazy wave of one hand, the other raising a paper bag. “got some time to spare? i brought cake.”
he may not have been a student at the academy for long, but there's still plenty of corners in the monastery that he'd made his own secret getaways in that time. west of the cathedral is the goddess tower that students flock to; yuri much prefers the peace and quiet of the monastery walls past the nearby gate, with nothing mountains and trees as far as the eye could see.
that gate, like many other things, is broken now, but it makes the task of getting past it much easier. “i used to sneak out here to clear my head when i was still a student,” he says as perches where the wall is still intact and sets the bag down next to him. lilacs flick to maria, head inclining for her to join him. “i was a blue lion then,” he continues idly, pulling out two boxes of cake from the bag, then a third, smaller jewelry box that he sets in his lap, “just like you.”
“if you come at sunset, everyone's busy at dinner and you get a good view. keep it a secret, yeah?” yuri raises a finger to his lips with a smile before extending the jewelry box toward her. inside is a silver bracelet, a little mockingbird charm hanging from it. the symbol might not scare off the monastery's invaders, but it'll shoo off a bandit or three that would rather not risk the wrath of the savage mockingbird. “happy birthday, maria.”
"Hee hee... of course!"
She follows him somewhere, anywhere really, past the long years now scattered in the grass and through the half fallen gate that once kept them. Up the makeshift steps he goes with the grace she knows him for, and Maria -- well, she clambers after. Hers is a different sort of grace, a floating sort, all clouds gusting over meadows and not so experienced in creeping up crumbling stone, yet no less delighted for the fact she stumbles in her journey.
"A Blue Lion?" She echoes curiously, once she's settled with a giggle and her giggles are all settled. It's strange; she hadn't expected Yuri to have been a Blue Lion, but then-- a Deer? No way! An Eagle? Well... maybe? At this height, the breeze pushes past her face, and she holds up a hand to brace against it, squinting at them between sun and wind, as if looking will make more sense.
In does, in a way. There is some quiet satisfaction she finds in some quiet answer, silence balanced by the blare of a toothy grin pulled cheek to cheek. A finger rises to her lips in playful mimicry, a smile halved yet a doubled joy.
"I promise!" Maria breathes her laughter and the awe that follows, opening the box by the smallest sliver she may and stealing a tiny glimpse, never mind the fact it was a gift freely offered. A flash of silver, a fluttering of lashes -- she dares to open the box further and gasps softly when she does.
For once, she doesn't rush headlong into her words, merely slipping her wrist through the loop, holding her hand up to the mellowing light. The charm turns warm under the sunset, and --
"Hee hee... heeheehee!" When she splays her fingers, an entire sky of warm colors greets her back. Rose-red eyes dart toward Yuri with the barest turn of her head.
"Yuri, did you know?" She laughs again. "You just gave me two presents instead!"
Pulling her hand to her face, she presses her cheek against her knuckles, bracelet and charm dangling from her wrist. Hardly the most elegant way to show off her new treasure, but any good gift pairs well with happiness and appreciation, and both of these the little princess has in spades.
"--Thank you, though." Her expression turns soft as she thinks of it, holding the bracelet gently to her heart. "This makes me really... really happy. I mean it! I'll wear it every day!"
The silver bird spreads its wings and Maria wonders if it means anything; has it stowed away any wishes in its heart? A bid for whimsy, or even freedom? Whatever it is, the little princess lets it keep them, and hers along with it. They will never know that she has never felt at ease at an empty table, silly as it may sound. There is no need to, for now the whole sunset holds the secret Yuri shared with her; now the whole sunset is her friend, and the youngest daughter of Macedon will never eat another lonely dinner again.
