#x-orcist killer

[help-im-a-gay-fish]

Fluffynightkiller week 2022 day 6: Inner demons, Outer demons.

The x-orcist is back baby!!! bringing in Ccino and Killer again. Though in the cannon of DDD Nightmare doesn’t really leave Dream, this is a little scene i came up with to demonstrate what Ccino’s role is, perhaps its more clear now. But no, Killer cannot see him.

X-orcist au by me and @zu-is-here​  

Original nightmare by jokublog

Original ccino belongs to black-nyanko

Original killer belongs to rahafwabas

[zu-is-here]

I knew it's coming sooner or later, but last week this number caught me by surprise anyway Σ(//∇//)

It's like so many people gathered in your small place! Someone comes to look at the drawings or to show their own works, to chat about everything or to enjoy silently. Someone comes occasionally, someone is a regular.

We're so different, yet there are things that unite us all. I'm really happy to share them with you and so grateful to each of you for being here with me! ♥︎

[diofasolia]

In case anyone wants to know what's going on in this blog

Here's a little description:

What I am going to do:

Making my [Sans x Reader] Master Post

Writing the second part of X-orcist fanfic {Our Love is Stronger}

Making more music

Creating my OCs that live inside my head for who knows how long

Writing some fanfic about [Sans x Sans] ship but I haven't decided which one because there are too many interesting ships—

My Creations:

My sona

Dark Cream X-orcist fanfic {Our Love is Stronger} (part 1)

The drawing of Nightmare and Shattered! Dream (by Zu's dtiys)

The drawing of Cavai and Mike (both characters by Kotikaleo)

OTP Challenge Week (Ship: Cavai x Mike)

{Meeting}

{First Date}

{Disagreement}

{Comfort}

{Ring}

{Marriage} (Angst ver.) {A Letter to No One}

{Marriage} (Happy ver.)

The drawing of Cavai in a wedding dress

Ink! Sans x Reader fanfic(part 1) (part 2) (part 3) (part 4)(finale)

{Always} Shattered! Dream x Reader fanfic

Dark Cream Week Music pieces

{Just a Bad Dream}

{For Old Time's Sake}

{Bittersweet}

{Broken Bonedaries}

{Precious Thing}

{On Guard}

{Hand in Hand}

Mother's Day 2021 music {Carnations in May}

{Mimosa's theme} (Mimosa by Blue)

Fluffynightkiller Week music pieces

{Encounter}

{Proud Creature}(Nightmare's theme)

{The Windows to the Soul}(Killer's theme)

{A Tricky Past}

{At Night Time} & {The Power of LOVE}

{Marshmallow in Coffee}(Ccino's theme)

{Fluffynightkiller main theme music}

Aftermare Week music pieces

{Last Meeting}

{Discovery}

{Too Much}

{Fear}

{Comfort/Hurt} (no music, just a little writing (ㆁωㆁ))

{Small Intention}

{Did you…}

But actually most of the time I'm just gonna reblog a bunch of amazing posts by other people

And that's all! Thanks for reading the whole things!! ( /^ω^)/♪♪\(^ω^\ )

[zu-is-here]

What do you mean "is that all you saw? Nothing else"? Does that mean that Dream can return to his corrupted form without the bandages (꒪⌓꒪)

And by the way, Night does exactly what Dream does, he hides under some pretty thick clothes... Don't you think it's strange ヽ（´ー｀）┌

At first, I thought "it's Night, a lot of introverts and people who feel bad about themselves hide behind clothes", but now, Cross' sentence makes me ask a lot of questions ヾ(´･ ･｀｡)ノ”

It's kind of weird, both of them hide under clothes, Night even hides his hands with gloves, it's weird isn't it? I really don't think it's a question of style or clothing preferences here ＼(-o- )

But what would that mean? The curse hasn't really been lifted? Is Aim's nightmare premonitory? If Dream is really back in his corrupted form, would Killer have done something at that moment that Night wouldn't have appreciated (the famous event that deteriorated their relationship but that we don't access) (⊙︿⊙✿)

I'll calm down with my questions, you don't have to drown yourself with them, sorry to ask so many へ（>_<へ)

(It's alright, thank you so much for your theories and interest! <3) I really like way you think... ♪

Cross used to bandage Dream to help him hold and recover his damaged bones; later Dream used them himself (more for complacency) (úwù)♡

But now, after these years..?

