#yo the colouring on these gifs is so amazing holy shit

[floralflytrap]

Maybea few more s/o photographer headcanons - Killjoy, Raze, poly nanobomb

I had quite the fun writing this! Tysm for the request :D

Killjoy, Raze and Nanobomb with Photographer S/O | HEADCANONS

KILLJOY

When she first finds out this girl is FASCINATED! She would have past use with cameras (being a tech nerd and all), but admits that you truly have an eye for a good photo

She asks politely if you can take photos of her latest tech projects. They are like her babies, she needs photos for every single machine she builds <3

You take photos of her working a LOT! She never notices because she’s too busy focusing on her work

Whenever she takes you to raves you always have a camera on you to sneak some sick pictures

You guys also love to take silly photos with a polaroid camera, she keeps them around her room and in her tech lab

Photobooths at random events? a must!

Always the silliest photos with the last picture being a big smooch (it’s staying that way)

She also takes photos of you! She doesn’t believe they are that good but you love them. Killjoy is pretty damn good at whatever she does, and that includes photography

She’s also good at modelling for photos. You’ve done a few photoshoots with her to test compositions and have fallen in love with multiple results.

You love figuring out ways to contrast the environment against Killjoy’s hair due to how bold the dark colour is.

Your favourite photo of her is when she was happily posing with a new robot she created. Her smile was so bright you could see it from the moon!

RAZE

She noticed the polaroid photo you kept in your phone case and asked to see it, then ensued a conversation on how she always wanted one but never ended up biting the bullet and buying one.

You had multiple cameras so why not let her borrow it?

She took multiple pictures of inventions or failed ones

You were shocked when she said she ran out of film so quickly and begrudgingly got her more (not without grilling her on how expensive it is for damn polaroid camera film)

She saw you fiddling with one of your more expensive cameras when she popped in to your room to say hi

More questions begun!

“Yo that looks so expensive!”

“Can I use it for spare parts?”

“What do you mean I can’t borrow it?!”

“Just one photo with it please!”

No is a no. You’re just stubborn with her like that

She loves all the cool pictures you get, and whenever you hit up the city she stalks your social media for days waiting to see the latest photo dump

She’s always so flattered whenever you post photos of her, it makes her feel special

Your favourite photo of her is when you hit up the city together and found an amazing graffiti wall. It was golden hour and the way the sun made her glow meanwhile she had a bunch of diverse and cool art behind her? The best.

NANOBOMB

Killjoy and Raze dramatically gasped when you suggested photos of the three of you during a date

It wasn’t so much the photo suggestion as much as the big beefy camera that got them gasping

“What?! Y/n that camera is amazing!”

Killjoy has to gently inspect it while Raze peers over your shoulder

You love taking photos of the two of them together, however Killjoy and Raze HATED that you were never in the nice photos unless they were selfies

The two invested in the same type of camera you had together and learnt how to use the model just so you could finally be in fancy photos too!

It was a lot of fun when the three of you compared the photos you took that day, as each of you had your own individual style of photography and technique

Raze loved to capture cool poses with backgrounds that also stood out

Killjoy appreciated a cohesive scene. Colours had to look good together and it had to make sense otherwise it wasn’t her best work

You appreciated getting photos of life itself. Your photos weren’t majorly posed for, but rather spontaneous snaps you take throughout the day

Your favourite picture was a whole photo collage that you three made together using all the photos taken throughout the year, each of you getting one third of the collage

[hooman-tree]

Yo that Knuckles imagine that you wrote was amazing I loved it so much 😼

[I'm glad you did, and I'm just shocked by how many quick notifs I got after posting that imagine! Thank you all in advance, this is another part to the first one. Originally: I was gonna add on something, but I took it off and felt that I should end it off there, but from all the support I got, it's motivated me to continue on, soooo....HERE WE GOOOO!]

I M A G I N E ; ; [PART 2]

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I M A G I N E ;;

Knuckles is about to gain the upper-hand, as you're struck down onto ground and he's ready to blow the final-fist in vengeance. But, something seems to delay this whole thing...

This is how it'll turn out...

WARNINGS ;; ANGST || MENTIONS OF INJURIES + BLOOD

This was it.

[Name] was to pay for their most heinous crime ever yet: 'betraying Knuckles'.

Knuckles recoiled his right fist back in preparation, curling it in and it was vividly shaking with such rage. Red sparks flew on his right fist, as [Name] stared at Knuckles, looking into his eyes for one last time.

Knuckles scrunched his nose up, not wanting to see that look in [Name's] eyes and he just went in to strike. As his fist was about to make contact with the [Animal Name], Knuckles felt himself flinch and recoil back in shock.

His breath hitched, as he stared at [Name] and he saw the fear in their eyes. He saw trembling, he saw the injuries he had caused. And, most importantly of all:

He saw the [Name] he had once known.

Shaking his head rapidly, Knuckles brought his dominant fist back and went in to try strike again. But, this was more evidently hesitant and the red echidna gritted his teeth with such frustration.

He just couldn't bring himself to do it. Not to [Name].

Blood dripped down [Name's] forehead, as they groaned silently and breathed heavily, tiredly staring at Knuckles. The echidna's body was shaking, his angry glare still painted upon his face and he punched the ground beside [Name's] head with such resent.

Some mud on the floor was splattered with water droplets. Those were tears. Tears of so many different emotions that belonged to the echidna, Knuckles:

Anguish.

Fear.

Anger.

Resent.

Shame.

Body rigid in his sorrow, Knuckles bowed his head down in shame and he couldn't even bear to look at [Name], turning his face away from them.

An anguished cry of many mixed emotions was erupted from his lips, quickly moving away from [Name] and stumbled upon his feet, as he backed away: the [Colour] [Animal Name] gradually sat themselves up and rubbed their head in pain.

They looked to the echidna, confusion filled within them, as they saw Knuckles shake his head rapidly and turn his back on [Name]. In a defeated manner, the fuelled-up echidna sat down with a huff and brought his legs to his chest.

[Name] stumbled on their feet, using a tree to support them and they slowly made their way towards the distressed echidna. Bringing their hand up to his shoulder, Knuckles fiercely looked at them, his eyes flashed an aggressive red and he barked out:

"Go away!"

At this, the [Colour] mobian took quick steps back and swallowed down their breath.

"...Please..." Knuckles muttered, a pleading tone wavered in his voice, as it cracked in fear that he would crack any moment himself again.

The [Animal Name] didn't say anything, as they limped over and carried Sonic with a somewhat struggle, carrying him in a bridal style out from the greenly forest they were set in.

Knuckles peered over his shoulder, seeing the blue and [Colour] figures disappear off into the distance. The red echidna looked over at himself in the reflection, his left fist hit the water to discern his reflection and caused water ripples to appear.

The next words he muttered out, he felt so shameful to even have to try say it to his reflection. When, he truly knows who to say these next words to:

"...I'm sorry, friend..."

