#yeah ok i'm a little excited

[apfelhalm]

did not think i'd be excited for the new episode but now i'm legit writing on a dusty old piece from the mafia au

[idlesuperstar]

Vienna Blood - The God Of Shadows // The Third Man [1949]

[volfoss]

Actually sorry I need to bitch and moan about this. I've been reading the san.dman (do not ever do this to yourself it's a hell unimaginable by anyone) and like... I really think it's interesting how much ga/iman is praised as super progressive on Tumblr for THIS specifically when it has so so much bad in it. About 10 issues in I started a game with how many women were in the issue who survived/were raped/nearly raped and it was insane how little women did not fit into these categories. One black woman lived and the rest were all burned alive. And he then later gave an excuse that it was bc of how Dream imprisoned Nada (16 year old African queen who fell in love with him. Its a very big mess and really sucks) in Hell so of course it influenced the entire world and so every black woman but ONE (who was introduced in the second to last issue) died and died violently. Not even to get into how it plays into the really violent misogyny that he had during the short story he wrote around the end of San.dman (when he was in his mid 30s) that was literally just one graphic rape scene to a minor after another (his snow white retelling is pretty infamous bc of how bad it is just by the summary but let me tell you that it is FAR worse to read). Like there's so so much that I think people do not discuss with his writing and it honestly just is very baffling that people hype him up given well. Everything that happens in San.dman. like the endless alone has a lot of... Well let's say interesting issues. Every single woman dream comes across wants to fuck him (to the point that at his funeral, it's 90% the women he was with/wanted to be with him and then a little from his siblings????), despairs entire character is literally just that she's depressed and coincidentally the most prominent fat character (and also naked all the time. Which they did seem to fix in the show but it's baffling how it's like her, one serial killer who nearly raped a woman before dream stops him, a guy that dies and I guess Abel if you squint for the fat rep) and then desire oh my god. I wish desire was written well instead of here's our nonbinary/gender fluid/genderless rep (cool in theory!!!) and then the fact that it (in the original series, she uses he she and it pronouns) raped a woman is dropped on your head and he is not at all regretful about it and ends up like.. taunting the victims granddaughter??? And delirium my god if there was ever a representation for born sexy yesterday and also being weird as fuck about mental illness it would be her. She's barely clothed most of the time, referred to as very very young most of the time and her mental illness (vague) is just kind of used as a joke a lot of the time? Like it's a funny joke that she doesn't remember stuff or that she's overstimulated or that she's using the wrong words or talking like a child. It's really weird because all of these characters have potential but they aren't really ever treated that way. Me when I get him for every single woman treated horribly!!!!!

[airenyah]

awwww besties supporting besties

[fortes-fortuna-iogurtum]

leaving for college tomorrow... it doesn't feel real at all :')

[imwritesometimes]

when you know a little bit abt the history of something you wanna include in your fic and then you do some research and it turns out the more in depth historical facts actually help bolster what you envisioned for the fic

[foxgloveinspace]

fox your tags on the falcon/pigeon video are sending me

i can’t wait for the rest of your fic because those tags are going to haunt me. i need to witness how falcon/pigeon coded sam and rinzler are (i still want to say rizzler every time i see his name)

ok, but the thing is, is that this is totally how i see them, in the sense that Sam does some dumb shit, and kinda flirts without expectations, but it WORKS. It works on Rinzler, and he's just stoically standing there.

but also, in this annalogy of Sam being a pigeon and Rinzler being a hawk, the pigeon is a god.

So a god is doing dumb things (like trying to take off on a lightjet without knowing how to make it work completely) with witty one liners and it's working.

[mod2amaryllis]

so :)))

i had it narrowed down to two possibilities for my centerpiece, golden rams or apistogrammas, but I've had trouble finding either. after work i stopped by local fish store, checking stock, not seeing anything i was looking for, oh well, then on my way out....i saw.

kribensis. dwarf. cichlid.

i still wasn't sold i just was like wooooah I've never seen that before. ask one of the regular clerks and he's like "omg that's my favorite cichlid" I'm like "oh really" and he says "we have one albino female" I SAY "OH REALLY" THEN HE TELLS ME THEY HAVE YOUNG ONES THEY'VE GROWN OUT FROM FRY AND WE'RE TALKING I'M GETTING EXCITED

and So.

meet Florence

and her (impossible to photograph, hopefully male) buddy, Welch

[cactusdodes]

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[roboraindrop]

I have a part of a song that makes me sad stuck in my head because my brain is Mean (and apparently also officially has OCD- wild thing I found out today!) So I am going to think about soft things with Toshi to comfort myself until I can get some sleep. I start a new job tomorrow tho so I'm procrastinating on that particular thing dkdnskg

[luigra]

I would make tutorials to promote the hobby of Minecraft skinmaking and modeling but the issue is. There is no one way to make skins and I have no idea how to cover the general area of "how to make skins"

[ilostyou]

lallaaalalala just some things on my mind

[tardis--dreams]

To summarize today's day in university:

- got diagnosed with social phobia by a class mate (bitch?!)

- heard a Very cool lecture/presentation by a guest lecturer

- our lecturer said she kinda liked our idea for our presentation

- had lunch with friends in the uni canteen which was nice but evoked some existential despair

[jinkoh]

☕️

[imwritesometimes]

trying out new recipes/baking techniques/decoration ideas means having 80 million tabs open in ur mobile browser 🙃

[sugarmapleships]

18 for anyone!!!

18. Free gush pass!

Under a cut because this one got kind of long!

I kind of want to gush about Mitsuri since my brain has been on KNY lately (I just got caught up with the anime! I was going to wait for my boyfriend but we're only about halfway through season one. I already knew what was going to happen in season 3 since I read the manga and I just wanted to see my wifey). Anyway, she's just so !!!!! I've never really followed through with crushes I've had on female characters. I had a few when I was a lot younger but tbh I didn't even know two girls could be together romantically until I was like,, nine years old maybe? I'd literally never thought about it lmao. But it's fun looking back at all the girls I had crushes on when I was little!

Sometimes I have a hard time liking female characters from more modern media since I feel like they're either done really poorly or done really well but aren't quite my type. But Mitsuri just makes me go !!!! 💖💖💖💖💖💖 !!!!! wheeeeee !!!!!! whoooshhhh sklfsdjfshk!!!! I'm not trying to say that she's a well-written character (I know she really isn't, though I'd like to explore more with her what it would take for her to have been an amazingly written character), but I feel like she gets her point across, she's a wonderful character for the story, and I can fix her 🥺🥺 That's the point.

Anyway, she's just so cute!!! I liked her the moment I first saw her in season one of the anime. Like, literally my two favorite colors are pink and green and I've always wanted pink and green hair but thought that it wouldn't look good. She looks so good with it though!!! She makes it work!!! And she's just so kind and sweet to everyone!!! I can't help but think about how great it would be to be her friend and girlfriend, I just want to hug her all the time and kiss her and tell her how loveable she is skhfksdhfsldhf she is a literal angel she's so cool and so pretty ahahhshshshshsdhjsdf