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afriendofmara · 1 year

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There will always be a fondness for 2000's christian rock and pop in my heart. Little me adored those beats, even the sad ones. That was all I had to grasp onto and I did, they mean so much to me. But what makes me still so fond even nowadays, I've never viewed them in a god way. Its always been in a Friend or Family way. 6 year old me would listen to Natalie Grant bang out the tunes and sat in front of the cd player dazzled. This is what its like to find love, to find friendship, to find companionship, I thought. I listened to the entirety of Portable Sounds by Tobymac and knew that this was about what loving your family means. Today I understand that these are sometimes about friends or lovers but always they are about god. I just can't come to see that. NEEDTOBREATHE's The Outsiders is genuinely one of the best music albums in my life and my brain to this day wraps it in friendship and hands it over

#ohp its me again #idk rambling #wow thinkin about god and star ranch apparently #its really wild how much of that place i remember in my whole soul #every inch is something i miss #its 9:30am man #anyway #back to god #i have a collection of all the early 2000's christian music i adore still in a playlist #and this playlist is titled 'ACHOOO! bless you' because thats the kind of god im thinking of #not a real one #but a tradition #something passed down from who knows how long (not me) that is protecting your friend when they sneeze #the ancient ties that bind us by our words. the god that is in us simply doing our best for those we love #this is the energy i give towards my fave christian songs because simply put.#young me was a dumbass about relationship matters and now im still in love with words that are about god- not friendship #anyway yall have a wonderful day. a wonderful night. a good evening.#this has been. theo at 9:30am just Talking for some reason

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