[tw: depression, self-harm]

OH I love reading all your theories, my dear anon! (人 •͈ᴗ•͈) Thank you for them ♡

And I'm so flattered that you referenced to X-orcist in this matter, that's really attentive of you! (〃ω〃)☆

True, this was a long time ago, before Aim's birth, but we can see that Dream's bones are already healed and there's nothing to worry about (except for him in this stressful situation... ("ó3ò))

And that's a really good point about going into isolation and "going crazy"—we can see the signs of the first one in Dream—though the corruption has been broken many years ago with Aim being the living proof of it hmm...

[zu-is-here]

Hi Zu! Hello again :3 I have come to annoy you with more asks~! Also, how are you doing today? :D

So, um, apart from that one comic of Shattered annoying Cross and tramatizing Aim, did you ever make an AU of your Dark Cream or Post Dark Cream comics? Just for the fun of it, I mean. Like, I know you used to make some Leviathantale fanart. Did you ever thought about making a lil' shark Aim design or something?

Hii again!╰(*´︶`*)╯Heheh it's my pleasure *w* Really good, thanks! <3 Hopefully you're doing good too ☆

I don't "implant" (Post) Dark Cream anywhere (since these alternate timelines may be considered AUs themselves*), but I do work with Cross & Shattered in other AUs (like X-orcist, which is mostly about Cream, or Greektale, which is not really about Dark Cream, etc.)

And yes, I do enjoy playing with the original characters in terms of different AUs! (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵) I've never thought about shark!Aim (since it would mean goldfish!Dream being Shattered before??), but the idea itself is reeeally cute! (〃ω〃)

* As you see, these versions of Cross, Dream, Nightmare, Killer, even Aim himself are so tied to the story (timeline) that they can't be considered the Multiverse characters to "play" with... but we'll talk about it later ;)

[help-im-a-gay-fish]

The Night of the First Mistake

Sequel to

Synopsis: pre X-orcist, almost a year after Nightmare's death, Dream is still not on top of his grief and causes him to resort to desperate measures.

Tw mentions of death/dead loved ones.

X-orcist au belongs to me and @zu-is-here

Dreams, Demons and Desires is by me.

Enjoy

Almost a year had past since he'd last seen Nightmare. The skeleton couldn't say he had mourned him, but the news of his death had been unfortunate to say the least. Who could have seen someone like Nightmare dying in such a preventable way? Not him, that's for sure.

He was a friend... Or at least a friendly acquaintance, clearly he'd not been quite close enough to Night's inner circle to be invited to the funeral. He'd never even met Night's brother. Despite that, the news of his parting had deeply saddened him and every so often, he thought of him with a sigh.

A good customer and a good person.

This evening, Nightmare played at his thoughts again, probably drudged up by the anniversary of the accident approaching, he hadn’t meant to make note of the day, but he had. a few weeks would be the anniversary of the day he heard the news. 

He thought back to a year ago, a few weeks before his death. The words he’d said about his brother and the increasing frustration about his sinful thoughts. Killer didn't judge him for such feelings, he was no stranger to sin.

Other then that, there was nothing at all strange about this night.

Tonight, just like any night, he was in his shop and the counter. It was a cold October and pretty soon he'd be closing up.

It was dark and chilly in his shop and had a strangely pungent smell, which hit the moment you walked in. A mix of crushed herbs and spices, old books and stale coffee.

An old set of scales sat on the counter top in front of him, as did a till, several glass jars and containers and a large collection of dirty coffee mugs.

Behind him there was a large book case full of many strange books. Ones with faded titles, ones with thick leather bindings, some with large strains spreading across the covers or pieces missing. If you asked him, he'd liked to have said that he'd read all of them... But there were a few he hadn't. He wasn't much of a reader outside of this collection.

As he nursed yet another cup of coffee from the café next door, he tapped his slender skeleton fingers on the counter top. He was bored.

With a glance at the clock, he decided today that he could close up early. It was his shop after all, he made the rules. A small collection of trinkets and charms hung around his neck and clinked together against his old coat, as he got to his feet.

