#wonjin x reader

[wonjinburger]

writing prompt #02

he opens the door to find you behind it, crying ; ham wonjin

Sunrise 꽉 잡아

. . . 가자 어디든지 다

INFO : : ham wonjin x reader / fluff

wc : <600

warnings : crying

your art teacher had earlier told you that your work had regressed, now you were in an unused classroom crying your eyes out. being a hardworking student who always strived for perfection and having your own personal issues going on right now, hearing this news was the last thing you needed.

you had spent countless days and nights on the past few art projects your teacher had given you, you even felt proud of them. it had completely demotivated you to hear such feedback.

the door suddenly swung open and a boy in a brown hoodie stood there, holding the door handle, not knowing what to do at that moment.

you looked at him with your red, swollen eyes, picking yourself up and heading towards the door, asuming he needed to use the room.

"oh uh, sorry for interupting whatever you were doing.. you can keep using the room, i'll come back another time"

he apologized, while looking at you, you could see the slight worry in his eyes as he hesitated to close the door. you just sat back down against the wall, looking at the ceiling, releasing a deep sigh.

"do you need someone to talk to..?"

you looked at him, slightly shocked he had requested this. you were glad he reached out however. so you nodded in response to his question.

"if you don't mind, i'd love that"

he came inside and closed the door behind him. he took a seat next to you on the floor. he had his hood on his head and his handds in the pockets of his hoodie. he looked at you, waiting patiently for you to talk.

you slowly told him about how you were under a lot of stress and pressure because of school and your finances at home. the longer you talked for, the harder you cried, yet he was still sat there, intently listening to what you were saying.

once you had stopped talking to catch your breath, he had his arms out as a way to ask if you needed a hug, and you gladly accepted his offer. he softly patted your back, trying to calm you down.

you let go of him to wipe your tears, he was still looking at you to make sure you were okay. you started to laugh a little, thinking at the situation you were in right now.

"sorry, it must be really weird for you to be listening to a rant from a total stranger. we should get going now, we're probably late for ur classes"

he smiled at you reassuringly, as you stood up. you put your hand out to help him up and he accepted the gesture. he reached for the door as he was closest to it.

"don't worry about it, i don't find it weird. you can always look for me if you need someone to talk to"

soon the both of you were out the door, seemingly about to go seperate ways.

"wait, i didn't get your name. i'm ahn y/n"

he looked back at you smiling before he said his name.

"ham wonjin. nice to meet you y/n"

you both smiled at each other as a sign of goodbye. the two of you left to your individual classes with a smile on both of your faces. and just like that, you met ham wonjin, someone you were forever grateful to because of a mere coincidence.

[angelic-jeonghan1004]

Wonjin enemies to lovers otw my loves

[starvity]

can i llease request about cravity between jungmo or wonjin please? you were at the backstage, when he was taking a break you wiped their sweats, giving them a water, and they looked at you lovingly (a kiss when he had to) thank you ^^

— ☆ good luck kiss

gn!reader x cravity wonjin

genre: fluff // warnings: kisses, wonjin being stressed and sweaty (nothing else i think :))

author’s note: decided to go with cutie wonjin for this after seeing the recent c-record when he was being so clingy to seongmin after the concert :’) (★ω★)/ [requested♡]

you were the best supporter wonjin could ever dream of. you would always free your schedule to attend his concerts, and cheer for him at practices and rehearsals. the boys basically find you in the waiting room almost every time and they feel relieved to know you’ll be the only one able to calm the really stressed wonjin.

before the performance, you tried to calm his nerves by slowly massaging his hands. he sighs, leaning his head down to press against your shoulder. wonjin then wraps his arms around your waist, his face finding comfort in the crook of your neck. "good luck kiss?" wonjin asks shyly, squishing your cheeks waiting for your approval. you let out a chuckle and nod before he passionately pecks your lips.

as always, you try to find a nice spot backstage to watch the performance as wonjin checks his in-ear and mic one last time before going on stage. no matter how many times he performs, he is always going to get nervous, his perfectionist mind making him believe that he might mess something up. "cravity entering the stage in 1 minute." you discretely comes up behind him, tapping his shoulder before massaging it slightly. wonjin turns around, his shaking eyes softening at the sight of you. "you’ll do great, i’m sure" you reassure him. "good luck kiss, again?" he laughs before you plant another kiss on his cheek, chuckling in his ear.

the first part of the concert was done and you clap for the boys as they leave the stage, high-fiving some of them who pass by. you finally make eye contact with wonjin, letting him dive into your arms. "sorry i’m sweaty." you hum as he doesn’t seem to want to leave your embrace until he regains a steady breathing. "here, drink some water." you encourage him to pull away, opening a water bottle behind his back. he immediately thanks you and spreads his other hand for you to hold. you can see the lights from the vcr playing in the background painting his skin vivid colors. his eyes are closed, letting the water cool his body. you grab a towel to dry the small drops of sweat running down from his nose to his neck, tapping it carefully not to remove his makeup. he looks absolutely unreal right now.

wonjin comes back a few minutes after with a new outfit and a remembong in hand. suddenly, you can feel him getting nervous again so you take his hand in yours, softly kissing his knuckles. he looks at you lovingly, letting his fingertips graze against your cheek. you pull his arm towards you, wrapping it around your waist. "show them what you’ve got." you cheer, hands cupping his jaw, and he brings you closer, acknowledging your words. sneakily, you notice his eyes shift to your lips then back to your eyes as a soft blush grows on his cheeks, unsure about what his next move should be. without another word, you peck his lips, once, twice, thrice, as much as wonjin wants. he kept on kissing you so much that you had to physically push him away while giggling against his lips. "go fix your lipstick, i messed it all up."

[lavenderbang]

Where are the Cravity writers on this app DAMN?!?!?

[kyuala]

calling cravity to ask why things didn't work out

inspired by the videos from the cut channel on youtube! and a little based on my vity as exes post too hehe

serim

he is so surprised to see your name on that screen. you guys probably hadn't talked to each other in a while aside from when u run into each other when out with friends, if that. the question kind of takes him aback but not really? i feel like if things weren't really resolved between the two of you it'd just always feel kind of like a cloud floating above your heads, just waiting to be addressed. he's reluctant but honest with his answer. takes blame wherever he feels like he has to but that's about it.

allen

he'll be super pleasantly surprised by your call if things ended in a cool way omg. he's so nice and kind about it too like, even after the question has been dropped he'll keep it light-hearted and short and sweet. doesn't want things to get heavy or dark or anything like that so he just does that on his end in hopes that you'll be okay with it too. the question caught him a lil off guard but he'll assure you it's all good to be curious about it and that he wonders about it sometimes too lol but that's about the extent of it. i don't think the question alone will be enough to like make him want to give things a second chance or anything like that and especially not through a phone call... if the thought has seriously and consistently crossed his mind before he'll ask you if you want to get coffee and talk about it sometime

jungmo

not really surprised by your call 'cause jungmo is the poster boy for exes who stay friends in my opinion, or at least courteous. he is going to be surprised by your question though, but in a much more hm... 🤨 kind of way. like.... does this mean you miss him? do you want to get back together? i feel like he's going to give his answer based on his own questions about it, to try and figure out what you really want out of this. will act like he forgot all about it and it's no big deal but it'll be in the back of his mind every time you guys interact again for a while

woobin

thinks you're calling him by mistake and answers it all formal and polite. when u ask him what went wrong with the two of you he genuinely asks you if you have been drinking. he's rather monosyllabic with his answers and either goes straight to the point of the breakup or is honest and tells you he doesn't know, or that it was just a combination of many, many factors. wants the conversation to end as soon as possible and doesn't ever wanna talk to you again after that. it was just too much for him for a random tuesday night

wonjin

oh just the call showing up on his phone screen is going to make him so smug it's insufferable jesus christ. but then he won't let you speak until he's asked how you've been, what you've been up to and how your family's doing so it's like oh. this is actually really nice. not really surprised by the question as much as he is surprised you're the one to ask it. probably takes a few seconds to think about the nicest and most polite way he can put this and is really roundabout and sugarcoating w his answer just in case u get upset. gets really curious as to why you're bringing this up now and won't stop thinking abt it for the following weeks