[kpopbopsxox]

3:52AM

summary: for the past week you have been having horrible nightmares, but tonight's nightmare is different, as for the first time you meet the presence that has been following you around.

warnings: kinda scary, not to bad but like spooky yeonjun and nightmares involved.  

word count: 1056

A/N: this was written quickly, and I'm not amazing at writing so sorry if there are any spelling or grammar errors.

It happened again.  You woke up with a jump, sweat dripping down your face and puffing like you had just run a marathon.  But you hadn’t just run a marathon, you had woken up from a nightmare.

Every night for the past week it’s been the same thing.   You fall asleep and wake up in an abandoned building, surrounded by old shipping containers.  You can’t see anyone… but you can feel them.  Their presence enough is what makes you run and try to escape.

Frantically you run around looking for a way out, but it’s always the same.  The doors, windows and anything that looks like it could lead outside of the building are locked.  No matter what hall or staircase you find, it never leads to a way out and you always end up back in the room with the shipping containers.  To make it worse you can always feel the presence behind you, silently following you.

The nightmare you had tonight was different though, for the first time you saw the presence… it was a boy.  

You were back in the room that you always begin the nightmare in, the one with the shipping containers and the sound of someone walking on top of one of the containers was echoing throughout the room.  Confused you looked up to see what was creating the sound… that’s when you saw him.   The boy.

“Nice to finally meet you,” he said with a smirk as he made eye contact with you.

His cat like eyes were glowing a light lavender, as he gracefully jumped off the shipping container coming closer to you.  The closer he got the more you could make out of his features… he was beautiful.  You had never seen him before… you were positive about it.  He was very tall, and his face was a stunning coexistence of up and down.  He had a scary presence but after finally coming face to face with him after so many nights of the same nightmare, he didn’t seem so scary… more familiar, like meeting an old friend.  

He somehow knew that you were about to wake up, so he quickly stated that he’d, “see you soon.” You then faded out of the nightmare and woke up with a jump back in reality.  You looked at the clock, it was 3:52am.  You still had a couple of hours before you had to get up and ready for school, so you slowly went back to a dreamless sleep.

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Beep beep beep

Rolling over you look at your clock which reads 7:30am.  Groaning you stop your alarm before rolling out of bed.  “What a weird nightmare,” you think as you get up and start getting ready for school.

Arriving at school you meet your friends and head off to your first class.  You and your friends take your seats and start talking before your teacher comes in.

“Now class, we have a new student today,” he states and motions towards the door, “this is Choi Yeonjun, make him feel welcome.”  The new student walks through the door, and you swear your heart stops.  It’s the boy from your nightmare, the boy with the glowing cat like eyes… except his eyes weren’t glowing they were a dull grey colour instead of the vibrant purple that they were in your nightmare.

He stands next to your teacher and looks around the class, almost as if he was looking for someone.  A quiet chatter starts throughout the room, and you can hear a lot of the girls in your class commenting on how handsome he is.  Due to your utter state of shock, you can’t take your eyes off him.  

“How is the boy from my nightmare standing in front of my class right now?” you think.  Pinching yourself to double check that your actually awake you glance back up at the boy… Yeonjun?  You didn’t think it could get any weirder, but when his eyes glance over you, they stop and lock with yours.  You stop breathing.  “Does he recognise me?” and almost as if he can read your mind, he gives you a slight smirk.  

Your teacher then tells him to take a seat in the empty seat in your class, which happens to be located directly behind yours.  The whole time he walks towards the chair his eyes don’t leave yours.  The closer he gets the faster your heartbeat gets.

Once he’s passed you, you hear him pull out his seat and sit down.  “What the actual hell,” you think before focusing back on your teacher.  “Maybe if I ignore him, he’ll leave me alone.”

Your teacher starts the lesson, and you try your best to concentrate but you can’t stop thinking about Yeonjun.  Your mind begins to wander, but your snapped out of your daze when you feel someone poking your arm from behind.  You slowly turn around to look back at the boy, Yeonjun.

“Can I borrow a pen?” he asks with that same smirk.  With a quick nod you slowly turn back around and grab a pen out of your bag.  “Maybe it’s not actually him… but his mannerisms are so similar” you think as you turn back around.

Pushing your chair back a bit you stick your arm out to hand him the pen.  Your eyes lock again.  You want to look away but you can’t, your too captivated in both his beauty and how similar he looks to the boy that was in your nightmare.

“Thanks,” he says quickly, but instead of grabbing the pen he grabs your wrist.  With a shocked squeak, you drop your pen and try to pull your arm out of his grasp, but he’s a lot stronger than you and pulls you closer, causing your chair to screech as it drags across the floor.

The back of your chair ends up touching the front of his desk and he leans forward.  You quickly glance back around at your desk mate and then teacher to see why they’re not helping you in this situation, but for some strange reason it’s like they can’t see you.  Confused you quickly look back towards Yeonjun and his face is now mere inches away from yours.

His eyes flash that all too familiar lavender colour as he smirks.

“It’s nice to see you again.”

[calypsoff]

Sixty One.

I really don’t want to wear hoodies but here I am having to wear them, my brother Rorrey has arrived and is staying with us for a few days which is nice because Chris is having fun now, my brother has taken him out and has taken him out again actually for breakfast, I did ask Chris to know if he pays but my brother has been paying, he said it’s his treat. I like that because I want my brother to have that bond with my husband and he does, they go out to eat constantly since he has been here. Chris gets to know his friends and then he makes more friends, I need Chris to network more in that way. Chris can be so closed off with everything, he can be the type to not speak a word if he doesn’t know you, but my brother is bringing that out of him, socialising more. I mean being with me, currently in this pregnant state. I am so very boring, I know he must be bored with me because I do nothing but stay at home and just work at home, I do not expect him to stay with me through it all. I want him to go out, I want him to meet other people, I am not that type of wife. Well when it comes to women I am, but I want him to go out, but he seems to not do it, he wants to be with me. Maybe he is clingy, California is ever so new to him, he likes me to go with him when out which I don’t mind either. He has been going to my rehearsals for the Grammys, my team are ever so happy for me. They were shocked at first, but they are used to it, they keep saying I look so well pregnant, but I honestly don’t feel that I feel like shit currently, but it is because I am doing more things. I ended up having to see Bruno and Damien Marley, they were both shocked. It’s funny to see their reaction to it, more and more people are getting to see the bump.

I huffed out hearing Rorrey and Chris coming back finally, like they took forever. They both made their way into the kitchen seeing my annoyed face “sorry, we literally went for doughnuts after breakfast” staring between them both “and where is mine? You didn’t think my pregnant ass wouldn’t want some doughnuts? Not even breakfast for me? You both are useless” now I want a doughnut “sorry” Chris apologised “it’s fine, is the SUV waiting outside? We can go now” I pointed at Rorrey “Chris I will see you at my rehearsal, I just need to do something with Rorrey ok?” Chris doesn’t look happy “why can’t I come? Is it a secret plan?” shaking my head “it’s boring, honestly. Come here” walking over to him “nothing more boring than your rehearsal” side eyeing him “stop it, I will see you later” hugging him, I feel bad because I know deep down he wants to come with us but he can’t. We are going to the dealership to get the car for Chris and whatever so he can’t come with us “and besides you have things you need to do, like tell them two people you want to use my designs, stop ignoring that. Come Rorrey” let me go before Chris keeps questioning us, waving Rorrey over as I walked off, he is sad and I know it, but he really can’t come to this, I am planning his birthday, so he needs to stay right there.

