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Ramble!!

I’m probably going to do little entry’s of like.., little fanfics/drabbles on here so I can improve… like daily posts.. of just fanfiction..

would you guys like that? My requests/asks are open so you can give me your ideas to write out -3-

anyway, here’s a little paragraph about sub space tw; rotting?? Idk??

his skin burnt as he moved through crossroads. It wasn’t his normal environment, and he hated this place. It made his skin itch and scream at him at any moment. But, saying that, his skin burnt and itched anywhere and anytime. His skin would peel when he tried to get rid of the deeply rooted nerve irritation. It would even hurt when he tried to sleep. He was surprised he even still felt it anymore! It’s been like this for weeks, months, years even! It’s getting worse however, and that pink tone under his pale flesh wouldn’t go. The scars on his skin and the rotting smell wouldn’t leave his body. “Why won’t they leave my body?” He would ask. It almost seemed like his suffering never wanted to end. His pain and misery was never going to end. And he couldn’t see why he wouldn’t fight it anymore.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~<END>~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ (Okay so that was like..longer than I thought, and was more of a ramble post but still!! It’s from an outsider perspective of his suffering due to his rot :3 )

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Do Your Daily Click Chat!!

Actually made this because I got a message from somebody who needed over 200 dollars. I am somebody who makes no income due to my age and my disabilities so I have no money to give. So, i feel obligated to make a post about this since well, the war is still going on and people still need donations, so do your clicks and donate if possible guys!

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Requests/Asks?

planning to do some Regretevator & Phighting art/writing on here so I just need some ideas other than my own,…

my asks are always open and I NEED juicy requests. Mainly writing; but I’m working on my art so I’ll definitely take requests for art too!!!

mainly ship requests please, I’ll do x readers as well, but I will not do NSFW on this blog or at all probably..

Also I’ll be posting sm art later for my designs of certain phighterz/Regretevator chars!!!

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About Us;

Heeeiii.

it’s us, yeah I know very interesting. Here’s just a little introduction. (It’s not little lmao not sorry.)

Names we collectively go by; Thaw/Thawed , Kasper Prns; He , They , It Frequent Fronters; Medic , Beetle , Grian , etc. Local Disabled OSDD system. Also; AuDHD, BPD and PTSD. Fandoms; We enjoy Phighting, Regretevator and very rarely hermitcraft (surprising I know.) we often use VrChat, open to new friends on there too. Probably. We have very strict Boundaries online as of now, and as soon as you break them and are unapologetic you will suffer the consequences and you will not be able to reach us ever again.

just to clarify, we collectively are not in a good environment or a good Healthy headspace (figuratively and literally). And we will not talk about our diagnosis status!!

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Reminder for all you system folk

being a system/collective is TRAUMATISING. No matter your; age,gender,head count, type of system (-endos) , etc.

having a disorder formed for childhood trauma that was severe enough that it changed the way that your brain perceived the world and split you personality into fractions of dissociation is traumatic.

Like just the alters alone, are terrifying. Watching your world crumble around you because you can’t remember little things and your personality it’s abrasive and extremely unstable. Being dissociated all the time is traumatising, not knowing who you are or where you are or who the people around you are?? Fucking terrifying!! Don’t undermine your experience as a system because you don’t think it’s negatively impacting you. It is, because you have this disorder for a reason.

Diagnosed or not. Even when you recover, fused or not, it will always affect you. And that’s okay ml. There will be good and bad experiences, and it’s times choice on what you will do during it. 💕

NOT FOR ENDOS.