#yesterday it rlly came to a head when i set up my easel and just. could NOT. make myself draw | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

deuynndoodles · 3 months

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there's something that just rlly fucking sucks about burnout. like? i'm not even doing much. 5 hours of class a week where i sit down at an easel and draw. then i have an assignment over the weekend that's less than 2 hours long. and i'm still exhausted. i can't draw like i usually do because my imagination + ability to craft compositions is used up. it really makes me wonder if i'll ever get anywhere in life, if this is what gets me down

anyway. i have a bit of a buffer of posts but after that idk how long it'll be. just an fyi

#rambles #sorry to vent on main. might delete this later #an art degree is most definitely unattainable if i can't handle a beginner's drawing class #i like to draw and i'm good at it. but somehow it still wipes me out #yesterday it rlly came to a head when i set up my easel and just. could NOT. make myself draw #art burnout is probably the worst cuz it turns one of my best coping mechanisms into a stressor #actually autistic #<- sorry guys lol

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