minhee

no cause he doesnt even know who is calling like 😭 deadass hits you with the "who?" when you say ur name. (he might mean it, he might not. you'll never know.) when u clarify it he's just like "ah" and then Silence. kind of doesn't really believe his ears when u hit him w the question and his first answer is like "you know why." like he really doesn't want to get into this. if ur insistent tho and he can tell u need this and ur being serious and not just doing this to mess with him or start some shit i think he'll consider being open and honest. won't budge on his answers though and honestly won't give it much thought after a couple of hours. like Yeah that was Strange but that's about where it ends for him

hyeongjun

the SECOND your name pops up on that screen his whole life is flashing before his eyes. he picks it up all nervous and coy 'cause ?????? what the hell is he supposed to expect from this?? when he says hello he's about to pass out and he wonders if you can hear that through the phone. honestly probably the one to actually get into it and get a bit emotional and turn a quick phone call looking for answers into an hours-long conversation. he will be so emotionally moved by this he might actually ask if you want to get back together by the end of it

taeyoung

literally that one guy from the cut videos who answered his ex's call with "ur alive???". taeyoung's the 2nd poster boy for exes to friends (slow-burn, 500k words) so he'll be absolutely used to talking to you and doesn't suspect anything. when u hit him with the "what happened to us?" he'll be like lmaoo what do u mean what happened to us ur so funny. doesn't take him long to get serious with you and quit the joking though, he's very honest with his answer and very open about his vision of the breakup. doesn't really place the blame on either of you even if you were the one to fuck everything up, for example. he's still going to do everything he can to assure you that it's all good and well, forgiven and in the past. just like jungmo and hyeongjun, he's curious about this sudden behavior and is open to talking about getting back together. if you want to, he's open too

seongmin

no answer 'cause you're blocked lollll no but fr, if ur lucky enough to still be able to reach him, he's going to be frozen after the question. probably asks you to repeat it a couple of times not bc he's not sure of what he's heard but bc he's just having a hard time believing this is really happening. probably stalls for a couple of seconds (or minutes) and then says something like "i don't really wanna do this right now..." and politely ends the call. the thought is going to be stuck with him for days afterwards

main masterlist | cravity masterlist

[nanawritesit]

should i start writing for cravity??? 👀👀👀

i’m not super super into them but i feel like if i start writing for them it’ll kind of force me to learn more about them 😌

lmk if you’re interested 😎

love, nana <3

[sundropdaevon]

CRAVITY MASTERLIST

Main Masterlist

Park Se Rim

Ma Allen

Seo Woo Bin

Koo Jung Mo

Ham Won Jin

Kang Min Hee

Song Hyeong Jun

Kim Tae Young

Ahn Seong Min

ctto of the pics

[pupjakie]

| S W I T C H

Pairing: Serim x m! reader

Warnings: Mature (sexual) content

Summary: You both stayed after practice, for him to help you with the choreography.

Word count: 1201

"Another day another slay" Jungmo said as y'all entered the practice room. "You're right let's slay '' you said before taking a sip of your water from the bottle. Wonjin looked at you while drinking and cracked a bad joke "Ayo Serim you wish that was you huh?" Some of the members laughed understanding it right away while Serim just rolled his eyes "It will be me don't worry" you couldn't help but to choke slightly on the water.

Ever since the members found out that you and Serim were dating they couldn't stop teasing you both. He found that frustrating but would always just brush it off. He just made sure you're comfortable in the first place. The company knew about your relationship but decided it to be a secret for some time because they thought it's the best.

After the practice everyone was getting ready to leave while you and Serim sat down on the floor exhaustedly. It was a late night and you had trouble with the part of the choreography so he decided to help you by practicing more. Few members made some jokes here and there but left you both alone.

After only a couple of minutes you were pinned against the mirror by Serim who couldn't stop himself from kissing you, his hands were already all over you and you just knew it would be a long night for both, especially since you also wanted to try something.

After only minutes more your clothes were all over the practice room and you were down on knees, sucking your boyfriend off. He placed his hands in your hair, pulling it slightly as he kept head back, moaning and praising you. You looked up at him, his perfect body, his jawline, his pretty moans and whines as he called you "his good boy" telling how proud he is of you for doing such a good and slutty job. Your hands raised to pinch and rub his nipples which only made him more desperate to cum into your mouth. After a minute or two he came into your mouth. You swore you could suck him until he was completely dried out.

He pulled you up by pulling your hair and arm as he forcefully pinned you against the mirror, placing hand on your chin to make you look at him as he kissed you, his kisses slowly moving to your neck. He didn't need a lot to get hard again. He turned you around and pushed his finger in you. It made you whine. It was the first time you were doing it in the practice room. Usually you were all over the bed and couch, here and there he'd fuck you on the floor or against the window (which was done once). You found it exciting yet scary at the same time, what if someone catches you? Your thoughts were soon erased by the sensation of his lips on your shoulder. You moaned louder, feeling more aroused as his free hand wrapped around your neck, slightly choking you.

You left out a moan as you could feel his cock deep inside, abusing your prostate as you could only scream out his name in pleasure. He smirked as he started whispering all kinds of dirty stuff in your ear, calling you "his good whore" , "horny bitch" and a lot of other stuff. Soon you could feel one of his hands, rubbing and pinching your nipple. It made you feel even more desperate and then you remembered your plan. You moaned loudly "F-fuck Serim I'm cumming!" You could barely even say that. He groaned into your ear, letting you know that you can cum. Just a second after you came on the mirror of the dancing room, breathing heavily. He came just a few thrusts after you did, he pulled his dick out and jerked it off, cumming on your body. He laid down on the floor then, pulling you down with him as he smiled and kissed you.

"Tired already? Darling the night is still so young" you giggled as you got on top of him. He could only laugh with a serious face "Are you sure you want more?" You smiled as you started kissing his neck and grinding against his body, making him hard again "I should be asking you that question" you said as you went down, sucking his dick to make him hard. After just a minute Serim was fully hard again and ready to turn you both around so he can fuck you but you didn't let him. He looked at you, obviously confused. "So you want to ride-" he stopped after hearing you giggle.

You were jerking him off while looking into his eyes "turn around Serim." You said with a dominant voice. You were both surprised by your sudden change but played it off as he obediently listened to you, looking at himself in the reflection. You took his hips and lifted them up, he looked at you, he was kinda nervous since you knew, he is actually a switch but no one ever fucked him, he was always a dominant one. You were dominant a couple of times before but it happened a long time ago. You slowly entered him and he opened his mouth widely, needing to get used to it. After couple of seconds he started bouncing back to fuck himself on your cock. He was moaning loudly, you could tell by his body language how good it felt for him. He rolled his eyes in pleasure and started begging you to start thrusting and make him feel good. You smirked as you looked at the mirror and lifted his body up so he was on his knees, looking at himself as you started thrusting. He leaned his head back so you could kiss him with the tongue.

He moaned even louder as he broke the kiss, moaning your name loudly as you hitted his prostate. "Fuck m-me harder please darling" he moaned, crying it out from desperation as you started thrusting harder, he couldn't hold himself anymore and your hands were too busy with grabbing his ass cheeks to spread them more so he fell on his arms, crying for more. He glanced at the mirror, he could cum just from its reflection "I look l-like such a b-bitch" he said as you spanked him.

By seconds your strong and fast thrusts became sloppier and you both came. He begged you to cum inside and you obeyed him while he came on the floor.

You two spent the night or should I say, morning, in the company building. Everyone was gone and it's too late to go home. Y'all took a shower in the showers that were in a bathroom next to the practice room and then went to the recording studio to sleep on a small couch where you both barely could fit. You, as always, initiated a deep talk before sleeping so you talked for some minutes and then you fell asleep. He smiled at you, cuddling you closer and kissing your cheek gently, feeling happy to have you in his arms.

[wonjivrs]

couple things with cravity

parings: cravity x gn! reader

genre: all things fluffy <3

warnings: none

note: hi ! this is our very first headcannon for cravity. the process of writing this was fun for both of us so we hope u guys enjoy it too ! for everyone reading so far feedbacks and reblogs are appreciated :D

☆ serim

kisses during couple situps. working out together. carrying his s/o bridal style. small gifts without any occasion. random “i love you” texts. doing groceries or just lazing around the house together. spontaneous road trips. candle lights and dinner tables.

“i thought you’d like this.”

