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The secret to finding true love is to seek Love Himself; that’s what I learned when Jorge came into my life.

People always say that love will just come to you, that you don’t have to go look for it . That is part true, but half false too. People always try to look for it at the wrong places and in the wrong people when we should be searching for God, love Himself. God is Love and that’s the simple truth. When you have found God and dwell in His presence, your life will just be filled with love and your whole being will just be overflowing with nothing but love, and someone will just eventually fall in love with the person that you are. I hope that made sense.

I guess that’s how it happened for me. Moving here has definitely changed my life in the best way. I have been removed from my old ways, my partying and drinking days, in short, I was freed from THE WORST CORINTH ever. By God’s grace, He put me and my sisters here to start fresh. And that’s when I poured my heart out unto the Lord. I confessed all of my sins and asked Him to come into my life again. I started praying for my future husband to come and guess what, he came. God will definitely give you the desires of your heart, as long as you seek Him first all the time.

Instagram was the bridge God used for Jorge and I to meet (virtually) and then, the rest was history. We’ve been talking non-stop despite the three-hour time difference we had to endure (thanks iPhone and Skype). It only took us a few months to know that we already loved each other and I felt so honored to be his first love. (I’ll never let you down baby.:*) And if you guys still didn’t know, Jorge flew to Canada to meet me in person for the first time last week (September 4th) and I’ve got to say that it has been the best 10 days of my life yet. More beautiful and perfect days to come.

I’ll tell more stories about this long distance love but my point in this blog post is that there’s only one step to finding true love: 1. Seek Love Himself, and everything else will fall into place. Talk to God, read His word, love love and love some more and eventually, your love life will come to you.

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Isaw is heaven! Best Pinoy street food. #igersasia #igerphilippines #igersmanila #instamanila #instapic #instaphoto #photooftheday #foodmanila #streetfood #isaw #pinoy #food #bizarrefood #manila

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Happy Sunday everyone!

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Without seeing the dawn - urban manila#igersasia #igersmanila #instapic #instagram #manila #urban #city

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Gifts are ready. Buti pa si kuya. I dont have a gift yet for my inaanak. Poor kid! Lol

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Christmas tree was already set. After hours of setting it up. Likes! ❄⛄🎄🎄🎅😻⛄❄👍 #christmas #christmastree #instapinoy #instapic #igersasia #igersmanila #iphonograpghy #pasko #instastich #pasig #manila

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Little Molly - aspin 🐶#cute #puppies #aspin #dog #animal #instapinoy #manila #instapuppies #igersmanila #igersasia

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Typical Filipino merienda #food #filipino #pinoy #instapinoy #manila #canton

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The Firm

by John Grisham

was a legal thriller book which mainly circle Mitch Mcdeere, a law school top notcher from Harvard University. Offered by many firm in wall street New york but seduced to be in the little fIrm : Bendini, Lambert and Locke in Memphis which specialty was in tax law. The Story on the first part is kinda boring because it talks more on the introduction of Mitch life and things around him But as you get along the story it make you understand more about what a real lawyer have in real life. After passing the bar exam, money comes and every minute count and payed. The story focus on hiring a new lawyer to a that firm being offered luxurious life, good career set up, things that you can't resist to reject. But behind that luxurious life as a lawyer in that firm make you bad and do illegal business. The money came from clients who are into tax evasion, money laundering and do illegal stuff to ease their tax, the firm is handle by a mafia which runs many years ago and earning lots of money to sustain their luxurious life. Only when FBI found the new man Mitch which they think will be the big mole in the firm. So it's a chase of having the dark secret of the firm being a mob. And because mitch (the main charcter) is as smart harvard rookie he plan and do things you can't imagine. Twist are everywhere and you can actually imagine the story as a movie.

I really like the end part which actually like some Tom cruise chasing-movie.

The movie has a film adaptation portrayed by Tom cruise in 1993. I'm pretty excited to watched that movie so I can determin if my imagination is parallel on what the book had.

Red this book about five days.

Total pages is 421.

The authior Josh Grisham is a lawyer so all of his book are center in the jury and law scenario.

Verdict: 9/10

Happy Reading.

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I promise I'll be good to mom. Mom told us that she have this heart enlargement ( cardiomegaly) which made her felt stress whenever she walk too long or doing some stairs walking. Another illness aside from asthma and arthritis. Mom is getting old and I wish I can do something to make her happy.

I promise that i'll control my temperament and will not nag back. I'll be a good son, promise. Lord, help my mom pls. 

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So many question inside my head right now? 

A mind-torture that I can't escape at this time. I'm not sick but this give me mentally sickness. I don't know what's happening to me. 

I want to get back in life. 

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Me: God, can I ask You a question? God: Sure Me: Promise You won’t get mad …

God: I promise … Me: Why did You let so much stuff happen to me today? God: What do u mean? Me: Well, I woke up late God: Yes Me: My car took forever to start God: Okay Me: at lunch they made my sandwich...

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Shoot! Deadlines of submission for application process are now closed. What the hell was that!? Well, Manila the center of urban, so I'm not surprised. What a waste of energy.

Okay, finally down to the last wave of hospitals this week then I must ready my self for exams and interviews. 

Monday Leg:

World Citi - Anonas

San Lazaro - Manila

J.R Hospital - Manila

Fabella - Manila

PGH - Manila

Anyhow, this was nothing after what happened last night when I got home. Honestly that made my day resulting to over flowing of happiness. idk.