Rorrey is like Chris, he drags his feet with things “were you hugging him or something” Rorrey chuckled “your husband more like hugging me” he closed the car door “I know he wanted to come with us, what was he saying?” I asked “he just said take care of her whatever she is up too, I said it’s me. She is doing a deal for me and we won’t be long” nodding my head “how does Chris seem to you? I know he isn’t depressed but he’s so clingy like he doesn’t know what to do, if you get what I mean? He just wants guidance” Rorrey nodded his head “I felt the same in California, what was I like with you? I was with you always until I found my feet, I said to him I will take you out every day. So tonight we going to the club, Drake is going to be there so we vibing. He will be ok; he is a good guy Robyn. I really think you did well for yourself, he is humble with everything” I cooed out “that makes me so happy, to know my husband fits into my family, like I do his. I like that you both like each other too that you both can hang out like that “true so you know this car is very sporty, so like once you ain’t pregnant you can fit in but then baby will be needing to be strapped to the roof” I snorted laughing “excuse me?” I frowned “the car isn’t big inside, it’s good for a good time but family it’s no good, that is what I am trying to say” letting out an oh “then we get him two, because he needs to take us around” I guess I will buy him two cars.

Walking behind Rorrey with Rich into the dealership “oh these are cute” I pointed at some cars walking by “cute? These cars are amazing Robyn, look at them. Your man has taste, sorry husband but yo, these sexy. Are you Ben?” Rorrey pointed at this guy “I am yes, I saw you. You must be Rorrey Fenty and oh my god, that is your sister. I should have figured it out, wow. Oh wow” I chuckled “Rihanna, hi” he has totally forgotten my brother now “hi, Ben. You ok boo?” shaking his hand “I am great oh wow, Rihanna is here. Are you buying a car? If it is I have the perfect car for you Rihanna I do, it would look just as amazing as you” I giggled “stop it, but can we go somewhere with more privacy, that is something I need” Ben nodded his head and gestured for me to walk “yes of course, please walk ahead. You are beautiful, I am sorry I just have to say it, but you are beautiful, and you smell amazing. Jesus, wow” is this guy just going to cum over me, what on earth is this “thank you, so we going to the office” I pointed “that is my managers office” I shrugged “then we going there” it looks more private there “oh yes, of course wherever you want to go” walking off with Rich “you need to calm down my man, that’s my little sister” hearing Rorrey say behind me, he is still out here protecting his little sister “of course, the utmost respect for Rihanna. I am just a fan, I am married” rolling my eyes laughing.

The manager left the office like a good person, now we can have some privacy “cute” I pointed at the mini cars on the desk “you find everything cute” Rorrey waved me off “but it is, so shall we get down to business?” Ben is staring at me with heart eyes, this man is in love with me, and I haven’t even really spoken a word “uh yes, what can I do for you Rihanna” I giggled “erm, well I come to get a car. For my husband that is” he let out an oh “and he let you out looking like this, you are amazing. I saw you at your concert, I took my ex there. I made out I was going for her, but I went for me and you are amazing, beautiful” licking my lips smiling “thank you and I don’t think I look that good, I just threw this together so. Let’s get back to business, my husband’ birthday coming up. I want to surprise him with a car of his dreams and it’s a Lamborghini, now I don’t know what the hell I am getting so I bought my brother along to help me in the decision I am going to make, I am nor sure what model so this is where he comes along” I chuckled, he can deal with it now “sure, is this a surprise thing. So on the day we can get someone to drive to the venue, we have done many of them” nodding my head “yes we want that but for my brother in law, I was looking at the Aventador SVJ range, we want it to be unique to him so we would like to change the colour and so on” I am so glad that Rorrey is here “that is fine, what is your preference in terms of colour, we have this colour chart and we can select what you would like” he got up from his seat “thank god you’re here” I said looking over at Rorrey.

I didn’t think selecting a car colour would take this long “actually Ben, I am going for the red, I like the black things there” Rorrey snorted laughing “the black things? Sister you’re funny, ok so red she wants it” Rorrey passed the chart back to Ben “also this car is not child friendly, have you anything that is?” I asked “yes we have the Urus model, the SUV model and that is perfect for children or child on the way, more family friendly. Are you looking to get a second model?” nodding my head “I want two cars for him, I want them to both arrive at the venue if you can make that happen, with a bow on top. With the SUV model, I want that one to be black, the interior to be red and black? I don’t know, I have that vision that it will look pretty, or maybe white exterior? Whatever but I want that interior to be that because I think I will be in that car more then the other” I chuckled “good choices Rihanna, we will make it happen for you and because you’re buying two we can offer a discount of course, I will ask my manager. So his birthday is when?” he asked “fifth May, I really want them to arrive at the right time when he just comes out of the building, but we can discuss that after of course, but thank if you can make this happen” I know he will “for you I will walk on water” I snorted laughing.

I still don’t understand why I couldn’t go with Rorrey and Robyn, like why not but whatever I don’t mind it because I got to finish off the meeting about the tees Robyn made, they are going to add it onto the website “so your wife, is she going to be in attendance to the big Big Pyramid party? I think if she does then it will be a good hype around it, just because of the Grammys hype, I know it’s just a small business but this I big if you can” rubbing my chin, Cena is right this could be a good idea, but she is pregnant, but I don’t think she can “erm, I will see what happens so we are doing a party? For this reveal?” Cena nodded his head “we are getting Ciroc to sponsor the event too, Diddy is on it” my eyes widened “are you serious!? How the fuck?” I am shook “bro I know many people, I know everyone, and I can get things to happen. Chris everyone knows of you but not about you, but we going to change that. Do not worry, so we will add these pieces, we will get in contact with Deja to announce a big collab, the hype is going to get even better. I can’t wait, we are going to put you in the right direction Chris. We going to get you there” my phone started ringing “it’s Robyn, won’t be a moment” answering the call “hey” I answered “poppa, I am at rehearsal now. You can come down; shall I send the SUV? Do not Uber it” I chuckled “erm yeah, send it. I will come, I miss you” she cooed out “ok, I will. See you soon” disconnecting the call “I miss you, you’re so whipped but this is good, we on the right track, Black Pyramid and OVO next? I think yes” Cena grinned, my smile grew “I will get Drake on it, trust me” I sighed out.

I got the SUV driver to stop at a corner store, I have realised I need to take snacks with me and drinks because the rehearsals place only has water, how boring so I thought I would come here. It always makes me laugh seeing the Vogue cover of Robyn and I, they still selling that shit here. Last copy too “you buying that copy?” looking to the side of me, the guy just stared back at me “no, are you?” I questioned “that is really you on there with Rihanna, you are married to her?” nodding my head “I think so, she married me” his eyes lit up “that is amazing, can we have a picture?” I never get why people want pictures with me, I am literally nobody “if you buy that last copy I will, I am joking” I joked “sure” I am wondering how this guy realised it was me “on a real, how you know it was me, cause you came out of nowhere” I laughed, the guy got his phone out “I saw you come in from the car, I was like that is Rihanna’ husband. I know that” smiling at the camera as he took the picture “that is dope, thank you. I ain’t that kind of nigga, I am just normal you know. It’s my wife that is famous” walking backwards to go and pay for the stuff “that makes you famous, thank you again Chris” bowing my head, let me go and pay for this.