☆ allen

sharing things. bad pick up lines. comforting kisses. laying his head on the his s/o’s shoulder. flowers in returned books. giving each other nicknames. slow dancing with soft smiles. bringing you your favourite hot drink in bed. reading books on the couch, hands intertwined.

“how about something warm? it’ll help you sleep.”

☆ jungmo

kisses on the back of hands. falling asleep together on the sofa when watching a movie. finds comfort in your scent. being observant to your likes and dislikes. feeding you as you work. gently wiping your tears. always giving the utmost attention to you if in a crowd.

“you were talking about that table there being a little bare, so i got you some flowers to put in it’s space.”

☆ woobin

smiling at the mere thought of his s/o or their texts. feeding you his cooking and hoping you'll like it. ruffling the other’s hair. softly stroking your skin. barbecue parties in the garden. using absurd terms of endearment. dancing in the kitchen whilst making dinner. doing things for you just because ??

"so, how much longer do you plan on using me as your personal space heater?"

☆ wonjin

smiling in-between kisses. having the other’s head on your lap. stroking your fingers while holding hands. constant reassurance. can only fall asleep cuddled next to his s/o. hugs that last a little longer than they should. peppering soft kisses all over your face. choosing the perfect watermelon together for the first time.

“i know you’ll do perfect, okay ?”

☆ minhee

hugging the other from behind and nuzzling into their neck. napping together. pressing soft kisses onto his s/o’s shoulder. leaning against the doorframe with the sweetest smile on his face just watching his lover get ready to go out. pressing foreheads against each other.

“we’ll be less cold if we cuddle yk?”

☆ hyeongjun

sliding hands under the other’s clothes. watching your favourite show. kisses all over the face. stargazing on a winter night. adorable big eyes that widens a little when he listens to your rant keenly. cuddling together and falling asleep in each other's embrace.

“you make me feel all soft and mushy inside.”

☆ taeyoung

feather-light kisses on your knuckles. quick glances that turn into a longing, admirable gaze. fingers brushing other’s cheek. bunking lectures together. playing among us and being the imposter with their s/o and defending each other during discussions.

“your hands are so big/tiny! i love it”

☆ seongmin

washing his s/o’s hair for them. making flower crowns. subconsciously linking little fingers. silly banter. adopting a kitten together. kissing your forehead when he notices you’ve fallen asleep. sharing sweaters. bingeing an entire season of a trashy reality show in one sitting together.

“shh stop fussing. i’m just braiding your hair”

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[wonjinburger]

writing prompt #01

late night walk ; ham wonjin

난 너와 함께

. . . dancing in the moonlight

INFO : : ham wonjin x gn reader / fluff

wc : <400

warnings : slight hunger

it was 3 in the morning, you had just woken up due to the sudden hunger you felt. you walked into the kitchen, trying to find something to ease your hunger a little.

unexpectedly, you found wonjin sat at the coffee table of your shared studio apartment. it was more shocking for you to see he was working on his college assignments.

"didn't expect you to be doing your assignments"

you laughed as you were shuffling through your kitchen cabinets looking for a snack of any sorts.

"this project is worth 70%, i've been working on it for the past few hours and i still can't seem to finish it off"

he was frustrated to say the least. you walked towards him with a two granola bars you'd just found in hand. you handed one to him and ruffled his hair to try cheer him up from his work block.

"let's go on a quick walk to ease your mind then"

-- (☆)

you guys had been walking for a while now, talking as you were comforted by the quietness of the lonely streets and the blinding streetlights.

you both had your hands in the pockets of your puffer jackets. wonjin was rambling on about how annoying his professor was while you were quietly listening to him with a small smile on your face.

"no but seriously, he doesn't always have to say the same thing every class, it's so annoying !"

you could do nothing but pat his back in hopes of comforting him, though you couldn't hold in your laughter as well at the way he acted.

"is this funny to you ?"

"kind of"

he rolled his eyes and crossed his arms, turning his back to you, pretending to be mad at you.

"i can't believe you find enjoyment through my suffering"

you back hugged him while still laughing.

"you're cute you know that right wonjin ?"

he turned around to look at you, you could see his ears were now red from the sudden hug and compliment. he put his hand on your head, giving you little head pats as he looks into your eyes.

"i was supposed to say that idiot"

you both chuckled together under the moon lit sky, walking back to your apartment hand in hand, rambling again as the night slowly turned to day.

[seokka0o]

Cravity and Kinks [headcanon]

[♡] Cravity X afab!reader

[♡]CONTAIN: multiples kinks

[♡] this is +18 content and purely fictional, not intended to offend anyone. read with descriptions. Minors do not interact.

SERIM

Service top.

Serim likes to exert strength, showing how much he can be bigger than you and consequently be much stronger.

So carry you, always lift you up and a good stroke for his ego.

I believe he is a man who likes simple things

Vanilla sex is his favorite, because serim likes to be loving, praise you and say how well you do it.

He is fixated on fucking you on all fours but facing the mirror so he can see you and see him at the same time, a man who spends so much time in the gym can be a bit narcissistic

ALLEN

Dumbfication, nothing Get it out of my head that allen will always try to apply this to you,

because his taste always makes you look so dumb.

Which brings a bit of humiliation kink deep down because he also can't help humiliating, subliminally or not.

Do you want to see this man raving? Ride him, Allen feels like he can come in moments just watching you sit on his cock.

A of little hair pulling.

A secret? Pegging, he'd like to try but he's afraid to ask you

JUNGMO

Humiliation kink, for sure.

Jungmo loves to rub it in your face how rich he is and how much you deserve to be treated like a gold digger.

Rough sex ; messy sex

Obsessive and hate sex

Slapping, at times like this jungmo will always bring out the worst in him and of course,

dumbfication, he will never fail to explain why you're so dumb as to hit on a guy like him

WOOBIN

Oh he's the famous daddy,

he's a caretaker, fond of vanilla sex,

but we're not here to talk about that, so let's get down to business.

Woobin is fixated on oral, even more so if you're adept at deep throat, he has the need to always fuck your mouth first.

Bulge kink I believe it lives on the agenda because it can be considered a very reasonable size, but the effect it causes on you makes it bigger.

Woobin is fond of fucking you in your clothes,

dry humping included and of course tight riding so he can have the pleasure of controlling your orgasm,

but always with the touch of praising you for always trying so hard...but if you get out of line,

you can be sure that he will punish you without thinking twices

WONJIN

Semi public sex

The two of you in a bathroom, or any other type of sex that could end up getting you into awkward situations.

Oral, obviously, because wonjin is Huge, like HUGE, so watching you choke on his dick satisfies him.

Rough sex, despite being a very sensitive person, wonjin enjoys hitting you hard.

Brat tamer, because sometimes he also ends up acting like a brat.

High sex, regardless of type and last but not least

wonjin's urgency to always put you in your subspace

MINHEE

He's possessive, there can't be anyone in the world capable of getting to your feet other than him

Minhee is not pleased and when it gets to the point where he needs to show it, you can be sure he'll end up with you in bed.

Hair pulling, spanking, rough sex, hate sex,

I don't see minhee as someone simple, he likes to tie you up,

to deprive your senses, to make you dizzy from fucking you,

to get you dirty with his cum, marking, for him precisely having the need to hear you confirm that you belong only to him is a lot of humiliation

HYEONGJUN

Noona kink.

Pet play, hyeongjun is spoiled, likes to be treated like a baby.

Praise kink, dry humping, mutual masturbation.

In my opinion hyeongjun is a sub,

so whatever you can do to make him comfortable and well taken care of,

I'm sure he'll love it,

as well as he's very vocal, because your own moans excite him a lot

and just like he's a big fan preliminary, it is also after care

TAEYOUNG

Exhibitionist, taeyoung has no qualms about trying to fuck you even in semi-public, or even public, places.

CockWarming for him is the best thing ever,

even more so because he can keep both yours and his orgasm under control.

High sex, like wonjin, regardless of the form,

I can say that he likes to humiliate you a little, but in the sense of mocking,

teasing, even because taeyoung is a damn brat, if you don't take the reins of his attitudes, he consumes you

SEONGMIN

NOONA KINK.

humiliation,

seongmin has some tendencies that fall a lot for the sub, he could be a great baby boy,

but when he wants to, even because on his worst (or best) days, seongmin becomes adept at shibari,

masochistic, seongmin likes to hitting you, be hitting , but only in places where you can't see it, that way only you keep that secret.

