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I feel so bad it's been so long since I was here last. I'm contemplating making a new blog only for my OC Avalon, but I'm not sure if I should. I was just hit with a TON of ideas for her, though.

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Leave it to watching something new to put new and chaotic ideas in my head. Seriously, it's like having decades or more of NEW LORE in my head for an OC. It's crazy.

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Loki had been banished to Midgard after the whole invasion thing, something about living on his own and learning that there was consequences to his actions. He would have no contact with Asgard or the royal family till Odin thought he learned his lessons.

Frigga managed to convince Odin to let Loki keep some of his abilities to use them for good and to protect himself along with others if he shall. Loki was angry of course that his seidr was being limited especially after everything that Odin had done to him. Loki had been destructive in his anger but once that wore off, he was sad and alone so he moped.

Once the trickster god got himself together, made himself a home, a garden, a barrier so nobody could bother him. Loki was pretty much cutting himself from the outside world and focusing on himself. The cabin was furnished to his liking and a reminder of home, not advanced like most homes were here on Midgard but he managed.

Listening to Odin had never been something that Dyla was very good at. The moment that she found out that Loki - her Loki, as she thought of him - had been banished to Earth, she was infuriated. She already hated Odin to pieces, and this was just more reason for her to despise the old man. It was no surprise to her that Frigga was the one to let it "slip" to her that the banishment had happened. Frigga was always much nicer to her, and far more accepting of her and her existence than the Allfather had been. Even though at this point she hadn't had her own physical body for all that long, Dyla had technically been around much longer than even either the king or queen knew.

Because of that, Dyla was very fond of Loki. There were other reasons as well, but she was not focused on the 'why's' or the reasons for her wanting to find out where Loki was right now. She was more focused on actually finding him. The only problem was, with the limitations that Odin had placed on Loki's ability to use magic, it made it harder for her to tap into the natural connection that they had with one another. By the time she figured out an estimated spot on Earth where Loki could be, it felt like ages had past. How long it had actually been, Dyla wasn't sure.

Getting to Earth without being found out by Odin proved to be even harder than her quest of figuring out where to go; it took Dyla even longer to find a spot to leave from that wouldn't draw the attention of anyone. She was growing weaker from her time separated from Loki, which added on to all of her other struggles. It was enough to have made anyone else give up - Dyla, however, was not like everyone else.

Finally arriving somewhere close to where Loki was living, Dyla had to stop to catch her breath. It wasn't normal to her to be so exhausted, but she'd been having more and more time lately where she felt like she had little to no energy whatsoever. Regardless of that, Dyla knew she couldn't give up now, so she shook her head and started to walk around. Searching for where to go to actually find Loki so she could see him again, and trying to reach out, again, to see if he could hear her, or if she could hear him.

Loki..? Can you hear me?

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There was little that could be learned from Dyla. She was angry and volatile; controlling her was not easy and in the end, when she managed to free herself from her bonds, she was only able to get so far. Her priority was to try and find or reach Loki in some way so that she could try to ask him why he wasn't telling the truth - though she didn't end up getting far enough to be able to reach the place where the cell was, before a bunch of agents stopped her. There was a large fight with a lot of noise - which drew the attention of those trying to fix the cage that Loki was in towards it for a moment, and away from what they were doing - though the ending noise was a gunshot, followed by several others.

Dyla wasn't dead, but she had been stopped for the moment. When she hit the floor, it barely crossed her mind to wonder if Loki might have felt any of her pain or not. She wasn't in a good enough state to keep up her healing as she usually would, and so was left bleeding on the floor as agents slowly approached her. She was wounded, but not enough to kill her if she was given the attention that she needed soon enough. Her rampage of freezing things and trying to lash out with magic the best that she could had been stopped for the moment, but it still left a large mess to be cleaned up nonetheless.

While Dyla was laying on the floor of the helicarrier, her vision blurring from the pain in her shoulder, her arm, her side, and her leg, she almost thought that she could hear Loki trying to reach out to her through their connection. Thinking it to be a mistake made by her mind, she ignored it for now. Although she would come to regret doing so.

Dyla was barely conscious as she was being rushed off to have the bullets dug out of her. The medical bay was past where Loki was being held, though, so it meant that they had to rush her right past him, giving a good view, for at least a few seconds, of how badly injured she was. The agents still there to work on the cell finally continued working, though it was one of the others who came in the area not long after, who finally spoke to Loki again.