So this. (so i can fully express myself)

Kagabi pag uwi ko sa bahay sa tryke may nakatabi akong pasahero. Di naman din ako familiar sa mga pasahero sa lugar namin kase ang daming tao sa amin. Usual lang. So umandar na yung tryke then sa middle ng daan napapansin ko nakatingin sya sa akin thru side mirror, e nakatingin ako sa harap. Una di ko napansin, pero sa tuwing tumitingin ako e nahuhuli ko din sya tapos biglang alis ng tingin. So sabi ko sige testing ko nga, I made the move. Humawak ako dun sa handle ng mga pasahero kung saan nakahawak din sya. Ginawa ko habang naandar yung tryke sa mga humps e dinidikit ko yung daliri ko sa kanya. Ayun makailang dikit nagreresponse din sya ng dikit. Ayun BOOM! Pinatong ko yung daliri ko sa kanya haha e hindi umangal so ayun kinausap ko na sya. Tinanong ko sya taga kabilang village sya sa Islahomes daw. So syempre malapit na ko bumaba, so kinuha ko yung number nya. Saklap dre di nya binigay number nya sabi  "di ko talaga binibigay number ko". Mga 3 times ko sya pinilit, ayaw talaga so sbi ko "okay, sige. ok lng". Tinanong ko name nya and san sya nag school, binigay nya naman pampalubag loob siguro. Ayun hinawakan ko na yung kamay nya dun ko napansin na may ring sya sa ring finger. Kaya sabi ko " kaya pala ayaw mong ibigay eh dahil dyan ( sa ring nya).. Sabi nya naman "porket ba may ring eh taken na". Napa-wow ako. Sbi ko "eh bakit andyan sa ring finger?", sabi nya naman. "Kasi dyan kumasya kaya dyan nakalagay yan".. Ayun hinawakan ko lang yung kamay nya hanggang sa bumaba na rin ako tapos biglang tapik and sabi ko "see you next time" sabay ngiti ng malupit...buti na lang talaga ang pogi ko that time at hindi mukang haggard at di halatang naglakbay sa initan ng Maynila na polluted.

Di ko alam if totoo yung sinabi nya dun sa ring finger, pero kinilig ako sa kalandian ko. Yes, call me flirt eh single naman ako. Tska first time ko ginawa yun, ewaan ko ba parang hinila ata ako ng kalandian haha! siguro kasi destiny kami haha!.. Anyhow, pag uwi ko sa bahay muka akong taanga. Nakangiti na parang ewan lang. Hayss.. oo crush ko na sya, and sana lang if ever magkasabay kami ulit pauwi. And if God permits, sana mas makilala ko pa sya.

Pls. Lord sana magkita kami ulit. :) plsss. pagbigyan nyo na po ako ^^

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With my super friend rhia :) (Taken with Instagram)

Last night was really awesome. After almost a year and a half, we finally got time to be together in a date. One of my bestest friend since college, through my ups and down, and my on the go partner. 

Life have had change, I really miss my friends. Garn, be back here in MNL soon. we miss you!

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hi! thanks for helping me you're not too late i appreciate it, okay so about the book lucky, 1. what are two reasons why alice is lucky? 2. what are some of the examples of coping mechanisms used by alice? are these positive or negative coping mechanisms? 3. what does it mean when alice says she holds "hope and hell in the palm of her hand?" thanks again for your help!

hi! sorry I'm very busy this past few day. My answers:

1. First, she survived the rape scenario after almost killed by the rapist. Second, she won the trial and put the rapist in jail which is the most compensatory feeling for a victim.

2. minimization or pretending that everything was all fine, this was negative because at the end of the day she always hunts by what happened to her. Another is inferiority, she felt that a man can not accept her because she was already damage and no one will love her - negative. On positive side, she cope up by being a model/example to her friend who was victimized also by rape, giving things she had before to cope up with the present scenario.

3. That was her line when the trials happened. Huge hope that she will have the justice as a victim of rape and hell means that every trial was a nightmare, seeing the rapist near her that give her the flashbacks of what happened.

Sorry, i think i was too late to answer it.

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Another week of hell tiring job hunting within the metro. For the record, it was the most horrible, most effort and most tiring application I've ever done in my entire life. Walking under the straight heat of sun, looking for the location idk, commuting from places to another, asking random people on streets, sweaty attire, pollution, stink smell, dehydration, running to meet quotas before 5pm. All happened in places called Metro Manila. It was like, we are one of the contender in the Amazing race and we have this every pit stop - Hospitals.

Another burden was every hospital have different set of requirements, so we must be ready or else, like what happened in some of our "pit stop" having a hard time looking for the lack of requirements within the area.

Here are my second wave of hospital I've applied for this week.

Manila Doctors - Manila

MCM - Manila

PGH - Manila

Manila Adventist - Manila

San Juan de Dios - Pasay

EAMC - Qc

PCMC - Qc

QMMC - Qc

Mission Hospital - Pasig

Mother Regina - Pasig

Mary Immaculate - Pasig

Quite not satisfied with the leg of application this week. Next week will be my 3rd wave, and hoping I'll conquer all the remaining hospital.

Also, I must add that I'm very good in directions. So I think travelling is my passion ( whatever!)

Good luck to me!