Just as he prepared to take today's earnings from the till to count it, he heard the door and a jingle of the shop bell, indicating someone had entered.

He set an empty eye socket in their direction as they froze, looking nervous.

The person was new, but also something about them was strangely familiar. After scanning them for a moment, his face twisted into a sly smile upon realising who the new comer could be. He turned his face to them fully, staring his pitch eyes right through them. They tensed, which amused him slightly.

"well hello Little Light.... How may I help you"

Dream seemed taken back slightly by the pet name. It wasn't something he was used to. His hands fused with the fastening on his coat.

"uhh Hello.....I’m..... Uh.."

The shop keep chuckled again. Such nervous behaviour wasn't something he saw often from his customers. Looks like it was going to be an interesting night and to think, he was going to close up.

"nervous Lil light?"

Dream once again tensed and shuddered slightly.

"Please.... Don't call me that" he stammered slightly before taking a breath "My name is Dream"

The shop keepers grin got even wider and it made a chill run up Dream's spine. There was something extremely unnerving about this skeleton. Maybe it was the emptiness of his eyes or the strange carvings around them, but Dream was sure that it was more then that.

The atmosphere of the shop was very unsettling and kind of cramped in Dream’s opinion. There were many trinkets, stones, crystals and small animal bones stacked neatly on the shelves. It was this, along with bags of salt and bundles of sage and garlic, that reassured him he was in the right place for what he needed. 

"Dream huh?.... Thought so" he said in a low tone "I'm so glad to finally meet you"

The nervous shifting of his hands continued, as Dream once again tensed even further. He was acting friendly, but it still felt ever so slightly...off.

"h-how do you know me?"

"I knew your brother and I'd recognise that pendant I sold him anywhere" he said, with his eyes looking at Dream's chest.

Dreams fingers quickly shot to the star charm hanging from his neck, and gripped it tight. Looks like this was the right place.

"Not to mention there's your golden eyes" he  continued, shifting his gaze straight into Dream's eye sockets. It was strange how Dream knew where he was looking, even without eye lights.

"he often talked about them......He was right when he said they were very beautiful if I do say so myself~"

Dreams face blushed slightly, but he felt a familiar twist in this chest at the mention of Nightmare and a sinking feeling when he was reminded how Night felt about him. His brother had often complimented his eyes.....

He'd just never really understood it was more then brotherly affection. At least until now.

"I.... Uh" Dream said before clearing his throat "You're Killer.... Aren't you?"

Flexing his fingers, Killer nodded. The grin didn't leave his face.

"looks like my reputation proceeds me"

Dream let go of his necklace and a breath he didn't know he'd been holding. "I thought it might be you.... Based off something he wrote in his diary".

Before Night's accident, Dream had never even considered reading his diary. That was just a basic code of conduct. However, after his death, it became something Dream had often thought about. The diary, and everything else Nightmare owned, now belonged to him. For that reason he'd taken the book out of Nightmare's room.

However, he'd just kept it on his bedside table for almost a year before he finally had the courage to read it.

It had mostly been a fond look over some old memories, some good and some bad. But there were also passages about his feelings for Dream, sometimes written confessions addressed him. Every word was full of truth, longing and pain. Dream had felt it all.

Those had been hard to read, but he'd not skipped a single page and read them each through several times.

Nearer the end of the book, Nightmare had started talking about his interest in the supernatural. Dream remembered his twin getting fascinated in that and spending long evenings talking with him about it over tea and biscuits.

One thing Dream hadn't known about, where his trips to the next town over, where he wrote about finding this shop and the shop keep. This had been where the interest started. It was this that had lead Dream to come here.

"right..." Killer said, downing what was left in his coffee mug and setting in on the counter top.

"well.... What can I help you with?"

Yeah.. Nightmare had written that Killer was always one to cut to the point. Dream knew that what he was going to ask sounded insane and he wasn't even fully sure if Killer was the right person to ask. But at this point he was desperate, he just needed to know. With his grip returning to his brothers pendent, he remembered who he was doing this for.

He took a deep breath.

"Can you bring people back from the dead?"

Killer didn't react visibly to that. But he drew out a long silence. After a little Dream was sure he saw his jaw clench. The silence was completely deafening, broken only by the sound of Killer's fingers tapping the counter top. Dream figured that he was probably struggling to think what to say. After what felt like a life time, he spoke.