Robyn is busy so I just slipped in and sat next to Rorrey that was in the cut listening to Robyn sing the same thing over and over “thank you for the drink by the way, did I mention that?” nodding my head “you did but thank you, how long she been rehearsing. You notice that Robyn be sticking her stomach out, like when he knows she can be free she be there just doing it” drinking from the bottle “she does, knowing she can be free” she is cute “let’s take it from if you dare come a little closer” looking over at Robyn, she looks fed up “she was saying her ankles were getting big, we was walking around you see” Rorrey patted my shoulder, looking over at him and then put two fingers up as he recorded a video. Bopping my head as the piano played the tune to stay, he stopped recording laughing “ah man, you going to tuck Robyn in before we go?” I snorted laughing “you know I need too, if her ankles hurt then it’s foot rubs” Rorrey gagged “boring!” he shouted “Rorrey please shut up!” Robyn said in the mic which made me laugh because Rorrey be doing the most and annoying Robyn for no reason.

I blew out air, Robyn is going through one last take and I swear I know this song off by heart, I mean of course I do “I just want to dedicate this to Chris Brown, he is out there in the crowd somewhere, give us a wave please” Robyn is annoying “please shine the light on him, he is shy” I huffed out getting up from the chair “hi” I waved “he is a hot headed believer, he is still that now” walking over to her so I can be closer, chewing on my bottom lip “all along it was a fever, a cold sweat hot headed believer” she sounds amazing, all that rehearsal and this is what I expected “Not really sure how to feel about it, something in the way you move. Makes me feel like I can't live without you, it takes me all the way. I want you to stay” I sang along with Robyn “and cut! Robyn, yes” the whole room clapped and so did I, walking up the step and towards Robyn “super proud of you, you sound amazing” hugging her “thank you poppa, my ankles hurt” I knew she would mention it “and I am going to rub your feet” kissing her cheek “so proud of you, you look amazing. I can only imagine how beautiful you’re going to look at the Grammys, I can’t wait” moving my head back “you going to suck on my toes too” shaking my head laughing “shut up” she airing me out “mhmmm that’s a yes but I am going to have you there with me, I saw you singing along with me. My little backing singer” I hushed her pressing a kiss to her lips.

[imaginesmai]

Mob!Tom Holland - Fawn (9)

This is the deepest chapter so far! I know it can be a bit confusing, because there are a lot of information and explanations for past events. In next chapters everything will be more clear. Shout out to @himynameis-groot​, happy birthday! Hope you’re having a good day, and that this chapter cheers you up!

A/N note at the end!

This is inspired by  Don’t play with fire , @peaceisadirtyword​. It’s an amazing Ivar fic, take a look if you have time! Previous parts  in the general summary. Click here to read the previous parts!

Plot: now is time for explanations, although Tom is not going to be the one recieving a surprise.

Tom had been wearing one of his most beautiful smiles, his eyebrows up just as whenever he teased you for not talking or looking at him. His eyes had been kind and warm, but as the rest of his body, they changed. His smile dropped when he first locked his eyes with the most colourful part, the swollen bruise from your eyebrow to your cheek.

Veins popped on his neck and his shoulders probably became a size bigger. His whole body seemed to bulk out in a threatening way, and his eyebrows fell to the normal level. His eyes moved at a vertiginous speed across your face stopping on the stitches on your forehead and counting them. You saw how he stopped in each one of them, and his gaze grew darker. Lisa was doing a really hard effort in staying put, but you could feel her knee shaking from under the desk.

“Hi” you said, coming out like a wounded animal. Your sight became blurry with tears when you recognized the same Tom as in Claudio’s accident. “Didn’t think you would actually, you know, come”

“So I didn’t see how you’ve been beaten?” Tom asked as soon as you said the last word. “Last time I saw you that wasn’t there”

“I haven’t been beaten” you were quick to rectify, although you were sure Tom didn’t care about it.

“I’m pretty sure I know what a beaten face looks like” he bit back.

His tone wasn’t gentle or nice, but had a sharp edge that you had heard barely a few times before. People around you had started to leave, lunch time over and work schedules coming back. Some of them glanced at you on their way out or even murmured too loud something about Tom.

Neither of you talked again until the place emptied itself. You couldn’t know what Tom was thinking about, but you were mad. With yourself, because you hadn’t been able to stop Richard before things got too bad. With Richard, because he had played with you and had put microphones on your clothes without you know, risking Tom’s life. With the world, for giving you Tom in such a bad moments.

Only two desks were occupied and you had the impression it had to do with Tom’s appearance in the café. It all looked like a bad action film, where everyone left a place without any apparent reason because something important was going to happen. Even Lisa, who was hesitant to leave, was starting to fidget awkwardly.

“Lisa, can you leave?”

It wasn’t a question, but a polite order. Tom barely opened his mouth to spit out the words, just gritted them through his clenched teeth. You felt her eyes on you, and you knew she would only do it if you wanted her to.

“It’s fine” you attempted to smile at her, looking at your friend. “Try and finish the project I’ve left on the desk, and I’ll catch you soon”

She didn’t seem convinced at all, and it took her a few seconds to make her decision. You didn’t tear your eyes away from hers, and finally, she looked down. The conversation you had to have with Tom was only yours, and you couldn’t lie to him anymore. Lisa, who just barely understood what was happening, was better outside the café.

As she took her purse and left some money for the waitress, you looked back at Tom. He hadn’t moved from your face since he had seen the bruise, but you didn’t feel afraid. All those thoughts about how Tom might react when you told him the truth disappeared when the moment came, because you were sure Tom wouldn’t hurt you. When you talked to Richard, you were always afraid of his reaction, but not with Tom.

With Tom, the only thing that could happen was that he decided you were worth his time anymore. And, strangely, it seemed worse than facing an angry mob leader.

Lisa got up and, with one last encouraging look, walked out of the café. You ran over your head all the things you had to say to Tom one last time, trying to put some order on your thoughts before blurting it on him. If telling him meant he wouldn’t be in danger because of you, you wondered if it was for the best.

Before you had time to say anything, he beat you to it.

“Was it Richard?”

You opened your mouth to say that yes, it had been him but that you had an explanation for everything, that you weren’t –

Your brain seemed to stop working and you only managed to stare at Tom without blinking. Your mouth was still open, the words stuck to your throat as you assimilated that Tom had asked if it had been Richard; without you telling him his name. He had still the same angry look on his face, that seemed to grow even angrier when you didn’t answer. His eyes, every once in a while, would trail upwards and look at the stiches.

