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The coin of fate

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The time

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The fire that burns inside of us will forever burn brighter

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The moon will guide you

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Always remember who you are

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Took these a few years ago some of my favorite

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Being lost in something you know so well, in a dream you can't wake up from

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Your hand

I was afraid of loving you and of holding your hand fear that you would eventually let it go and that feeling made me afraid of losing you without noticing that it was me the one that was letting go of your hand first, but then you reached for my hand again and I realized that you would never let it go that you would stay with me no matter what that your hand will always be in my hand.

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Your words

You said you loved me But did you really know what it meant, to love me

You said you would stay with me Yet you where the first to leave me You said you loved me

You said you wanted to learn to love me Yet you did not give us time to learn to love You promised you loved me

I now realize your words pretty little lies of love You were supposed to love me Yet you where more in love with the thought of loving than me

So did you really said you loved me?

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The soft colors such beauty that is untouched

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My own blood

You are my own blood

You were meant to be my safe space; you were meant to be my home.

You were supposed to be my own blood.

You ripped me apart and watched me bleed.

My own blood fell into your hands

As you stared with hatred and disappointment.

My own blood made me a stranger.

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To me

To you, the apology you deserve,

 after all those nights begging the mirror for comfort, only to be met with hate, hate you never deserved.

This apology is for you.

For those moments, when you begged those who hurt you, and for the quiet plea you never spoke.

I forgive you, I forgive me.

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Lies

Those lies that blinded my soul

The lies you told against my name, made me a stranger to myself.

Those lies that blinded my eyes The lies that made me hate my skin, my own reflection, my own eyes.

Those lies that blinded my touch

The lies that made me bleed, inside and out.

Those lies that blinded me, The lies that cut me open and made me bleed.

Those lies— They ripped me apart.

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Those words

You said you loved me, But did you really know what it meant to love me?

You said you would stay with me, Yet you were the first to leave me.

You said you loved me.

You said you wanted to learn to love me, Yet you didn't give us time to learn to love.

You promised you loved me.

Yet you broke all those promises we once had.

You were supposed to love me?

Yet you were more in love with the thought of loving than with me.

So, did you really say you loved me?

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Loving?

Being a stranger to myself, I do not know how to love or understand. Time will tell if this feeling is real, But when I look at you, time runs out.

Should I spend time missing you?

I don't know—perhaps I will.

I can't tell.

Am I missing you because I got used to you, or because I love you? Is it too much to ask for you to be patient? Is it selfish to ask you to love me.

Even when I'm unsure if I love you?

Is it selfish to wish you could stay?