#yun bns

[oaksapling]

started messing around with bns again which of course means iluwen gets yet another makeover. back to her roots!!! goodbye jin!lu, welcome back yun!lu this is the cutest you have ever been

[the-breathing-pen]

Oonjhal ho gayi h tasveer, tumhari bhalein hee aankhon se, pr sapno mei tum aaj bhi aati ho,

Yun toh paraya kehne laga h tumhe dil mera, pr ginti mei dimaag ki, apno mei tum aaj bhi aati ho,

Kabhi sarswati thi jaane kitni kavitaon ki meri, aaj chand lafzon ki prerna bn kar reh gayi ho,

Mitey nahi hai beshaq, par bharne lage hai ghaav unn shabdon ke, jinhe tum keh gayi ho,

Haa, tum beshaq chaand nhi rahi meri, par tumhe sitaara kehne mei harz bhi nhi hai,

Aadha, haa, aadha hee chahta rahunga tumhe, poora na kabhi mumkin tha, aur ab mera farz bhi nhi hai,

Judta na, kabhi haathon tumhare, toh beshaq behtar hota, par ab nhi, ab bikhra sa, chura hee theek hai,

Shayad nazar lagi hogi, jo pura nhi hua, kehkar behad rusvah kiya zamane ko, par ab adhura hee theek hai,

Yun toh ta-umr kate, madhoshi mei, jaam ki naino ki tumhare, par fitoor chadhane ko aur nhi peena hai,

Maana saans nhi chain ki, vatavaran mei naye bhi, par ghut ghut kar, ab dobara, toh mujhe nhi jeena hai,

Sajate andheron ko, yaadon se, bahut duur nikal aaya hu, aur nhi maangna, ishq hai koi bheekh nhi hai,

Tumhara mera hona kabhi laazmi tha hee nhi, mujhe tanhiyon sang hee chorr do, tumhara lautna ab theek nhi hai...🥀

[qudiebns]

im sure we were taller in another dimension, j.

sabi nila you meet the same person twice. nakilala na kita nang dalawang beses— the first one was introduction. okay, si jairus. ah, si jairus. the second one, nakilala kita as you. si jairus. oh, si jairus. so i don't think we would be able to meet anytime soon now in this life time. maybe the third time, you've settled and all of this will be just memory to, hopefully, both of us.

i started to have a crush on you august 7. wala lang, kasi crush lang kita. nakakalaro kita sa codm, pwede akong magpapansin, pwede tayong magkaroon ng interaction. sabi ko dati, sana mag hop 'yung homie sa akin para hindi siya counted as homie-hopping 🥹 hindi naman nangyari hahaha

sobrang excited akong pumasok nung september kasi alam kong makikita kita palagi. kahit pasulyap lang sayo sa hallway, i was happy and giddy enough to see your pretty face by the halls. gwapong gwapo ako sayo dati (hanggang ngayon). throughout the time, pabalik balik ako sa pagiging crush ka at hindi. Qudi Bns meant moon/night, hindi ko na maalala, basta naglaro-laro ako sa google translate para lang magkaroon ng ibang name na ang meaning ay gabi HEJHWJEEHHWH 😭 obsessed ampota. Bns meant baby ni sleepy pasensya na po..

kaya i chose to reactivate qudi bns kasi nandoon lahat ng mga post ko about you and i would want to reminisce from time to time. pero kung ngayon pa nga lang hirap na ako magbukas ng codm na onti lang naman bahid mo, doon pa kaya hahaha. nawitness ng account na yun yung pagalis-balik ng pagkakacrush ko sa iyo. pag nakikita kitang online sa fb, pigil na pigil akong ichat ka palagi. it went on until december, when i decided to message you using the account.

hindi ka naman nag-reply sa meme ko kainis. im guessing you have unique music taste and i would have loved to share my favorites with you, too. during the time you sent your favorite song (which was ibang planeta by zild) hindi ko alam ano isasagot sa tanong ko. when you answered, i found that i really liked ibang planeta too, so ayon nalang din akin.

january was math month, dito nagsimula iyong inyo ni g at dito ko rin narealize na gusto pala kita. iniyakan kasi kita no'n, tapos sobrang dami kong spam sa ig story ko non sa sobrang lumbay. after that month, hindi ka na masyadong pinansin ng puso ko at hinanap ng mata ko. maliban nung february na umiyak nanaman ako (SA CLASSROOM PA PLS LANG) kasi sabi nila kayo na raw ni g pota 😭🙏 tapos fake news daw yun pero wala akong pake naluha na ako ano pang magagawa

i did not care about you the whole month of march at all! kung kinaya ko yon tingin ko kaya ko rin naman ngayon.

by the end of april, nagsisimula kong mamiss ka and magsabi ng "sayang kami ni jairus" palagi sa mga chats ko. sabi ko pa aayain kita isang buwan until may 30 para magkunwaring may paki ka sakin HAHAHAHA, pero joke joke lang naman yun.

i didn't expect may 2. mabigat talaga, sobra. nagulat ako, pero hindi ko inexpect na sa ganung paraan yung gulat ko. pangarap ka lang naman kasi dati. nagrereply ka pa, totoo ba yun lahat? pakisampal ako kapag hindi.

lalong hindi ko inexpect ang may 10. dito ko nalaman lahat, at dito ko dinelete si qudi.