You didn’t have time to catch up with the information you were given, and Tom tried to stop a guilty smile coming up. He seemed to find your confused face funny, because his shoulders relaxed and some of the tension left his face. His lips shook in an awkward grimace that turned into a small smile, and he adverted his eyes from your face to look to the pile of napkin on your side of the desk.

When he looked back to you, his eyes weren’t that hard.

“Don’t look at me like that” he said. “I’m not stupid, Y/N. I noticed your behaviour the first time you entered in my club, and I recognized Jacob when he was molesting you. Thought he would be more discreet about going back to the police’s van parked outside”

You opened and closed your mouth, too surprised and shocked to say anything. The café could have been still full and you wouldn’t have seen anyone but Tom. Everything that you had put up in the few minutes that Tom had been with you – a plan to tell him that you were Richard’s girlfriend and that he had been manipulating you into spying on him. Tom actually let out a small chuckle and crossed his arms in front of him, looking at you with fond eyes.

“I made a background check on you as soon as you left the club that night, Elysia followed you”

“Elysia” you repeated the name, thinking it was unfair how it was Tom explaining things to you and not the other way around.

“Elysia is Sam’s girl, the blond chick that is always by his side” he explained. “She followed Richard the next day and heard a conversation between him and Jacob. He’s pretty stupid, so he basically told her everything without her asking”

“You knew I was dating Richard” you said, feeling as if you were talking too slow.

Tom nodded, giving you time to pronounce your next words. You thought about ‘Elysia’, and about Sam’s hateful glares everytime he looked at you. Everyone in the Holland’s family knew that you were dating the police’s chief and the only one who had been wary of you had been Sam. There were too many questions rounding around your head, but your inner voice stepped over all of them and blurted out the one you were dreading.

“Why didn’t you do anything?”

Behind your words, there was the affirmation both of you understood but neither of you wanted to say; why were you alive. You had been a threat to his family and friends, you had been the reason Dom has been beaten and still, Tom had acted like nothing was wrong, putting himself in danger.

The question made him both uncomfortable and angry, and he shifted in his seat. Some girl who worked there closed the main door without saying anything, and walked back to behind the counter where she disappeared.

“I was going to, the night when we met behind the club” Tom explained. “But I heard the conversation between Richard and you, and then you started talking and smiling at me, and I knew I had it deep for you”

“You should have done something” you replied, ignoring the confession at the end, even if your heart jumped in your chest. “I was – I could have costed you your life”

“And I would have deserved it” he chuckled, keeping his eyes on you. “You’re hard to tear apart from, fawn”

You remembered Sam telling him that it would come to bite him on his ass, and probably his whole family had said so about you after hearing the truth. But Tom had known too and had stayed with you, meeting you behind the club and having normal conversations.

“What about Dom?” you attacked again, almost mad that he wasn’t angry. “I got him –“

“You better not blame that on you” Tom interrupted, his voice hard and sharp. “People we care about get hurt all the time, because that comes with our job. What happened to Dom would have happened either way, not because of you”

You retreated your hands to your lap, and looked again to the pile of napkin on the desk. It was too much information and you didn’t know how to feel about it. Something told you that you should feel happy, because that meant you wouldn’t have to worry about loosing Tom, and that he understood what you had done. But there was the new part of you that had awoken lately and that hated people lying to you.

Richard had been lying about almost everything for the last months, using you to get information about Tom. And you wondered if Tom had done the same. It wasn’t the same – because Richard was supposed to love you and care about you, and if Tom had used you, he had every right, since you were the first one lying.

Tom sighed and you knew he understood you without saying anything.

“I know you have a lot of questions” his hand gripped the one in your lap, and gave it a reassuring squeeze. “I’ll answer all of them”

“What do I do now?”

“Let’s start by staying with me a few days, if that’s fine with you” Tom searched your eyes with his, and finally looked up. “I’m not going to let him near you again, fawn. Mobsty promise”

A traitorous smile appeared in your lips and you nodded. Then, Tom got up and extended his hand towards you. The last two days had been crazy, and you had lived on pure adrenaline and fear. You felt exhaustion creeping up on you, dying to sleep for at least ten hours on a row. It wouldn’t all be solved with him, but you had to start somewhere.

So you accepted his hand and said nothing when he wrapped his arm around your shoulders, keeping you close the whole way to his car.

A/N:

I really hope this isn’t too much of a shock! I mean, I thought about writting it as if Tom didn’t know anything - but then, I realized that we’re talking about a mob, and if we’re being realistic, she hasn’t been too discret... So I decided to create Elysia (Sam’s girl in real life, but blonde) character. Sam doesn’t seem much of an asshole now, does he? 

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[calypsoff]

Seventy Nine.

I can’t believe my daughter is a month old already, time goes so quick when you are constantly busy trying to make sure she is ok you just lose track of time and things, but I am proud of my baby girl, smiling lightly at her on the hospital bed. She is dress down into her diaper while the nurse is doing all the checks of her, as a father I just want to protect her at all times but sometimes I can’t like now while she is on the bed. She is being so good though, so I am super proud of her just letting the nurse do her thing and not causing a fuss. Taking in a deep breath looking over at Robyn “what you doing? Why are you taking picture of me sneaky, sneaky” looking over at her phone “I just like praising you Chris, you just do so much. You make it to every appointment, you do everything. My house husband” Robyn chuckled nudging me “awww stop it, you’re always praising me when I don’t need praising. I don’t always need the praise, I do it because I love you” looking at the caption “cute” I pointed at the caption she put about me coming to every appointment “you amaze me every time Chris. You showed me that not every man is bad, even though I did think they are because you know. I didn’t know how one should treat you, but you changed that” I grinned “we are going to give Rylee her second dose of HepB” the nurse looked over at us saying, letting out an oh “she about to have a boo boo then” my daughter is just a cutie, I love it “how is she though? She is growing well yeah?” the nurse smiled “you hear me saying anything? She is doing great, healthy as ever” getting up from the chair, I need to support her in this.

Rylee is stumped, she is asleep in the car seat not caring for anything after that injection. She wasn’t best pleased and cried a little, but she was over it “she is a champ Robyn, not going to lie. I can’t believe she didn’t have a tantrum over someone doing that to her, I am super proud” pushing open the door “she is amazing, I can’t believe she didn’t even really cry or care for it” I chuckled “she is not your daughter, I can imagine how much you cried when you had an injection. You’re a diva” Robyn scoffed behind me, I gasped “Mel! Damn, you scared me. You could have said” Mel laughed out just watching me stood here in shock “you’re so annoying” frowning at her “I come to see my niece, how is she” she rushed over, turning the car seat around “she had her shot, she is tired now. She is doing well, I am guessing that is Monica” I said hearing Robyn’ phone ringing out, she said she was going to call to check on what happened at the appointment “it is” Robyn said “let’s go in” I said walking off to the living room “she is so chubby Chris, can I hold her. I know she is asleep, but I want a snuggle” placing the car seat on the couch “do as you please Mel, I do not mind at all” sitting down in a huff “tired then” she said, nodding my head resting my head back.

