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So.... guess who finally discovered folders on Simply Plural

-Lizzy [She/Any] (Blurry Front)

(For anyone wondering, everything below "❓Classification❓" is a sorting system to hopefully make identifying an unknown (existing) fronter easier for us. Everything with a number in parenthesis, above that, is just regular organization of members in the system— the number is to indicate how many known alters are a part of that category.)

(....I did just spend over two hours hyperfixating on this HARD. It is late and I don't know that I can sort alters for classification tonight, but it is set up so I have a template to fill next time I sit down for this. Anyone who is intrigued, feel free to use this as a reference if you'd like to do something similar! Or ask me about it, I'm happy to chat about this stuff 👍)

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Accepted, Lizzy get on it

-Raph [He/Him]

April 6th is (the painter) Raphael's birthday so I'm starting a motion to recognize it as our red king's b-day too and will not take questions.

Happy birthday, king

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eheheheheh

Lizzy [She/Any] (Blurry Front)

This was... a much better read than expected, and Hylia it might make your heart hurt. Especially if you're a system. Especially if you've got a Four fictive.

It captures the experiences of being well integrated with your headmates very well, in our experiences, and it's a fascinating read on that front.

a flash of light by stranger(twists and turns) on AO3 (Description: "There was a reason that Four avoided the Master Sword.")

Side note- it's pretty bizarre when your host is a fan of whump for your source. (Fortunately, I don't mind. I may have been sucked in. Breathe.)

-Four

hhhh the colours 😭 oUCH

I was on a Whumptober reading kick and looking for the good Four content and then someone had the audacity to just sucker punch me in the gut with feels???

(/pos for clarification, like goddamn)

-Lizzy

❤️❤️

-Red

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Guys we just came back from a restaurant to celebrate mother's and little sister's birthdays (they were born in the same day), and baby sister's birthday who will be on Sunday but due to religious reasons we won't be able to go to one then.

Tip on the side, a sunny side up isn't that good on hamburger, even if it looks sick af in piccies.

Also- excuse me for missing that comment from your previous upload- odysseus?? 🤔

- Digi (+ someone else idk who rn)

Yooo

Actually a sunny side up on a burger sounds soooo yummy, but I might just be hungry XD

Happy birthday to your sisters and mom!! Sounds like a good time

And yeah.... so the new guy we discovered, who we have just been referring to as Guy, early in his fronting was trying to figure out who he was and described himself as "like El, but if they were a really chill, Hot Guy™" which is Sure Something

We went through our known alters list, one was suggested and I thought "nah, he has more "cool" vibes than that", and somwhere in headspace we hear din Odysseus' voice "oh, it must be me then" only to immediately have someone else say "shut up Ody".

It was the "shut up Ody" that tipped me off for certain XD I was skeptical about it at first because I had been actively listening to EPIC at the time but it caught me so off guard and multiple other headmates were like. Welp. Secret's Out XD

-Lizzy [She/Any] + El [She/They]

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He look cool af/lh/pos

How are you anyway? Been a hot minute since we talked the last time

- Digi

Yeah....

Honestly so tired 😅

We started up an old cashiering job a couple weeks ago, which isn't so bad, but even with accommodations it's the most I've worked in two and a half years

We also had. uh. Leo front overnight for the first time recently, that New Guy just kinda showed up, I found out Odysseus is in the system from a one off comment, and El has been fronting *frequently* lately

I was like. "WHAT IS HAPPENING" and then had the very obvious realization that duh, I have an actual job again, even part time and even controlled it's the most and most unavoidable stress I've had in a long time, of course the system is gonna be a little more active fgdjhdd

Overall not too bad, I think, but there's a lotta shit to work out in general anyway. Gotta maybe get a new therapist again soon.

How've you guys been?

-Lizzy [She/Any]/El [She/They]

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Assuming based on the pfp that the left is your current appearance, the green hair remind me of Amity 🙂👍

Also oof, maybe an older alter or an Introject? We had one that was an Introject of "our younger years" apparently. Idk. Never met her personally and I don't think she's around

- Digi

Oop

Was at work at the time and then forgot about the ask by the time I got off 😭

And yeah... we used the whole. left to right reading logic so neglected to explain who was who. Current appearance on the left 👍

The green is actually sooo faded at this point, considering re-dying it at some point but I'm lazy. We still haven't figured out who the guy is, sadly, and even he can't tell if he's an old or a new alter. He reminds me a lot of the characters Kana from Harvest Moon ttott and Monk from Ghost Hunt, but he's already established he's pretty sure he's neither

He's just kinda a guy 😅

But he's nice, if a little wimpy /aff

-Lizzy [She/Any]

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There's been all kinds of system shenanigans lately

Today Some Guy was in front a lot of the day after Leo left front, and repeatedly expected to look different than we do. So I drew what I looked like at work today, and I drew what he kept expecting us to look like. Goof.

