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Henry cavill is so fuckin hot gosh

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Everyday i see my friends getting their own relationships, having to experience the good parts of it and they do deserve it. But i get to wonder when can i also have that, i begin to question more and more frequently if it's me (am i enough? Am i too much? Am i too slutty and sexual? Am i attractive enough? Etc)...

Ngl im getting tired and hurts like hell, to have experienced all the bullshit in failed relationships like lying, fake people, joking about my feelings etc

I just dont know if its any worth trying to find someone or be liked by someone, im truly exhausted

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Y/n appears in Henry's room to see him playing some PC game, that he don't know anything about.

(Y/n): Hello sweetheart!

Y/n gives Henry a kiss on the forehead, but he didn't even react to his boyfriend's kisses.

(Y/n): Henry? You okay?

*Henry mumbled a quite yes*

. . .

(Y/n): Can you stop playing games for a moment?

Henry is quite and distracted.

(Y/n): I guess i don't have a choice...

*undresses in front of Henry*

(Henry): Alright, i think that's enough games for today!

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I am Seduction, dear!

Avengers x Male Reader (Bucky x Male Reader)

(Maybe i will do a part 2)

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What an odd place to investigate. A club. More precisely a queer club, filled with the diversity of humanity and aromas.

Bucky, Nat, Pietro and Wanda were engaging with the public to become part of it and to not look suspicious. But our precious protagonist already knew they were here, it's not dificult to forget their infamous faces.

The booming sounds and the euphoria comming from the place made it dificult to concentrate on the task. Pietro was having a blast, forgetting the mission completely. Bucky was sitting in the bar trying to mute the sound in it's head. Wanda and Nat were talking to eachother and conversating with people passing by.

Bucky looked kind of down for some reason, which caught the attention of Y/N.

-What's gonna be hotshot?

Bucky barely heard the voice, but after looking at the handsome bartender it felt like the noise was dying down.

-uhm..I'm not really here to drink.

-You driving?

-Not really. But t-thanks for the offer.

Y/N got closer to him, leaning on the counter. For some odd reason, that simple action made Bucky feel some weird way, and the way he looked at him, felt so warm.

-You seem kind of... mad. What's wrong?

What was Bucky doing? He was here to investigate and to find this enhanced being that has been popping in every tv and news. But he felt so... so relaxed and intoxicated by this bartender.

*Flashback*

-Avengers' Compound-

News Reporter: "This just in. There has been reported countable noise complains all around the city. Some sources say that the multiple playlists playing at high volume during the night come from the clubs, pubs and bars all aorund New York. Other sources go deeper than that, accusing the owners of those same bars and underground pubs for the noise, but when asked to describe the owner of the bar, people from all around the state of New York repeated the same thing.

...

Pietro and Bucky were watching the Tv when this came up. Instantly becoming curious to this mysterious individual.

They even interviewed people who certainly came from the underground and they repeated the same words with the same look on their faces. "Just handsome".

...

"Even though authorities have been call late at night, many officers seemed to abstain from their service and join the underground scene. This justifies the continuous firing of the police. Maybe some heroes might investigate that. On some other news...."

-Who might that be?

-A weird man...

*End of Flashback*

He even was smilling like a goofball, he couldn't pinpoint what he was feeling, but he knew it felt good. Really good.

-Well i didn't want to come here.

-And why is that~?

It felt like time slowed down around these two, and Y/N felt the same. Eventhough he was kind of the culprit on doing this. Bucky hesitated before responding.

-Being in these...spaces makes me feel envious. I never had this openness, this liberty.

-Gotcha...but times have changed, you should leave those frustrations behind and invest in being what you feel like, and what's best for you. These aren't the 40's or 50's anymore dude.

Bucky just adored hearing his voice that he didn't even noticed how long he was there. A second after, Nat and Wanda appear in the bar seeing a flustered Bucky.

-Bucky blushing...that's a new one. Found your soulmate?

-What...N-No! I was just talking to the bartender.

-Talking with that bald brawly dude over there? Didn't know big masc men were your type.

-What?! No! The guy well the person i was talking to had hair and was...but he was here.

Bucky was confused, he was there with him. And 2 seconds later, he disappears. This was weird and right after the team left with a tipsy Pietro.

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Can someone do kit connor x male reader?

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I guess I'm into bad boys...

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Bucky Barnes x Male Reader

Soft and simple stuff

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There were weeks like this that the all powerful Y/N enjoyed. The sound of rain pouring out outside made him feel warm inside and peaceful. It was cold outside, very cold. But inside it was warm enough for Y/N to sport some bootyshorts and a long shirt, gifted from Thor.