Watching Mel coo over Rylee, it’s nice to see all the love my daughter gets from the family “she is so spoilt with love” looking over at Mel “how can you not love this face Chris, she is adorable. The fat chunky legs, god!” I chuckled “oh and are you free tonight?” this is my chance, I am sure Mel would “I am, am I the babysitter?” nodding my head “please, just going to take my wife out for some food. Let us have some us time, I think it’s nice to just spend some time together you know? I just want to spoil Robyn, nothing sexual just a meal” I added “you wish” she mumbled, rolling my eyes smiling “time, I got to just wait it out Mel. Patience, I have that with Robyn. I ain’t like them other niggas, you know the ones that just go out of their way to cheat just because their girl had a baby, that ain’t me. I just want to take her out, a little date but can you take care of Rylee for me, she doesn’t know yet so don’t mention it to her” Mel winked at me “I got you, here you are. What is momma Monica saying now?” Robyn made her way into the room “what isn’t she saying, she said facetime my grandbaby, I said she is asleep. She is tired, she has been through a long day. I will later, but you want to see Rylee photoshoot, oh my god. You should see her eye colour, it’s a light brown now and Chris and I was saying that it was hazel at the shoot, oh my god. Imagine if she has hazel” Mel gasped “she is about to be a mini Rihanna” I think my daughter is already a mini Rihanna “so when we did the photoshoot, she woke up and she also peed on the Dennis, he didn’t mind but she got a little excited” I chuckled “it was so funny, he said oh I feel it’s wet. Oh she is peeing on me” I said through my laughter “let me see my niece! Show me now” Mel spat.

I love the photoshoot of Rylee, it’s just the fact she woke up while we were doing the shoot and her eyes, they were so bright, and she seemed so overjoyed. Dennis caught her smile too; I love my daughter “so this was just before she peed on him, she woke up and was awake just looking around. Then Chris held her, as you can see topless. This wasn’t even supposed to be a photo for the shoot, but he was holding her against his chest and she smiled and Dennis caught it” Robyn explained to Mel “I want this! Print it out for me so I can put it up at my apartment, I love it so much. Can I post a little something too when you both post” Mel asked permission, we have been so big on nobody posting anything because it’s something we didn’t want but it’s time, we are posting her at our own time and when we want “why not, auntie Mel can. I have told the family, on my side and Robyn her side that we are. And if they wish too, they can. But yeah, you can” I said “awww thank you, she is literally my whole heart already, but this picture of her smiling and with her awake. Just her face, her bright eyes, the fact they are hazel here. They really are, they not light brown, they are hazel here but just seeing that look. That stare, she is camera ready. This picture I think Robyn should post, and the smiling one you should. It just compliments the tattooed hands but yeah, I think that” Mel is right “cool, I will post that. Like Robyn and I discussed this, what we want for Rylee. And I have no issue with my daughter doing fashion or whatever but if she didn’t want that, then I don’t mind. I think, Robyn thinks I am wrong, but I think people expect her to be Rihanna, and they will” Robyn rolled her eyes “but she is her own person” we already had this “no, he is right actually. People, fans in general. Like Oliver sending these clothes Robyn, matching clothes to be exact, they want you to model them. You wear it, it’s sold out. You and Rylee will be iconic and it’s just that way. It’s being set up like that, Dior and Balmain didn’t send it for nothing” this has really shut Robyn up, she always says I am wrong, and I am not.

I let Robyn post first, I mean of course I would because Robyn name carries so she can go first with it “I wrote out, I would like you all to meet Rylee Fenty-Brown, the joy in our lives. We thank you for all the love shown to us while on this journey. I kept it short and sweet. That is just me, but it’s posted now” taking in a deep breath “that is it now, most liked picture in the world. But I ain’t being biased but we make cute babies, like I ain’t seen no baby with that head of hair. Like you can braid that shit” Mel cackled, I didn’t know she was recording “no I am being serious, like Mel. You can braid that shit how is it normal” Mel is in hysterics “I am cutting that and posting it on my Insta, you funny but right. She has so much of it” rubbing the top of my head “Katy just text me, did you just give birth to yourself?” Robyn cackled “she ain’t wrong” I mumbled, unlocking my phone “I am posting now, just going to put hello world. I am trying to be edgy like Robyn” she side eyed me “we all trying to be like her, but my niece is the most beautiful” licking my top lip as I pressed post “I am just so worried for her at the same time I am excited for her future too, I praise the love she gets but worried about the love she gets. I want to protect my daughter at all costs, you know” taking in a deep breath “I get what you mean, people are crazy for Rihanna. But don’t worry, she got us, we will make sure she is good” nodding my head, Mel is right.

I jolted up, Mel laughed in my face “yo, man. You ain’t shit” I said with my eyes still half closed “nigga is tired, and you were blowing in my face” I am groggy as shit “didn’t you say you would be taking Robyn out? I just thought I would wake you so you can go and tell my girl she is going out” she is right, stretching my body out “man, thank you” I am actually glad she told me to wake up, I need to tell Robyn we are going for a meal “it’s ok, I just want to spend time with my niece. I don’t want the parents here interrupting us now” I chuckled “let me go and tell her” walking off to go upstairs, it’s late actually. I really just knocked out asleep like that, I get little sleep because I want Robyn to get the sleep but like fitting in Rylee, and then jerking myself off in the middle of the night too, it’s a little busy. Last night I didn’t sleep till like three and then Rylee woke up so I didn’t really sleep, then I had the hospital appointment, I really miss sex. I miss Robyn so bad; I miss her body so much. I just want sex, but I am working on trying to be calm about it, I don’t want to seem like a feign but Robyn stopped having sex with me way before giving birth, so I am missing out on sex, I just ain’t having fun at all with my hand. I need to make it an event once we can have sex, I need it to be romantic love making night. No baby making shit, like we good on that end but raw sex, love making, nasty sex too. I growled to myself “what?” Robyn said as she came out of Rylee’ room “oh nothing” I laughed “I needed to catch up with you actually, Mel is babysitting but I want to take you out for a meal, just you and me. Let us spend some us time, without Rylee crying on the side. I want to take you out, you need some fresh air” Robyn looked taken aback “really?” nodding my head “yeah, just get some cute things on. I will be waiting downstairs” she looks so happy about it.

I just wore a shirt, I mean I changed from a tee to a shirt if that helps but I am so sleepy “you seem so tired” Mel pointed out, she is noticing I am just sleepy “it’s hard Mel, like I am trying to make sure Robyn is sleeping as much as she can. She is always awake by like six or seven and she sleeps early so this is actually kind of late for her so I am not sure about it, I thought she may have said no, let’s not go but she hasn’t” I was so sure of it “she wants to go out, when speaking to her she is always saying I can’t wait to go out, I can’t wait to go back to normal. How about I stay over, give you both some time to sleep in? What about it? It’s late already so like you both will come in late and need to the rest, I don’t mind it at all. You know what I am not even asking I am telling. You both have fun out there, ok?” I chuckled; she is just deciding for us now “thank you” I smiled lightly “don’t say that I want too. Oh wow, you look so good!” Mel spat, looking behind me seeing Robyn has dressed up. I am shocked she did but then again she did take time “I feel weird, like I shouldn’t be? I don’t know, I am just missing a bump, there is still a little one there still. I am healing you know” Robyn seems so self-conscious for no reason “you look amazing” she really does “I love when her hair is down” she took in a deep breath “thank you, maybe I am doing the most? It’s just a meal” Mel scoffed “just get out now!” Mel spat; she is amazingly beautiful.

