#yuki yan vents

[foreverlostandloveless]

I’m obsessive in a platonic way. I’m obsessive in a “I don’t want you” way. I will make you be mine but I’ll always keep you running after me kind of girl.

I don’t want a relationship. You really want to keep telling me that it’s “not a good idea” for me to be with you. So I refuse a relationship with anyone. I can’t have that rejection anymore.

You broke my heart. So keep running. Keep running to me and never catching up to me. You seemed so eager before. I want you to live how I did when I loved you.

I want you to understand how it feels. I loved you, I worshiped you, I did everything for you. You never did the same for me. You used me and for what?

Keep running. You’ll never reach the end.

[https-dollydarling]

🎀. ࣪ ꒰꒰ ˙ ࣪𓈒 INTRO ࣪𓈒 ˙ ꒱꒱ ࣪ .🎀

my about me 𝜗𝜚

         ⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢⌢

         ﹉﹉﹉﹉﹉୨♡୧﹉﹉﹉﹉﹉

                basics + extra  ♡ˊˎ-

                      ⤷ Basics 

     ୨୧ ꒰ lacey ; 15 ꒱ ୨୧

   𓉸ྀི I have BPD, Bipolar, and ADHD . . . I live in Japan, and my time zone is JST. . . I consider myself an IRL Yan / IRL Darling . . . I like dolls , pink , girly stuff , Christmas music any-day , HTTYD , romance , books , whispers on Pinterest , talking in the LL server , hanging out with my platonic soulmate (Yuki-- an IRL best friend as well as a member of the LL server) , cats , emo x bimbo duos (need . . . . !!) , Lana Del Rey , Melanie Martinez , Mariah Carey , manifestation , bows , princess treatment , shopping , fashion , listening to people yap , coquette aesthetic , bimbo aesthetic , dollete aesthetic , etc . . . 𓉸ྀི 

             ⤷ extra

𓉸ྀི My boundaries are . . . NSFW is okay (keep in mind I am a minor , so no adults saying jokes about such things is not appreciated , just not explicit images / videos , mentions of triggering topics like SH & descriptions of abuse or gore as well as anything along those lines . . . No trauma dumping please , I am not a professional therapist , venting is different , ask first though . . . DMS are fine , so are reposts . . . but if the post says to give credit of the repost , please do so . . . I am open to anons , but again no triggering topics . . . that's all . . . have a nice day , sweet dolls !! 𓉸ྀི 

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         ⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣⌣

[angelbvn]

╰ ──🧺;── “ I N F O ” ──; 🕸️

┊ ⁞ ☁️. 𝙖𝙗𝙤𝙪𝙩; this blog is run by the host of a complex DID system! :: although alters / headmates are free to post as well; but overall the host (Yuki) will post the most!

┊ ⁞ 🔎.𝙙𝙣𝙞/𝙗𝙛𝙮𝙞; general dni + don’t be an bitch. :: this blog contains some triggering content so please be cautious and be responsible for your own triggers, take care! -> this blog is mostly unfiltered!! !!!Please Do Not Involve Me Or Anyone In This System In Drama / Dis/Sys course!!!

┊ ⁞ 🪞. 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙗𝙡𝙤𝙜 𝙞𝙨 𝙖; system/mental health/trauma/vent/advice/healing/yan/darling/mild nsfw/random/ramble/everything _ blog <3

┊ ⁞ 🖇️. 𝙗𝙡𝙤𝙜𝙨; -> here

[hauntedbows]

❥ 🌸 𓉸ྀི type of girl you see in the woods ♡ . . {🪦}

ㅤWelcome to silent Hill Lemme give you all a tour to my doodle / flag/gender horder blog ! i switch betweenㅤ1st & 3rd person when speaking sometimes 𓈒 moreㅤaboutㅤmeㅤcanㅤbeㅤfound in another universe <33ㅤ

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My other blogs

My main/writing blog - @vannilagvtzz

ㅤi go by many names you can call me any!

But I prefer Nana/Yukio/yuki!

But here is my list of names I got by! <33

Bambi / Kittie / Nana / kitt / KC / Gh0st / Cookie / Sol / Solana / Vampy any ／all + neos!! ♡ㅤㅤ❥

Trans~nonbinery~Sapphic {pan?}

I adore Lace and other soft materials I enjoy horror movies and the aesthetic of it

I really like creepy stuff and I mostly associate myself with morutecore and dollcore <3

🎀DIS ~ CLAIMER : All violent / yan/ fake gore / Cannibal posts are venting and are never acted on! 🎀

[crxsh-crxsh-crxsh]

⊹₊┈ㆍ┈ㆍ┈ㆍ୨୧ㆍ┈ㆍ┈ㆍ┈₊⊹

hello! welcome to my irl yandere blog <3 it's also a vent one, but i won't do that too often.