With a sigh, he begins to make himself some tea. He has been very domestic lately, even doing house chores of other avengers while they were on missions or trips.

Y/N was gifted with powers that would overwhelm anyone and anything, and after a few years he decided to take a break from going over the top with his abilities, and since then he has been way better. To be observing the universe, to be feeling every single thing breathe and live was taking a tole on his mind, so living that domestic and simple life was quite relaxing and a pleasure.

Lost in his thoughts he didnt realize the Avengers had arrived, and soon enough Wanda, Nat and Bucky appear in the kitchen looking exhausted. It was Bucky's groaning while taking a seat that made him aware that they arrived, and Y/N, fully in love with this man, just looks back at him with a big soft smile.

-...So how was the mission?

-It was good, we came back with what we needed and Clint was a dumbass...as always.

-I HEARD THAT!!

You and Wanda, chuckled at his comment while Natasha was pouring herself and Wanda a cup of tea.

-Bucky, you want something?

Nat asked, but he didnt hear. What he heard was Y/N sitting next to him, while rubbing circles on his back. He only let a little whimper of satisfaction. Y/N giggled at how cute he was being.

-He doesn't want tea, he wants a bed and some sleep.

Bucky chuckled and rose his head, looking at Y/N. He had a puzzled face.

-How...How did you know?

-It's not because i can read minds, i just can tell from your body language and those bags.

-My body language uh?....You checking me out?

-You wish dork. No, but seriously go take a rest.

-Nooo, i need to take a shower first and then i don't wanna rest aloone.

He was looking at you with those puppy eyes and that little pout that madr you snort.. Even when he looks tired he still looks like the most amazing human who has graced this earth.

-Poor baby, he seems to be soooo grumpy. What? You want me to tell you a nighttime story? Even as rough looking as you are, you sound like such a baby sometimes.

Y/N got up after ruffling Bucky's hair. And to be honest, Bucky loved feeling Y/N hand's in his hair, back, arms, and who knows. After some casual conversations and other Avengers popping once in awhile, it became clear for some that Bucky and Y/N were unbearable to hear. They sounded and acted like a couple but weren't. And so, Nat carefully asked people on the kitched what's their type.

-Synthezoid, red, can phase trough stuff...you know....normal stuff.

Wanda was the first to spew it out.

-What about you Y/N?

-Brunette...Usually a little bit older, is seen wearing mostly black leather jackets, and eventhough for some he has a bad reputation i still find that he is as perfect as a greek god. But i also like a men with some insatiable habits. I just know that he was onto me, and i barely could breathe.

Nat and Wanda just look at eachother, and  Nat asks:

-So "bad boys?"

Y/N looks attentive at Nat and says:

-Yes.

...

Later, when Bucky and Y/N were alone in the kitchen, Bucky got closer to the other boy.

-So...bad boys?

-Yes sir. And i have met one,...

Bucky gulped and looked puzzled.

-Really?

-yes really.

-Alright.

-What? You jealous? I don't think its reasonable for you to be jealous of yourself.

-yes i guess...wait what?

Bucky looks puzzled sporting a pink tint in his cheeks while Y/N blows him a kiss and goes to his room.

-You come back here!

Y/N giggles as Bucky follows him to his room.

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Nick nelson is perfection

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I feel lonelier everyday,and im only 18. I hear people talking about their love relationships. And im still figuring out how can i not have a boyfriend. I've been kind, loveable and genuine and yet i dont find no guy who likes me. I have wasted years going around searching for relationships and now i feel tired and scared. I sometimes feel like im not enough and havent met a queer guy that likes me. I sadly think i will never met someone and even if u do it will be too late and i dont want that. I want to have my youth be filled with love but it looks like its not happening and im once again afraid of that.

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Imagine being worshiped and simped over by Chris Evans, Henry Cavill, Richard Madden and Aaron Taylor Johnson 0_0

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Vent:

There are times where i feel so worthless that i seriously think of all the positives of me not existing. I became costumed to feeling very tired of the same routine of going to to school and coming home to contemplate all my past issues and all the bullshit i endure. I have become such a vassal to my own negative thoughts, i dont have time to enjoy myself,or to actually breathe for a second. Im exhausted, i really am.

I feel unmotivated, i have mood swings, lazy, anxious if i can even enter college, worried that i will become a freeloader, afraid of being ignored and rejected. I suppose i shouldn't worry too much abt tbe future but i feel like im choking myself out. I can't even rest without worrying abt my life.