Robyn trying to eat healthy, she makes me laugh. She is trying to be healthy to lose weight, but she needs to calm down with all that “and for you sir” the waiter said “erm” looking back down at the menu “can I have the Wally burger and Truffle Pizzette and the dessert we will order after. Actually, can you bring out a rack of lamb and some soft shell crab. She is paying you see, so you need to go all out. And can you get me for drink, wally’s proper paloma. Thanks” looking up at the waiter, he is laughing “seriously Chris, who is going to eat all that?” I chuckled, the waiter bowed his head and took the menus “I am joking, I am paying but you eating a salad isn’t going to hit the sides, I want you to eat. Your body needs food you damn rabbit, stop this shit ok? I ain’t like what you are doing right now, nurse said six weeks tops, it isn’t even six yet. We a month in, I don’t want to hear it so eat” I scolded Robyn, she poked her lips out not impressed but I bought her out to Wally’s for some food and she is just eating rabbit food, the fuck.

Sipping on my drink “this is nice, I am speaking on you being extra quiet” placing my glass down “well you got mean with me” I chuckled “I just want you to eat, properly too Robyn. You’re breastfeeding and doing all these things; your body has changed yes. I know my wife, I know the person I am with, the person I sleep with every night, and I know your body has changed. Not even in a bad way, it’s more..” I paused trying to catch up with my words because this can get really touchy if I say something stupid “more what?” Robyn said “thick” that is the word “you only need to impress me Robyn, I see you just pulling at your black dress here and there, your body changed so what. If you looked bad I would have said, ok? You are unbelievably beautiful, and I just want to eat you out, so let’s get on twin. Come on, we out here yeah” Robyn smiled, that is what I wanted to see “this is what I want to see twin, I love you so much. You so cute” she just needs the compliments “crazy isn’t it, how much our daughter is loved. I just seen these magazines and blogs posting her like its big major news, it’s crazy. Like that is my daughter, why is she on the news? It makes no sense; I am super proud. I read one comment, and it said I ain’t ever seen a beautiful baby like that. Crazy to me” shaking my head laughing “I try and not look once I post but I feel so protective of her, like if I see anything out of line I am snatching. I didn’t want to post her but also I wanted to control what they see, I miss her already just being here, and she is there. I keep checking my phone but thank you for making me feel good. And thank you for ordering all that extra food” I snorted laughing “I know you Robyn, you just being good” biting my bottom lip “it’s nice that we spend time together, it’s nice that you make sure we do” I grinned wide staring at Robyn, I am so damn in love with this woman and she doesn’t even realise it.

[calypsoff]

Thirty Nine.

I’m a little nervous, like not even going to front and lie about it but I am very nervous. I am going to meet TJ and Barry, they maybe coming to the home or I meet them. No support, no walking frame, no walking stick or crutches. Just me on my own, I’ve spoken about this day to my therapist, and it’s arrived. He said it’s the day of your freedom, take it with both hands and do it. Barry and TJ said they will come here to me, not seen them in months so I hope they come here first, being able to walk on my own is a blessing, I get emotional thinking about it. I worked so hard for this, lots of work and sweat to just get to this moment of freedom. I can walk on my own, I’m a little slow but I do it and that is the point. My trainer said to keep it to a minimum, meaning long walks is a no but walk. So I am doing just that, Robyn came to see me for the month off and we didn’t have sex, that wasn’t on my mind, she was angrier about my hair and beard, I wanted to I don’t know, surprise her. Which I am, because I’m getting on a flight to Barbados tonight, just for her. She thinks I am staying here; she is currently confused on what to do because after her very last date she wants to stay there, but she thinks I’m not coming but I am. It’s to surprise her, with my new look. I am very happy “Chris” my mother knocked on my bedroom door “come in” I said, she opened the door slowly “shall I finish packing your suitcase?” Nodding my head “also your barber has arrived baby, I’m so excited to see you shaven” I think everyone is “same, I feel like my confidence is going to hit the roof but let me go and see him. He going to be scared” getting up from the bed “it’s been painful to see the mess of your hair” my mother is rude for that.

Making my way to the kitchen “fuck off, you are not Chris Brown. You’re not the nigga I saw last” JC screamed out laughing “are you serious?” He walked over to me so shocked, he is shook “bro, you good?” He hugged me, like he missed me “I’m alive, I just been through hell and back. I’m glad to see you here, my girlfriend is driving me crazy about this beard” he moved back from the hug “not surprised, wow. How you been? I heard you got shot on TMZ, after that no news everything went quiet, come. Sit down, I can’t wait to get your hair done. Usual?” Sitting down on the chair “yeh usual, I just been through hell and back, not going to lie. I have been just trying to put my all into walking again, you see I am a little slow with things but I’m getting there. I just been through so much pain and hurt, like a lot of shit. I stayed away from social media, just concentrated on myself, I needed to get better for myself. Now I am ready to go back to that life, I am ready to be me again” rubbing my beard for the very last time “I actually want blonde coloured curls and side low skin haircut, I want that bro if you can” I want to colour my hair again “I got you! It’s so good to see you, Drake been giving you love online. We all were to be honest, am I the first to see you after all this time” nodding my head smiling “you are bro” it’s good to feel this love from people, I didn’t think they cared like that “I am so glad you good though, has the process been hard for you?” He asked “it’s been so hard, I mean look at me, and I got a girl like Rihanna walking around. Man, I was scared she would have left me but god bless my wife she been there for me, I am ready for the world now” I can’t wait to just get back out there.

I looked at myself in amazement “can you crush on yourself?” JC busted out laughing “I look good, I look sexy as fuck. I ain’t going to be big headed but damn, you done wonders. That is me, I am so happy JC. Hand on my heart, you just gave me a new lease of life with this haircut. It’s what I wanted” getting up from the chair as he moved the mirror back “you going to get laid tonight bro, on my life you are” I laughed “what makes you think I wasn’t, joking. She would rather stay away from me but thank you. Look at the floor, it’s like a hairy ass dog just lost his hair. God damn” that is crazy, the amount of hair he cut off “you look well Chris, better than before” raising an eyebrow “for real? What makes you say that?” Didn’t expect that from him “you’re happier, vibrant. The happiness you feel within yourself is showing Chris, I feel it” that is impressive “it’s all love bro” dapping him “my handsome son! Oh my god, you have done gods work on him, Christopher” my mother just hugged me from behind “Mrs Brown, nice to meet you. My hands hurt now, but you like it? Just how he wanted” my mother was way too excited, she disliked I did that but accepted it, as she would “now this is my son, he kept it to annoy Robyn but annoyed everyone else around you too” my mother speaking the truth now “wow, you should love me no matter what, rude” my mother let me go and I turned around “such a handsome boy, I love you” I cooed out “I love you too ma” hugging my mother “I can’t believe you’re showing me this love now, the hell happened before?” She is so rude.