i only saw your 'sorry' probably 8 days after. may 18. doon lang din ako nag-bio nung im drunk i love you. totoo iyon, jairus. hindi mo kasalanang hindi mo ako mahal. hanggang ngayon, bukas, sa susunod. hindi mo kasalanan yun. sa ibang bagay, sige, kasalanan mo. pero hindi mo naman kasalanang hindi talaga ako.

i bet on losing dogs was meant to say that i know what's happening is a lost cause. i couldn't directly say to you that i always want you when im finally fine. but this is how it will always be, jairus. that will be my curse of you.

nung sinabi mo na you were too bad for me, the first thing on my mind was "ano naman?" kasi nothing's too bad when you really like someone. i really liked you. i couldn't care less if you were too bad. para saan pa na kanta ko ang take a chance with me para sa'yo?

hindi ako naniniwala na minahal mo ako. nadala ka lang siguro sa kanta. and i understand that. valedictorian ako, and when i first received the news, imbis na matuwa, my mind first went to you. what a way to be engraved in me, 'no? edi kapag nag introduce ako sa shs niyan, ikaw nanaman ang lalabas sa projector ng mga inside out characters ko hahaha. i looked at you a lot of times during the moving up. when you walked that stage, a very very very personal and sad song played in my mind.

sana sa ibang multiverse, mas naging matapang tayo. sana roon, naging tapat tayo sa sarili natin at sa nararamdaman natin. sana roon, hindi ako nagtitipa ng pinakahuling tumblr post para sa iyo. sana roon, natutunan ko iyong birthday mo at mga paborito mong kanta. sana roon, kung may pagkakataon, mababasa mo ito lahat. sana roon, makakarating ito sa iyo. sana roon, dalawang beses lang ang kailangan nating pagkita para malaman nating sigurado na tayo. pero hanggang dito lang kasi 'to. sabi ko sa sarili ko i would give this to you 2 years after. hindi mo naman na ako maaalala by then. but i will always remember you, and im whispering everything to the cold wind right now.

at least sa multiverse na ito, nasa ilalim tayo ng iisang buwan at nagkaroon tayo ng tyansang sulyapan isa't isa. wrong timing kasi. wrong person din. i loved you, j.

au revoir.

[bayzire]

Negen gazraas sonsson medsen ishlel: hun hen negen ugc bga zuwulguugu uurtuu ugdug

Bi jishe n cmg tegwel dr dee ingewel deer dee edr gl helj bga bolowc dald uhamsartaa uurtuu l zuwulguu ugdug gj bga bhguyu

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Huuye bitgii batgaa shahaad bgaac gj helj bga hun yg ys yman dree uuruu shahdag hun bdiishd harin huuyee bitgii shahaad bai gsn hun harin c shahadgui bh jisheenii

Ucigdur uulzahdaa yg gantshan ter hunii ter uurclugdwul zgr bn bh tegwel ingene tegne ern saldiimuu bolidiimu gj bdool ghdee yg ugtaa bi ter huniig mynga hiceelged uurcluhguishd ter huniig uurcluh n mnii ajil bish shd

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Ingd bdhr bi aimr logic gui za

Herwee jaahn l logictoi handwal yun dr uujuu taiwan bdd yun dr iluu anhaarwal uurcluh ym bn gwl bi bg bhguyu

Bi uuriigu uurcluj cdna

Busad huniig bish

Uuriiguu

Zuwhun uuriiguu

Bi uuruu uurclugduud uuruu uuriguu zasaad bwl ter hun hndlaga awna shd

Ene logic giig gantsaara bhdaa aimr sn oilgodog c huntei hariltsah uydee martaad bh ym tolgoi tiim muutai ym bhda

Herwee bi uneheer uuru hariutslagatai uuriin uzel bdloo barimtaldg bwl ter hun c mnii uzel bdliig barimtlna

Ene ug bol jinken unen sanagddg sn bdd uzwl bi tiim humuustei niilmeer bn nzuudtaigaa gy baiy ghr nzud mungugu mungutei nztai blhr ben edr gj bdl ghde bi uuru ym tiim mungutei end tendgui tsatsdg hun mun uu

Bi munguu uuru bodlogotoi ashiglaj cddg hun mun uu

Tgd bish bol ygd tiim hunuusteo nzly gj bdd bgaa ym uuruu tiim bolooc

Zgr l sn sana bi bi geese uur hun uurcluhgui cdhgui

[shinyfishes]

my char on Blade and Soul 

[desmodia-ran]

[taro-miilk]

𝒮𝒾𝓁𝓋ℯ𝓇𝒻𝓇ℴ𝓈𝓉 ℳℴ𝓊𝓃𝓉𝒶𝒾𝓃𝓈

[mkpkurlol]

Ears “Kumoho” for All Races 

Ears “Kumoho” have two color variants: Black(Original texture) and White( Author's retexture). Install on:  -Earring Hongmoon DL(Black) DL(White)

[zeplaynl]

[montdiarts]

After completing this piece, I will open my commissions again (because I need money 💁🏼‍♀️)

[lyanari]

Commission ^^

[anxiedburnedalive-blog]

[kitsune-kirei]

I’ve been posting Blade and Soul versions of my characters, and now its Saerumi’s turn! 

I’m really excited I decided to remake her in FFXIV, I always loved her character but I was a little shy to play her in such a big community, since she’s a noble and so out there as a character... but I’m really happy that people have been actually RPing with her, and putting up with her shenanigans!

Thank you everyone who has so far. ;w;

(( Also theres a Huabian in one of these pics, which is @gaillaffxiv ‘s boi! ))

[xxxswansongxxx]

[dinasthings]

[kosakkusongu]