#aubins#princessmacedoodles#YURIIIIII MY FRIEND YURI#AUGHHHH your writing is always banger after banger but i have to say this one really just. pierced me through the heart#i was ugly wibbling in key's dms about this ASHSUDHFSDF it just feels so. slaps my table. sincere? gentle?#they're such sweet friends and it kills me..seeing all the little things they've built upon across the years... hurgh#(about to go on a stupid-ass tangent) i also really love the book the little prince and it's smth i relate to maria sometimes#because it suits her (imo) and has this specific heartfelt feeling i associate with her#one of my favorite parts of the book is when the little prince is saying farewell to the narrator as he's leaving to live on a star#and his gift is him laughing beneath the stars#'My star will be just one of the stars for you. So you'll like looking at all of them. They'll all be your friends.'#-- which is smth i applied a little bit to maria irt her past in the tower#for a child of not even ten years old at the time. every speck of land of the horizon could have been macedon. so every island became it#and she could look upon it when she missed her home and think that it was#and i've also got this hc that she dislikes eating alone / at empty tables for what it represents (the absence of her family gathered w her#so where she would have initially been reluctant to eat outside alone#not only has yuri given her the secret of a great place to eat a peaceful dinner#but they've also put that secret in the sunset for her#so now no dinner will be lonely because the sunset itself has become her friend#SORRY THAT'S LIKE. AN EMBARRASSINGLY LONG RANT IN THE TAGS AHFDSGHSDGSDHGSD#also as an aside i took on a color palette challenge for her bday asks :] mariyuri high fashion
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Alrighty, headcanons for Dally! :3
●The reason why the ends of Dally's hair is brown was because he used to dye it. It's not that he was insecure, but it reminded him of his no-good father since he got his hair color from him. Though he soon just didnt give a fuck and stopped dyeing it.
●When he first arrived to Tulsa, he had a THICK New York accent. The gang could barely understand him. Now he has a slight New York accent mixed with a slight Southern one.
●He LOVES hard candy. You'd always find him with a Gobstoppers in his mouth if he wasn't smoking. He also has a pack or two of hard lemon candy in his pocket along with a Gobstoppers pack.
●He doesn't like animals much, but he doesn't mind cats since Johnny loves them(also a headcanon of mine about Johnny), so he'll feed strays in the lot if Johnny begs enough.
●Almost got banned from Pony's school for yelling at the couch during one of Pony's track meets for something about Pony getting a penalty or something.
●He sees Buck Merril as a kind of father figure he never had growing up, but would never admit it.
Well, thats all I got, hope you enjoy! ^^
inboxing it up
I NEVER GOT TO THESE head in hands
my inbox got flooded the same night these were sent to me and i was DEVASTATED because i could not get to them in time
this is why inbox speedrunning saves my life /silly
dallas winston who dyed his hair BROWN instead of blonde oh you are everything to me, I'm so in love with that concept dude .. . him and his fuckass mixed accent (he just like me fr! /silly)
all the other headcanons are just so cute and silly ouuuuu i love them man , ur so real for all of these – the gobstopper one made me giggle , because i can also see him doing just that and then playing it off like it's cool to eat all that damn candy giggling
#saying “he just like me fr” because i have a city & southern accent mix myself#except mine is west coast not east coast#either way these r all so neat to me#him and johnny feeding strays is so sweet and silly#and him being overly protective of ponyboy and nearly getting tossed out 😭#AUGHHHH buck merril being a father figure to dallas is everything to me as well... canon in my eyes even if the guy isn't even that much-#- older than dally fr#(i mean it's 8 years which technically is quite a lot but 💀)#i love em so dearly#dallas winston#WAHHH#the outsiders headcanons
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Damn i kinda miss teenage dirtbag au ngl...

#MAYBE ONE DAY.#peak era it was so fun...#AND HIMLANDER'S AMAZING FIC TOO AUGHHHH#i shld get back to it one day....after im done w everything else#(which is close to never but YOU NEVER KNOW)#teenage dirtbag au#rant
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Laios and Marcille queer platonic pairing of all time
Studio Ghibli-ass I don't care whether we get wedding rings and/or matching BFF necklaces I just want you in my life and even more than that your happiness trope my beloved
Your Marcille smile post is so good got me thinking bout that Miyazaki quote about improving and caring for each other
YEEEEESSSSS I love that so so much... The more time passes the more I see the Falin & Marcille & Laios trio as a queerplatonic type situation. It's so so dear to me.... I have an analysis planned about that I'd like to get to sooner rather than later, but I've been rather focused on art lately (Almost finished doing the last few tweaks before posting my graduate comic I made 2 years ago oof)... Right now my vague lineup is: Laios & Falin's differences, Laios analysis through enneagrams tritype, then this one— Laios and touch & the importance of Marcille: queerness in Dungeon Meshi
To spoil it a fair amount, something something Marcille is Laios' comfort zone in humans and she pushes him to grow more hopeful with friendships and connection, notably as seen through their relationship with touch both separate and together, how freely she gives it and how uncomfortable he was receiving it at first. Something something Dungeon Meshi is a lot about being a misfit and going against norms, and trying to understand each other both when labels are pushed onto you and overly define you and when you don't have any, showing understanding and being understood in turn, even when you're an inbetween, when you're abstract or hard to get and define. Something something Izutsumi actually plays a huge role in this too! And yk, something something platonic intimacy is lovely, casual physical affection is nice, monkeys pluck bugs off of each other and cats love to get scritches, shed the human principles that make you fear eating monsters or plainly seek out affection. Humans need hugs :) In a time and place where there are no labels available, for what you are or what your relationship is, you can still find love and understanding <33


Ambiguity in storytelling can often be a feature and not a bug. Ambiguous relationships can be thematic!! Queerplatonic relationships I love youuuu!!!!!!!!