"You know.. I think we would all be much more impressed by your speeches if we were the ones in cages, and not you." She said, folding her arms as she walked into the area. "Although it's a shame that you don't know that woman that Director Fury brought in here earlier. She's so batshit crazy that she seems perfect for you." The woman snorted, crossing her arms. "They had to shoot her three times just to get her from getting away after she escaped questioning about you," the woman added, before continuing. "Guess they really will have to toss her off the side of the helicarrier, now." She said this month, although it wasn't too hard to see that she was really just trying to see if he changed his mind any.

"Unless, of course, you happen to feel like sharing your cell here with her. Since you don't know her, it really shouldn't matter to you what we do," she shrugged, her expression seeming flat. "But I suppose I thought I would offer..just in case you might have some humanity left in there at all." She said, her eyes scanning him over. She was fully expecting Loki to just deny the idea again, though some small part of the woman did have to wonder if he might surprise her or not in how he answered her.

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Loki was in a cell and not looking so well either, almost sickly you could say and his eyes were these unnaturally bright blue color which was odd in itself because growing up with Thor, he had emerald like green eyes. “You really think your pathetic cell can hold me?? I am a God, you worthless mortals, you all should be kneeling at my feet” he snarled at them and slowly paced closer to the clear cell wall, towards the person/people who had captured him.

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Fury wasn't pleased, hearing this. He was pretty pissed off, actually, but other than how he rolled his one good eye and his jaw seemed to clench, he didn't show it. "Fine," he stated flatly. "Have things your way. But don't say that I didn't warn you." Fury wasn't aware of what all was going on with Loki; there was no way for him to have known. He did, however, have his suspicions that there might be something more than met the eye, going on.

Or, at least, he hoped so.

Really, as many things seemed to be anymore for the SHIELD director, it was a long shot. For all he knew, Loki actually didn't know this woman. It would be just their luck, he thought. That the one time a god of lies would be telling the truth, is when he needed him not to.

Fury needed it not to be true that Loki didn't know Dyla. However, he was only somewhat hopeful that he might find out differently from her. As volatile as she had been so far...that was going to be far easier said, than done. Leading her away with his men all surrounding her in case she tried anything, Fury missed the look of confusion and hurt in Dyla's eyes. She didn't know why Loki was saying the things that he was saying - and she hadn't seen enough of him yet to know that his eyes weren't the right color. There were other things that should likely have tipped her off, but her own emotions were getting in the way.

Dyla followed Fury and his soldiers down the halls, her mind reeling and only angry glares coming from her when she caught someone looking at her for too long. From all of this, it was safe to say that she was going to have a very big headache for a very long time. She didn't believe Fury when he threatened to drop her off the side of the Helicarrier; having heard him tell someone else that he planned to question her, Dyla was also trying to plan out for that. As far as she got, though, she was soon sat down in a metal chair with her arms chained behind her and little opportunity left to do what she had wanted to. Plan A was to be scrapped, she supposed.

While Dyla was being questioned, a new set of guards was coming to stand around Loki's cell. Some of them had tools with them, that made it look like they were going to try and fix the cell where it was cracked. They weren't making eye contact with him, though, as they came into the area. Maybe..because some of them were afraid to.

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Loki was in a cell and not looking so well either, almost sickly you could say and his eyes were these unnaturally bright blue color which was odd in itself because growing up with Thor, he had emerald like green eyes. “You really think your pathetic cell can hold me?? I am a God, you worthless mortals, you all should be kneeling at my feet” he snarled at them and slowly paced closer to the clear cell wall, towards the person/people who had captured him.

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New friends

{ A starter for @myrkrlokison :) }

"Okay, so..you really need to get out more. How could you not have been here before, Ira?" Izzy looked at her half-sister, raising her eyebrow as she pushed open the door to the cafe that they were standing in front of. Her half-sister, Iracabeth by name - and "Ira," or "Beth" by nickname - just shook her head.