Possessive. Seongmin likes oral, but him doing it on you, because he likes the feeling when you pull his hair so you can feel him more

[kpop-kitkat]

A Birthday to Remember | Kang Minhee

pairing | boyfriend!kang minhee x f!reader

genre/cw | angst, fluff, idol au, soloist au, birthday, featuring CRAVITY, crying, busy life, secret relationship, stress, very light sexual content, hurt comfort, happy ending

wc | 1.7k

notes | none

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧ 

"Annyeong,” Y/n waved to the Vlive camera. “Today is my birthday, and I have some friends coming to visit today for a party,” she explained.

L/n Y/n was a K-pop soloist who was well known across all Asia. She was a vocalist, rapper, dancer, as well as a songwriter. She wrote one of the most popular songs in K-pop history in fact.

Out of all other K-pop groups and soloists, she was closest with the members of CRAVITY, as they were both under Starship Entertainment.

She decided to look at some of the comments.

”How have I been doing? Good, very good. Thank you for asking,” she smiled at the camera, though her beige beret was covering some of her eyes. “When was the last time you saw the CRAVITY members? Umm… I saw Seongmin today. I was eating breakfast in the entertainment building’s café and we sat at the same table,” she answered. “How’s Minhee? He’s good. We talked over the phone this morning,” she replied. After that, many in the comment section asked Minhee related questions. Even some Y/n was uncomfortable answering.

What most people didn’t know, including the entertainment, that Minhee and Y/n were in a secret relationship, and they had been for the past two months. They’d visit each other’s dorms on break time. Of course, the members decided to help them keep their secret from the entertainment, as well as LUVITY. It wasn’t ideal, but they were head over heels for each other. Minhee even told her that he’d leave the group if it meant they could still be together.

”Are you and Minhee best friends? Well, I am closer to him than the rest of the members, so yes, in a way. We met as trainees, before the others joined Starship. But I love them all equally. I do not have a bias,” she smiled.

Suddenly, the lights went out. 

“Happy birthday to you~” nine familiar voices sang. “Happy birthday to you. Happy birthday dear Y/n, happy birthday to you~”, they harmonized beautifully at the end. They set a white cake adorned with beautiful edible flowers in front of her. Once she blew the candles out, they cheered and turned the lights back on. Minhee and Serim took seats right beside Y/n. Unfortunately, Starship was still requiring them to wear masks, so everyone’s faces besides Y/n’s were obstructed.

Y/n couldn’t help but blush as Minhee side hugged her. “Happy birthday bestie,” he giggled. This 'best friend' cover up was the main reason their relationship worked.

“Thanks,” she whispered back. “Who wants cake?” Y/n asked asked everyone, with a slice of cake on a paper plate in her hand.

”I do,” Serim said, accepting the slice Y/n had given him, and then pulling down his mask to eat it.

Seongmin and Wonjin also got themselves a piece. Everyone else either didn’t want one or were on a diet. Y/n herself had a small slice.

”Are you guys making a comeback soon?” Y/n read a comment aloud.

”Yes we are. But no spoilers,” Serim replied with a wink. He jolted at the buzzing sensation of his phone in his pocket. "Oop- guys, everyone in the practice room to learn the new choreo. Except Minhee of course."

Serim was referring to Minhee's shoulder injury. He pulled a muscle, making it extremely painful to dance. Starship let him take a two week break to recover.

 "Boo! I want to stay with Y/n!" Seongmin pouted.

 "Sorry. We'll see you later Y/n," Serim promised with a side hug.

 "It's alright. Have fun!" She waved to the exiting members. She turned to look at Minhee. "Guess you're stuck with me then, huh?"

 "No place I'd rather be," he smiled. 

 "Eww you're cringy on and off camera," Y/n shuddered.

Minhee scoffed and put a hand to his heart, pretending to be offended. "I thought you were my friend."

 "And you're a drama queen," she added with a playful roll of her eyes. "Would you like to read some comments out loud Min?"

 "Sure," he shrugged, leaning towards Y/n's phone to read them. "Shoulder still sore? Yes," he replied, moving his right hand to massage his left shoulder. "It's not as bad as it was thankfully. I'm very grateful the company was understanding and let me take a little break." 

 "Haha. This person was wondering if you've ever had a really bad hair day." Y/n pointed to her phone with her pinky as the other four fingers were wrapped around her StarBucks drink. 

 "Umm, yes actually. One day my hair stylist accidentally confused the shampoo with the hair dye, and she dyed my hair half red when our show was about to start. The fashion stylist had to quickly find a hat that matched my outfit so I'd look presentable," he explained.

 "How come you've never told me this story before? I'm about to die," she laughed, nearly falling off of her chair in the process.

”You never asked,” he shrugged. “Anyways, enough of that. Let’s find some questions for you. It’s not my birthday,” he chuckled.

Y/n’s heart was warmed hearing him laugh. She could listen to it a million times and never get tired of it. Curse this damn secret relationship. Why couldn't they be normal people with normal jobs? No, they were idols. And that meant rules to follow.

“Oh, this one! Who’s your crush?” Minhee turned to Y/n pointing to the question he read on her phone. He immediately turned away due to the close proximity.

”Oh… I don’t really have one. I mean, I used to like Cha Eunwoo from Astro,” she admitted with a slight blush.

”Ooo. He is really hot,” Minhee agreed.

”So hot,” Y/n laughed. “Not as hot as you,” Y/n thought, nearly saying it aloud, but catching herself. She was surprised at how well Minhee was covering up.

Minhee stared fondly at Y/n as she scrolled through the comments. For a second, he had forgotten he was a livestream. He quickly snapped himself out of his thoughts when he looked at the camera. He smiled sheepishly before glancing down to the comments again. 

He was surprised at himself. He found himself dreading this vlive and wanting it to be over, even though he usually loved talking with LUVITY and (your fandom name). 

About an hour has passed before Y/n and Minhee had gotten tired of being on camera and answering questions. 

“Well, I think that’s all for today,” Y/n sighed. “Bye bye,” she waved to the camera as the vlive ended. She sighed deeply. "Minhee... I can't stand this anymore."

Minhee's expression softened as he realized what she meant. "I know baby," he sighed, taking her hand in his. "But it's worth it, don't you think?" He smiled.

 "Of course it is." She moved to where she was sitting on his lap, legs around his waist. She leaned her head into his warm chest. He smiled and kissed the top of her head before laying his head atop hers. "Do you ever wish we were like normal people Min? Like, what if everybody knew about us, and we never had to hide it. Wouldn't you love that?" She wondered.

 "That would be more ideal, wouldn't it?" He chuckled. "But you and I love music. That's how we met. That's what brought us together. And maybe, with time, we can be public, and still do the things we love. Together."

 "Yeah," she hummed in response. She lifted up her head to meet his eyes. "Together." She wasted no time closing the gap between their lips in a loving kiss. Minhee's hand held her chin as he deepened it. He pulled away when his phone rang. Y/n pouted.

 "Yes?- Of course Sir, right away," he ended the call and set his phone on the table beside them. He laid his hands on her waist and gave her a sad smile. "Photoshoot in an hour. I should probably head out."

"Why do you always have to leave when I need you the most," her breath hitched.

 "Please don't make this harder than it has to be baby. I already feel terrible, today being your birthday and all," he carefully removed her from himself and stood up. He inched his way towards the exit and turned around right before he left. "I love you."