Ambiguity is if nothing else fascinating to analyze. This one's gonna be a monster since it tackles many scenes, arcs and characters (2024 Jan me noted that she wanted to put in a huge Thistle & Falin section too?? Need to follow the scribbles I left here and there like a paper trail to put it all together again...) but I reallyyyy wanna get it out


#Ask#Wips#Asked today yay! I got ur other one too i think if i take time i'll have stuff to say but in the while hehe thoughts appreciated! fun#Yk how Marcille was the glue that kept Laios' party from disbanding pre-canon :) she just has that very personable friendly open#unconditional casual affectionate charm to her#Tfw i've always felt not quite human always wanted to not be human always thought i couldn't get along w humans and have trauma over it :/#But then my sister's best friend (which immediately grants good faith bc someone? Nice to Falin…?) enters my life and even tho she's very#honest and upfront when she dislikes something (so i know for sure she's not lying to me like when others do) and emotes so openly-#touches so freely- and that person accepts me too. Includes me too. Well it kinda makes me feel like i belong here with them#within humans after all..........#AUGHHHH!! Laimar#Kui put something in the dunmeshi sauce I stg I never get tired of it
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Small doodle of Gordie and Roan with a little side kiss :33
Some small details about their ship:
- Enemies to Lovers (more like Enemies to Reluctant Friends to Miscommunication to Friends with Benefits to Actual Friends to Lovers :,3)
- Since both have pretty established fans, they often do media interviews together to just feed both fanbases (mainly Gordie’s suggestion, Roan does no care for media attention..)
- Roan and Gordie are opposites of each other, while being similar in how they strive to always be better (Roan is just a bit more unhealthy…)
- Speaking of opposites, Roan’s favorite season is Summer and Gordie’s is winter/fall :] Roan isn’t used to the cold due to living in Aloha; Gordie always been surrounded by freezing temperatures he’s used to it..but hot simmering temperatures aren’t the best for him!
- Roan’s nicknames for Gordie: Dick, Gords (he’s not a big fan of affectionate nicknames)
- Gordie’s nicknames for Roan: Love, Darling, Shortstack (Roan is only 3 inches shorter than Gordie…)
- Both support each other when they have Pokemon battle showcases; only enthusiastic screaming, nothing less!
- Roan isn’t a fan of pda unlike Gordie, but he is a bit clingy with Gordie privately..
Anyhow sorry for the lack of Gordie drawings rn I’m trying to catch up with schoolwork, work, and also my random obsession with Syndrome ahem..I have a new sketch in for Gordie!! I’ll be posting it soon! okay I go back to my grind!
#pokemon#fanart#gordie pokemon#pokemon shield#pokemon sword#pokemon swsh#ibispaintx#doodle#pokemon sword and shield#digital art#oc x canon#pokemon self insert#self insert oc x canon#self ship#pokemon headcanons#dedicated to these two stinky gay ppl#I love these gay guys aughhhh#if I could I’d make more merch of my oc and Gordie#which I could but tired rn so#ROAN KALAMA MY ANGSTY OC!!!
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HELLO?!??!;23WM WHO ARE YOU?????????
