#yukhellno

[changbeens]

i... my brain has actually melted. this is complete insanity! i cant believe that many of you are following my silly goofy lil blog! i'm not gonna make a sappy post, i'm just going to say thank you to everyone that has hit the follow button, hit the like, hit the reblog, replied, sent asks... all of the support is overwhelming in the best way possible

below you will find a list of my fave people and blogs, consider giving them a follow if you enjoy fun!

@agibbangs @awek-s @babychicklix @bangchanies @bangzchan @byskzfilms @changsbin @chanstopher @cheekyquokka @chogiwow @choiyeonjuns @clariserenaldi @dokyeomblr @exit127 @felixlixifelix @followmylane @geniaparadox @ggthydrangea @gymleader @han-archy @hanjesungs @hanjisungz @hoerachas @hoeranghaee @hueningkai @hwichanis @hwiyoungies @hyunpic @jerirose @jinniebit @juiceofmoons @kyoungjo @kyubins @minzbins @missyedits @pvrtyrock @quokki @ryudaeng @seo-changbinnies @seohopeful @seonghwaminho @shmalll @snug-gyu @ttathinker @up10 @wabisaba @winterfloral @xiulo @xuseokgyu @yukhellno

[babeseungmin]

new look~

yukhellno → babeseungmin

[dvmni]

maybe I should come up with a watermark so people know @yukhellno and I are in fact the same person.

[yyukhei]

@yukhellno 2 STORIES IN 1 MONTH

[kangseluigi]

So, Jae revealed another interesting development in the whole NCT scandals bullshit

the user who accused Lucas, Ooooooshim, was FTTM. Connections had been made a while ago already, but now more usernames are obvious and the connections too.

What's worse is, she's a known YY-ssng and held a grudge at Lucas and Kun for a while, especially after Kun called her out for stalking YY to the point of bribing people into giving her an airplane seat next to him, Lucas and Kun (among others) calling ssngs out during a shooting in winter, and her getting kicked off a Kun fancall for being a ssng.

We know the Lucas scandal was fabricated, photos either purchased (e.g the jacket she supposedly bought from a store when that store was closed) or photoshopped (e.g the selfie)

but this is also why I am highly sceptical of the Kun nft thing. It could be, of course, that he is into that, and I like joking about it occasionally, too. But do we have proof that he made an account with his company and name in it to buy nfts? It reeks a lot more of a ssng deciding to rile people up against him by using obvious bait. She knows people hate nfts, so she used a very, very obvious name, spent some of the money she clearly has more than enough of on some random items, and voila, we have a scandal and more people turning against him.

Edit: he literally made an insta post about it that i hadn't seen cause I am never on insta lol anyway fuck nfts and ssngs

[nctaezen]

Happy Birthday Miaaaaaaaaa♥

Laura!!!! Thank you sooo muuuch ❤️🌹

[nakamotens]

Damn Lucas' scenes were so few but they still managed to wreck me. I can't wait for the dance version and feel 2:05 all over again - yukhellno

yeahhh it was a little tough to gif him (and ten) as well because the scenes were so few and far between but still he looked and did great in the mv!!! and MAN we haven’t even thought about the dance version yet but that’s another thing that we have to mentally prepare for now askdjfadasdfsd

[pilot-kun]

2, 10, 23, 30 - yukhellno♥

thanks love! 💖

2. what’s your feel-good movie? mulan! 

10. what’s something you’re excited for? suho’s solo!!! I’ve been waiting AGES for this to be a thing, and now...we’ve been blessed. 

23. favorite piece of clothing? ...it’s between my black hoodie and my red jean jacket (they’re the pieces i wear most often too). 

30. what reminds you of home? constant sound (not in an annoying way, but there’s always sounds around my home and so silence is so unsettling) and a warm meal. 

send me some soft asks~

[zisung-archive]

Ugh Tumblr is seriously messing up. Just now I posted a set it was looking fine. 30 minutes later it was super blurry? I'm just going to post it again.. The audacity :( - yukhellno

im going to scream

[satenlee]

this is a tumblr hug ❤️ pass it on to (sa)ten of your favourite followers/blogs and don’t break the chain! - yukhellno♥

Aaah hello love thank you for the hug im sending one right back to you!!!!!!

[babeseungmin]

LISTEN I CANT HELP IT

I didn't even cover 30% of what I wanted to rip but I had to stop bc it's 11 at night and I'm tired and only like 2 ppl read my posts anyway lmaoooo

I'll send the next anon your way bby 😘😘😘 /j

FYI so sad to see yukhellno go 🥹

I love you. And I appreciate you. Whenever you post about him it fills me with hope.

I still have the url! Once all of this is cleared up, I would love to go back. But I was tired of being preemptively blocked by carats 😔 I mean I get it. And I'm not here to argue the point to believe victims but it was hindering my enjoyment here

[firetrucks]

waaah Nia it's your birthday? just on the cusp of september aka the best birthday month~ I hope you have a great one♥ - yukhellno

aww thank you so much ♡

[yyukhei]

Logging back into tumblr after a few months and oh how my heart broke when I came to your blog and saw the Lucasconfession tag. 😔

I miss him so much. He was such a joy to watch on and off stage. His laugh always made me laugh. His voice was always so calming and he was such a bright spot when things were stressful or I was struggling. What sucks now is that when I am struggling it gets hard to watch his old content because watching it makes me feel awful of what has happened to him. It makes me wonder where is he and when he’s going to come back and hope that whatever he’s doing and who he is with that he is happy and getting the support. I just want him to be able to do what he wants and prosper because everyone says he doesn’t work hard (laughable btw cause he was the one getting everyone else the opportunities) he has so much in him and what I love is that he is always so determined. He’s focused and he’s dedicated. His words too are always affirming. And even if he doesn’t come back as an entertainer I want him to do something he loves and just tell people who have been supporting him that hey he’s okay cause he’s Superman