Maybe some day I'll figure out who that was 😭

-Lizzy [She/Any]

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Urge to reblog.... literally every single rottmnt post I come across

-Leo [He/Him]

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Oh my god, that's actually so cute!! I love this art style, taking notes 📝

-Leo [He/Him]

I really haven't been drawing lately because zero energy but it feels Pretty Bad, Not Good, Very Awful Even so I scraped up some spoons the other day and doodled NQK little Leo noticing he's gotten another new stripe :3

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RSD's a bitch, huh

-Leo [He/Him]

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Waitaminit...

-Lizzy [She/Any]

having a discussion ab slime gender presentation i will return with my findings soon

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MOOD

-Donnie [They/He]

having a lot of fun redrawing memes as tortles

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..I think I need to sleep too Q-Q

It's almost 6 AM

Scarra is going to kill me, go to heaven, rip my soul from there and into my body, kill me again, and rinse and repeat 20 times ;3;

- Digi

Frienddddd

Just be careful, is all... Y'all need sleep!

-Lizzy [She/Any]

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Easy, do what I do :3 ! (<- hasbeen out of treatment for the last 3 or so years. The last Psychologist said it is a danger to leave her without medical care and treatment, no one listened)

Tell me about it. Got evaluated for Schizophrenia like... one too many times now 🙂

I do know that there's probably BPD or at least Bipolar, and I do showcase most of the symptoms of ASPD and have been showing them for years, so I'll probably bring those up if I ever end up going to treatment again which probably will never happen :D

Yay!!

- Digi

Sad days sad days 😔

Maybe one day

-Lizzy [She/Any]

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Me too. Like, I was in class with girls for almost 3 years now and they only knew cause I told them (I had a panic attack cause I was overstimulated. They thought I was dying.)

Wanna know the funniest part??? I myself didn't know that!! For 10 years I was going to different offices and nooOooOoO, no one dare think it may be Autism. Nah, let's screen her for ADHD for the bajillion's time!! That's definitely it!! :D/s

You need to sleep Izzie >:(

Don't make me create teleportation portals and jump through the screen to bonk you to sleep/srs/nsrs./hsrs.

- Digi

😔 I don't want toooo

I definitely need to, will soon, just not ready yet

Fortunately I was diagnosed autistic pretty early in life, but I feel your frustration

Still haven't found the right therapist to talk to about system stuff. istg if I get one more psychosis screening 😭

My current therapist keeps telling me how rare DID is and mentioning inner family systems (a coping mechanism, not a disorder), and like. Girl. I said partial DID or OSDD, for one, also you do *not* keep up with concurrent research do you

I'm so tired of switching therapists sigh

-Lizzy [She/Any]

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Ha! Wished I could say the same

My family is just the sort to either outright deny the existence of Autism, or at least of high functioning Autism (our older brother for example), or that anything about it should be hushed hushed and not acknowledged. And of course not give yourself an easy life, cause you need to be a functional member of society.

I swear I had an argument with my brother last week where he told me to stop saying I have it (I had the diagnosis for 3 years now and also posses a physical copy of it), and to stop blaming everything in my life on it (I just said I struggle with social cues and steer clear of friendships- both are very common symptoms of Autism. Also, yes autism is bound to affect everything in my life, it literally changed the way my brain works when I was born- the things I experience the same as "normal" people does in life are less than the differences tbh).

I swear I'm gonna admit myself to an impatient facility one day or two- this country is so uneducated 💀

- Digi

God, yeah

That sounds like some serious bullshit, you deserve better than that for sure. I have to be so careful about it myself. I got very very lucky with my family, and I'm fortunate to be considered "high functioning", so in the least I'm not always immediately detectable as autistic. It's hard shut, regardless

You'll. have to forgive me, I am sooo out of it now XD idk if it's just dissociation or being tired from the sleep problems I've had this week, but my ability to logic things out feels rather a lot like when I'm drunk or high 😅

-Lizzy [She/Any]

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Ours ended last week so I'm actually lucky cause I would've committed had it happened this week lol

Horseback??? Ooohhhh 👀 tell me about it!!

And why a jury summon? Is it a normal basis thing or did smth happen?/nfta

Oh yay, getting back into a known work environment can make it feel safer!

As for us

Well, for one I ate some peanut butter snack a few minutes ago and it's still stuck in my teeth and it annoy me, I finished talking with my online brother figure 10 minutes ago after successfully shooing him off to sleep cause he got work and therapy straight in the morning and he need to be focused, uhhh, my stomach is a bit upset but I'm not sure why cause I did make myself two omelette sandwiches a couple hours ago, and the front room is crowded right now so per obvious I'm with a migraine :D

Based on the alters I do recognize, I think there's like currently 4 aside of me. That's typically not considered as too crowded since we got used to it through the years, but two of them are very loud so it's overwhelming more.

Overall life is good 😀👍

- Digi

Niceee

Sounds a lil crazy, but yeah

Horseback is fun! To be honest I groan about leaving the house, but it's been really good for me. There's a disabilities program for it that I go through because. Autism, and depression, etc., etc., so we're really lucky. It costs my mom like. next to nothing to send me, so once a week for like two years I've been going in to learn. I love it!

-Lizzy [She/Any]