"Izzy, I told you! I sit home and I stream games. I've been places!" She said, crossing her arms in a mock pout. "...Well, okay. Fine. So I haven't actually been been to the places, but I've had plenty of VR experiences, doesn't that count?" Ira gave a weak, half-smile in hopes that Izzy would buy it. She didn't, and just gave her one of those looks that she was so well known for.

"No, it doesn't. Not really, I don't think." Izzy paused, then shook her head and sighed. "Just..come on, Ira. We're supposed to be meeting my friend Myrkr here today, anyways. So you can branch out some? You said you'd try," Izzy reminded her of this, as she went to lead her to the counter so that they could get a drink, or something to snack on, while they waited.

"Yes...I know I did." Ira sighed, smiling lightly at Izzy. "I guess I'm just kind of..nervous? I don't meet people in person a lot," She began to chew at the side of her lip as she rubbed her arm, though Izzy helped calm her down by putting her arm around her. Fortunately for Iracabeth, it took only a few moments to get what they wanted and to go sit down.

After that, all the two girls had to do, was sit and wait. And, in Ira's case..listen to Izzy make a bunch of bad, stupid jokes just to make her laugh.

{ Thinking Ira looks something like this, maybe? Though her eye color may be different. }

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//As this is literally me when I get depressed or stressed or am feeling bad.. Anyone I write with has that same right. Mental health is important. 💖

Reblog this if you’re a chill roleplayer who doesn’t mind if your rp partners take multiple weeks, or even months to reply.

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// Reblogging this here so people can see where I've moved Ava off to. <3

𝐻𝑒𝓁𝓁𝑜, 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝑜𝓃𝑒!

My pinned post is a WIP, much like everything else is here. I am steadily working on it over time, though, and intend to update this post with links as I can!

So everyone knows, I follow from my main blog: @themxlodyofmiidnight

PC links -

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Mobile links -

To be added!

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Working on things for my new blog for Avalon! Over at @amythestxunbroken <3

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Thank you, I really appreciate it. I miss her and I still wish, every day, that I knew what was wrong with her.. I'm left wondering if there was more that I could have done, or not. :( I can only hope she's at peace now. *hugs*

The reason I've been so absent

This may or may not trigger anyone. I don't know, so..I'm putting it under a cut.

To be honest, there's been a lot of them - reasons - namely, I've been depressed. Things keep happening and going wrong, and the latest one is really hurting. My pet cat, Callie, died Sunday morning. She went downhill so quickly, within less than a week and I still don't know what exactly was wrong with her. Today I have to take her to get cremated and I'm not looking forward to it.

Life keeps kicking me and my family while we're down, and I just don't know how much more I can take. I'm so tired, we all are.

To everyone who has been waiting on me, I'm sorry I've made you wait so long. I want to thank you for your patience with me, though. It means a lot.

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The reason I've been so absent

This may or may not trigger anyone. I don't know, so..I'm putting it under a cut.

To be honest, there's been a lot of them - reasons - namely, I've been depressed. Things keep happening and going wrong, and the latest one is really hurting. My pet cat, Callie, died Sunday morning. She went downhill so quickly, within less than a week and I still don't know what exactly was wrong with her. Today I have to take her to get cremated and I'm not looking forward to it.

Life keeps kicking me and my family while we're down, and I just don't know how much more I can take. I'm so tired, we all are.

To everyone who has been waiting on me, I'm sorry I've made you wait so long. I want to thank you for your patience with me, though. It means a lot.

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The world stands with Ukraine

Tbilisi, Georgia

St. Petersburg, Russia

London, England

Paris, France

Thessaloniki, Greece

Rome, Italy

Berlin, Germany

Tokyo, Japan

Montenegro

Mumbai, India

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Do you ever do threads on here with your original friends?

Do you mind if I ask who you mean by original friends? There were a few people, though I don't think some are here anymore...

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@happygeckodroid

Me coming in and messaging my ex and then peacing out:

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Hi Guys,

This is hard to admit; but i’m fundraising to get away from my ex. I have to be careful what I say while I’m still living under his roof but please just know that I don’t feel safe here.

I want to move closer to family and friends, have a nice little spot of my own that I can call home.

Please read as much as I could write on the justgiving page, thank you.

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Finally I can show you the piece I did for Loki’s Fanzine.

This project was amazing. Ppl were so kind and I enjoyed working with them!!

I hope you like it!

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POV: You're watching me struggle