thesilent-reader

[thesilent-reader]

alright this is attempt (??) of locking in

back from my little vacation and now i desperately need to get back to work otherwise i know im going to regret it

(TW g*n violence?) i survived a school shooting just a couple of months ago (my PI accidentally saved my life when she had me do some extra lab work that day, an extra 15 min that saved my life, otherwise I would have been having lunch in my usual spot which was attacked) and havent been in the best mindset since. I know I need to lock in properly if I still want to go into medicine - and i think i do since its the only academic based thing im still interested in, but i have zero motivation.

Ive been pretty much lost in my own head for a little while and I know that if i don't pull myself out imma regret it.

My goals are:

Learn Physics on my own before classes start

Learn Python

Learn Chem 2 and Orgo chem before classes

MCAT Prep for the classes I am done with (Bio and Psych)

Get back to a healthy mindset as well as become physically healthy again

better relationship with school work, sleep, and food

I just don't want to look back one day and regret not trying.

Im going to try to use Tumblr as a way to hold myself accountable, since I've kind of been using it as an escape for the past couple of weeks.

So yeah! this is my digital journal/diary ig? hopefully it actually helps

~🪔💋🪷