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[theexpectnothing]

I am an introvert now.

Is that wrong ??

I feel the deep pain inside me because of Peer pressure.

My own people judging me all the time.

Am I wrong to confront this?

Am I wrong to feel sad or lonely?

Am I wrong to open up in my words?

Let’s come together and have chat in common.

Are you guys feeling the same like I do?

[theexpectnothing]

I've always wanted to fly higher, but it's not always about your dreams. Sometimes it's a long-forgotten desire, or it's lost in the despair of waiting for the right possibility.

[theexpectnothing]

Imagine a scenario you like,

A fantasy you dreamt about,

A Disney story you adore your childhood,

A series you are recently watching which just one of your favorites,

A recent crush you still trying to figuring how to stalk lol,

A career bonus, promotion you worked your ass for!

A new step with your loved ones in your relationship,

Great moments you spend with friends and family

I might not cover all the moments but still some of them matters in most of our lives.

Pick one of the above, or any happy memory helps you dealing your anxiety.

Writing and sharing thoughts also helps.

In the end, Keep shining always.

[theexpectnothing]

Change can be scary, but I know we are going to be fine. Because like you said, it's ok to be scared. We just have to do it anyway.

[theexpectnothing]

It's breathtaking when you realize how important you are to someone else. ❤️❤️

[theexpectnothing]

The sunshine is something we can never explain in words; it is explained by the beauty of each person's mind.

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The feeling of sickness and thought of sleeping is making me nervous nowadays.

I wish I will be fine from the next day is the only hope I am keeping my eye's stay.

I know I am not the only one who feels in same way.

Let's be hand on hand and pray to God that we will survive day by day.

[theexpectnothing]

I recently missed my flight due to my stupidity, and I am now too afraid to take another. 😅

I believe that once we do something wrong, it is difficult to do it again because the chances of failure are high.

What do you think motivates us to try the same shit again?

[theexpectnothing]

Sometimes you need approval of others to feel you alive.

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Sitting on the shore of peace while thinking of decisions she's made, smiling on her glory of survival. Definitely no regrets but may be some bad decision of judgment. City of stars or rainbows I am not gonna quit so easily on you. 🌟

[theexpectnothing]

Sometimes at night I feel anxious and sometimes in the morning.

I know I can cope with it but still everything seems so far serious.

I hope others to come and save me.

But then I realize maybe I am the one I always seek.

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You are my everything but also I am an independent woman.

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I want to go back the days of the Golden Era where I don't have the desperation to look onto myself through phones and can toggle without it for hours.

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She always be the sun of her own life.

A happy ending:

“She agreed to love herself deeply.She was finally the sun of her own life.”

-Juansen Dizon, I Am The Architect of My Own Destruction

[theexpectnothing]

When you want to touch the sky,

But everything seems so blur!

The pain resides on your eyes,

Is that what pushes you in your run ??

[theexpectnothing]

While meditating, Pema Chodron suggests visualizing ourselves as the sky. The sky is not affected when the weather is bad. Yes, there are disturbances, but the sky is calm, looking down from above and simply being itself.

[theexpectnothing]

Life is beyond peace and beauty its sometimes giving to people who deserves the care.