"I specialise in charms and equipment for preventative measures to stop spirits inhabiting homes....I do not....." he paused

"I don't try and bring the dead to the living realms".

Dreams face fell. He really shouldn't have been so disappointed, it was a crazy ask. But with the way Killer spoke and what he sold in the shop, he'd felt so close to what he wanted. But maybe it really was just impossible.

He felt tears threatening to spill, he just couldn't take all this guilt anymore. All he wanted to do was tell his brother he was sorry. That night. That kiss. That dam horribly wonderful kiss...and that car. 

"however...." Killer continued.

Dream felt hope flush through at those words and stood up slightly straighter. Killer turned his back to dream and started looking over the bookshelves behind the counter.

He didn't say a word, as Dream curiously watched him. He ran his thumb across the spines of several of the oldest and most dusty looking of them, eventually plucking out a large leather bound book with silver straps.

He walked back over, blowing dust off it as he did, and set it down on the counter with a light thud. The cover was extremely dusty and the leather was cracked and split in several places, yet the title still read fairly clearly and Dreams felt his heart skipped a beat.

The Practice of a Necromancer. Vol one of three. Summoning, Controlling and Banishing.

"I've not read this one fully, but it's been in my collection for years.... I suppose this would be the right place to look"

With that, he slowly opened the book and very carefully started to turn its pages. The paper was completely yellowed and clearly very fragile. There were no photographs, only hand done drawings of various items and also what looked like people, but with strange and uncanny faces. There were also other frightening images that Dream was trying not to look at.

Killer eventually stopped and ran his finger across a page.

"ah ha" he said "to summon a spirit into the living world"

He read over the text for a moment, as Dream watched impatiently. Killer knitted his non-existent eyebrows and narrowed his eyes.

"this stuff sounds overly complicated to me..... so I guess I'm not sure really"

But Dream didn't really seem to be playing much attention to Killer's words now. He was so desperately trying to read the text upside-down. Reading was something that Dream always struggled with anyway, so reading upside down would be near impossible. He reached forward to try and pull the book to him.

But he jumped back in surprise as Killer slapped his hand across the book, sending some dust into the air.

"now now now not so hasty Lil Light" he said returning back to a sweet tone, as he said the a pet name that made Dream's toes curl.

In his haste Dream had forgotten that this was a shop, not a library, so of course he wouldn't just hand it over.

The smaller skeleton knew that the book was probably pricey so it's not like Killer would just let him have it. It was clearly very old and Dream worried that he wouldn't have enough for it, but if he had to pay all the money he had to buy it. He would.

Reaching inside of his pocket, Dream pulled out a bundle of paper money and placed it on the counter and next to the book. Killer looked at it for a moment, before he took it and counted how much money was in the bundle. He ran his fingers across the notes, looking as if he was very tempted and contemplating his next move.

But then, much to Dream's disappointment, he put it back down on the counter.

"I don't want your money dream... That's not what I meant"

An unhappy wine left Dream's mouth, as Killer proceeded to hand his money back to him. Just as he was about to ask why, Killer cut him off.

"it's not for sale"

"but what if I just borro-

"or for rent or loan"

Dreams soul twisted. This felt so Incredibly unfair. He wasn't ever one to really get angry or feel hatred for people. But why had Killer gotten this book down if he didn't intend to sell it? Was he just trying to mess with him?

It was that moment that he wasn't sure he really liked Killer all that much.

He sighed.

"h-how come? Can I do anything to change your mind?"

Killer sadly shook his head.

"Dream....... I like to read the stuff for research purposes not for a practical use"

Dream opened his mouth to object, but killer silenced him.

"and I don't care what you say... but I don't think you're just interested in the topic"

Dream tried very hard not to show disappointment on his face, but of course Killer picked up on it. It upset him that his intentions were so easy to guess. Then again he'd opened with 'can you bring people back from the dead'.

He really should have asked in a different way. Feeling like an idiot, he tried to say that he wasn't intending to use the book in practice. But Killer once again shook his head.

He stood up slightly and gave Dream a sympathetic look, or a sympathetic as he could make it through his cold eyes.