She only stared at the ground, too strong to let the tears fall. But when Minhee sighed and turned to leave, he felt arms around his waist. "I love you too," she sniffed as she back hugged him. He turned around yet again to hug her back, breathing in her calming scent. He gave her one last smile before leaving.

~~~~~

Y/n silently cried in the deafening silence of her and Minhee's shared apartment. He promised to be with her on her birthday, but he'd been busy all day. And suddenly, the door opened.

"Y/n? You home baby?" Minhee's voice rang out, deep and quiet from talking all day. But Y/n only turned away from his side of the bed and pretended to sleep. She couldn't forgive him.

Minhee looked around before assuming she had gone to bed. He sighed in relief, seeing her figure in the bed. He could tell by her breathing patterns that she was awake. Chuckling slightly, he removed the blanket from her face. But her hand quickly grabbed the blanket and put it back. "Y/n~ie," he whined. By now, her shoulders were shaking. Minhee felt awful.

He crawled in bed behind her and wrapped his arms around her waist. The only sounds heard in the room were the rising and falling of their synchronized breathing and the kisses Minhee trailed down her neck. He finally finished with his kisses and rested his chin on her shoulder. "I really am sorry for not being with you on your birthday. I know how much it meant to you." It made him even more sorry to admit it. "Please forgive me. I already have a whole day planned tomorrow, just for you and me. Not a wild Seongmin," he smiled.

Y/n shifted in the sheets before turning around to face him. "I forgive you."

 "Thank you," he smiled and touched noses with her. "I promise, I'll give you a birthday to remember."

She hummed in response before pecking his lips. "Any birthday is memorable as long as I've spent it with you."

[starvity]

⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚ cravity masterlist (★ω★)/

★ ot9

daily bf!texts with cravity

☆ park serim

little things he does that make you fall more in love with him

☆ ma allen

☆ koo jungmo

☆ seo woobin

☆ ham wonjin

good luck kiss

☆ kang minhee

☆ song hyeongjun

5 love languages

☆ kim taeyoung

mc’ing with crush!taeyoung

☆ ahn seongmin

[lavenderbang]

Are We Just Friends?

Best Friend! Kim Taeyoung x reader

Genre(s): Best Friend to lovers, non-idol au, fluff I guess??? some angst because I couldn’t resist, Maybe slightly suggestive if you squint, and mentions of some of the other members of cravity

Warning(s): swearing, weed use, but that’s about it

Summary: Your best friend invites you to hang out late at night; that’s expected, since you usually hang out at night, but what you didn’t you didn’t expect was him to tell you something that has been on his mind recently

A/N: I AM IN LOVE WITH KIM TAEYOUNG. Okay but actually, I just really wanted to write this because I’m a self-indulgent fic writer and I want to hang out with Youngtae so badly bruh... So I’m writing this now. I hope you enjoy :)

HE IS SO PRETTY !!!!

Dumbass: I’m outside loser :p

You quickly slipped your old fleece jacket on before stepping out into the crisp cool night. It was late; later than you would usually hang out.

But with Taeyoung’s busy work schedule, you were just glad you were able to go see him. His junky grey car sat idling beside the curb; you could always hear it before you could see it, probably due to the shitty transmission or problems with the wheel bearings that Taeyoung didn’t have the money to fix.

He worked at your town’s local grocery store, mostly stocking shelves. He said it was only until he could find something better, but three years later he still spends almost everyday arranging boxes in the back and accounting for the shipments. 

“Hey nerd, what’s the plan?” You said stepping into the car and closing the door behind you. He was wearing a simple black tee-shirt and a pair of baggy jeans. He also had the bracelet you gave him for his birthday wrapped around his wrist. It was a simple silver chain, but you had an almost identical one that you wore everyday.

“Wow, not even a ‘how are you’?” Taeyoung huffed, shaking his head playfully at you, “Straight to business I see...” You couldn’t help the smile the crept up onto you face as you rolled you eyes at him.

“Okay sorry,” You said sarcastically, going to buckle up your seat belt, “How are you?” “I’m good, thanks for asking.” Taeyoung said flatly, grinning softly at you before putting his hands on his steering wheel, “Is it okay if we go down to the river? Or is it too spooky for you this late?”

You lived in a small town out in the middle of nowhere; the population was low, mostly just families that had been there for generations and the occasional newcomer coming in for work. It was tucked up in the hills and surrounded by woods; It also bordered a river, which was a hot spot for people to visit in the summer to escape the blistering heat. Even though it wasn’t too hot now, it would still be nice to sit out there in the shroud of night and get a nice summer breeze off the edge of the water.

“That sounds fine dude,” You replied, tugging at the sleeves of your jacket, “But it wouldn’t be this late if you would have invited me out sooner.”

“Sorry, some of us have a job.” Taeyoung scoffed, putting his car in drive and pulling away from your house. Without looking away from the road, he tosses his phone into your lap, “You have to DJ because I have to make sure we don’t hit anything.”

“roger that.” You hummed, scrolling through Taeyoung’s Spotify to press shuffle on a playlist titled ‘The Jams’. The song didn’t really matter, since it was just background noise anyways.

“How was work today? You were there pretty late tonight huh?” You asked only for Taeyoung to groan dramatically.

“For some reason, Serim’s dad ordered a double shipment of a bunch of our items, so I had spent ages counting them out,” Taeyoung huffed, stopping at a red light and turning to you, “Why did he do that to me?! When Serim hooked me up with this shitty job at his dad’s grocery store, I thought it was supposed to be fun!”

Taeyoung started waving  his hands around as he ranted. You couldn’t help but grin; it was a habit he had that you noticed almost immediately after becoming friends. You think it must just be from him getting too worked up over stuff, because you also noticed he did it when he was excited as well.

“I thought I was supposed to be chill because Mr. Park has always been super chill when we go to their house to hang.” Taeyoung continued, “But nooo! When I work for him, he orders a double shipment out of the blue or asks me to count everything again ‘just to be sure’. I swear he purposely makes me stay longer at work.”

“Youngtae,” You hummed, pointing out the front window at the traffic lights, “Green.” Taeyoung let out a sigh before pressing on the gas.

“If you hate it so much, why do you stay working there?” You asked, rolling down the window to let the cool night air in. Taeyoung approaches the edge of town, turning down the dirt road that would lead you both to the river bank.

“I heard the gas station Minhee work at is looking for someone. You could ask him to help you out.” You suggested, earning a  “mmh-hmm” in response from Taeyoung.

“Maybe, but I’m pretty sure the owner hates me for shoplifting candies when we were in middle school.” He said sheepishly, cringing at the memory and pulling off the road; he drove through the long grass to the edge of the river before putting his car in park.

“Besides, I don’t want to be in this hellhole for much longer.” Taeyoung confessed, turning his car off and taking his seat belt off.

“No?” You replied, taking your seat belt off too, opting to lean the seat back a bit more before continuing in a teasing tone, “This place doesn’t tickle your fancy?”

“Not at all,” Taeyoung chuckled, pushing his dark hair out of his face, “You guys made being here manageable, but I can’t stand being here. I feel like I’m going to be stuck.”

“I get that,” You said, staring at your hands in your lap, “We all feel the same, I think...”

“Do you have your pen on you?” Taeyoung suddenly asked. You silently pulled it out of your pocket and handed it to him. He takes a hit of it before frowning.

“What flavour of cart is this? It tastes like ass.” Taeyoung complained, handing the dab pen back to you. You take a hit of it too, humming as you let the smoke fill your lungs.

“Its blackberry I think..?” You replied, bringing the pen up to your eyes to look at it. You shrug, taking another hit of it, “I wanted to try something new. Besides, it’ s not that bad.”

Taeyoung took it from your grasp before placing it between his lips. His eyebrows furrowed as he inhaled with a disgusted look on his face.

“Remind me to never buy blackberry.” He grumbled, giving it back to you as you giggled at him. The two of you sat in silence for a moment. You glanced at Taeyoung’s side profile, as he was seemingly staring out into nothingness.

“Did you hear Seongmin got into university?” Taeyoung broke the silence, and you nodded. He tapped his fingers on the steering wheel while thinking, before leaning back, “I’m happy for him. He moves into the city sometime at the end of august. He asked me and a few of the guys if we’ll drive him in and help him move stuff into the dorm.”

“That’s really wonderful for him,” You said genuinely, eyes drifting away from Taeyoung to look out to where he was staring at. You could see the reflection of the water from the light of the moon, as it was pretty clear that night. You turned back to Taeyoung, trying to read his expression, “don’t you think its wonderful?”

“Yeah, of course.” Taeyoung said, smiling at you weakly before taking a deep breath, “Its just... I’ll miss him, y’know? I think it’s one of the big reason I haven’t left yet. I’d miss you guys too much...”

“Yeah, I understand what you mean.” You said, looking out your open window, “But I think it’ll be okay.”

