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So um yeah, I was definitely not ace then, and I'm not ace now lol

OMG guys! I've been talking to a really, really attractive guy! And after two months, I finally found out that they were on the asexual spectrum. I jumped with joy, like aaaaaahhhh ACE ACE ACE

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Sylvia Plath, from a letter to Aurelia Plath written c. August 1951

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I want to heal

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And it fucking did, oh well, oh well

I think I'm disassociating from reality. It appears to me as though I'm being sawn into pieces and sewed back on together with the flimsiest fucking string.

That string has given no indication that it will hold on any longer. Oh, I'm in pain. My heart is in shreds, and people tell me that it's all in my head.

My mind feels like glass that has been shot by bullets a little too much, and 'tis a jagged cacophony of cracks. Another push and it'll all come down like an explosive house of cards.

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Get cozy and let's hear a story

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I think I'm disassociating from reality. It appears to me as though I'm being sawn into pieces and sewed back on together with the flimsiest fucking string.

That string has given no indication that it will hold on any longer. Oh, I'm in pain. My heart is in shreds, and people tell me that it's all in my head.

My mind feels like glass that has been shot by bullets a little too much, and 'tis a jagged cacophony of cracks. Another push and it'll all come down like an explosive house of cards.

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The Bad Batch, S2 E12: The Outpost + Text Posts & Headlines

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Little Golden Book Spines

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Lavender mixed in with your Lilac

Jewellery on the nightstand with its knicker-knacks.

We won't lose the time we already lost

So it's time we let ourselves walk the road across

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Spicy-brained friends, I would like to propose an update to the very useful ‘if you hate everyone, eat, if everyone hates you, sleep, and if you hate yourself, shower’ mantra to live by

Have you suddenly become a petty, hateful little gremlin who thinks people should face the firing squad for (checks notes) leaving teabags on the counter, breathing loudly, or daring to exist in the same space as you? Perhaps mundane and reasonable requests like ‘hey, we agreed to hang out now, let’s hang out’ make you want to scream and move to a yurt in the woods.

You. Are. Overstimulated.

People talk a lot about being overstimulated, and the physical/mental effects of it. What I haven’t seen is people talking about what it does emotionally, and it took me an embarassingly long time to link up those nitpicky, resentful emotions with the state of overstimulation/meltdown/shutdown.

These feelings do not mean that you’re a bad person! They probably aren’t how you actually feel about the people around you. They probably do mean that your nervous system is at its absolute limit and any request/demand/stimulus is Too Much and taking you into fight or flight territory.

Go lie down in a dark room for an hour, or find somewhere safe and familiar to stim for a bit. If it’s happening a lot, schedule yourself regular low-stimulation shutdown time

Signed: someone who moved in with their nearest and dearest only to have a massive crisis of faith about Suddenly Hating All of Them. I don’t hate them, it’s just overstimulating living with people. If I can spare anyone else a similar 9 months of suspecting that they may actually be a bit of a shit person, then this post is worth it!

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I will love you in all my madness, and in all my fragile moments of sanity. I will love you from the cracks of my brain, and so wholly from the heart you healed.

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Violet’s father Lord Ledger reminds me so much of Benedict…

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I don't know if I'd say that, but idk I just wanted dinluke and I know I'm never gonna get it, so I'm happy with any mando content

Season 3 of the mandalorian is genuinely such a letdown I literally don’t even look forward to Wednesday’s sorry 🥹

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It Would Be Absolutely Hilarious If the Bartender Droid Said Something Like "We Don't Serve Your Kind Here"

DinBo shippers be having the time of their life while NiteArmour and DinLuke be having a heart attack.

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my first post in this fandom was shitty memes, I'm just staying true to my brand

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Paraglider and black vulture chilling

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