"look....I know you miss him and that's ok I've lost people myself to" he said in a uncharacteristically gentle tone, which sounded fake. 

Dream looked at his feet.

"but the dead need to be left dead. Trying to bring them back never ends well, Nightmare wouldn't want you to get hurt trying to help him"

Dreams eyes stayed fixed on the floor, not wanting to look at killer any longer. He didn't want him to see him cry. He didn't want to look like a baby. Just as he was going to try arguing again, behind him he heard the shop door open and the bell ring

He looked back at Killer seeing he'd straightened up.

"K-killer...." came a soft but slightly panicked voice.

Curiously, Dream looked over his shoulder at the source of the voice. It was another skeleton stood by the door.

In all his life, Dream had never seen someone look to tired. They seem to be slightly younger then Dreams age but it was hard to tell how much. Their appearance was clearly young, but the huge bags under their eyes aged their face several years. The most notable thing about them was that their eye lights where small, indicating that they were on edge.

They were wearing a oversized cream knitted sweater and had a maroon scarf decorated with a paw print pattern tide around their neck. They fiddled with it as their eyes a looked at Killer and then to Dream.

From where he was, Dream could also see them wearing several of the necklaces and charms that Killer a sold, as well as a few layers of bandages around their arms.

Killer hastily exited from behind the counter and approached them.

"Hey Cappuccino......." he said, trying again to sound soft.

Ccino wasted no time in burying his head to Killers chest and wrapping his arms around him.

In response, Killer stumbled slightly and looked momentarily taken back and very uncomfortable. After a moment he sigh, before gently placing an hand on his back.

"hey.....it's ok ya wimp... I'm guessing they're back right?"

Ccino simply nodded, Killer sighed.

"Dream can you show yourself out? I've got to take care of this, we're closing anyway. I'm sorry I couldn't help you better"

As Killer attempted to comfort the shaking skeleton, Dream turned his attention back to the book in front of him. It was just within his reach, the page was tantalising.

It was so clear, a set instructions of the exact thing he'd need to do to reach his goal. 

Killer's warning played in his mind. 

But he knew what he was doing right? It was his brother, what did Killer really know about what Nightmare would have wanted. He didn't know how.... Close... They were. At least he thought he knew.

It was a split second choice.

As Killer continued to try and comfort his companion, he saw Dream hastily exit the shop without saying another word. He stared at the door.

It didn't feel right. 

He narrowed his eyes and stepped back from Ccino slightly.

"hang on"

He walked back to the counter and was relieved to see that the book was still there, however a moment later he noticed something else that make him freeze and curse under his breath.

"what's wrong?" Ccino asked, walking up next to him.

Killer didn't answer and instead picked up his book and looked at it closely to confirm what he saw. When he saw he was right, he near growled.

"Killer?" Ccino asked not seeing the problem.

"look....."Killer said quietly.

He ran his finger down the spine where the pages joined together. Once you looked closely you could see the remnants of torn paper sticking out.

"he took the page"

references coming soon.

[help-im-a-gay-fish]

X-orcist: Dreams, Demons and Desires

Killer and Ccino.

I promised this reference a little bit ago! And I'm so super happy with how it turned out. I don't wanna give away spoilers, so I'll write some condensed info.

Killer, is the owner of a shop in a town near by to Dream's. His shop specialises in dealings around the supernatural, selling everything from charms, to books.

Killer's shop is kind of a mix of real items that work and fake items which are pure junk.

It's truly a mystery to most how trust worthy he really is or were his morals lie.

Ccino owns and runs a café in the same town, nearby to Killer's shop.

He's a true hard working sweet heart, who loves cats and always greats his customers with a smile. However he is severely sleep deprived and is often seen talking to himself, or reacting to things that aren't there.

His friendship with Killer confuses and frustrates most of the people that know them. Most people assume that Killer takes advantage of Ccino's mental health to manipulate him into buying things he doesn't need. But this couldn't be further from the truth. The two like to hang out on most evenings, taking walks after their businesses have been closed for the day. The two are comfortable around each other, even if no one knows why.

I hope you like these two! Because I'm super happy with how they turned out. Ccino was originally designed by my friend @iam-bluescreen thanks so much for your help blue!