Taeyoung looked at you, but you were leaned away from him against the window, closing your eyes just to bask in the night atmosphere. He could barely see you in this light, but your figure looked calm and relaxed in the light of the moon.

“You’re not worried about drifting apart?” Taeyoung asked, anxiety laced through his tone as he fidgeted in his seat. You glanced at him before sitting up in your seat.

“Not at all.” You said simply, smiling softly and brushing your hand through your hair, “I think if we all put in a effort to talk or text regularly, no distance could force our little group apart.”

You turn to face Taeyoung, who chewed his bottom lip nervously. His eyes shone like diamonds from the reflection of the sky, and you couldn’t help the grin that came across your face.

“It’s all about doing your part to nurture the relationship, y’know?” You concluded, taking your pen out and having one last hit of it before throwing it haphazardly in the cup holder.

“I guess you’re right... I’m just scared because it’ll be really different.” Taeyoung hummed. He picked at his nails, peeling the polish you did a week ago off them.

“Different doesn’t mean bad,” You replied, before smiling playfully and grabbing his hand to stop him from picking off the nail polish, “Hey, don’t pick off all my hard work!” Taeyoung chuckled at you, looking down at his fingernails and then back at you.

“Sorry.” He said and laced his fingers in between yours, “You’re right. everything will be okay. Besides, we will all move at some point, right?” You hummed in agreement, turning to look out the window again at the river.

Taeyoung’s hand was warm in yours; he felt clammy from the summer humidity, but it fit almost perfectly in yours. Like it was meant to belong there...

You sat in a comfortable silence for a few moments, nothing heard but the sound of crickets in the reeds by the river and the quiet melody of the song playing on Taeyoung’s phone. 

That’s how it was with Taeyoung, comfortable.

You and him had always been close, you’d even go as far as saying he was your best friend in your little group of friends. But more recently, you’d been feeling a bit awkward around Taeyoung after an incident that happened that planted this annoying thought in the back of your head...

~

Jungmo had a party about a month ago at his house; His parents were out of town that weekend, so of course all of your friends were invited, plus a few other people you graduated with. Well, of course that lead to a bunch more people showing up (people you didn’t really know), but nobody really minded at the end of the day, since the more the merrier for it.

You, Taeyoung and a few of your other friends were sitting out in the backyard, overall having a good time. There were a few other people around, but you didn’t really notice to much; you were absolutely high at the time, as was Taeyoung and the boys from your friend group which were sitting with you.

“No you’re not listening to me (Y/N)!” Woobin shouted, taking slow, long blinks while putting his hands up in defense, “You would need to go to the boat, Like they do in the movie.”

“no no! I’d just swim around until the flood ended,” You argued, crossing your arms, “Besides, they didn’t even get to the boat in the movie, they just stood up on a rock and the water went away.”

“But the water only went away because of that dumbass squirrel and it’s acorn!” Woobin said with a huff, “Besides, you’ll get tired after swimming for a while. The only way to survive is getting on the boat.”

“What are you two arguing over? I can hear you yelling from inside...” Allen said with a drunken giggle, closing the patio door behind him as he sat down and cracked open the can of beer in his hand.

“How we would survive if we were in Ice Age, The Meltdown.” Taeyoung explained, grinning as he tossed his dab pen to Allen, “Ruby insists you’d die without getting to the boat and (Y/N) thinks they could just swim around until the water went away.”

“You’re both wrong and stupid,” Wonjin said playfully, wagging his finger around the circle before tapping on his head, “I’d just climb up onto the ice wall honestly.” You all let out exclamations in protest, talking about the water coming from the ice wall and Allen let out a hearty laugh at your antics. 

“Youngtae,” You huffed in a whiny voice, leaning your head on his shoulder and sticking your lip out in a pout, “You think I could swim to survive, right?”

“If we are going based on the events of the movie,” Taeyoung hummed, tapping his chin clumsily while pretending to think, “I think you could swim for long enough to survive.”

“Ha!” You shouted, sticking your finger in Woobin’s face with a satisfied smile, “See? Youngtae agrees with me, which means I win!” You giggled happily and leaned more into Taeyoung, who slung his arm around your shoulder lazily.

“Whatever, I’m not listening to dumb and dumber.” Woobin said while rolling his eyes. You and Taeyoung immediately began bicker on who was dumb and who was dumber.

“I’m going in to get something to eat, anyone wanna come or need me to bring anything?” Woobin stood from his spot on the lawn and stretching his arms up over his head. Wonjin murmured something about chips while laying on his back and counting the blades of grass near his face. Allen shook his head no, before taking a sip of the drink he had in his hand.

“I wanna come! I have to pee anyways.” Taeyoung cheered, lifting you off of him to stand up. You grabbed onto Taeyoung’s arm and asked for a drink of water, to which Taeyoung acknowledged with a ‘roger that!’; then the two boys went inside, closing the patio door behind them leaving you with Wonjin and Allen and the few strangers from before. It was a girl you didn’t recognize accompanied by a guy you went to high school with, but didn’t really talk to, since he was a few grades above you.

“Hey guys, I think I took too much weed.” Wonjin said with a sigh, flicking the grass lazily, “My eyes feel like they are made of liquid and my body feels like it weighs a million pounds.”

“My mouth is just super dry...” You said, smacking your lips and touching your tongue with your index finger, “My thongue theels like thandpaper”

“You guys should have just had alcohol instead then,” Allen boasted, grabbing your arm to take your finger out of your mouth. He let out a little giggle, rubbing the back of his neck bashfully, “I mean, I had waaaaaayyy too much so I’m not any better off.”

“You probably came outside to make sure you didn’t puke on Jungmo’s carpet...” You hummed, earning a ‘bingo’ from Allen, who chuckled along with you before taking another swig from his beer and then setting the can down in the grass.

“You’ll be fine, Taeyoung is bringing you water for your precious tongue.” Wonjin said and sat up, pulling his phone out and turning it on only to put it back in his pocket. He then smiles gently to himself and snickering, “And Ruby is bringing me chips so I’ll be fine too, hehe....”

“You guys didn’t need anything, right?” Allen asked the strangers sitting off to the side. You turned to look at them and giving them both a polite smile, which they reciprocated.

“No we’re good.” The dude said simply, turning to the girl beside him and kissing her cheek with a grin. She leaned further into him as he pulled her closer, “Right baby?”

“Yeah, we are good.” She smiled at him before looking at you sweetly, “So, how long have you been dating?”

“....Huh?” You asked, furrowing your eyebrows at her, “Dating who?”

Just then, The patio door opened to reveal Woobin with a bag of tortilla chips and Taeyoung with two glasses of water in his hand.

“We have come bearing gifts!” Woobin cheered, throwing the bag of chips down onto the grass only for it to be snatched up quickly by Wonjin. Taeyoung gave you the glass gingerly, before sitting back down beside you with his own glass.

“What happened while we were gone?” Taeyoung asked, looking around at all the members in the little group.

“I was just asking your partner how long you two had been dating for?” The girl said, nodding her head towards you. You felt your eyes widen and your face heat up, as you quickly stared down at the grass. The girl turned to the boy beside her and placed a quick kiss on his lips, “Me and Christopher have been together for only a few months now, but it feel like its been forever. I was just wondering how long have you been dating for?”

“Me and (Y/N).... Uhhh...” Taeyoung mumbled, clearly taken aback by this girl’s question. He scooted a bit away from you, brushing his hair out of his face. The other boys looked between the two of you awkwardly, as you kept your eyes trained in your lap and the grass below.

“We aren’t a couple actually.... Just good friends, that’s all.” Taeyoung replied, embarrassment clear by the tone of his voice and the redness rising from his neck up to his ears. The girl had gone pale, letting out a quiet ‘oh’ before silence fell over the group.

“I’m sorry I assumed.” She apologized quickly, “You guys are just so touchy with each other and I saw the matching bracelets so I assumed. I’m really sorry.”

“It’s fine, you didn’t know.” Taeyoung laughed awkwardly, picking at his fingernails and looking anywhere but you beside him. You couldn’t bring yourself to look up at all. You felt your stomach sink and a horrible feeling of nausea washed over you as you tapped the edge of your water glass.

It went silent again, and you felt like everyone was holding their breath. You hated it. Were you and Taeyoung too clingy? Did people really think you guys were dating. There is no way you’d ever date Taeyoung, he’s your best friend! Why did you feel like your stomach was doing back flips and your face was on fire? You hated this whole situation; it was all too much for you right now.

You lazily checked your phone, pretending to look at the time before you downed your glass of water. You stood up, earning the attention of the rest of the group.

“Its pretty late and I had too much weed, so I’m going to go to bed.” You said with a weak smile, nodding to the couple of strangers, “Nice to meet you both.”