The boys both decided that they would come here to see me, it’s been a while so it will be emotional, and they are here, I mean I’m all clean now. I can kind of walk I guess, dragging open the door “my fucking brother” TJ is the first one to hug me, I fell back a little “you had me scared out here, it’s been months without seeing you or really speaking to you” he patted my back “I fucking missed you!” Smiling so wide “I missed both you and Barry, it’s been hard on me. I drove myself insane, I really had to pull myself out” TJ moved back, the grip he had on me there “you been working out?” He pointed at me “wouldn’t you like to know” I laughed “bring it in brother” walking to Barry “I love you so much” hugging him “I love you too, I’m so blessed to be here. To be alive, to see you both. To see you all actually, I am so blessed have you both as friends, Robyn told me you both kept the business alive and did so much. I know I kept away from you both, not because I hate you both, but I was going through it. When I got shot it just topped it off, I wasn’t me and I just needed time” moving back from the hug feeling a little choked up “It’s ok, I am glad to see you here with us, smiling and you right. I think Chris got muscle now, can you walk ok though?” Barry questioned, I shrugged “uhm a little bit I guess, I am better than I was. I can walk but I am slow with it, I take time to get to places, but I am ok, I am without any walking frame anymore, so all is well, but please come in. Let’s talk” I gestured.

My mother is always showing out with guests, she has bought out the snacks and drinks but I ain’t got time, I got to get a ring for Robyn “how is Camron? Yo, when I heard you called him Camron Myles, it made my heart so warm. You really did that, why? Also what did Robyn send you, you know that wasn’t me?” TJ laughed “nigga I knew it wasn’t you, she sent a baby grow set, a Gucci one and a Dior set for him. I was shocked. I didn’t expect it, I put it up on my Instagram. Thank you either way, even though you weren’t aware of it, you both come as a team so it’s whatever. I am happy, and I was just thinking how you pulled me and Barry out the hood, you have got us out of a place where we could have been stuck in, VA ain’t all that. You are taking us with you, you ain’t changed on us. I just feel like I am going to be able to provide for my son because of you, you’re my brother and I love you” I cooed out “I can’t wait to meet him bro, is he light skinned like you?” he grinned “you know that he so white I didn’t think he was mine, I was there for the birth. I admire her for going through that pain, not for me though. Good luck when it’s your turn, blood and her cooch was turning all different sizes. It’s the way it just popped out, I was shook” I cringed “dang, that sounds terrible. I think I will be elsewhere for the day when it happens” I say that but it’s a lie, I have no choice in that “but I got a little something I need to tell you boys, I am going to Barbados. Robyn doesn’t know, I am going there to surprise her and also I am going to propose to Robyn while we in Barbados, I think she deserves the title after taking care of me, she did things no woman would generally do, that is on god so yeah” TJ and Barry both dapped each other cheering “knew it! I knew it, I said it to TJ. Soon, but why not, she is beautiful and also has a beautiful heart” I grinned hearing that, she really does “so I need to get a ring before I go, just engagement for now” I don’t even know where to start, how to even get a ring for Robyn.

Ring shopping is actually so hard, I didn’t ever think it would be, but it is. I mean I am trying to ball on a budget first of all but I also cannot do that because this is Rihanna, this is someone that will be showing the ring off so I am digging deep into the savings, I mean I could get her something up to twenty thousand and that is it, I can’t go further then that but if I do that, I have spent all of my savings from the sale of the apartment, so I need to be careful. I do not want to touch my money from the business, that is separate “man, this is long” TJ said, rolling my eyes “you know what sir, what are you looking for?” even the girl is fed up “something that makes a statement but is not like thirty thousand, like I love that ring but it was overboard, I want to spend money but also not too much” she nodded her head “I will be back, please wait here” I hope she can come up with something “I really liked the ring too” I am annoyed that I have to be broke “I told you to take it from the business account but you won’t” they did both say it, but I ain’t doing it. If I do it then it’s like a free for all, we all will do it then “I appreciate that you both did it but no” the lady came back into the room “I really like this, it’s eighteen carat white gold, emerald diamond vintage ring. It is fourteen thousand dollars, it makes a statement like you said, it’s not as big as the thirty thousand but it still makes enough noise, you must really love this girl. I have had men that do not go above a rack” I chuckled “well, there is a reason for that. You may find out soon but thank you” taking the ring for her, it carries weight actually “I like this you know, it’s thick too. You think you could see twin with this on” placing it on my pinkie finger “hell yes, out of them all. That looks good, perfect size for her fingers” looking at the ring on my finger, I think I got a winner here.

My mother gushed over the ring; she is in awe “how much was this?” she questioned “erm guess” placing my hands behind my back “I think this was above twenty thousand?” I am glad she said that “nope, fourteen thousand. I am glad you said that because then it looks expensive. It needs to be right for her. But yeah, I am ready” I sighed out “I am going to hang with the boys outside, be back before I leave for Barbados” pressing a kiss to the side of my mother’ head before walking off, I am so amped for this. I am so confident and happy; I can’t wait to see Robyn. I can’t wait to just hold her, I have missed her so much “you got the blunt going?” TJ held out the blunt to me, grabbing the blunt “I have not had one in so long” placing the blunt between my lips, feeling the smoke fill my lungs. Blowing the smoke out between my lips “here” holding the blunt out back to him “Cali weed is always good but look” lifting my tee up “look at this nigga, he never had a six pack at all” Barry laughed out “bro, I am happy as fuck. Take a picture actually” I need to get back in the game, show the world I am back.

Pressing post on the Instagram post, I just posted my lower half. I ain’t post my face, I am just so proud of my six pack “reenergised? My nigga!” TJ laughed “you get my updates? Wow, I feel you crushing on me hard, I can tell you do” locking my phone “nah, I was already looking and you said you posted” rolling my eyes “sure, I got a ugly ass scar on my thigh though but it is what it is, I am happy” my phone started ringing in my hand, answering Robyn’ call “hey twin” TJ snorted laughing “so we posting thirst traps now?” raising an eyebrow “really? What is that?” I questioned “reenergised and you’re showing your six pack off? Like?” letting out an oh “I don’t post thirst traps, I am just happy with my accomplishment” Robyn is so annoyed “I mean it’s nothing, so are you coming home when you finished your tour?” she is annoyed, I know it “I want to go back to your post, you don’t even send me pictures, show me your face right now” laughing at Robyn being like this “uh, not right now. I will later, stop being this way Robyn” chewing on my bottom lip “that other women are looking at my man’ body, the first thing you put after months. I am going to snap on any bitch thirsting on your page, I am very offended you’re not sending me these pictures Chris!” let me stop laughing “twin, stop. You’re not like this, it’s just a friendly post that got your panties wet” Robyn groaned out “you’re so annoying, honestly” I do love her a lot “show me your face” she ain’t going to drop it “you think I have shaven? No ma’am” I will continue to annoy her, wait till I see her tomorrow she is going to be crying.