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VENT POST: READ AT YOUR OWN RISK

Sorry to suddenly drop a serious post, but I have nowhere else to talk about this. I just took the statistics survey for The Trevor Project (Linked here: https://trevorredcap.trvr.org/surveys/?s=ARPMDR8AYPPW9XXC&nsli=V1ETx3Ef)

and it's just reminded me of how much i suffered due to my parents being awful people.

I'm a shell of the person I used to be, and I hate every bit of myself in ways that don't even make sense anymore. I've given up on basically all of my dreams because of the nagging voice of my parents in my head telling me how stupid it all is, how my happiness is a detriment to them because it's not making them happy. How my basic identity is a mistake, and how I'm wrong for existing.

I can't create anymore because I hate it all, I hate myself and I can't ever feel comfortable. I have no space that I belong in, I don't fit any defined label and no matter what I do I'll always be mediocre at best with it.

There is no moral, but I wish everyone a happy pride month and I'm hoping I can enjoy artfight next month.

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So I've been working on a small game project, i doubt it's gonna stay that name but here's a screenshot of the title screen

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Just a cute bikini for the cutest bat

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BAM, FULL FURSONA DESIGN

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Another smaller doodle that I might digitize for art fight

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Working on yet another fursona

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Pretty Demon Girl I drew a ref for for art fight :33

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So she can remove her ears at will. Just no more listening if she's annoyed

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She got a few enhancements for Easter (unfortunately she doesn't realize she's a month late)

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Finally after being kicked out for like 2 months, I got my drawing tablet to where I'm staying so heres a cute little Jun1per sketch i did in aseprite

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FUCK CLOSED SPECIES'

I was browsing toyhou.se the other day because I started putting up art of characters and stuff, and Jesus H Christ, basically every single nice looking species on there is a closed species. And like, WHY??? I don't understand the concept of making a cool species and then getting mad if someone likes your species enough to make art of it?? Like I get there being rules for lore, and design specifications but like... why limit creativity (and to a more selfish extent, the ability to get free fanart)????

also definitely unrelated, heres a cool design i made for robots but i dont really like it myself so if anyone *wants* to make a KittyBot-2.3 feel free

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I dont know how to tell you people this... but I'm a furry.....

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Tiny little sketch of The Clover Hotel Owner, Working name is Clover or Void Creature

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guys... is estro-gen a new ai model... will it give me tits...

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i am this close to making trans balatro yuri

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damn, thats a lot of people

okay so like, I randomly got a bunch of followers for a model that I don't even have the files to anymore. If you guys want me to like, post my newer stuff let me know? also I've been considering doing art streams for a while now, maybe y'all would like to see that? I'm theunluckyclover_ on twitch, in case that's a thing you wanna see. if I get to 20 followers I'll start live streaming again

with that being said, heres another model I made in the time since my last post