“Are you sure, (Y/N)?” Allen asked, standing up too. He gave you a subtle look of pity as you nodded, plastering a fake smile on your face. You felt like you were hyperventilating with all the eyes on you. It was all to much for you in this state.

“Good night boys.” You mumbled before retreating back inside, not sparing a glance at Taeyoung. Why did this situation make you so anxious. And why did this make you question your relationship with Taeyoung? Was your relationship perceived as more then friends by most people? Aren’t friends clingy anyways, or was it to a different degree you and Taeyoung? But most importantly, why did the idea of dating him not sound so bad to you when you really thought about it? You were going to be sick if you thought about it longer.

It was too much, so you pushed those thoughts as you retreated to Jungmo’s spare room and lock the door behind you, not to come out until the next morning, where nobody brought it up, not even Taeyoung. 

Even when you hung out with him a week later, and then last week too, Taeyoung didn’t mention the incident at all, but you both knew it caused a change in the comfortability of your relationship...

~

It felt strange to hold Taeyoung’s hand after the incident. You weren’t sure what happened after you went to bed, but you were feeling a sense a relief that he did hold your hand when he needed it. It was a sign that maybe your relationship could be going back to normal maybe? Taeyoung brushed his thumb subconsciously over the back of your hand. Now buried in the relief arose a strange feeling, the one where your stomach was doing flips and your started to feel a bit warmer and that little thought of dating him crawled its way out of the back of your brain.

“Your hand is super sweaty dude.” Taeyoung laughed, giving it a little squeeze. You let out a laugh too, releasing his hand and wiping yours on your pant leg.

“Sorry, I guess I’m a little hot right now.” You confessed, “I shouldn’t have worn this shitty jacket...”

“I love that jacket, even though it’s so old and shitty,” Taeyoung said playfully, leaning over to grab near the pocket and smiling when he felt the crispy outline of a burn hole, “I remember when we all went camping last summer and you got hit by a stray spark from the campfire and it burned this hole in it. I remember you standing up so fast and me and you patting it out before it could burn you.” He chuckled at the memory, looking up at your face as you felt around the burn hole too.

“That was fun, minus me almost getting lit on fire.” You said grinning at the fond memory before looking at Taeyoung in the eyes, “We should go camping again sometime. Although, preferably when it’s not so hot outside.”

“If you’re really that hot, we could go for a swim in the river?” Taeyoung suggested nonchalantly, the corners of his mouth curling up into a cat-like grin.

“I’d love to, but do I look like I’m wearing a swimsuit stupid?” You chuckled, gesturing to your body before laughing a bit at the idea.

“Not a problem!” Taeyoung hummed, before surprising you by suddenly tugging his shirt up and over his head. Your eyes went from his bare torso back up to his face with a look of shock.

“It’s nothing you haven’t seen before because being in your underwear is basically the same thing as being in a swimsuit,” Taeyoung deduced, opening his car door and starting to undo his belt. His torso seemed to glow in the moonlight from the sheen sweat from the summer heat; he must have been just as hot as you were, but somehow you started to feel it even worse now that Taeyoung was more exposed. You couldn’t take your eyes off him and you felt your heart squeeze a bit, which was increasingly concerning.

“You coming or..?” Taeyoung asked with a smile, leaning down to make eye contact with you. His hands dipped into the top of his jeans, however he did not pull them down yet. You realized he was waiting for you to agree before doing so, which made you feel much more comfortable.

You thought for a moment. You knew this wasn’t a good idea, as the little voice in your head that arose form the party was getting stronger and you could feel the rational part of your head be clouded over by not only your other thoughts, but also the haze of your weed kicking in. You chewed you lip nervously before smiling softly back at Taeyoung.

“Fine Youngtae. Fuck it. It’s too hot” You sighed, taking your jacket off before stepping out of the car too. You piled all your clothing (besides your undergarments) haphazardly on the passenger seat and placed your shoes on the car floor in front of the seat. Now that you were out of the car in nothing but your underwear, you felt the coolness of the night air. However, you still felt just as hot, if not worse. You couldn’t shake the nervous feeling in the pit of your stomach or the beating of your heart the felt like it was going a million miles an hour from adrenaline. 

Your nervousness must have showed, because you could hear a hearty laugh come from your best friend as he walked around to the front of the car.

“Relax a bit dude, it’s just me here.” He said, brushing his hair back once more. You refused to look anywhere south of his belly button, for your own sanity, but you did notice his boxers being a ugly plaid pattern from your peripheral. 

“If I would have known you’d be seeing my underwear, I’d have worn nicer ones...” You said, trying to sound as casual as possible, but inside your body was on fire. Your brain was shutting down and your body felt jittery and nervous.

“Don’t worry about that, you look fine.” Taeyoung complimented, making your stomach drop. Taeyoung walked past you, going down to the very edge and walking along it, calling after you. “Come on, slow poke! The shallow area should be around here..”

You shook your head, trying to get a hold of yourself; taking a deep breath and following Taeyoung to the shallow part where people usually swam during the day. He stepped off the bank and into the water, having it come up to his ankles when he let out a few curses and curled his fingers into fists at his side.

“Brrrr! Its freezing!” He cried out, wincing at you as you laughed at how cute he was, “I’m going to become a Young-sicle after this I’m sure...”

“I guess I’ll be a (Y/N)-sicle then,” You said, stepping in beside him and feeling a shiver immediately run up your legs from the cold water. Your eyes meet Taeyoung and you both burst out in laughter at the knowing look of biting cold that you both are experiencing.

Taeyoung begins to wade out a bit further, complaining the whole time when you get an evil idea. You follow him, water getting up to around your knees with your grin growing as you close the distance between the two of you, so that you are are now standing maybe a couple feet away from each other again.

“Hey Youngtae!” You called to him to get his attention. He turned to look at you and before he had time to react, you dig your hands into the ice cold water and splash him. He shrieked due to the surprise of water hitting his body and the cool temperature of it of his skin. You laughed at his reaction, quickly doing a few more splashes so he doesn’t have time to recover, getting water all the way up to near his face.

“Quit it! It’s freezing!” He places his hands out to try and block the water from hitting him. Your laughter quickly goes from joyous to scared as he starts wading over to you.

“No wait! I’m sorry!” You said through a fit of giggles, weakly splashing at him to try and keep him away, “I’m sorry, I’m sorry. Youngtae, don’t!”

“You should have thought about that before you splashed me, stupid.” He giggled back, grabbing onto your arm and pulling you towards him so he can wrap his arms around your frame. You let out a squeal as he lifted you a bit, dragging you into deeper water. 

“Youngtae, please don’t! I’m sorry.” You struggled against his iron grip, smacking his arms playfully, but you felt the chuckle leaving his chest as he held you still in the water.

“Sorry,” He hummed sarcastically, “Next time don’t start something you can’t finish.” 

With that, Taeyoung quickly lifted you off your feet and promptly dunked you in the water, almost crushing you by laying down over you, just to make sure you couldn’t avoid the icy plunge. You screamed from the cold, while Taeyoung sucked air through his teeth at the freezing water rushing over his back. He let you go and you quickly spun around to face him before smacking him on the shoulder.

“Kim Taeyoung I swear, you’re dead meat!” You scolded while giggling at him. His expression mirrored your own, with only a slight hint of pride residing in his features.

“Hey! You were the one who splashed me first!” Taeyoung laughed, leaning back to sit in the shallow water; he crossed his legs, letting the water comfortably wade just under his collar bones. You mumbled in agreement, letting your laughter die down before you sat beside him.

The cool water was frigid at first, but after a few seconds of getting used to it, it felt refreshing. You let out a sigh of relief, feeling the heat from earlier subside even a little bit as you closed your eyes. You and Taeyoung were silent, just listening to the sound of the running water and the faint tune of Taeyoung’s car radio fill the air.

That is, until you best friend broke the silence.

“Hey, uhm.” He mumbled, causing you to open your eyes and look at him; you almost wished you didn’t. He looked beautiful, hair slightly damp, tan skin shining, soft eyes trained on you with his bottom lip slightly tucked between his teeth.

“I’ve been meaning to talk to you about something.” Taeyoung continued, scooting closer to you, causing the water around the two of you to ripple; much like the butterflies that arrive in your stomach from the possibilities of this conversation.

“What is it?”

“Well, I..... uhm.”

“Youngtae.” You said flatly, expression softening as you reached out for his arm to place a comforting touch to it, “talk to me.” 