Ps: just wanted to write this down, and if you have any advice or stuff u can add i will be glad to read it. Also, idk if i'll come back to writting fics <3

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Small Kisses

Pietro Maximoff x Male Reader

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The light enters through the blinds, waking Y/n up. The rain droplets hitting the ground and the window were such a delicate and relaxing sound, one to remember. But for this boy, his boyfriend's snoring was much better. The way Pietro held on tight to Y/n, like he was the only thing left in the world.

-Oh my little Pietro...

Y/n then started to massage the speedster's scalp earning a few audible moans and whines, making his boyfriend much more giddy and happy. Pietro ,while receiving an amazing massage in the back of the head, only purred and shoved his whole face into Y/n's chest. Making the sokovian's boyfriend hug his partner tightly while whispering sweet things in Pietro's ear.

These were the morning that both loved to have. With eachother in an embrance, cuddling and acting like the most teeth rotting couple ever. A cuteness overload.

Silence

A deep silence, with only the snoring of Pietro, was making the other boy more sleepy, but a sudden urge to go to the bathroom made him wake up and get up quickly. This made the sokovian boy whine and pull Y/n back down.

-Pietro, dear. I need to use the bathroom...i promise i will be back.

Y/n whispered into speedster's ears, earning a pink blush appear on Pietro's cheeks. His voice was low enough to tickle his stomach, butterflies spreading making him more giddy.

-Look who's blushing.

Pietro only whined and soon enough, let his boyfriend get up.

Y/n went to the bathroom, and quickly came back. He pulled the covers over them both, and let Pietro lay his head on his chest. He held him tightly, and so did Y/n. They were in eachother's presence and that was the best way to wake up.

Before falling asleep again, Y/n peppered his boyfriend's face with multiple kisses and pulled him in. Pietro grinned and in a blink of an eye, fell asleep.

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I need more fanfics about pietro maximoff 😭

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Their reaction to the Reader being a stripper: (all +18)

Warning: I'm not implying that stripping is 100% horrible, it has its downsides and there are good things that can come from this. I totally support strip clubs because for many it's one of the only ways to get money and some people actually enjoy it.

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Steve

He was shocked and a little curious, he never knew about this. You rarely talked about your past to anyone, which made everyone deeply curious, and Steve noticed some hints but never mention it. Afraid to be disrespecting you and being selfish. However after a multitude of missions, he concluded that there was a pattern in your way of talking, touching, walking and even maneuvering through many obstacles. It all felt very fluid and flirtatious. Like you were seducing without even trying.

Sure you were quite the assasin and master interrogator, capable of manipulating people with your own words, which was a whole new facade that you acquired to forget about your troubled past. But Steve saw through that. He saw a wonderful man, humorous and very knowledgeable. Over the time he worked with you, he couldn't lie to himself that he was falling for you. And you were too falling for him.

Bucky

I guess he was quicker to find out since he was one of your best friends. But he didn't judge you, he sympathized with your confession. You later explained yourself and informed him about the situations that led you to work there and he felt frustrated that that had happen to you.

Later he realized that the way you manage yourself through many spaces, your flexibility and fluidity was very apparent when you are beating the bad guys. Either way, Bucky started to think about you in a diferent light, a red light. He saw you in a more passionate and loving way, not to mention the dirty thoughts he had about you when you first showed him what you can do with a pole.

Thor

Initially he didn't care that much, he still loved you. He thought you enjoyed it, and in some parts sure, but when you revealed your detailed past and the insecurities that came with it, he lost it. He was sad for you and he made sure you knew...and i repeat...HE MADE SURE that you knew that you were the most amazing and majestic midgardian ever. He would always compliment you, even when there was no conversation or no context. He would always hold you and embrace you, he would treat you like you were his prince and he reminded you that he would trade his life for you. He did get mesmerized by your abilities when your first started making out and having sex, things that you did that drove him crazy, making him fall even deeper in love for you.

Peter P.

(After the NWH incident)

You two first saw eachother in the café where Mj works in. This time she wasn't here, so his focus wasn't on her. But his eyes were sat on a boy. He sat near you and gave you a quick glance before ordering. You surely made notice of his staring and you didn't really care, you were used to it. He noticed your posture and your facial details, the rosy cheeks and those plump lips, he couldnt stop looking at you. After many encounters you decided to initiate a conversation with him: "Dear boy, you know i can see you staring?" You said that with a boldness that made him a little intimidated. After this question you two seemed inseparable. Always meeting up and talking about many things except your lifes. He would invite you to his place to hangout, and after a few hours he told you everything since the beginning. You sympathized and above all felt connected. All he said seemed true to you, maybe you were biased because you adored him. Later that day, you brought him to the place you work at. He was above all suprised and incredibly curious and later you even gave him a private session. He loved it and right there you shared your first kiss.