Original killer belongs to rahafwabas

Original Ccino belongs to black-nyanko

X-orcist is by me and @zu-is-here​

Dreams, Demons and Desires rendition is by me.

[help-im-a-gay-fish]

You seem to have a lot of aus or work with a lot of others with these aus... Who's in charge of each aus? I know studioverse is zu. What about the others? Like the Notre dame au or the xorcist one, or the witch one etc?

I'm guessing you mean, who's in charge with the aus that I own with others?

OK good question.

Firstly I wouldn't say Zu was in charge of the studio verse, Zu was just the one who first proposed this version of it. I don't have any ownership, I just have come up with alottt of headcannons.

So the x-orcist is a weird one.

Both me and @zu-is-here are responsible for that one. Basically the first artwork of the au was based off of an anonymous ask I sent her about a exorcist X demon au for Dark-Cream.

As for who is in charge, neither of us are. In this au we each own our own version of the au, hers being 'Love and Passion' and mine being 'Dreams, Demons and Desires' . So we are each in charge of our own version.

For the anomaly of notre dame au, it came about in thr same kind of way. An ask I sent and artwork Zu drew. However I'm mostly credited in this au for the colour schemes of the characters.

For the witches au I assume you mean The Cats Cradle au?

Well again, it's the same. None of us are in charge, we are all given our own pieces of the au to be in charge off. For me it's Dream and nightmare, for @yuriyuruandyuraart it's Cross and Killer, for @digitalvoidheart it's error, reaper and geno.

If we have any other ideas, we will always talk to each other about it, and we all get equal say in things, and will work to a place where all are happy.

So to answer your question! Non of us are really in charge. Sometimes someone will take on more responsibility, if someone else wants to step back from the project, but I wouldn't say anyone was completely in charge of them.

[zu-is-here]

OH!

The new cross over looks great!! I love the bios of the characters! It's very very cool!

I'm I the only one who thinks dream looks adorable? No? Heh well I think he looks adorable. I really like epic bruh, so cool

Thank youu! (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵) I didn't even plan to but when I saw these six I was like "BRUH. IT'S THEM. Where's my tablet–" XD I do hope more people will watch this masterpiece *^*

Aww he is!! Such a sweet cinnamon roll (ówò) must be protecced by Nightmare (òwó) Epic is just. The best. %)

I'm really flattered you enjoyed the artwork, thanks a lot again! How are you doing today? ♡

UPD:

Ah true (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)☆

Action movies and comedy are great <3 thriller and horror movies are good but not for me x) And yours? *^*

(〃ω〃) You make me blush /// thanks a lot! ♡

Heheh xp Oh lucky you today (*'▽'*) I'm looking forward to them! So delighted with your Fluffynightkiller post <3 By the way, how did your steam finish yesterday??

OHHH more ship kids!! (*ﾟ∀ﾟ*) As for DDD, oh my. I'm really intrigued~ ☆ Mb it's time to return to X-orcist–

Hmmm. What about,,, Cross and Killer being familiar cause they have different views of the same thing. Like, as a priest, Cross is guided by religion and faith and doesn't accept any kind of magic, while Killer... Killer just knows that's not true, and Cross' red eye is proof. Or maybe they don't know each other,,, until the reader knows they do ;) Just a thought!

Oh no, don't remind me! XD I'm having such a nice day (so sunny and warm *^*) but gonna work hard cause the deadline's tomorrow and I did nothing xdd

Awww that's right! (ówò) Especially with a happy ending ♡ Oh really?? *^*

You did amazing (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵) you always do <3

Oh phew! Didn't miss too mu— Jann. XD (bruh-) This artwork's already a masterpiece, putting so much time and effort in this is worth it *^*

But there are no bad ships! (òwó) I'm sure it's great!

Oh yes pleassse *^* And thank you so much for supporting me! ♡

OMG CROSS IS HERE—

[zu-is-here]

Killers gonna be in the x-orcist?

In @help-im-a-gay-fish's DDD version, apparently yes! (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)☆

[zu-is-here]

Do you think I should still illustrate that story I did for the x-orcist. Cuz it's been a while since I finished it

It's never too late! ☆ If you want *^*

UPD:

XD <3

Don't worry, no need to rush (*´꒳`*) I'm intrigued by your design of Killer tho! (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)