And it makes me sad, disappointed and angry that I cannot stomach or look at anything of the group. I used to spend my money on their merchandise and I just want to keep the lucas parts now. It was difficult to say at first but I feel like the more I see the more I realize I don’t like them anymore. their behaviors since last year has made me questioned them a lot and I look at all of them differently now. yesterday a tweet popped up on my timeline because lumis were so angry that xj replied to a 6v (apparently that’s what they call themselves now 🙄) response and I’m not here for that. There always the whole “they can’t say anything cause of the company” line that a majority of these ot7 fans say but I don’t think a passive aggressive message from any of them of how we should be kind and respectful could hurt. Especially seeing so much racial hate and the slew of animal comparisons because of his skin and SEA side. it has always been evident that they follow social media so that makes me very disgusted. Idk I always believed idols set examples for their fans cause some of them do not think wisely or for themselves.

You probably didn’t sign up for me going to vent or bringing the group down and I’m sorry. Too much feelings on this and it really sucks to hold it all in. But thank you for allowing messages into your blog because it’s nice to still see Lucas support here. I feel like it’s just a small group now because I tried looking for another lucas blog called yukhellno and Im having trouble finding it. So I’m think they’re gone and that makes me sad too 🙁

I 100% signed up for everyone to vent, hence why I tag these #lucasconfessions haha

Thank you so much for sharing. Your feelings for Lucas are beautiful and valid. I'll answer the rest below the cut.

First, I'd like to say that you're not alone in wanting to be solely a Lumi. Plenty of OT7s felt the same way once the comeback was announced without him. It's not like it was unexpected. SM has ruined this fandom to the point I expected many people would decide they just don't have the heart to be involved in this comeback.

In my opinion, as long as someone is not an akgae (a toxic solo stan that wishes harm upon the other members), an anti (like ot22s are), or bashing any member really, then so be it. People have biases for a reason, and tons of fans only care about certain members but never say it. It's normal. It's just never okay to badmouth any other member, and constructive criticism like what you're saying about Yangyang is NOT badmouthing.

I get people want all the members to feel important, and as an ot23 I want that more than anything, but being a fan is not a being in a cult. You don't owe anyone anything and can stop being a fan anytime. If supporting a group isn't fun anymore, it makes sense to focus on other things. And NO ONE has the right to tell anyone what to spend their money on.

It reminds me of when Winwin and Ten got Covid and couldn't perform at an event a bit ago. OT6s started refunding their tickets because they were so upset. They wanted to hold off and spend that ticket money on a show with their bias(es) in it. Basically, the same people who demanded OT7s support every member equally are the same ones who canceled their tickets when their bias wasn't present. The only difference is that their biases were never Lucas so they'd never had to make that decision themselves before, and they ended up exposing their hypocrisy.

As for the Xiaojun situation. When he responded that they must be a new fan, I believe all he meant was that she wouldn't know they actually have 7 members. He's not allowed to correct them or mention Lucas. In a way, it's almost like he's saying "only a new fan would say W6yV". I don't think there was anything malicious. There's been plenty of evidence the rest of the members have been in consistent contact with him. The boys likely get scolded anytime they imply anything about him, and they already had to wait so long for a comeback (which is now delayed even further bc of the mourning period) that they're just trying to make the best of the situation.

I think it is also important to remember that Lucas is not innocent himself when it comes to insulting others. He's called Kun fat before and made other insensitive, ignorant comments. We can't pretend he's a saint.

As for Laura (formerly @yukhellno), her url is now @babeseungmin. She's still around and still loves Lucas. So no worries.

[dvmni]

Thank you @suengwoo for tagging to share my colouring before and after. I’m mainly on a mission to get the greens out. oh hue/saturation my beloved I still have no idea how I pulled off that Dongwoo gif. It’s from last year but boy that shit is powerful.

I haven’t registered who has and has not been tagged yet so I checked a couple of my mutuals’ archives to see where I can spread some love via my sideblogs~ @mingyuskim @yejiswife @sunmiyah @yutaslaugh @jooan @hseulies @kimshyunjin @dongsiceng @jaemtens @nctaezen @yeoli @jsuh @osungjun  no pressure of course♡

[whiteconfession]

what are your top 5 inft songs and whats so special abt them (mine r rosinante feel so bad true love shot & hysterie) hehehe

Diamond: I can feel Sunggyu and Woohyun’s voices in my soul and I never want them to leave. Such an underrated song. Like a B side to a repackage? Never justified. And the instrumental is so so gorgeous. superb live 10/10 would recommend you listen to now

Inception: Slightly similar reason to Diamond but a whole different feel to the song. The Deception remix is the best thing that happened to Korean television. I invite you to fight me on this matter. Also that performance turned 6 last week

Tic Toc Japanese version: Dongwoo’s rap in Japanese feel so much more powerful? I listened to it so much the Korean version sounds weird to me.

Feel So Bad: has Sungjong ever had this much power in a song? His ending along with Woohyun’s adlib has been a highlight of the INFINITIZE album if that did not also have the Chaser on it. It’s innocent. It’s sweet. It’s perfect. Dongwoo’s rap is cute. Everything about this song is amazing. 

White Confession/Lately: This is me.. my whole ass identity

[changbeens]

manhwa antagonist lee know [click for better quality] for @yukhellno happy birthday laura! you've always said purple minho is an anime antagonist, so for your birthday i made a quick lil manhwa! i hope you have the best day ever, love you loads!