Eddie + Venom

Eddie was having a horrible week and Venom noticed it. He decided to go to a bar, but Eddie rejected and Venom got a better idea. The symbiote decided that what he needed was to get laid or at least something to ease up his mind. They transformed into Venom, and jumped from building to building trying to find what Vee had in mind. A strip club.

After entering Eddie felt a little out of place, since most of the guys here were a little more formal but Venom told him to focus. Until both of them were gawking at your performance.

The way you swayed your body, the curves and the flexibility made both drooling. You noticed from the stage that you had quite the admirer, so after your presentation with many dollars and whistles being thrown at you, you quickly walked to Eddie. Even for them your walk was way to damn seductive for a man, your hips and your junk were prominent and incredibly hypnotizing.

You introduced yourself to him and he didn't respond right away, still processing and shying away but Venom slapped him mentally and he told his name. You then invited him for a private session. Let's just say you needed a week off from work after he invited you to his place.

Wade

He found out you once had worked with Xavier, but left because of his negligence and careless attitude towards your powers. From the records, you weren't a mind controller, but a love manipulator. Wade wanted to test that, and he tracked you walking to your place of work in a long black coat that really accentuated your figure. He was shocked but grinning in curiosity and maybe horniness. After he entered the building he saw you in the mainstage swaying your body, your ass hanging out and you on that pole that instantly gave him a huge boner. He let you end your performance, and he instantly followed you to through the halls of the strip club. Until you stopped. And turned back. "Sir, you cant be her-" he pushed you back into a room usually reserved for the richer, who wanted more than teasing. You were grunting and moaning in his mouth, which made him weirdly aroused. You look back at him and you see that he is under your control. "Sit! You... have been a very naughty boy" he quickly sat on his legs with his thighs spread open.

"YES! I have been a naughty bo...what?" Yep a love manipulator. Who would've thought about it. He couldn't really complain and afterwhile you two were having the most hot and passionate sex, and mid the experience he wasn't even under your spell. Good memories.

Sam

He didn't hate you for it, and understood the risks that you were accustomed to. He still finds it curious that someone who looks like a cinnamon roll, could be 1. A ex-Assassin 2. A former stripper.

You did mention once that you had taken a lot of dance classes and other activities regarding flexibility and resistance, but he never thought of it. He never correlated to the stripping. Either way, he is proud of the person you have become, even after all hardships you faced in that horrible and nasty work place. He still loves you, and as he simply put it: "the man of my dreams, and the beast i want in the sheets".

He said this so many times it got stuck in your mind, and you loved it. Sam was always helping you recover from those small unfortunate memories and you recovered rather easily with his help, that you were so grateful for. Oh and also after confessing your tragic past in the strip clubs, he cuddled you and complimented you non-stop.

Pietro

Initially he wanted to see you in a pole, waving your body to the music and seducing him. But after seeing your face and the well lit insecurities on your face, he was deeply guilty and sad. He didn't realize that you were miserable there. He quickly embraced you and started to compliment you overwhelmingly, to the point you had to shut him up by kissing his cheek. "I don't need compliments, only a listener...and maybe a cute boyfriend like yourself but im still thinking about it." He faked a gasp and looked offended before smothering you with kisses all over your face and neck. He called you pet names and in the next months he was always defending you and always by your side. But when you were recovering from those traumas, you did experiment pole dancing again but in a more calmer and romantic way, not so graphic and more fluid. You felt reinvigorated and Pietro was getting a little too aroused with your movements. That night, you were dancing on another pole.

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Imagine:

(NSFW - MLM)

This is especially for the man whore/sluts

Imagine you are wearing this:

(Or you can imagine the clothing you want to wear, i was thinking slutty but you do you)

Imagine you are in a gay club where some of your favorite male celebrities are there with you. While you are dancing to the song, you sway and seduce all of them (or most of them) to come near you.

The atmosphere gets extremely hot with the groping, the hip thrusts and swaying, the touching and kissing, the grunts and the moans escaping from everyone's lips.

You suddenly know where and what you are gonna do with these men. Bringing them to the bathroom, you let them fuck you hard while the music is still in the background.

After every round, you are still in ecstasy from everything. Incapable of moving and just passing out sorrounded by men, grinning at your accomplishment.

