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I shaved my face for the first time today! It was incredibly uneventful and now I see even clearer that I'm starting to look at least androgynous, but yea I understand why I'm still seen as a woman. I do like my face more by now though

It's kinda incredible to me how quickly and yet how slow the changes have been so far. Like I still don't pass as male - sad, but it's also only been like three and a half months - but my voice is noticeably deeper (and cracking sooooo bad) and my face looks a bit less feminine. I am very much excited for how everything else will go, and in a year from now, I will look back at this post and see how far I've come once again

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I can't keep having the same conversations about love languages, mbti, iq, bmi, "brain fully formed at 25" and shit over and over again...

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Friendly reminder that fan-made content (fanart, fanfic, fanvids, etc) are:

extremely time consuming. Remember someone actually took time out of their life to create that, time they could’ve used to, idk, sleep, for example

entertainment you’re consuming for free. I can’t stress this enough: you’re enjoying someone else’s craft for free. You paid exactly zero money to look at/read/watch it.

S H A R E D  with you, not made for you. This is the most important point: someone created that, put it online and you found it. No one forced you to consume that fanwork, you C H O S E  to do it. 

Whenever you feel like leaving a mean comment, anonymous hate or make a ~clever post about how ‘lol look at all of these overused tropes every fic writer crams into their fics’ remember you’re being a dick to someone who shared their work with you. You’re not being funny, you’re not being edgy, you’re not being brave for calling something out - you’re being a dick.

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I am so serious when I say that now is the time to take your activism offline. I am not spending the next four years squabbling on social media or getting woke points by reblogging posts that my followers already agree with. There are real places in your offline community where you can do good if you seek them out

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OOHHH FUUBLBLBLBLB

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Reblog to make prev fall asleep feeling loved and wanted

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heys......

*gets scared*

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I just accidentally made un-tea?????

I made green tea, but I forgot there was an old bag of chai in the kettle, so I mixed chai water with decaf green tea, then I mixed in like a half table spoon or something of that honey from the dollar store that they aren't legally allowed to call honey because there's too much corn syrup in it and some almond milk and a single drop of coffee creamer because we ran out and???? It tastes like??? Nothing????

It has LESS flavor than my tap water! HOW do you EVEN-

I think I made a flavor that's only perceptible to shrimp, that's the only explanation

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I have the standard wallpaper that was already set when I first got my phone because it's a pretty landscape with mountains and stars

you can tell a lot about someone based on their phone background. it shows what’s most important to them

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Three Months on T update!

I'm getting hairs on my chin. I'm also getting hairs on my belly, so much that it's actually noticeable.

My voice is cracking badly. Like when I'm laughing and talking a lot and talking loudly I'm sounding like a dying goose at this point, but my voice overall is deeper

Period still hasn't made a comeback after one and a half months!

I also noticed that I'm gaining weight in my belly area, haven't noticed any difference in other body parts though

I also changed my name and my gender legally a week ago so now I'm officially male :)

At my doctor's appointment my blood work showed that my low T levels (24 hours after last dose) are still in the low male range which means the Testosterone is working very much as intended as far as I'm concerned

I still haven't picked up exercise again because I was sick and fell out of the habit, and since I got Stardew Valley a while ago I haven't established a new routine yet... The game is just too good man

So yea, I think that about sums it up. I guess I'm also noticing a difference in my face shape but I don't know if I'm just imagining it

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"i need to clean my room / do the dishes / do the laundry" = boring, horrific, makes it seem like a burden.

"i'm tending to my realm / the magic tower needs maintenance / i'm restoring the kingdom to what it was" = beautiful, amazing, spetacular, joyful, full of childlike wonder, actually describes what the task feels like as opposed to what it is

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you have to outlive donald trump

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