#im actually going insane rn#ive had the premiere for the trailer up in a separate tab and i am just WAITING god im SO EXCITED#anyway. my theory with this little guy is that he's probably like hs mari in this mod considering he's monochrome#crude recreation by omori. but as we know with mari this little guys probably gonna be sooooo fucked up.......#im trying to imagine what itd be. cause hs mari ended up being a direct juxtaposition to normal hs mari???#as in instead of being sunny's idealised and flawless memory of mari#her main flaw (her extreme desperation to be loved) was now at the CENTRE of her character causing her to become really unstable#and also make me sob but. i wonder if that'll be whats going on here...#maybe he'll be extremely blissfully unaware of the truth or anything related to it??????? I DONT KNOW#GOD THIS MOD IS SO FASCINATING AUGHHHH#anyway. i need to replay it really quickly#<-- want to make sure im going into the full prelude with max alertness so im going to make a separate save for that#which MIGHT delay when i actually get to play it but i will be watching the trailer live!!!!!!! GOD IM SO STOKED#AUGHHHHHHH. I FEEL LIKE WHEN THE OMORI CONSOLE PORTS RELEASED ALL OVER AGAIN IM SO NORMAL ABOUT THIS MOD#omori#omori mod#omori basil
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I underestimated how long it would take to print 100 copies of a double sided page and i 10000% shouldve used the office printer and not the library printer. But im in for the long haul now. Fingers crossed that the collections people dont come in here and get upset with me for using all of their paper/ink
#ITS TAKING. SO LONG.#20 pages away though#:/#i dont have. time for this#man fuck spring break lmao#i get 2.5 hours of work today that isnt sitting at a table talking to children#which i like doing a lot!!!!#but i have to feed and clean for the birds.#theres just not gonna be real training sessions today ig#godddd i havent even started food prep. and i gotta set up for the stupid event thing. aughhhh
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my pet peeve is when ppl online DELETE their blogs/videos/accounts instead of just leaving them up and abandoning them or setting them to private </3 especially internet creators where theres information on their accounts that might not be accessible anywhere else. which i realize is an incredibly entitled opinion to have but as someone with pretty bad memory issues when something existed and then is just lost forever especially when not a lot of ppl knew it existed to begin w/. like thats genuinely soo stressful for me thats why im trying my best to archive ii stuff when im able to
#when i know something existed but Doesnt anymore..... aughhhh#LIKE DONT DO THAT. it doesnt help anyone if you're leaving the internet just Leave and everything can stay up for ppl in the future#doesnt help that the website i spent like 80% of my teenage years on was literally wiped from the face of the earth#which is probably for the best but there's still something sad for me about when something is just gone. like it never even existed#this is also why i will never delete any of my old social media accounts if i can help it cuz it isn't fair#txt
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#goddd....there are so many things which he does with his body that make me so dump and silly in my brain its so crazy#the slight finger tapping.....#him standing there like the criminal mastermind he is#thise cute eyes blinking so sexy#his lips....argh HIS L I P S#aughhhh im deaded#james spader#raymond reddington#the blacklist#reddington#red#raymond red reddington#blacklist#tbl#raymond reddington gif#raymond reddington gifs#the blacklist gif#gif#4x21#season 4 episode 21
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thinking about how both tfa (2015) and rogue one (2016) came out post-disney's acquisition of lucasfilms (2012) and both those films live on so fondly in my heart but have also, somehow, been earmarked in my head as the last true additions to star wars canon to have come out ever since
#personal#like even if i enjoy watching things that aren't those two movies post-disney it's like#for whatever reason. my head files it as ''haha that was fun. glad that's not canon''#WHICH IS ADMITTEDLY. A WILD THING TO THINK. LIKE THOSE TV SHOWS AND CARTOONS ARE DEFINITELY CANON#but my brain REFUSES to acknowledge them as such#obviously half of it is ''some of this reads like absolute bullshit''#but the other half is ''i straight up enjoyed this. this was fun to me. but also it's not canon <3''#wish i could just unequivocally like everything but alas my standards are hard to parse even for me#the person who has them#AUGHHHH#don't ask me how tcw fits into this as it's in a weird middle ground#tcw in my head is like...... jedi apprentice.... or the comics...... in that it's canon except it isn't except it IS.#i CANNOT elaborate. my thoughts are an enigma unto myself.
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