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Spiderman: No Way Home

>Spoilers!<

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A place like home.

Pairing: Peter Parker x Male Reader

Summary: Peter reenconters with someone he loved profoundly, celebrating Christmas with hugs and words.

[NOTE: This is my first time writting fanfiction and posting about it. Who knows if i will turn this into something bigger, but i just enjoy living the fantasies in which i know i will never achieve...ik im sad]

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After the incident in the new modernized Statue of Liberty, Peter lost everyone he loved. A sacrifice had to be made to save the multiverse from collapsing into chaos. Everyone he cherished, forgot about him.

But there was someone very important in his life who did remember him.

He contemplated about the good times he had with this friend, well they were dating but for Peter it felt like they weren't anymore. His name kept ringing in his mind and he just couldn't shut those thoughts away. He missed him dearly.

Knock knock

The sound of knocking on wood, although usual, it felt different. It felt diferent for Peter. But by the sound of it, it just might be the landlord.

-What is it!? I said i would pay you tom-

For a moment, he thought he was dreaming. Another ilusion of some kind, and he was skeptic of it, with his mind overly saturated with paranoia and regret. It couldn't be possible... and above all so coincidental. Y/N was standing in front of Peter, worried and desperate.

-Hello Peter!

Peter only stood there, reminiscing over their most memorable episodes and their break up before the first battle with Thanos (2018). He knows what happen between them was quite intense and over all fixated on their own worries but even then he never doubted or disrespected his ex.

Y/N smirks before entering the apartment. After closing the door, the H/C boy demands gently for Peter to sit.

Peter was a little weirded out but sat down, and so did his ex.

-You have changed Peter, what happen?

Peter felt Y/N's hand caressing his face, and this was certainly becoming overwhelming for him but he didn't refuse the touch. He let himself succumb to the other boy's warmth, letting his eyes look down and sob. Those same tears, held so much suffering, suffering that Y/N wouldn't bare to look at.

-Oh peter, come here.

Y/N quickly engulfed his ex in his arms sharing his warmth with the spider boy. Peter knew that this level of affection might be uncanny or bizarre, considering what has happen in the past, but it felt good receiving this embrace from someone that he knew would always love him.

-You might be wondering why do i still remember you...To make long story short, before that last spell, I protected myself with my own incantation that Wong teached me. So i would never forget you. At that time i was at the Sanctum.

Peter was relieved and grateful for this.

-I just couldn't bare to see you living alone, with no one to remember. I know that we might not even be in the best terms, but i look up to you. I admire you Parker. Quite a lot.

Y/N felt Peter hugging him once again, relishing in that warming presence of his ex-lover.

-I'm happy you are here. I missed you.

Peter held Y/N's cheeks and they stayed like that for awhile. Peter just came from this mess, and Y/N had lost connection with former Avengers and other familiar faces. Plus the feelings for Peter were always there to tickled him in the worst times.

After they calmed down from sobbing uncontrollably, the boys were laying down in the bed, next to eachother with Y/N embracing Peter from behind. They missed this, and even if Peter had strong feelings for MJ, this intense warmth of Y/N was fundamental for him.

Y/N then looked at Peter and his glazy eyes.

-If i could, i would turn things back to how they were. And if i had the chance i would have killed that Mysterio guy from revealing something so important to you. I'm so sorry.

Peter smirks, understanding this frustration.

After rubbing circles on Peter's scalp, the spiderling engulfed his ex in a tight hug, thanking him for everything.

-Even if we don't become a thing, i want you by my side. I think loosing you again would be a big mistake.

Y/N tears up a little and nods.

-Don't worry, i will. Whenever you are with me, you will feel at home.

Suddenly, as the snow fell in the window, Y/N remembered something. Peter sensed this slight anxiety and got worried. Moments after, Y/N conjures up a small gift from his hands that he had prepared for Peter.

Peter was suprised and excited, feeling slightly better then before.

-This is for you, might not be much, but i saw it and reminded me of you...Happy Christmas, Pete.

Y/N sat behind the spider boy, gently putting his hands on Peter's hips, waiting for his response.

Peter was in awe, it was a snow globe that had a spiderman inside, fully decorated with Christmas ornaments. It was small but profound present. This was a moment of choice. Peter finally looks at Y/N, and quickly kisses him in the forehead.

Making both boys blush tremendously, appreciating eachother's presence. Y/N, lays his head on Peter's shoulder,making both boys appreciate their Christmas together.

With a bright new future and a new life to begin with.