You could tell Taeyoung was anxious from the way his eyebrows furrowed and how his lips were pulled into a thin line. He had the same look before the talent show in middle school; It was the first time he performed in front of anyone and he was so nervous he almost threw up. But, just like now, you were there for him to make sure he was okay.

Like you’d always be.

He let out a sigh, before looking away from you, “I wanted to talk about what happened.. Y’know... at the party.”

It was your turn to be anxious now, body freezing up before you turned to look away too, focusing on the way the moon reflected off the dark water. Was this it? Did Taeyoung not want to be your friend anymore because of how you acted at the party? Did he think you were disgusted with the possibility of dating him? Would he be weirded out if he found out you felt quite the opposite?

“Look, I’m sorry.” He started out, struggling to find the words, “I know you were really uncomfortable and I.... I should have been more aware of how my behavior can be perceived by others. I know that we are just friends and I shouldn’t be so clingy...”

“Please don’t apologize! You didn’t do anything wrong.” You quickly countered, looking down at the way your body distorted through the water. You wanted nothing more than to drown yourself there.

You were the one who froze up and didn’t say a word. You were the one who left him alone to deal with the situation. You were the one who was slowly growing relationship-changing feelings... “It should be me who is apologizing.”

“For what?!” Taeyoung gasped, whipping his head to look at you.

“For making you think that I was upset with you! For leaving and making it awkward between us.”

“You weren’t upset?”

“No.” You huffed out, feeling your face heat up. You take your cold hands out of the water to pat your cheeks gently as you let out a sigh. Your mind felt cloudy and your heart beat went steady against your chest. You blamed the weed for allowing the truth to tumble out of your mouth, “I should apologize because I’m still making it awkward between us...”

“How so?” He mumbled, eyes burning holes into the side of your face as you looked out at the other shoreline. You heaved a heavy sigh, hanging you head before letting all the true thoughts and feelings you’ve been having spill out.

“Because I can’t stop thinking about how much I love you.” You confessed, words flowing from your lips much easier than you anticipated, “Not in a platonic, ‘we are best friends!’ way, but in a ‘I think about you all the time and want to wake up next to you everyday’ kind of way. I didn’t realize it until the party, but I am in love with you and I maybe always have been.”

The silence was deafening, with the only sound being the thumping of a nervous heart and the rushing of the cold water surrounding you. You drop you head, feeling the weight of what you just said.

Taeyoung was quiet beside you, seemingly from shock or being deep in thought.

You allowed the silence only for a moment before you turned to look at him. You couldn’t bear the uneasiness any longer.

“I’m so sorry.” You mumbled, your gaze catching his, “I know we are just frien-”

Taeyoung quickly cut you off by rushing forward, placing a hasty kiss on you lips. It was so quick, you weren’t even sure if it happened as you just stared at him, too stunned to speak.

He...

He kissed you?

“I’m sorry, I should have asked before I did that!” Taeyoung huffed out, running one of his wet hands through his hair as he smiled, mouth slightly agape. You noticed the redness creeping up his neck and cheeks.

“I... I’m just.” He stutters, brain seemingly short-circuited before he cleared his throat and took a deep breath to collect himself, “I just never thought you’d like me back.” “You... like me?” You asked, heart leaping into your throat.

“Well duh!” He giggled, “I mean, I thought I was pretty obvious about my feelings for you, but I just assumed you never saw me as anything more than a friend. And I’m more than happy to just be a part of your life.”

“Wow, I must’ve be blind...”

“No, just stupid.”

“Okay, that’s a bit uncalled for.”

“Sorry.” Taeyoung hummed, shifting to tuck his knees up against his chest as he wrapped his arms around them. He chewed his bottom lip nervously as his eyes darted down to the dark murky water, “So..?”

“So?”

“Now what?”

“What do you mean?”

“I don’t know!” Taeyoung huffed exasperated , throwing his hands in the air, causing the water around the two of you to ripple. “Are we still just friends or....” He let his voice trail on, giving you a hopeful look, “Does this change everything?”

“I mean,” You spoke softly, feeling the heat rise to your face. Why was it all of a sudden so hard to talk to Taeyoung? You felt like you were choking on the words as you cleared your throat and meekly whispered, “I wouldn’t mind a change...”

Taeyoung nodded, smile slowly spreading across his face as he registered what you said. He turned to you, scooting a bit closer so that your shoulders touched and your faces were a few inches apart.

“I think I’d like that too.” He whispered, voice just barely audible as his eyes wandered your facial features. Without another word more, you slowly leaned in, giving him plenty of time to move away before you placed you lips against his.

You were felling so many things at this moment; joy, excitement, nervousness. But above all else, you felt right.

Being here with Taeyoung, kissing him and letting yourself love him just felt right. Like it was all falling into place and meant to be. You thought about your future with your best friend and how that was all going to change; but you had hope that it would be for the better.

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A/N: In my Taeyoung vibes and I just didn’t have a way to finish it so please forgive a rushed ending. I love this man SOOO much !! Believe it or not, he’s actually my main man in Cravity, even though I haven’t posted about him lol. Anyways, I hope you enjoyed!!!

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fwb!wonjin x fem!reader

↳ in a pursuit to help you take your mind off your crush, Ham Wonjin finds himself dealing with a lot more than he signed up for.

[angelic-jeonghan1004]

Just one kiss || Wonjin

Wonjin brainrot,, had this thought now here we are. I'm trying to get more active again I missed you my loves </3  also I’m raised Jewish and don't know if any of the way I explain holiday parties correct Im just going off of the Christmas eve parties I've attended or Christmas movies I've watched

Synopsis: Festive themed party you need a plus one, why not your flirty best friend?

Pairing: Wonjin x reader

Genre: fluff, crack

Warnings: not proof read

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Going to a party is fun but having the funniest guy as your plus one made it even better. Wonjin being your bestfriend he was the first person to come to mind when having to attend a party for distant family since he already knew your inner family circle well and got along great so you knew he’d be able to keep you company and get along with your cousins and other relatives. The one thing about your bestfriend is he is a flirt and that does make your heart skip a beat on more than one occasion. 

It was a party festive themed so there was some red and green attributes to add in a cute holiday touch, but one thing that was easy to note was the mistletoe above one of the entrance to a hallway, making sure to mentally note its presence just to avoid having to kiss someone since who knows who you’d end up with.

You ended up becoming an iconic duo throughout the night joking around with your family and family friends but after a while decided to find your way to seclude yourselves as you wanted a moment away from a bunch of people.

“Do you want any snacks? I’m going to go grab a plate I can get you something as well just find us a place to sit okay?” Wonjin said with a smile, you couldn’t help but feel shy at the boyfriend material Wonjin was.

“Yeah, some chips and dip if they have anything” You said smiling just as bright, you went to find a place to sit and you noted it was quite close to the mistletoe so be careful walking around it. Once Wonjin came back you noticed how he was standing right under the mistletoe so you decided to play with him.

“Wonjin my favorite pretty boy?” You said with a cheeky grin you could see how his face warmed up with a red tint but he tried to keep calm. He leaned his head on the wall at the entrance to the hallway. 

“Yes?” He gulped. You couldn't help but laugh. He’s just so cute.

“Look up” With those words he did as you told and saw the mistletoe, now his confidence came out. His playful side came out in a matter of seconds. He quickly puckered up his lips and leaned in close to you making kissy noises. You pushed his face away with a light playful smack.

“Oh my god Wonjin stop” You said barely holding in laughter. He looked at you with pleading eyes.

“Just one kiss” He said with a childish voice and an overdone pout. He couldn’t help but laugh at his own actions. he puckered up his lips again but what he didn't suspect was for you to lift up from you seat and quickly plant a kiss on his lips before sitting right back down. He was stars truck to say the least he was staring at you dumb founded he almost dropped the plate of food. You yourself where in a panic mode, you did it with a burst of confidence both wanting to joke back but forgetting how intense your feelings where for him your heart is going a mile a minute and so is his.

“Can you do that again? I’m still under the mistletoe” He said with a smirk, He felt confidant at the fact you must be interested in him too as he’s had interest in you. His playful response left you giddy and happy to know everything was fine.

“I thought you said just one kiss though?” You said laughing. He smiled back at you and this time it was his turn, he leaned down and planted a kiss on your forehead and felt as if he was on cloud 9.