theghostofatoad

[theghostofatoad]

Hello, I just wanted to come on here is tell everyone that this account will be inactive from now on.

I have gotten into drawing more than writing, but I just am thankful for everyone who read my poems.

If you still want to see me, check out my art here!

https://toad-bee.tumblr.com/?source=share

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musk is going to die in a Tesla explosion in 6 months after sticking his nose where it doesn't belong and we will never get a conclusive answer on whether it was a CIA car bomb or just a normal Tesla malfunction

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Hi 👋, My name is Mohammad, and I’m reaching out in a moment of desperate need. I’m a father of three young children living in Gaza, and we are caught in the midst of a catastrophic war. Our home is no longer a safe haven, and the future here seems increasingly uncertain. 💔

I’ve launched a fundraising campaign with the goal of raising $40,000 to relocate my family to a safer place where my children can grow up in peace and have a chance at a brighter future.

Unfortunately, my previous fundraising efforts were abruptly halted when my account was terminated without explanation. However, I remain determined to keep fighting for my family’s safety and well-being. 🫶

If you could take a moment to read our story, consider donating, or simply share our campaign with others, it would make an incredible difference. Every act of kindness, no matter how small, brings us one step closer to safety and a new beginning. 🙏

Thank you for your time, compassion, and support. ❤️‍🩹

https://gofund.me/fd1faea2 🔗

I am unable to donate, but I'm answering this to have it posted on my blog. I hope anyone who sees this can donate and help you and your family. Stay safe, and stay strong ❤️

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‼️ATTENTION TUMBLR USERS‼️

📺 🚨 Emergency Broadcast 🚨 📺

+reminder to turn the prevent 3rd party sharing button ON not off as shown in last pic ;)

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Follow me on my art account! Would appreciate it so much <3

https://www.tumblr.com/ghost-of-a-toad?source=share

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The Love That Hurts

I was dreaming when I saw you

In a house with others from my family

Yet you saw me

I couldn't find you as I went inside

There you were

You welcomed me in

As I sat next to you

My love

As it continued

We kissed

Then

Gone

The dream ends

As I wake up

Tears in my eyes

I realized

That the saddest love is

The one that never existed

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It's my 1 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

Wow, niceeee. It's been a good year on here

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I Remember

I remember being in love

I wish I had that still

I remember feeling comfort

I wish I wasn't so lonely

I remember dreaming about you

I wish I didn't have to make up stories

I remember being so sad

I'm glad it's not as bad

I remember crying over you

I'm glad I'm not anymore

I remember feeling so numb

I still am

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Where's my happy ending?

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Man, the love budget has been tight. I spend so much on friends and family and pets, and of course hobbies have to be fueled, so sorry, but a boyfriend/partner just isn't in the budget

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What if....

We kissed in the horror section of Barnes and Nobles (gay ofc🏳️‍🌈)

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soulmate

Dear Soulmate,

Wherever you are

I can't wait to be able to meet you

To be able to share a cup of tea

Read a book together

Have a home and pet

But

Please wait for me

I promise to find you one day my love

We just need patience

See you soon,

<3

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mlm and wlw

Some say the wlw flag and mlm flags are following the binary

But I don't

Lesbians are women of the sun sets, beautiful yet fiery.

Gays are men of the ocean, creatures of the unknown

Yet full of wonder

They both have their flags to show that they can be amazing

And they both hold the unknown of queer identity

I think it fits them

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Drew this. DO NOT STEAL.

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Understand Me

I did try to love

I wanted to

But, my heart is broken

More than I thought

For luck

I found someone who understood

He understands my pain

And let me go

It was love at the truest form

I thank this person

For he helped me understand

That I need to learn to love myself

To love someone else

Thank you R

You were a great boyfriend

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It Was Love Once

I remember the times

We would run around in socks

In the cold snow

We would play video games together

Offer me the controller

I would deny it, but instead rather watch you

With your skills

The feel of your hand on mine

As we sat hip to hip

Touching in a comforting way

Till the day

You let me go

I was on a mountain

Trying to hang on

But after that

Couldn't

I've moved on

But it still stays in my mind

Like BoyWithUke

No matter what

I can't love because of you

I tried

But it's scary

Now knowing the pain of rejection

I still remember though

The simple times

And if you ever turn around

And the memories turn to reality

I'll be here

Waiting for my dreams

To come

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A Different Type of Love

You know what I like about being aroace?

I like that when I say I love you

It's not in a romantic way

But it's not in a platonic way either

When I say I love you

I don't mean as friends

I mean I love you with my whole heart

I have chosen you as family

But sometimes I feel like people don't understand that

Or can process it

For people are too caught up in true love

That they can't see the people

Who have chosen them as something more meaningful

And my impactful than a crush

I like being aroace because you know that when I say I love you

I mean it like you are my own blood