🎀. . . i'm a system host :] i'm an introject of many and also an irl (feel free to ask for a list! the ones i may mention more are ritsu sakuma, ruruchan and yuki rurikawa (all introject) ). i'm non-human (a cat vampire)! i go by the names ruru, ritsu or yuki ~ the name ena is fine as well (some others too! i have too many). pronouns are he/they + vamp/bat (and more)!

i have bpd (self dx. for personal reasons), btw!

– minor ; transboy ; vampgender ; hypersexual ; gay ¡!

– i'm an intj 4w3 + other stuff (RDMS in yandere mbti)

i reclaim the being an irl yandere as a way to cope and for comfort.

— i'm fine with . . . random dms, confessions (love ones are ok too ~ ^^), lovemailing, threats, venting (ask before!) and ranting, gore/self-harm pics and asks! everything is fine at this point :P if it isn't listed here just ask before!!

i don't have a beloved at the moment ~ ♪

i don't use petnames often but i like them a lot so feel free to use any on me. ^o^ praising is okay too ~

dni if . . . basic stuff, you fetishize irl yan, you're against the irl yan thing and that's basically it lol i'll just hb/sb as i like to

cw for . . . yandere content, intrusive thoughts, obsesive thoughts, stalking, violence, self-harm?, problematic actions/thoughts (not too sure on this one), suicide, venting, paranoia, episodes, psychosis, delusions

(if anyone in the system ever wants to talk here they'll sign with their emoji and their name! example for my emoji and name would be "[🦇 ritsu ★]", or something like that)

[foreverlostandloveless]

“I don’t deserve you.” “You deserve better.”

Is that really something that you think can lead to good things in a relationship? Any type of relationship?

Your words are knives in the heart of the damned.

Those words is the wooden stake going through my heart.

You’ve killed me, bleed me dry. And now I feel like I cannot love again. My heart has rotten and been buried.

The last wilted rose is the heart I gave you.

You didn’t care for it.

If I wanted better, I wouldn’t have gotten the best for me.

And now I will never have that again.

I’ll forever be lost without you. I’ll forever be loveless.

[foreverlostandloveless]

Introduction:

Hello. This is my introduction post to a blog I’ll spend using to tell my thoughts and feelings on and partake with how I please.

For those that are not close to me, you can call me 森山 (Moriyama) or Ms. Moriyama for respect (either one works).

For those that do form friendships with me, you can call me 雪 (Yuki) or Yuki-san (also for respect) but Yuki is fine.

Only close friends and family can call me YuYu or KiKi. Don’t use nicknames if I don’t know you.

I am an adult, I’ll be 21 in September. As long as you’re being respectful, anyone can interact. I am aroace and my pronouns are she/her.

I consider myself to be an irl yandere and will partake in the community, as well as a vampkin/vampirekin.

I am also a practicing witch.

Before You Interact:

I will gladly answer any asks as long as you are kind and respectful towards me, otherwise I will not interact with you at all.

You do not have to follow me to interact with me or send me messages. I just ask that you be patient with me when responding as I don’t look at my phone often.

I don’t take kindly to people asking me anything overtly sexual. I do not mind if it’s to ask about something that no one else can answer for you, but I am only one person.

For any talk of religion, please keep it to a minimum as I have bad run ins with some religions and would like to avoid it.

Do Not Interact If:

Homophobic, transphobic, acephobic

Pedophile, zoophile, any pro-contact paraphilia

Endos/proendos/non-traumagenic systems, I do not want your syscourse here

Proshippers/antishippers, I don’t want that discourse here

Do not vent to me.

If you harass people for being themselves and/or send death threats or doxx people.

If you won’t be nice and respectful, I’ll block you immediately. I don’t care if you’re on anon or not.

If you use demonize Cluster B PDs or any other disorders, believe in “narc abuse,” or use “narcissist” as a means of harming someone

If you support Israel and the genocide

If you belittle people for being yan or yan-esc / those that tend to be obsessive.

Racists

If I see fit to add anything later on, I will.

Posts will feature tags such as:

#yukibites / #moriyamabites

#yukivents / #moriyamavents

#vamptalk / #vampvents

#yuki’s yan talks / #yuki’s yan vents

#yuyu answers