thegoldenwrites

[thegoldenwrites]

Is this match your girly side ???

[thegoldenwrites]

Unheard

Loving you while I lost my way,

I didn’t say a word that day.

Holding you as my hands would shake,

I didn’t say a word for your sake.

Helping you when I was down,

I didn’t say a word, wore my crown.

Saving you while I was shot,

I didn’t say a word, forgot me not.

Noticing you while fading thin,

I didn’t say a word within.

Looking at you, hanging there,

You didn’t say a word, didn’t even care.

[thegoldenwrites]

Sometimes we think we are in love and start investing all our time to those people who don't even deserve our time…and when left we get depressed but the thing we have to understand is what is this?

[thegoldenwrites]

Teen Diaries-1

Am I an Alien?

Hey dear Reader,

Look, I don't know how to write a blog, article, or something formal but I know how to express feelings.

This might not have magic, drama, or fantasy — and yeah, maybe some might find it boring. But not everyone.

Because I know a lot of teenagers will feel my words.

And please — don't focus too much on my grammar. Maybe it's not perfect, but my emotions are real, and that's what matters.

Ok now I think I should start...

I was standing in front of the mirror. My eyes were red — like blood was about to fall out of them. My heart? It was aching so bad I could actually feel it. My hair looked like a nest, and anyone could easily say I was going to cry. And honestly? I would have.

But then I heard a knock on the door. "Why is your door closed?" my mom shouted from outside.

Ah, now even a 16-year-old can't have privacy, right?

I quickly soaked my tears, threw my messy hair into a bun, and forced the widest smile I could manage.

"Yeah... a smile. Or should I say, a forced one?"

I opened the door and made sure I didn't look sad — even though inside, I absolutely was.

Have you ever felt that moment in your life too? If yes, then let me know in the comment box.

It wasn't the first time I forced a smile or felt that way. Neither did you, right? And trust me, guys — it wasn't the last either.

Because the day I stepped into teenage life, I slowly started to understand... this is how I have to live now. People stop treating you like a kid — you're expected to "grow up." But you're not allowed to fully be an adult either, because suddenly there are rules, restrictions, judgments.

You can't cry too much, or you're "overreacting." You can't stay quiet, or you're being "rude." You can't wear what you like, or they'll say you're "asking for attention."

So you just... exist. In this confusing in-between space.

I never really understood why people say "being a teenager is easy."

Naah. It's not. It's messy. It's overwhelming. And sometimes, it breaks you in ways you can't even explain.

For one second, you're the most confident person alive on Earth — and the very next second, all your insecurities pop up like popcorn in a pan. (By the way, I like butter popcorn. What do you like?)

Ah! Yeah — and that's another thing about us... We get distracted so easily.

Like, one day my teacher told me to do research on sensors, right? But then — by pure accident — my eyes spotted an ant.

And boom! A stupid question popped into my mind...

"Do ants have eyebrows?"

And guess what? I ended up spending my entire day researching ants instead of sensors.

Classic me.

Now I wonder how stupid am I... poor me... And no, ants don't have eyebrows (sadly). But now I know way too much about ant colonies.

Like did you know they leave behind a scent trail for the other ants to follow? Meanwhile, here I am... struggling to find my own path.

Sometimes I wish I was an ant — no feelings, no overthinking, no heartbreaks — just food, teamwork, and vibes.

But nah, I had to be human. With emotions. With insecurities. With expectations.

Ugh. Life really said: "Level: Hard Mode."

Okay, let me tell you something I've never dared to say out loud. We teenagers sometimes forget that we're human beings.

Like, one day I was standing on my roof, just lost in thought, and suddenly a question popped into my mind:

Am I an alien?

Funny, right? But seriously... For those who are standing on Mars or some other star, we are aliens too.

Sometimes, it feels like our lives are just one big roller coaster.

One moment, we're flying high — everything feels good, everything makes sense. And then, in just a blink... we're crashing down.

No warning. No control. Just that sinking feeling in your chest.

And the worst part? You have to act like you're fine. Like it's all part of the ride.

Okay... we'll talk more about this in the next chapter.

And hey — if you've been reading till here, let me know the answers to the questions I asked you.

What kind of popcorn do you like? Have you ever felt like an alien too?